Conan: After being rescued, I just want to die quickly

【Xiao Xi, Qin Jiu found out that you ran away. 】

"As expected." Qian Yuanxi's eyes remained calm, and he looked down at the situation where his foot was scratched again: "Do you think Qin Jiu will come to catch me?"

"I caught you and said how you would treat me, imprison me, abuse me, or... kill me in a fit of anger."

Qian Yuanxi's tone was too normal, so normal that the world consciousness could feel something wrong with his emotions, but he couldn't tell what was wrong.

"Aren't you talking?"

"Do you think this bet is meaningless?"

Qian Yuanxi's tone was full of regret at this time, "But you were clearly loyal to betting with me, betting on my death."

When the world consciousness heard this, he didn't come out to explain, because he did.

During that period of time, he was idle and bored, chatting with the host he had found, and in the end, his indulgent youth collapsed bit by bit.

Of course he saw the boy calling for help, he only needed to move his finger to save him, but he didn't.

He just felt that the value of this boy was not worth saving him.

——There is never a shortage of people who want to do things like saving the world, and there is never a shortage of people in the position of the savior.

He just needs to make sure that the world can exist.

But he made a mistake. He really met a savior, a kind-hearted savior.

Then he lost his savior forever.

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The silence of the world consciousness did not surprise Chihara Nozomi, the soles of his feet were worn out, and the pain appeared faintly, which made him frown.

"A car should come at this time."

"Kill me, and then I can leave."

[This kind of thing will not happen. 】

"Are you going to intervene?"

[Even if I don't intervene, this kind of thing will not happen, because this is where the organization is.There will be no vehicles on weekdays, and secondly, there will be no vehicles during this time period. 】

"Really, what a pity."

"But I still want to have hope, just in case."

[Please don't get hopeful at this time. 】

"But only death can end my pain. At the moment of death, I really don't feel pain anymore."

After Qian Yuanxi finished speaking like this, she felt the silence of the world consciousness, and even the world consciousness wanted to say something, but she didn't know how to speak.

He opened his mouth to break the embarrassment.

"Neither should you."

"You should abandon me, as it was the case before."

【Xiaoxi, I...】

"You can't empathize with me, and you won't know my pain and struggle. You are high above me, looking down at my ugly appearance."

【No!I made a mistake before, I apologize to Xiaoxi, Xiaoxi, you can make any compensation you want,]

Hearing this, Qianyuan Xi stopped, he raised his head and glanced at the sky, and then he said without hesitation, "You have been refusing what I want."

What he wants is very simple, he doesn't ask for wealth and future, he doesn't ask for a happy family and start all over again, he doesn't ask for forgetting everything and revenge.

—he begged for death.

Death sounds so simple.

This is so simple for a pillar that supports the whole world, even blowing one breath will kill him.

How easy...but he was rejected many times.

Qian Yuanxi knew why the world consciousness refused, maybe she wanted to make up for him, which made the world consciousness feel less guilty.

But he doesn't want compensation.

The world consciousness owes him nothing, those deaths time after time are due to his lack of ability.If he was more powerful, he would not die, and he would be able to save another person.

【Sorry, but this is the only request I can't agree to Xiaoxi. 】

"You want to make it up, but I don't."

"I don't need their compensation."

Qian Yuanxi sighed heavily after finishing speaking, he looked at the stone beside him, walked over and squatted down, the blood on his wrist had dried a little.

He stretched out his finger in control and poked the small stone on the ground, feeling very helpless.

"I don't want the warmth you made up for."

"And I don't need it either. I don't know what's the use of wanting those warmth now, not to mention I don't need the existence of my family. My family doesn't even need my family to do anything."

"Also, I look pitiful like this, but that's only a little bit."

Qian Yuanxi tried to explain that he was not pitiful at all, and he didn't pretend to be like this on purpose now, he just couldn't control it.

He doesn't need family, he doesn't need warmth, he doesn't need someone to pull him out.

He doesn't need anything, he just wants to die.

- Death is the end of everything.

"And you also said that this is a perfect world, and my existence is for their future. Their future is happy and happy, so what else do I need to do?"

"This is what you said."

【…】

World awareness has nothing to say.

The boy learned to fight back, learned to use his words to ask questions again and again.

He said those words, and he couldn't deny them.

【Your life is the greatest value. 】

"But that was painful for me."

【I can restore your body without sequelae. 】

"That's painful too."

Qian Yuanxi completely denied it, and the voice of world consciousness gradually took on a deceptive meaning.

……

Before he could continue speaking, a pair of leather shoes appeared in front of him, and then a tall figure blocked him.

At that moment, Qianyuan Xi's breathing was a little short, and he didn't make any extra movements, and he heard Gin Jiu's words ringing above his head.

"I said that your current physical function cannot last for too long."

"I take back what I said before. You are not a kitten, but a wild cat. I also understand why they are so nervous about you in Scotland."

Gin's voice could not be heard to be angry, but Qian Yuanxi didn't move for a long time. He seemed to believe that as long as he didn't look into Gin's eyes, nothing would happen.

But this time, Gin squatted down.

This time, Qian Yuanxi saw the appearance of Gin, a black windbreaker without numbers, and very neat short hair.

There was no sarcasm or irritation on his face, and he suddenly couldn't see what Gin's face was.

Qian Yuanxi shrank her neck, "I didn't hear your voice coming over."

"Come here by car."

"I didn't hear the door closing."

"Because I didn't close the car door." When Gin Jiu said this, his tone was somewhat joking, "Just my arrival can make you so nervous, I'm not stupid enough to startle the snake."

After Gin finished speaking, Nozomi Qianyuan opened her mouth but said nothing.His eyes became a little more timid, and his voice weakened.

"I just figured it out."

"There is one more thing I want to tell you. I sent them the fact that you ran away."

"Their psychological endurance is not that strong. If you want to make them go crazy with guilt, I won't stop you, you go."

As Qin Jiu said, he raised his hand and put it on Qian Yuanxi's head, "Be obedient, do you understand?"

Qian Yuanxi looked at Gin's movements, and even the familiar tone, he suddenly grinned.

"Qin Jiu, you haven't changed at all."

"I would rather you shoot me like a mouse, so that your weaknesses and many things about you will not be known."

Qian Yuanxi said, he looked at the pistol on Qin Jiu's waist, but did not move.

"Gin Jiu, take care of me and force you."

"Would you like to try letting go?"

Chapter 022 Gin, Your Heart Is Cold, You Can't Warm It Up

When Qian Yuanxi said this, she was very solemn and her tone was extremely serious.

Qin Jiu could hear Qian Yuanxi's seriousness, but he raised his eyebrows, "I don't want to owe you a favor."

"I said, as long as I return the favor, I will leave automatically."

Speaking of this, Gin frowned, but said it directly, and at the same time took back the hand placed on Qianyuan Xi's head.

"I'm not suitable for taking care of people. I'm even more unaccustomed than you, and I hate my appearance more than you."

……

[? ]

[Fuck. ]

[Are you serious?Gin, have you fucking forgotten what it was like to take care of people a few days ago? ]

[Bermod had to fly back overnight to cover his mouth when he heard this, Gin really can't speak, why is my Xibao still being tortured. ]

[What Gin said is somewhat excessive, but Gin’s character is a bit in line with it. Although I shouldn’t blame Gin in this world for what Gin did in other worlds, I still want to say, die Gin Bar. ]

[It's a long paragraph. ]

[Gin, why don't you go to Scotland to learn more, you see how gentle Scotland is, but it's too easy to soften and hesitate. ]

[Suddenly I have an idea. ]

[I have it too. I think it's just right to combine the two personalities. ]

[Crazy and gentle?Isn't that what Xibo looks like now? ]

[Fuck. ]

[I have no grievances with you, why do you want to kill me. ]

[I feel like I found out why Xibao is in pain. Although Xibao has experienced so much, as the most basic human nature, Xibao still retains it. ]

[If you want to kill, you have to have a bottom line, and you should also remember that you shouldn't kill. This is wrong, even bad guys shouldn't do it. ]

[So this is why Xibao is crazy? ]

[Summary: Gentle and kind-hearted.Even after experiencing a lot of suffering, Ke also knows to open his heart to accept kindness, and he should remain polite, rational, and not retaliate, because they are innocent. ]

[So Xibao can only die? ]

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After Gin finished speaking, he stood up.

Looking down at Qian Yuanxi who was squatting on the ground, his eyes were more irritated, and he was not irritable because of Qian Yuanxi.

He was restless because more and more dreams appeared, but every time he could stay in the middle of the matter.

The fact that his hand was in his pocket but he couldn't touch the cigarette brought Gin back to his senses, and he was trying to quit smoking recently.

It sounds ridiculous, he is an old smoker, no matter what he can do without smoking, he will give up smoking voluntarily one day.