Conan: After being rescued, I just want to die quickly

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When he reacted, Qianyuan had already left the scope of the organization with Qianyuan Xi in his arms. Langmu looked at the empty environment and lowered his eyes.

Chihara's words kept echoing in his mind, and he wanted to laugh, maybe it was because he was emotionally unstable after undergoing the experiment, or maybe it was because his brain was a lunatic.

But after he finished laughing, he felt empty again. He glanced at the cigarette that fell on the ground, stepped on it hard, and then pursed his lips and got into the car.

Rum couldn't refute, even he felt that what Qianyuan said was right, no one knew what he looked like.

As for those who knew what he looked like, except for the existing Karasuma Renye, everyone else had been killed by him.

He seems to be avoiding his own appearance, or maybe he doesn't want to make himself more vulnerable.

Just as Rum was thinking like this, he just put his hands on the steering wheel and before he had time to step on the accelerator, he thought of Chihara Nozomi who knew what he looked like.

But after a long time, he only showed his true appearance in front of Qian Yuanxi once, maybe he had forgotten it long ago, or maybe he was not noticed by Qian Yuanxi.

——The only person in this world who knows Rum's true appearance is Karasuma Renye, not Chihara Nozomi.

So what that person said was correct, and nothing he said was true from beginning to end.

His heart, including his brain, and even every word he uttered in a sane manner-is a lie.

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When Qianyuan Xi was rushed to the hospital, Qianyuan also felt the weakness of his own body, which was the feeling of his energy being emptied.

He doesn't have much power left to support his existence at all, maintaining his identity even in a reasonable way in human form requires a lot of energy in itself.

Not to mention that he has no energy at all now, Qianyuan thought of him leaning against the wall to breathe heavily, and then he guarded the door of the operating room, trying to keep his brain awake.

Thinking like this, he couldn't help but slammed his hand down on the wall, and this slam made Qian Yuan, who was already in a state of confusion, stunned in place for an instant.

Qian Yuan's eyes were a little surprised, even a little unbelievable. He slowly turned his head and looked at the wall that he had punched. There were bloodstains on the wall.

He glanced at the broken skin on his knuckles, he was bleeding, which wasn't his top priority.

The thing he cares most about—is that he actually feels pain.

This is not reasonable.

It shouldn't even be on him.

Qian Yuan didn't show panic immediately, and he didn't even feel that this matter could endanger his existence.

Let him lose all his sanity at this time, not to mention that his Xiaoxi is behind him, he must stay here to avoid all people from disturbing his Xiaoxi's rescue.

The second is that this little thing is not enough to make him lose his mind.

He followed his host for an unknown how long he had been in this world, and in the end he couldn't even count the world consciousness.

What he has seen, even what he has learned is far beyond the scope of world consciousness, thinking and then stretching out his fingers to feel for his skinned joints.

He lowered his eyes, then glanced at the blood-stained wall in front of him, sighed, and wiped away the blood with his sleeve.

"It's really terrible, the skin on my hand is broken, how will I explain it to Xiaoxi in the future."

This is what Qianyuan is worried about. He is not worried that he will lose the pain shield, and he is not even worried about how much pain he will suffer.

What he is worried about is - if he has a problem, if his Xiaoxi sees it, his Xiaoxi will feel distressed again.

His Xiaoxi's current situation is so different that the naked eye can see it, and he can no longer separate his mind from worrying about his existence.

——He didn't allow it, and he didn't want to.

Thinking like this, Qianyuan finally took out his mobile phone and glanced at the emergency contacts in the mobile phone.

This phone belongs to Chihara Nozomi.

Looking at the familiar name in the address book, Qianyuan took a look, but his hand has not been pressed down for a long time, he doesn't know who to call at this time.

What's more, the world has changed, and he has no credibility to contact the target person.

Qianyuan leaned against the wall, his eyes were confused, he wondered who he would call at this time if it was Xiaoxi.

But what Chihara didn't know was.

If it was Chihara Nozomi, he wouldn't have pulled out his phone.Because he has already made up his mind, he will no longer contact any target tasks.

This incident strengthened Qian Yuanxi's determination to stay away from the target person.

Chapter 169 One is lying in the operating room, the other is lying outside the operating room

In the end, Qianyuan didn't press a number in the address book, he was lonely but he was the only one guarding outside the operating room.

During this period, he felt that his body was getting more and more tired, even his eyes began to turn white, and his brain became dull.

Qianyuan knew that his current state was already very bad, and he even knew that he would not be much better in front of Xiaoxi.

He knew better - he himself shouldn't appear in this world, he should leave this world!

Qian Yuan thought he understood, but he couldn't give up, he couldn't give up his Xiaoxi to live alone in this world.

How could he let go.

After a long and uncountable dark time, the sunshine finally ushered in, but this sunshine was also blocked by dark clouds.

That bit of warmth could not be revealed to them at all, but even so, whether it was him or his Xiaoxi, they were all enjoying this moment of peace.

But now the tranquility has been broken. The laws from this world tell them that they are outsiders and need to leave, and they even decide to expel them without giving them any time to respond.

Qian Yuan was thinking like this, but in the end he still couldn't support himself, he leaned on the wall and slowly slid down, and finally fell to sit on the ground.

His brain finally stopped any fluctuations at this moment, and he needed a good rest—even if he didn't want to.

But all the functions of his body are telling him to close his eyes, but how could Qianyuan close his eyes at this time.

With his last strength, he glanced at the operating room next to him which was still being rescued. The red light above his head hadn't gone down yet, and the green light hadn't even turned on yet.

How could he close his eyes at this moment.

He shouldn't have closed his eyes, but the body's energy was passing faster and faster, so fast that he had to take out the energy on his Xiaoxi and put it on himself before he could escape.

But if he does this, his Xiaoxi will definitely be in danger, and even his Xiaoxi will definitely become the next target.

So he can't do it like this.

Thinking of this, Qianyuan found that he had entered a dead end.

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There's never been a best-of-both-worlds solution.

Even in front of the laws of this world, he doesn't have much ability.

He can overthrow this world, but if he does that, he will deny everything Xiaoxi has done before.

Destroying the world is too simple, he only needs to move his fingers, or even his thoughts can do it.

But if this is done, then this world will no longer exist. He has saved Xiaoxi countless times before and even saved it so much that it cannot be counted. Wouldn't it be meaningless to make Xiaoxi look like he was covered in bruises!

If he makes the consciousness and even the laws of this world disappear, then he must find a new energy to support the position of this world.

To replace the position of law and world consciousness again, how is their approach different from the previous behavior of world consciousness, which randomly finds someone from other worlds to save this world.

So Chihara couldn't destroy the world.

—He's following the rules.

Even though he has turned into such a mess, even though his Xiao Xi is lying in the operating room uncertain of life or death, he still abides by the rules.

No way.

His host is the savior, and he is the savior's system, he must be obedient.

Thinking like this, Chihara slowly lowered her head.

Even so, Qianyuan still used the program that he could finally move energy to supply all the energy to his heart and brain.

Can't have an accident at this time.

He can take short breaks, but he needs to be alert.

——Keeping vigilance in deep sleep, even waking up suddenly before facing danger, and knocking back all dangers, this is an operation that takes energy into consideration.

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Qianyuan lowered his head, and even when his heart stopped beating for a short time or even less than a second, the world consciousness that was watching all this did not react at all.

He didn't know when Qianyuan Xi cut off contact with him, and even when he reacted, what he saw was Qianyuan's figure who had fallen outside the operating room.

At that moment, world awareness he admitted he was stunned.

Like a fool, like a real human being, he froze in place, at a loss.

An inexplicable emotion instantly surrounded his entire existence, his heart ached from being pinched, his breathing became short of breath, and his throat even tightened.

Something was wrong with him, and the world consciousness also felt his nose sore, and he thought this is what humans call emotions-want to cry.

With world awareness, he wanted to reach out to help, but he found that he was unable to do any help at this time, and he was blocked by the boy he was concerned about.

His energy was also knocked back one by one, and he even wanted to reach out his hand to save Qianyuan, who fell outside the operating room but still guarded the operating room to prevent anyone from approaching him.

However, as he got closer to the past, his energy was also knocked back.

——The two of them are on guard against everything.

At the beginning, the world consciousness didn't know why these two people shielded his energy so much, he wanted to say that his energy would protect both of them.

He wants to say that this time he can do it!

It won't be the same as before, just talk and don't do it!

He can do it, and he can even contribute half of his energy.

But these two people didn't listen to his explanation, they just typed back all his words silently.

He knew that these two people had lost consciousness, but they survived only by the sliver of thought in their hearts, but he was still confused.

Then, the world consciousness suddenly realized why, because from the beginning to the end, these two people only gave enough trust to each other.

Because only the two of them support each other from the beginning to the end, they only trust each other, and they only trust each other's energy to enter their bodies, and even enter their spiritual realm.

Even though those external forces were given by him, they did not gain the trust of these two people.

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When he thought of this, he felt a bit bitter in his world consciousness. He looked at the law that had stopped at some point, and even disappeared beside him.

The world consciousness showed a state of confusion, and the sound of the heart stopping from the operating room rang in his ears from time to time, and the doctor's anxious conversation came from time to time.

His gaze was fixed on Qian Yuan, who was still frowning outside but completely worried.

He was wondering if all this was the end of these two people?

Does it have to have such an ending?

Why can't these two people be well.

He might be questioning himself with world awareness, but he heard someone's voice, and that was an answer.

That answer said.

——Because the operation of a world is inserted, and even part of the plot of this world is changed, that is an outsider.

And just this point is enough to make outsiders fall into hell without reincarnation after death.

Chapter 170 Red will eventually cover darkness

With world consciousness, he watched nervously what was happening right now. As a world consciousness, he could not have interfered with the operation of the world, but the current situation made him intervene more than once.

He intervened again and again without even giving up, even though his energy was beaten back again and again.

But he still didn't have any hard and careful contact, even he let go of all vigilance to let his energy become gentle, and then slowly approached.

Little by little groping made him waste time, and even consumed too much energy, but he couldn't help it.

World consciousness, he thought at this time, he must have been abolished.

He has become an unqualified world consciousness, and even at this moment he unconditionally favors outsiders, and he may have violated every rule of the law.

But he doesn't regret it!

——His heart told him not to regret, and his brain told him that he was soberly doing the behavior he didn't regret.