"For the bound volume..."

"over there……"

Seeing that it wasn't the familiar irritating hot blonde girl, the boy's tone couldn't help but relax, and he helped her point the way.

Signed that she could go there.

However, why the girl’s goal is the bound book? This is just an excuse for her to talk to the boy. She immediately looked like a princess in a fantasy story in another world who found a peerless sword, and she was amazed at the boy. Then she smiled lightly at him.

"Young man."

"Look at your life as if you've lost your way."

"Why don't you go out and talk with me?"

"Big sister, I can be your teacher in life and guide you forward?"

The moment the boy froze in place.

She grabbed Jiang Kazuma's hand.

Went to the same diner as before.

……

Enter this nostalgic little restaurant.

However, the more you walk in here.

Her heart became heavier and heavier.

The corner of the mouth, which was camouflaged with joy, drooped where the young man couldn't see it.

The decorations in the restaurant are still the same as before. There are many nearby students and couples gathered together, so it is very lively.

It's really nostalgic here.

She still remembers that Jiang Shangyizhen and Wenli Wuyue caught her secretly buying harem comics here that afternoon, and they threatened her to treat her to dinner. Li Wuyue ate a dumpling.

The sweet, happy, laughing and squabbling appearance of the two people at the beginning was very beautiful. As an intoxicating memory, it still dances in her heart.

however……

just now……

Those beautiful lovers...

——Because of her, we had to separate.

The man suffered an injustice and wanted to transfer to another school. The woman loved him so much, but she could only watch him leave, and even had to make trouble for him.

Wenli Wuyue, the girlfriend who was gentle and considerate to the boy and patiently listened to her not-so-interesting things, became an enemy who stared at her, sneered coldly, and glared at her.

And that boy who was as bright as the sun, with a dark belly, but who loves to help others, has become a decadent zombie with indescribably dazed eyes, and even being pulled away by a stranger, he has no objection .

all of these……

It's all because of the cowardice, timidity, low self-esteem, incompetence, and fear of Shangshan Yanxia.

She ruined other people's lives.

Destroyed that beautiful love affair.

——Just because of my own selfish desires.

This heaviness made her heart throb continuously. She thought before that, in order to save the boy, marrying him seemed worth losing her whole life.

Think about it now.

This person, Kamiyama Naka...

——Is she worthy of marrying a boy?

Is she worthy to stay by the boy's side?

Does she deserve to stand here?

Do not……

Do not……

Do not……

The girl with a heavy complexion slowly shook her head, revealing a somewhat miserable and beautiful face.

—she is not worthy at all.

Lanke: Chapter 70 No.17 Cluster ([-])

The original boy had a beautiful life, a beautiful love affair, was respected and admired by others, kind and studious, honest and gentle, loved by teachers and assured by classmates, he was the pillar of everyone, and the brightest sunshine in everyone's mind.

After being destroyed by her.

These things no longer exist.

And now.

She, the instigator, the culprit, was actually able to have the cheek to imagine marrying him, and arrogantly thought that she could save him, and felt that being with him in the future was an unavoidable choice.

simply……

shameless.

— Shameless! !

She gritted her teeth.

Bloodstains appeared under the teeth.

Let my father hear this kind of arrogant thought. If my mother knows, I am afraid that she will be furious directly, even more angry than when she was stealing money when she was a child, and hang her up for three days and three nights after her life has gone astray.

Even if the boy was encouraged by her to cheer up, everyone didn't continue to show malice towards him, and in the future he would marry a better-looking trash like her.

Can he really return to his original life?

Can he really make him show that bright smile again?

can really...

—Go back to the past?

Shangshan Yanxia's black eyes showed a look of decline, and she was lying there slanted in a completely broken state. She suddenly realized that no matter how hard she tried, no matter how she tried to remedy the situation, the boy could no longer be the boy he used to be.

She suddenly remembered.

When Eriko Kuta called her that trash before, she was extremely angry, sad, and ashamed at that time.

She felt that she had insulted herself, the book, and something she held dear.

Now look...

That book is not trash.

The real thing that should be discarded, the real thing that should be completely thrown into the garbage dump...

——It's her.

……

……

……

……

The boy followed her into the small shop, but she ordered two bowls of ramen, and then leaned there silently without speaking.

On the contrary, the girl's performance made the boy sitting on the side a little restless.

"that……"

"that……"

"That big sister..."

"You are not going to be my teacher in life."

"Guiding me on my way?"

"why stop talking?"

The young man showed a strange, pale and embarrassed smile.

"Although big sister, you are so strange to say this."

"But I'd like to hear what you have to say."

However, the autistic Shangshan Yanxia didn't want to talk at all, she just wanted to be there alone.

"My own life has become turbid—looking at me now, I am really brain-dead, I can't take care of myself, and I still think that I have enough time to correct other people's lives."

The sickly elder sister had a dejected look on her face. The bright smile she had just shown had completely disappeared. She obviously still had a sense of fate before, but now she is completely a lump of mud that cannot be lifted up.

juvenile:?

"Then why do you say so aggressively that you want to guide my life?"

"It makes me feel like I'm bullying you."

They look weird now.

Obviously it was the big sister who was pulling him, intending to comfort the young man who couldn't cheer up, but now why the big sister looks autistic, he has become the one who comforts others.

"It was just a bang at the time."

The girl waved her hand.

"Zuo Zhuan Ten Years of Zhuang Gong": "The husband fights; courage also; one effort; then decline; three and exhaustion."

Shangshan Yanxia is a little weak and limp there, her self-loathing can be said to have reached its peak now, she just found the boy with all her courage, and she plans to talk to the boy, understand his misery, and enlighten him of helplessness.

Then found out.

——She is the one who should be autistic the most.

"When the new semester starts, don't you also show that kind of excited and longing expression, and then go home the next day, go to bed late when you should, eat supper when you should, get fat when you should, and finally find that you are still that Bad person?" The eldest sister had a miserable look on her face, as if she had completely fallen into autism, she was completely open, and she didn't want to come out.

……

The teenager who was supposed to be autistic but now had to comfort others sat down

A dazed expression of not knowing what happened appeared on his face.

Although he was out of the situation, when he sat down, he seemed to decide to enlighten the big sister in front of him and talk about what happened to him.

"I'm not a rotten person."

The boy said something that made the big sister's heart feel even colder.

"The bad guy is that Shangshan Yanxia."

The big sister was dumbfounded.

However, the boy was still talking to himself.

"If it weren't for her, I wouldn't plan to transfer schools."

"Now she hasn't apologized to me in person."

"I also want to help her hide these shitty things."

"Even have to bear unwarranted responsibilities."

"Although it's not good to speak ill of others behind their backs, but..."

"Listen to me, big sister."

"That person Shangshan Yanxia..."

The young man opened up the conversation, began to pour out his troubles and sorrows, began to talk about what he had experienced recently, began to complain to her about the girl who was timid and unwilling to confess herself, and began to regret the breakup between himself and Wenli Wuyue.

……

Shangshan Lixia lying there was a little dazed.

what happened?

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