Conan: After being rescued, I just want to die quickly

He just found it novel, he didn't wear this kind of pajamas often, and he wanted to know one thing.

That is—who changed this pajamas.

[Scotch and Gin, because it's the first time for both of them, they are in a hurry. I made a video and I can show it to you. 】

"You should have stopped."

Qian Yuanxi became less and less able to understand the practice of world consciousness, "I have many scars on my body, and their psychological endurance is not strong."

"It's going to take a toll on their psyche."

As soon as Chihara Nozomi finished speaking, Scotland forced a smile: "The wound on Xiaoxi's body seems to have been caused for a long time."

"Because of slow death, this is the rule."

Chihara Nozomi turned her head to answer, the moment the words landed, the air froze.

Scotland's face was gloomy and frightening, and Gin who stood up couldn't restrain his murderous aura.

On the contrary, Gin Jiu took the initiative to take over the conversation, "Who makes the rules."

"Let me save your people." Qian Yuanxi pointed to her brain with a helpless face when she said this.

"He's arguing in my head now, and I hate him more. Because I've clearly fulfilled the rules, but he didn't let me leave here."

The world-consciousness that breaks promises, hates it.

Qian Yuanxi cursed again in a low voice, watching Qian Yuanxi point out the problem, Scotland and Gin questioned without doubt.

【Feel sorry. 】

"It's okay. It's not the first time you broke your promise. You lied to me before that it didn't hurt to save people from injuries."

As a result, he was injured for the first time, and he cried in pain.

I feel somewhat numb now thanks to world awareness.

Thinking about it, Qian Yuanxi suddenly thought of something, he looked at the situation where there was one person missing, and frowned: "Where's Bourbon?"

"He went on a mission."

Scotland replied, "Bourbon's condition is not very good, I didn't stop it."

"A mission?" Chihara Nozomi's voice suddenly rose, and she turned towards Scotland. "He went to perform those disgusting missions?"

This news surprised Qian Yuanxi.

Why is this again? Doesn't it mean that there is no regrets in this world?

That being the case, why did Bourbon go through these things, and what if it caused a psychological shadow.

【Xiaoxi, Bourbon, he just needs to vent. 】

【So Xiaoxi doesn't have to be afraid of leaving a psychological shadow on Bourbon. 】

The voice of world consciousness calmed Qian Yuanxi down, but Qian Yuanxi fell into a vortex of terror.

Even though he was prepared from the beginning, it still made his mind mess up.

——He never thought of believing the words of world consciousness from the very beginning.

This kind of talk is deceptive at first glance, but he has suffered a lot.

Chihara Nozomi's figure swayed, as if she had been hit by something, Scotland was so frightened that she wanted to reach out her hand to hold her.

Qian Yuanxi shook her head, "Where is the task location, take me there quickly."

He was going to stop Bourbon's end.

[You said you would not save them again. 】

"You also said that saving the lives of those few people was very simple and would not cause me much pain."

Qian Yuanxi retorted almost immediately, her voice was a little hoarse, as if she hadn't spoken loudly for a long time.

The world consciousness closed his mouth, he wanted to explain, but he couldn't speak.

Because what Qianyuan Xi said was right, he had indeed told countless lies in order to make Qianyuan Xi insist on saving him.

——He lied to this young man that he would not be injured, and even if he was injured, he would not feel pain. He lied to this young man that he would not save repeatedly.

Even World Consciousness thought of the first time he met the boy, he was worried about scaring people away, so he deliberately said that he would not feel pain.

Sensing the depressed mood of the world consciousness, Chihara Nozomi ignored it, and he looked at Scotland with some disapproval.

"It's impossible for you to be unreliable to Bourbon, that person Bourbon listens to you, you are best friends."

"Is Bourbon angry, angry at what I did, sure enough I scared him when I had a serious illness before."

Without waiting for Scotland to explain, Qian Yuanxi took all the faults on herself in one breath, and it seemed that she was used to this kind of behavior.

Scotland couldn't stand it anymore, he crossed Chihara Nozomi's cordon, grabbed Qianyuan Nozomi's arms with both hands, and explained painfully.

"no!"

"Bourbon never blamed Xiaoxi. The reason why he took care of the task was because he felt uncomfortable. It has nothing to do with Xiaoxi."

"Xiao Xi doesn't have to bear it, Xiao Xi, neither Bourbon nor I have ever blamed you."

Scotland's voice was urgent and excited, he desperately wanted to dispel Chihara Nozomi's thoughts, he wanted to let those wrong thoughts get out of Chihara Nozomi's mind.

However, Qian Yuanxi's face was pale, and he looked at Scotland tremblingly, revealing a wry smile.

There was no struggle in his eyes, he seemed to accept his fate, and said, "But."

"When Bourbon died on a mission, weren't you very angry in Scotland?"

Hearing this sentence, Scotland's hand suddenly loosened, and his pupils were shocked.

As if hearing something terrible, her lips trembled slightly, trying to stop Chihara Nozomi from continuing.

But Chihara Nozomi showed a sad expression, he sniffed and crossed his hands.

"I'm angry that I didn't protect Bourbon well, and I was angry that I promised to protect you all, but I failed to protect you."

"I understand your anger in Scotland. You must find someone to vent your emotions when your best friend dies in front of you."

When Chihara Nozomi said this, he raised his eyes, without the previous mania, he looked at Scotland timidly.

"I'm just afraid that Bourbon will die this time."

"Scotland you will be sad."

……

The air fell silent, Scotland hesitated to speak, and finally pursed his lips.

Until the sound of gin sounded.

"Bourbon's mission is mine."

"That's not a mission to kill, it's just to let him go for a drive to calm down."

Gin's voice seemed a bit disgusted when he said this, "Scotland is enough to cause headaches, and that guy from Bourbon has the same temperament as that old woman from Belmode."

"I kicked him out and forced him to go for a ride to calm down, and I'll come back when he calms down."

The sound of gin made Qian Yuanxi seem to calm down. Qian Yuanxi looked back, her eyes were full of disbelief and doubt.

"Why should I trust you."

"They are all police rats. I didn't kill them, and I won't do that kind of stupid thing right now."

"What if you want to put a long line to catch big fish?"

Hearing this sentence, Gin laughed, and he shook his arm and walked towards Qian Yuanxi.

Scotland noticed Gin's change, and he was about to step forward to block it, but was stopped by Gin's eyes.

Qin Jiu came in front of Qian Yuanxi, and seeing Qian Yuanxi's thorny appearance, Qin Jiu seemed to smile more happily.

He put his hand on Qian Yuanxi's shoulder, then bent slightly, "In fact, you also want to kill them in your heart."

"Didn't you tell me that they were rats because you wanted me to kill them?"

After Gin finished speaking, a Scottish voice sounded: "Gin, what are you doing!"

"You're making things worse for him!"

When Qian Yuanxi heard Qin Jiu's words, he stared at Qin Jiu with wide eyes. Instead of denying it, he nodded directly: "What do you want to say."

"Nozomi Chihara, if Bourbon really died, what would you do."

Gin's approach was too obvious, Chihara Xi retreated steadily, he was thinking about how to answer Gin.

Qin Jiu didn't intend to give Qian Yuanxi time to react, and his hand slowly moved to the position behind Qian Yuanxi's neck.

The thumb touched the nape of the neck, and Qianyuan Kina's trembling body was felt by Gin through the fingertips.

"I'll kill you, Gin."

"If I didn't let you just now, do you think you can take my arm off?"

Gin's joking tone made Qian Yuanxi feel uncomfortable, but just as he was about to say something, he felt something move on the back of his neck.

Then came the irresistible darkness.

It wasn't until he lost consciousness and fell into Gin's arms that Scotland on the side stepped forward, his expression extremely disapproving of Gin's approach just now.

"What the hell are you trying to do, and that's your cure? Are you just trying to drive him crazy?"

The one who responded to him was Qin Jiu who remained silent. Qin Jiu looked at Qian Yuanxi who fell into a coma in his arms, and hugged him up in the next second.

"Gin, didn't you explain?"

"What explanation do you want?" Qin Jiu walked towards the room with very light steps, as if he didn't want to wake up the person in his arms.

Seeing this, Scotland could only lower his voice, and he followed beside him, "Is this your treatment method?"

"Let him release all his emotions? Stop letting him suppress his true thoughts?"

Scotland thought a lot, and it seemed that this was the only way to explain Gin's actions just now.

"Ginjiu, what are you thinking?"

"I just thought of something." Qin Jiu finally spoke, and then he came to the room and put him on the bed.

"He said he didn't hate him, but he looked at me with killing intent in his eyes."

Speaking of this, Gin laughed at himself, and then his voice weakened a little, Scotland didn't hear what Gin said again.

"Liar liar."

Chapter 014 "Gin, you can't do this to me"

Qian Yuanxi clearly heard what Gin and the others said outside, as well as Gin's movements.

But his eyes couldn't be opened no matter what, and the feeling of powerlessness swept over his whole body again.

Powerless to be slaughtered.

This feeling seemed to remind him that those nightmares did not seem to be over yet.

They would still die, and he still didn't protect anyone well.

[Please don't deny your own value. 】

Is he still worth it?

——Dignity, personality, value, and many things have long been crushed.

Sometimes he feels that he is an empty shell, empty inside, and only the only obsession is left hanging on him.

Now if the only obsession is gone, he can't find a goal to live at all.

What is he trying to do?

Do you work hard for your family?But he has no family.

Do you work hard for your friends?But he has no friends.

Are you working hard for the future?But he has no future.

He is like an outcast, rejected by this world, and he has not been integrated into this world from the beginning.

Qian Yuanxi let his consciousness fall into the darkness, and almost at the same time, his heart beat slowed down, and his breathing seemed to disappear.