But this kind of happiness——Jieyue originally thought it was the sense of redemption that she was finally saved made her happy, but after actually condensing this feeling into thoughts and feeding them back to the brain, the brain marked her intuition with an "X" and returned out of her mind.
—She felt that she was happy because of the relief of being saved, didn't she?
With such questions in mind, Jieyue finally came to a conclusion that made her feel ashamed and natural after carefully analyzing her feelings:
Although it is not without feeling at ease that this kind of life beyond common sense can be ended, compared with the joy caused by it, Jieyue is more happy that someone can believe her, and on this basis, she is willing to understand her and accept her , and even willing to help her who is called "Liar Moon".
Jieyue thanked the two people in front of her who were willing to help her from the bottom of her heart.Especially there is Yotsuya classmate among them, she can also believe in herself, and is willing to help herself after knowing her own affairs-Jie Yue feels as if she is living in heaven now!
but……
"May I think about it, about these eyes..."
Jayue has a bitter expression.Although she said she wanted to think about it, she had almost given up on accepting help in her heart.
Because she was said to be "salvable", the current Minazuki can calmly examine her past.Then she found out, and said things like "it would be nice if she couldn't see it", "the rejection and indifference of the people around her made her suffer"...
These are indeed true!
Jieyue has thought more than once that if she can't see the "predictive corpse", she can live an ordinary school life; it's too strange to be ridiculed and abused even though she is saving people!The isolation of her classmates and the incomprehension of her teachers both made her suffer—these feelings were real!
However, there will be such a mood: it is good to feel pain and feel invisible. Think about it carefully, it is not because someone said "you have to do this", but because of your own choice, right?
No one told Jieyue: You must save these people!If Jieyue left it alone, those people she saw as "precognitive corpses" would just die of very natural reasons.
It's not all Moon's fault.
It is common sense in the world that people would not be understood even if this kind of logically disordered thinking is to save people who are not yet dead because they saw the "death appearance that they will die the next day".
Even if you choose to "turn a blind eye", no one will blame Jieyue... After all, no one knows about "predicting the corpse" and no one believes what Jieyue said, so the death of others has nothing to do with Jieyue, right?
However, even if there is pain, even if you are isolated and rejected, even if you are often hurt, looked down upon by teachers and classmates, even if you encounter all kinds of sad things, you still can't turn a blind eye. Moon himself.
That's right, Jieyue herself is the one who chooses a painful and difficult life, and no one forces her to make such a choice.
Of course, if you do weird things, you will be despised by others. If you lie, you will be alienated. This is common sense in the world.
Obviously possessing common sense, but still doing things beyond common sense, it is natural to be isolated.
This is the consequence that must be borne in order to save people. Jieyue did not become a "Liar Yue" because she did not understand such a simple matter. It's the same as underestimating one's own choices and underestimating one's own consciousness.
... After all, Jieyue doesn't want to despise herself like everyone else.
Is it better not to see?
Do not!
...If you can't see it, it's more troublesome to be honest~
Just like when she couldn't turn a blind eye and chose to become "Liar Moon" and give up her ordinary life, now, suddenly saying "it's okay to not see" will only confuse her.
If the "precognitive corpse" is really invisible one day in the future, it may be a good thing, because life must be easier that way, right?
Just hope that this good thing is the same as suddenly becoming "visible", and suddenly becoming "invisible" will be fine.
Because if she was given the right to choose, it would be like this...
"I'm very sorry for ruining your kindness. I'm very happy that you and Yotsuya-san can trust me, but to be honest, I'm getting used to this kind of life, including the thing called "Liar Moon". Suddenly there is One day, if the classmates greeted me with a normal attitude, I would be surprised to get down and look for the time machine, right? Haha~~"
Jayue didn't know what he was talking about.
Until now, she still has the same thought in her heart: If it is possible to make her invisible, then say so from the very beginning!At that time, she would have happily nodded in agreement with such an easy choice.
However, the current month has no way to do so.If she chooses to close those eyes, Jieyue feels that her self-blame and guilt will burn her to ashes.
"You made a painful choice~~"
"Yeah, if you can't see it, it must be very easy, right?"
Jie Yue smiled wryly.
"Since this is the case, should we consider another option?"
Chapter 110 Three: Become an Onmyoji!
"Another option?"
Jie Yue couldn't imagine what kind of future she could choose.But since it was Miko-sama's suggestion, Kaizuki pricked up her ears expectantly.
The three of them are all in Jianzi's room now, and Kikyo is sitting on Jianzi's bed, which makes Jianzi feel a little uncomfortable and awkward, and always feels that there is something wrong with the bed, even though she is also sitting next to Kikyo.And Jieyue sat on the chair in front of the desk next to the head of the bed, after all, the main target of this conversation was her.
"Well, I have already understood your awareness of saving innocent people at the expense of your own life, so I make a proposal based on this—you should become an Onmyoji!"
Kikyo-sama's words are calm and calm, as if becoming an onmyoji is as easy as your mother told you during the holidays, "Go to a convenience store to work, experience life and earn more pocket money at the same time".
But the fact is absolutely not the case!
Look, isn't Jieyue all stunned there? !
Jianzi complained loudly in his heart.Maybe Kikyo-sama's suggestion is from a strategic position, and with a higher vision, she can grasp the things about the two of them better than Jianzi and Jieyue.
But this is not a question of whether the practice is correct or not, but a question of the way of saying it!The problem of saying!
Jianzi looked at classmate Jieyue with pitiful eyes, this classmate was still surprised to the point of doubting the reality by the sentence "become an onmyoji", the muscles on his smart and delicate face were stiff, and his mouth and eyes opened subconsciously Open, I don't know what the chaos has become.
For ordinary JK, things about psionics are just topics.It will appear in the chats of the girls in the class, in the available videos on the mobile phone, and in the carefully crafted film and television dramas on TV, but absolutely no girl will be in front of the teacher with "What kind of adult do you want to be in the future?" In the homework published for the proposition, he used a few hundred words to explain that he wanted to become a great onmyoji or a mage with a famous name in history, and the most popular and popular psychic power user, right?
Jieyue is a child with common sense.Even after being "visible", she has suffered a lot from various encounters in her nerves, but in her imagination of the future life, the job she wants to work after graduation is a bank clerk—that is, a so-called elite woman .
Or is it good to be a pastry chef?She has no possibility of art. This kind of career that does not require too much talent, can achieve certain results with hard work and persistence, and will become more and more popular with age is very suitable for her... She also likes cakes .
In addition, she also thought about debuting as an actress.
This is the dream of many girls. Wearing gorgeous clothes to walk in the center of the stage, carefully playing a role on the TV at home, being sought after by people who know and don't know, there is nothing more satisfying for a little girl. Girls' vanity career too.
Because just imagining is not against the law, Jieyue actually thought about what would happen if she became the prime minister, such as lowering the price of fruits, banning custom industries, encouraging women to work, etc... as social issues that everyone cares about. The well-known prime ministers who have been dealt with in a hurry are respected or something. Just thinking about such things will make people feel emotional, won't they?
Also, after watching a detective movie, the self who wants to be active as a detective or a great thief, and the self who wears a tuxedo to serve the noble daughter—this is probably because I have read too many manga.
Jieyue also thought about how she would look like as a bride, or a housewife who guarded the family well, and thought about the miserable life she would live if the husband she married was a useless person.
But in short, in Jieyue's imagination, it seems that he really didn't become a psychic on the show, and he has become popular ever since.
Onmyoji?
Now it's better to imagine a psychic.
For someone who seriously says that he is an Onmyoji, Jieyue will only think that the other party's head may be faulty.
After all, onmyojis and witches are different from monks. Even if the latter two are separated from the legend of strange powers and gods, it is only natural that they exist only as a profession.However, because of Ampere Seimei's great reputation, the former has no access to the existence of onmyoji and the like, so whenever a word like "onmyoji" is mentioned, it will naturally be associated with demons and ghosts. together.
How can there be monsters in modern society?
Evil spirit?Spiritual attraction?
Come on, that's all a lie, okay?
Even if Jieyue can see the "precognitive corpse" by herself, she thinks of herself more as a person with superpowers, which is the scope of ESP (parapsychology), and never thinks that she has encountered supernatural events such as monsters haunting her. .
…I don’t know if this is the contempt of modern metropolitan girls for traditional ideas. Although everyone is keen to discuss spiritual topics and strange stories, it is true that everyone brings a three-point smile when they mention these.
So, let's make sure again - the Miko-sama wants her to become "this kind of" onmyoji?
The hesitation of questioning the miko who seemed to help her made Minatsuki hesitate to speak, but Kikyo nodded to the hesitant Minatsu indifferently.
"..."
Really don't want to reject the good person who finally showed up and is willing to believe in herself, Jieyue was entangled in her heart, and even began to consider whether to just make mistakes like this - and at this time, Kikyo began to analyze each sentence for Jieyue.
"There are two reasons for recommending you to become an Onmyoji. No, it counts as three?"
"Hahaha, so... which three are those?"
Jianzi could clearly hear the reluctance in Jieyue's laughter, but Kikyo unwaveringly raised three fingers, and said while retracting her ring finger:
"The most important reason for wanting you to become an Onmyoji is Shikigami."
"God formula?"
Jieyue knows that it is something like Ampere Seimei's "Twelve Generals" and Yu Xiaojiao's "Front Ghost" and "Rear Ghost", right?
What she couldn't figure out was: why the shikigami was mentioned here.The main reason for recommending her to become an onmyoji is Shikigami?
- Can't figure it out!
Jianzi had some ideas.
"I probably know about you from Miko. It's obviously a good thing to take action because you can see a tragedy that others can't see, and want to save it, but this matter is not understood by people around you who can't see the same scenery. It pains you to be accepted, doesn't it?"
"……Yes."
Jie Yue felt that what she said next must be very important to her.So although she was still a little puzzled, her heart entered the state faster than her brain and became tense.
"Heh~, in this case, let Shikigami do what you want to do."
"--------ah!!??"
God formula! ?
By the way, there is another trick! !
Jie Yue suddenly woke up and stood up, the chair almost fell because of her sudden standing up, but she didn't notice it at all.
Shikigami, shikigami!
Although it is a method that I have never thought of before, even if I thought about it, she has no chance to learn from a real onmyoji as an ordinary student.
But if you think about it carefully, the key to becoming an onmyoji is to learn how to make shikigami. Isn't this the best answer to her problem?
"If you entrust Shikigami with saving lives, then you can live a normal life, and then as long as you pay attention to your words and deeds, it should help improve your situation-this is the first thing I said a reason."
"—In addition, my second reason is: this can effectively help you avoid many dangers."
This is the reason that Jianzi first thought of.
Think about what happened at noon today!Even if we now know that Jieyue must have done this to save people, the act of jumping from the fourth floor is really too dangerous!
Thinking of this, Jianzi couldn't help asking: "At noon, why did classmate Jie Yue jump down from the upstairs?"
"This... because if I don't knock the billboard away, Komachi-san's head will be cut off by the falling board just because he leaned out of the window to catch the flying homework paper."
"Ugh..."
Jianzi felt his tongue go numb for a while.
"If you learn to make shikigami, this dangerous action can be done by shikigami, and your safety can be guaranteed."
"So, so that's the case, I understand!" Jie Yue's face flushed with excitement.She clenched her hands in front of her chest, and Jianzi couldn't bear to see her full of energy.
This intolerance, on the one hand, is because Jianzi can associate from Jieyue's current excitement to how much suffering she has suffered in the past.On the other hand...
Thinking of the long list of books to be memorized that Natsume gave her when she also asked Natsume to learn how to get started with spells, Jianzi couldn't help but feel sorry for Jieyue who still didn't know anything about it...
She must think that becoming an onmyoji and learning spells means meditating on strange energies, then drawing a sentence or pattern, and then practicing the repeated physical labor of such a process, right?
However, this is not the case ε(┬┬﹏┬┬)3.
"Then, what about the third reason?"
Chapter 110 Five Kikyo leaves
"The third reason... It can be said that the timing is just right."
Kikyo turned her head to look at Jianzi who was sitting next to her. After being startled, Jianzi immediately reacted and explained: "Actually, it's me, who is also starting to practice spells recently. I know a very powerful onmyoji. She The teachings are very... vivid."
After the explanation, Miko turned her gaze back to Kikyo.
The idea of introducing Natsume to Minatsuki was conveyed to Miko.But what exactly Kikyo wants Mitsuko to do to help Jieyue, this is something that Miko can't be sure about.
"I want Natsume to teach Minatsuki shikigami making. If it's me... the shikigami making over there is a technique that requires a lot of practice to master. However, Natsume's onmyoji has already made With the commercialization of shikigami production, even fledgling onmyojis can use shikigami with a single effect but reliable performance.”
"So I think that the initial method of spiritual power practice will be handed over to Jianzi to guide you, Jieyue. The two of you will learn together, make progress together, and confirm each other's experience. Then, I will ask Natsume to sort out the learning about making shikigami. Method, before Minatsuki completes the practice of getting started, you, Minatsuki, use the "simple artificial shikigami" made by Natsume to deal with the dangerous situation that those eyes encounter!"
Kikyo turned his gaze to Minatsuki.
"Okay, okay." Although Minatsuki doesn't know many things, such as who "Natsume" is, and what "simple man-made shikigami" is... Is Yotsuya-san practicing with Miko-sama?
Also, she also wants to study with Yotsuya?
There are so many kinds of questions, Jieyue has no way to sort them out and say them out.But she knows one thing: no matter Miko-sama or Yotsuya-san, neither of them will harm her.
And according to Miko-sama, becoming an onmyoji, the most important thing is being able to make shikigami, which can really help her a lot in her current situation.
At first, Jie Yue was still thinking based on realistic reasons: even if he wanted to become an onmyoji, he didn't know when he could make shikigami.But Miko-sama helped her consider even this point, and even specifically asked Natsume-sama who can make shikigami that beginners can use for help, Minatsuki had nothing to say.
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