Conan: After being rescued, I just want to die quickly

It was precisely because Chihara Nozomi knew it well that he separated the distance between him and these target people from the very beginning.

Even when the world consciousness impatiently reminded him, he wanted to refute very much at that time, and he had already begun to learn to isolate.

But he still hesitated to say it out, he never wanted to intervene in the lives of these people from the very beginning.

——Because he didn't intend to live in this world from the very beginning.

But in the middle, he wanted to use all his strength to save everyone, and then he was numb at the end, and he was no longer like himself.

His mind becomes so out of control that he doesn't understand his behavior at all.

I don't understand why I don't die since I am in pain.

I don't know what is bothering me.

He couldn't figure out why it changed from making a clear-headed decision without making mistakes at the beginning, to now even taking a step and struggling for a long time.

Qian Yuanxi began to think about the consequences of this step, and what consequences he would face, which would affect the butterfly effect of the target person.

—— Chihara Nozomi’s changes are obvious to all.

Because Qianyuan Xi walked into the abyss step by step under the watchful eyes of everyone.

——Amidst the disdain of the world consciousness and the exclamation of the audience in the live broadcast room, the young man walked into the abyss step by step.

He didn't turn his head back, and even went decisively to save these people.

He said it was hope, so everyone regarded him as the incarnation of hope.

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Qian Yuanxi curled up his body and leaned against the cold storage tank, he slowly shrank to the corner, his body trembling uncontrollably.

The situation like this made Qian Yuanxi only feel that this should not be done.

At this moment, there are a few more thoughts in the situation where the brain was blank. His brain is telling him that this should not be done, and it is even wrong.

Now that you have received treatment, you should not be affected in any way at this time.

Received a psychiatrist's talk and even contacted drug treatment.

——Shouldn't have shown a fragile look at this time!

Because if he shows a vulnerable look at this time, then he is hypocritical and incapable.

Qian Yuanxi thought like this, and slowly grabbed his hair with his hands, but he really couldn't control it.

How did he know that he should be fine after taking the medicine, and if it is not good after taking the medicine, then he is hypocritical.

——He also thought about it.

——He had a good idea.

Two different words have completely different meanings, Qian Yuanxi thought like this, not noticing that the world has quietly changed.

When the world consciousness watching all this finally broke through the law and conveyed his news to Qianyuan, Qianyuan happened to arrive at the place where the experimental body was stored.

He ran over quickly, and then kicked him away like this.

The first thing that caught his eyes was the countless scenes that shocked even him.

That is the existence of countless "Qianyuanxi".

With countless living Qian Yuanxi, he could clearly feel the beating hearts of the people stored in these jars in front of him.

They have breath, they are not a cold corpse, they are living people one after another, which means that these people are all his Xiaoxi in a sense.

However, Qianyuan withdrew his eyes and lowered his eyes, and did not put his eyes on these storage tanks.

He strode towards a certain corner, as if he knew where his Xiao Xi would be hiding from the very beginning.

At first glance, the pace from Qianyuan looks very stable, but if you look closely, you will find that it is very messy inside.

That is the panic hidden under the stability.

Qian Yuan couldn't restrain her anxious state of mind at this time.

but.

When he found Chihara Nozomi who had disappeared for a long time in the corner, his original calmness instantly collapsed at this moment.

With red eyes, he strode forward, then squatted down and hugged Qian Yuanxi who was shivering.

……

The moment he heard the door being kicked open, Qian Yuanxi raised his head, staring blankly at the front, he knew that it was his Qian Yuan who was looking for him.

He knew there was nothing wrong with his memory.

He also knew...he succeeded in persevering.

Feeling the hot embrace from Qianyuan, and even feeling Qianyuan's apologies and worried voices ringing in his ears, Qianyuan Xi wanted to open his mouth and say it's okay.

However, he suddenly found out how could he be okay with his current appearance.

So he closed his mouth, slowly embraced the person in front of him with his hands, and rubbed his chin against Qianyuan's shoulder.

Then he said softly: "Sorry, I made you worry."

"It's okay Xiaoxi, let's go home."

"Before that, Xiaoxi, do you want me to destroy everything here? Xiaoxi, you know, as long as you ask me, I can do such a thing. I can guarantee that there will be no problems..."

Qian Yuan said what he wanted to do at this time, he waited for Xiao Xi's response in his arms, but what he waited for was only a response from his stiff body and weakness.

He heard his Xiao Xi say.

"It's useless."

"The organization will not be destroyed in a short time, we all know this news."

"I was reckless. I shouldn't have made such a plan in a short period of time based on my emotions, and I shouldn't take everyone's lives to satisfy my emotions."

Qian Yuanxi seemed to be angry at this time, his tone sounded very heartbreaking, Qian Yuan shook his head and wanted to stop it.

"No! It's not like that!"

But it couldn't stop Qian Yuanxi's self-deprecation.

Qian Yuanxi admitted his recklessness, and then, as always, took all the faults on himself.

Obviously, Qianyuan has experienced this kind of thing countless times before, but this time, Qianyuan felt the most familiar feeling from it, but also the feeling he least wanted to admit.

His Xiaoxi returned to the way it was before.

It's not that it's back to the way Sunshine loved to laugh before.

——It was the feeling of returning to the most numb and hopeless period.

It took him a long time to get his Xiaoxi out of such a world, but in the blink of an eye, his Xiaoxi was pushed into that bottomless abyss again.

Thinking like this, Qian Yuan gritted his teeth and couldn't let go of the hatred in his eyes.

only……

Before he opened his mouth, Qian Yuanxi seemed to sense something.

The boy said - don't hate, it's not worth it.

So... go home.

Chapter 166 The "outsider" who obeys the rules

Immediately after the world consciousness broke free, his voice sounded in Qian Yuanxi's mind.

[World Consciousness: Xiaoxi!It is the law!He is fixing the loopholes in this world, and he even wants to get the world back on track! 】

When the world consciousness said this, he paused, and then he lowered his volume, trying to make his voice not so abrupt in the boy's mind, so that the boy would not suffer too much pain.

His cautious appearance was naturally observed by Qian Yuanxi, but before Qian Yuanxi opened his mouth to speak, the world consciousness spoke again.

[World Consciousness: The law wants to keep everything in this most perfect world, and wants to get rid of Xiaoxi you on the most perfect basis. 】

When he said this, the world consciousness struggled with his wording, he wondered if his words were very euphemistic, and whether he hurt the boy he wanted to make up for.

After the world consciousness finished speaking, he began to feel uneasy, and Chihara Nozomi, who heard all this in his heart, fell into silence.

He didn't answer, and he didn't even move. This appearance not only made the world's consciousness panic, but even Qian Yuan couldn't suppress the violence in his heart.

Qianyuan still tightened his arms, and then hugged his Xiaoxi in his arms, without looking at the surrounding scene.

Those have nothing to do with him.

In his heart, his Xiaoxi will always be number one.

Although the blood flowing from the bodies of these experimental subjects in storage tanks is his Xiaoxi's blood, it is exactly the same as his Xiaoxi's.

But what does that have to do with him.

All he identified was Xiaoxi, that's all.

He lowered his footsteps, and even deliberately let his body block Chihara Xi's eyes while being held in his arms, he didn't want his Xiao Xi to see everything behind him.

Even though he already knew that his Xiaoxi had seen and understood the existence of these experimental subjects.

But he still treats it with care.

After Qianyuan carried the person away from the place where the experimental subjects were stored, he walked towards the gate of the organization without hesitation.

He knew that it would take more than ten minutes to leave the organization, but he still kept his current actions.

Even if Qianyuan felt that the energy of his existence was affected, even if he felt that some kind of change had taken place in his body.

However, he still didn't show it.

——As an excellent system, one should not worry its host at any time. This is the most basic compliance requirement of a system.

So there are many things he didn't tell Xiaoxi.

……

——He didn't tell his Xiaoxi that energy is rejected by this world.

Because of his special energy, the influence of the world's rejection is already very large, making him unable to attract him almost immediately.

But even so, he immediately allocated more than half of his energy and put it on Xiaoxi.

He even left almost all the energy that could save his life, as well as the way out, to his Xiao Xi, while what he left behind had no way out, and no way out.

——If the energy is affected, then carry it hard.

——The energy becomes weak because of being affected, then hide it.

——If the ability of the whole person to be rejected by the world declines, then escape.

Qian Yuan didn't want to let his Xiao Xi know about these things at this time. Thinking of this, Qian Yuan lowered his head and glanced at Xiao Xi who was very well-behaved in his arms.

Qian Yuan didn't know how long he hadn't seen such a well-behaved appearance, but he would rather his Xiaoxi not be so well-behaved.

——Because the premise of being well-behaved is to become numb, with empty eyes, an air of despair, and even the body at the mercy of others.

How can this be well-behaved.

This is clearly a puppet without any emotions.

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The moment Qian Yuanxi heard the voice of world consciousness, he didn't react immediately, his brain made him dull.

After experiencing everything just now, and even the sudden stress response from his body, he couldn't analyze every word that the world consciousness said in the first place.

He can only calm down his state, and even let his state recover a little, and when he recovers a little better, he starts to think about what the world consciousness said.

Qian Yuanxi also began to recall everything she had experienced since she came to the organization.

Everything he's been through is so weird.

Everything came very suddenly.

He will be manipulated by the organization, which is within his expectation.

But... He didn't expect that he would appear in the place where the experimental subjects were stored, and he didn't even think that he would burst out with his body's stress response and various physical problems at that time.

At that moment, his body seemed to be out of his control, and even his emotions were being manipulated, trying to make him explode at that time.

If his emotions had exploded at that time, he might have returned to the way he was before at that moment—the look of neither human nor ghost.