Passerby heroine's love method

Section 45 Explanation of Recent Circumstances

I have caught a cold since New Year's Eve. I only took some medicines, but the effect was not very good. I had a fever once in the middle. I went to the clinic to get water for a few days. It was a little better. This afternoon, I had a high fever again. I went to the hospital to take an examination. It's pneumonia, and I'm going to be hospitalized. The Chinese New Year is miserable...so the latest update depends on the specific situation.

Chapter 46 Chapter 44 Conversation

What does the real self look like?

For the first time, Ying Lili couldn't help but have such a question. The belief that had been rooted in her heart suddenly seemed like a crumbling building block tower that was about to collapse in an instant.

The love for painting, the sketches under the tip of the pen, and the so-called works born in the end, all these are false in the end, and the painter named Hayato Misaki is the real creator from beginning to end.

Uncontrollably, all kinds of thoughts crazily grew in his mind, his body slowly curled up, his head was buried on his knees, and in the dark room, the loose blond hair also looked dull.

Finally, after exchanging contact information and saying goodbye to Morning, Hui once again embarked on the journey home.

I don't know when, the night has quietly covered the entire starry sky, and the moonlight covered by the floating clouds can't reveal a ray of light, which makes people feel a little dull.

Stopping her footsteps at the door of the familiar house, Hui frowned slightly.

Because the house in front of him was immersed in darkness and silence, the lights that usually turned on at this time seemed to be just an illusion.

"Eri-ri-san...isn't she at home?"

With such a question in his mind, Kei took out the key from his pocket and opened the door.

He pressed the switch of the nearby chandelier, illuminating the dark entrance.

Relying on the light, she couldn't help but look towards the shoe cabinet beside her. Ying Lili's pair of white outdoor shoes were well placed on it, and it seemed that she hadn't gone out.

"Yingli pear-san?"

Putting on her indoor shoes, she came to the living room, Hui tentatively called her name, but did not get the expected response.

Usually at this time, Ying Lili would usually watch TV here and wait for her to come back.

Various speculations arose in my heart and finally turned into actions. Hui came to the bedroom and pushed open the door. The room was still dark and silent, only the stars twinkling in the night sky along the window.

Light came through the gap in the curtain.

With this faint light, Hui saw Ying Lili who was kneeling and buried her head in the corner of the bed.

"Yingli pear-san?"

Worried eyes and voices of concern went towards her together.

"..."

Ying Lili slowly raised her head, the faint light made it difficult to see her expression clearly.

"Clap."

Accompanied by the sound of the button of the switch, the dazzling light of the incandescent lamp illuminates the whole room.

It seems that because of being in the dark for too long, the eyes couldn't adapt to the brightness for a while, and the corners of the eyes couldn't help but glow faintly.

Ying Lili blinked for a while before she gradually adapted to this white world.

The originally soft blond hair looked a little messy, the blue eyes were tinged with red, and there was an indescribable sense of loss on his face, no matter how he looked at it, he didn't look all right.

"Eri-san? Did something happen?"

Kei's questioning voice brought her back to reality.

"that.."

She tried to open her lips, but found that she couldn't say anything, and she didn't know where to start.

Seeing Ying Lili like this, as if she had lost her soul, Hui couldn't help but sighed worriedly. ,

"Yingli Lisang, would you like a cup of black tea?"

.............................

The black tea in the porcelain cup was steaming upwards, and the aroma wafted into the bedroom.

"So, Yingli Lisan, can you have a good talk with me?"

Ena's usual gentle voice reverberated in the room, as if there was a kind of power that could make people feel at ease.

Under such "comfort", slowly, the thoughts in Yinglili's mind gradually calmed down.

"I actually don't know what to say..."

Confused and perplexed, she gently hugged her shoulders as if trying to warm her body.

Even if you say it, you can't change anything, but if you let the twisted things go, is that the reality you want?

"Megumin, do you know Fukasaki Hayato?"

"Is that the painter?"

The impression of the coffee shop last time still exists clearly in memory, and Hui can easily associate it.

"Saw it on the website today...."

So, little by little, Ying Lili told her own story, while Hui listened quietly from the side.

"For him, I might just be an imitator? Or a plagiarist? A plagiarist?"

She made a self-deprecating sound, but her expression was distorted, looking very sad.

"So Yingli-san, are you going to give up painting?"

The deep black pupils are watching seriously, and the gentle eyes in the past have become slightly sharper at this moment, pointing more directly at

Human heart.

"give up?..."

As if she didn't expect Huihui to ask such a question for a while, Ying Lili looked at her in a daze, and the scene suddenly fell into silence.

Was it possible to give up?Can I give up?

Chewing the meaning and weight of these two words in her heart, Ying Lili asked herself over and over again, struggling and distressed, her palms were already dripping with sweat.

The breath exhaled from the mouth made the lips tremble, and finally made a little by little, soft sound that seemed to be trembling.

"I have no idea....."

Her whispering voice made people feel as if their heart was being clenched tightly.

The author is back!Because it is chronic pneumonia, I am still recuperating until now. I am really late for a lot of time. The recuperation period is also boring. I am very sorry. I will gradually return to the previous normal state in the future. It's just the plot, even the usual code words can't be written out.above.

Chapter 47 Chapter 45 Eri Sawamura—the dazzling place next to the passer-by Shengguang

Ying Lili's whispering voice made people feel as if their heart was being clenched.

And the aroma of black tea has dissipated with the passage of time, leaving only the silence between the two of them slowly flowing in the air.

The words ended like this, but the specific meaning represented in it had already been conveyed even if it was not spoken.redundant words are lost

Meaning, even if you say something, it's the same as if you didn't say anything, so it doesn't matter if you call this period of silence.

Yet silence is often synonymous with escape.

What is the biggest problem with Eri Sawamura?

It's not the domineering arrogance, nor the dishonesty that detours in my heart.

But confused.

She doesn't know what she wants, and she doesn't know how to choose.

He clearly knows what his dream is, but he is always reluctant to pursue it.But when you make up your mind to pursue it, but fail to grasp a measure, you may eventually get the result, but it is not what you want.

If you remove the many shell-like settings of the famous lady, the talented painter, etc., Ying Lili is actually just an ordinary girl who worries about gains and losses and doesn't know how to deal with her life.

She is not as perfect as she looks, nor is she as strong as she appears.After losing that layer of shell, the most vulnerable part of the heart will be revealed.

"Yingli Lisang, is it really that important?"

Is it important?

Hui's words kept echoing in his heart, and the answer was already obvious, but the words seemed to suddenly become extremely heavy, without the strength to speak.

Ying Lili's frail figure was reflected in her pupils, and Hui spoke calmly after thinking about it for a while.

"I, actually don't understand it very well? But why do you care so much about those?"

"Isn't Yingli-san standing in front of me?"

"If everything is false, then what is everything now?"

Accompanied by the words, Yinglili's cold hands felt warm.

In the final analysis, the temperature of the body surface only has a numerical meaning. If it cannot be given other meanings, it is just a simple index.The two different concepts of temperature and warmth are not only understood by language, but by actual feeling.

Kei placed her hands on her chest, and the beating of her heart was conveyed so clearly and powerfully.

"Even if it's a plot created by someone else, or a plot designed by someone else, isn't even the fact that Yingli Lisan likes to draw is a lie?"

"Immersed in creation, burning life, and painting happily, just watching from the sidelines can make people feel happy. It is very irresponsible to deny everything you have worked hard now. .”

"Eri-san always thought that she knew herself best, right? But unfortunately, it seems like she doesn't understand at all now. Eri Sawamura is obviously so strong, proud, and beautiful...and an outstanding illustrator, and you I am the only fool in the world who doesn't know this. So please be confident, Eirisan, you are not an imitator of Kureto Misaki, let alone a created substitute, you are yourself. "

The most direct desire and pursuit of dreams, the arrogance of wanting to get everything, and the purest essence contained in her self-contradictory behavior are the true face of Sawamura Eriri.

After finishing speaking in one breath, Hui Wan brushed the fine hair around her ears, and a warm and gentle smile appeared on her exquisite facial features.

Ying Lili, who was sitting across from her, couldn't help holding her breath, as if her thinking stopped at this moment, and there was no sound for a long time.

"I......."

Her voice choked up before she could finish her words, and there was a heat deep in her nose, and her breathing became quite deep.

The voice that followed the momentum just now became hoarse, and the words became short and continuous, and then only the deep panting that had been suppressed slowly came out of his mouth.

"In the future... I want to continue painting."

The corners of her eyes couldn't help but feel sour, and in the blink of an eye, large and large teardrops slid down her cheeks, and she couldn't help but bury her face on Kei's shoulder as she said this, and there was a faint sob.

"Then work hard from now on."

As if wanting to give her strength, Kei took her hand.Gently and skillfully, but irresistibly opened her clenched palm, the tightly clenched palm gave her heat.Like the ice and snow slowly melting, Yinglili's stiff body gradually softened.The fist that had been tightly clenched on the skirt of the skirt also slowly opened, and carefully squeezed Kei back hard, holding hands as if checking each other's body temperature, and finally interlocking fingers tightly.

"Xiaohui..."

As if influenced by the heat, Ying Lili made a raving sound.

"Ok?"

"It's nice to have you..."

Chapter 48 Chapter 45 The Story of Kasumigaoka Shiwa

The sound of the shower echoed in the room.

The water flowed down along the delicate white skin and slim figure, and the smooth long black hair hung down on the chest.

After only two or three minutes, the sound of the shower stopped abruptly.She walked out of the small bathroom with a bath towel on, and her long hair that was wiped with the towel was still a little wet.

The small sigh inadvertently revealed from the corner of the mouth seemed to be mixed with a bit of sadness.

After all, if it is possible, according to the previous habit, it takes at least half an hour to take a shower. Now, even if there is an extra minute, I will be a bit reluctant. After all, I am in a poor and white state now.

Thinking of this, the memories in my mind can't help but go back.The secret hidden in my heart reminds myself all the time, 'Xiazhiqiu Shiyu, you are not from this world. '

I originally thought that this kind of story could only exist in the pen, but suddenly and without warning, it happened to me for real, three weeks ago.The development of the story seems to be no different from the time-traveling plot in the novel. After waking up, she came to a completely strange place, a very nasty bridge, and when she realized that this is not the original world, Shiyu had already spent the time in hunger all morning.

"What should I do?" A serious physical crisis lay ahead, and a series of problems arose from it.