Conan: After being rescued, I just want to die quickly

He didn't intend to get close to Toru Amuro's life, nor did he intend to go back to the organization.

He didn't know much about the organization's news. He knew that if he wanted to know, he could choose to ask the world consciousness, and the world consciousness would no longer hide anything from him.

Even if all the target characters have been accepted by the law, world awareness is still the pillar of this world, and they will still know all the information at the first time.

But he didn't.

He chose to turn a blind eye.

This feeling is very strange, this is the first time in his life that he has made such a willful action.

But if it was before, he would definitely not have made such a bad move.

But he just felt tired.

He was so tired that he wanted to give up everything.

So he didn't do any unnecessary things, and he was very satisfied with his current life.

……

When going back to the cheap rental house he and Qianyuan had, he finally spoke.

[World Awareness: Will Xiaoxi leave this world? 】

"Maybe, maybe not. Besides, isn't my death not allowed? If everything has to start all over again, wouldn't I have to start all over again in my current state."

"But I know that these target people will not lose their lives, so I can only live in this world."

[World Consciousness: It's not Xiaoxi who lives! 】

"I'm telling the truth, aren't I?"

Qian Yuanxi calmly refuted the words of the world consciousness. When the world consciousness heard this, he paused and then he said.

【World Consciousness: Will we meet again? 】

"Maybe, maybe not."

The answer Qian Yuanxi gave was ambiguous, but the world consciousness did not press her again.

Finally he made a decision.

[World Consciousness: Shall we meet now? 】

"Goodbye, thank you for your company."

As Chihara Nozomi said, he looked out the window of the taxi.

"This farewell is a bit sudden. If there is a chance, I would like to say a solemn farewell to you."

"The first time we met, our meeting was very hasty and we didn't get to know each other well. If that's the case, then our farewell must be very solemn."

[World Consciousness: Xiaoxi, do you have something to hide...]

"Wait until next time, next time if there is a chance, I will replenish it for you."

After saying this, Nozomi unilaterally cut off the connection with the world consciousness, and after the world consciousness felt that Nozomi really wanted to cut off contact with him this time, he silently watched his energy being cut off and began to be in a daze.

But in the end, he thought of the farewell the young man said to him, and silently withdrew his strength to try, and fell silent instead.

After a few seconds, the world consciousness cut off the connection with Chihara Nozomi.

this moment.

Chihara Nozomi will not be protected by any energy.

The reason is simple.

——Because from this moment Chihara Nozomi changed from focusing on the world consciousness to being the same as most people in this world.

Not the protagonist, let alone a supporting role!

——but ordinary people living in dark corners.

Even if it's a walk-on in front of the protagonist, it doesn't count.

＊＊＊＊＊＊

Facts have proved that even if Chihara Nozomi disappears from the attention of world consciousness, the world has not changed in any way, not at all.

The people living in the organization did not wake up, and Kudo Shinichi, who was going to school normally, did not suffer any accident.

suddenly!

At that time, the world consciousness realized a very absurd conclusion, that is, Chihara Nozomi, who saved everything, would not get attention no matter what happened to her.

World Awareness He looked at the situation in this world in confusion, and he knew that finding Qian Yuanxi from the crowd was no longer as simple as before.

He didn't have the energy left in Qian Yuanxi, so he wanted to find the person he wanted to find in the vast crowd.

In this kind of cheating situation, under the suppression of the law, it is impossible for him to do it like before!

The boy figured out all of this, so he asked such a question at this time.

With world consciousness, he suddenly wanted to laugh, and this smile was a wry smile.

How long did that boy wait for such a chance to get rid of him completely, even for the chance that the law could suppress him.

This opportunity, which had to wait for a long time, was actually waited for by the boy.

Just to get rid of him and want to say goodbye.

Since that day, the world consciousness has paid more attention to the life of the target person, and he thinks that Chihara Nozomi will definitely appear around the target person again.

As long as he stared at the state of the target person, he could find Chihara Nozomi's movement, but he waited for a long time, even at least observed every move of each of his target people, and did not see any suspicious people.

Not even a teenager with a similar appearance and close in age was seen.

Qian Yuanxi really didn't appear around the target person from that day on, didn't sit on the edge of the rooftop he liked, didn't appear in a dark corner, and didn't even appear in the well-hidden garbage dump.

Disappeared.

——and thus completely disappeared from this world.

But the world consciousness knows that the law will not allow Qian Yuanxi to leave, so it proves that Qian Yuanxi is still living somewhere in this world.

This news is not bad news for the consciousness of the world, but it is not even good news.

There is no such thing as death for a boy, he already knew that, didn't he.

The world consciousness felt his despicableness, his filth that was rotten to the bone.

—— "However, I think you are very good at world awareness. You take good care of me, and you will not say that I am not good, because I am young and inexperienced and teach me."

The boy's voice sounded again, but this time his world consciousness program was in a mess, and the chaotic and alarm-resounding program only gave him discomfort at this time.

——He lied to the boy.

——So every time I think back to the boy who was gentle and trusting him wholeheartedly at the beginning, I will get a point of pain.

The indifference and deceit at the beginning is doomed to pain.

The pain that belongs to the consciousness of the world begins, and no emotion is invulnerable.

But for the world consciousness that already has human emotions, this is a fatal blow.

Unknowingly, the boy made the world realize that he had reached a desperate situation.

Willing desperate situation.

——"So I said, I'm very smart."

Chapter 179 Re-enactment begins

Time is passing by slowly, no one notices what will be lost as time goes by, but the world consciousness is clearly aware of the current situation.

He knew better than anyone else that the memories in his mind did not fade with the passage of time, but instead emphasized the weight of that young man in his heart more and more.

The boy's figure became clearer and clearer.

He is torturing himself.

To be precise, this is not his active self-torture, as long as he thinks of that boy, the memories of those lying boys will come to his mind.

— that's what he did!

All the deceitful behaviors were done by him, and those lies were also uttered by him, but now the sharp blades that originally hurt the boy were all directed at his own heart.

Then mercilessly inserted in.

He wanted to cover it, but it was too late.

This made his body full of holes.

So he began to repent, he began to be helpless, painful, desperate, and even he began to doubt the value of his own existence.

Does he really need to exist in this world?

What is the value of his existence.

In order to save the world, he chased an innocent boy to a desperate situation.

— is the culprit.

His sins like this will never disappear for a lifetime or even forever.

＊＊＊＊＊＊

A world-conscious man who gathers his powers with astonishing speed, he also has a habit of documenting the lives of the people he targets.

This matter is like what the original boy did, recording everything about everyone.

At the same time, the world consciousness also clearly remembered the time when Chihara Nozomi disappeared.

……

On the tenth day after Qian Yuanxi disappeared, he felt that he had gone crazy, because no matter what he did, Qian Yuanxi's figure would always appear in front of him immediately.

No. 20 days after Qianyuanxi disappeared, he began to get used to the torture brought by despair and pain. At the same time, he began to enter the life track of the target person, and his every move engraved all the habits of Qianyuanxi.

Even the habit of subconsciously thinking about things and tapping the little finger has been perfectly reproduced.

No. 40 days after Qianyuanxi disappeared, the world consciousness has perfectly understood the laws of this world. At this time, he finally understands that as long as he settles down to record, the laws of time in this world can be broken.

You can even clearly know what will happen next, no matter how chaotic the time is, you can tell what the weather will be like tomorrow, the day of the week or even the date, and will not be regarded as a mental illness.

——Still living like a normal person.

No. 80 days when Chihara Nozomi disappeared, the world consciousness became a human being, and he lived in the world as a human being. He felt that it would be more conducive to his investigation to integrate into their lives in the form of a human being.

It is more conducive to his closeness with the target person.

This time he took the initiative to get close to the lives of those target people, but he didn't fully integrate into them. He became good friends with those target people, while deliberately keeping a distance between them.

It doesn't make them feel awkward, and it won't walk into their circle.

The world consciousness controls its own power, and if these target characters want to explore him again, he will also use energy to reduce his impression among these target characters.

From the moment he became good friends with these target characters as a human being, bitterness filled his heart.

He was aloof before, and he didn't understand why the teenager would have greedy and warm thoughts after contacting the target person.

So at that moment, he cursed the young man for being greedy, and even said that this is not what the young man deserves, so that the young man would forget how he felt like this.

At that time, he had forgotten what the boy said, but at this moment, the world consciousness was thinking that he knew why he was greedy.

Because even he is greedy.

The joy of being with the target, the warmth of being with the target person, and the fusion with the target will not have any troubles.

It's like having friends and family.

——It’s a feeling of being filled up in an instant in one’s long lonely life in this world.

Unable to speak, but it will give people an inflated sense of happiness.

World Awareness He has developed the habit of regularly going to the coffee shop to drink a cup of coffee, and he will also appear regularly on the way to Kudo Shinichi's school, and will make various ideas to ensure the safety of these target people.

……

On the 120th day after Qian Yuanxi disappeared, the world consciousness gradually abandoned its own energy and became more and more like a normal person, and this behavior caused him to have to learn everything from scratch .

Whether it is human habits or some self-protection gun tools, he has to learn from scratch, but time waits for no one, he must grasp everything in his hands as quickly as possible.

This caused him to disappear in front of all the target people during that time.