Golden Darkness's Own Opinion

Sayaka Miki, who was still waiting for her news at home, was one of these idiots.

The irrational guy in front of him is also one of them.

No longer paying attention to Xiao Meiyan's movements, the golden darkness's eyes were attracted by the corpse at her feet.

She looked at the strange [nucleus] in her cuff, and then at the remains of "Madoka Kamu", which was well protected even in the fierce battle.

...If the body can be brought back, it should be able to better explain the whereabouts of "Madoka Kame", right?

"What do you want to do!?"

Sensitively noticing her changes, Akami Homura forgot the pain in her body for a moment, and stopped between the golden darkness and the corpse at a speed that could not be achieved even if she was in good condition.

"I--"

puff.

"I'm bored."

The hair blade stirred casually, breaking off her hamstrings, like treating rotten garbage, and the golden darkness threw away the body pierced by the blade far away with a little disgust.

"You asked me before if I had humanity."

"It depends on how you define 'humanity'."

Although no matter how it is defined, it is impossible for her to have it.

"The 'human nature' you mentioned should refer to things like 'compassion' and 'good and evil'."

"Unfortunately, I don't have any senses about you at all."

She cast an emotionless glance at Xiao Meiyan who was lying on the side and struggling to get up.

"Because, do you have any 'humanity' for the bugs in your eyes?"

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PS1: After thinking about it carefully, because I don’t know that “you can make a wish”, Xiao An’s attitude towards the magical girl in the second week should be “not interested at all”. The previous treatment is still too inconsistent, so I will start again again.

Volume 215: A Black Fairy Tale: Chapter 21 Chapter [-] The Limit of Mortal Akatsuki Homura

As if waking up from a nightmare, or like a drowning person just escaping from suffocation, the girl suddenly sat up from the hospital bed, panting heavily, her pretty face showing a strange twist.

"I, huh, I—"

As if she had lost her ability to speak, she chewed a few words with unknown meanings, and her body unconsciously curled up in the corner of the sickbed.After an unknown amount of time, the girl who had recovered a little from her horror stretched out her hand tremblingly under the quilt, and lightly touched her ankle as if she was treating some kind of fragile glass product.

Perfect as ever.

No, that's not an accurate description, because in this timeline, her hamstring has never been brutally snapped, and she has never been treated like a tattered rag doll in this timeline. Carelessly tossed aside.

With trembling hands and feet, she managed to put the spectacle holder on the bedside table back on the bridge of her nose. Xiao Meiyan glanced at the calendar hanging on the wall. She confirmed something and remembered something, so she showed a smile on her face. An almost transparent grin without any color.

"what the hell……"

She murmured softly as if talking to herself.

"What... what is this?"

"What kind of human nature, what kind of insect?"

"Obviously you have the power to change everything—"

Why choose to stand by and remain indifferent even until the predecessors died in battle?

"Obviously you are also a magical girl—"

Why can he so indifferently watch the witch's rampage, and calmly watch the passing of life?

"Obviously, obviously—"

There was a little salty taste in the corner of her mouth, and Xiao Meiyan touched her cheek in a panic, only to realize that she had burst into tears at some point.

She couldn't let go.

If she died in battle honestly and without any grievances, then she would accept the ending calmly.Although there are flaws and regrets, if this is the end of my hard work, even if it is failure or death, then it doesn't matter.As long as you work hard, you can succeed. It is just a fairy tale used by adults to coax children, and a lie used by mediocrity and fools to deceive themselves and others. How can the reality be so beautiful?This world is not so gentle that when you fall, it will help you up and ask in a gentle voice if you are in pain.

Xiao Meiyan has always been an ordinary girl, even if she obtained the ability to travel back in time from Chubby, she just confirmed "her own ordinaryness" once again in the wheel of time.As an ordinary person, she has a more thorough view of reality. In fact, she will not forcefully pursue a happy ending that makes everyone happy. She knows her limits better than anyone else.Her wish is actually very humble, she just wants to stand by Kame's side, as a friend, as a comrade-in-arms, instead of hiding behind Kame and cowardly accepting her protection like Zhou Mu.

To be precise, her wish has actually been fulfilled in the last episode. Theoretically, there is no reason for her to go back in time again. The reason why she turns the hourglass of time again and returns to the starting point of everything is very simple.

She couldn't bear the "betrayal".

She could accept "death", but she couldn't accept that she died worthless and meaningless.

Whether it's the unknown golden magic girl, or Chubby's "betrayal".

"Must, must tell them!"

Wiping away the tear stains on her face indiscriminately, Xiao Meiyan struggled to get off the hospital bed. The leg support of the hospital bed couldn't bear her repeated tossing, and she groaned and groaned overwhelmed.

However, her toes had just touched the floor, and before she had time to take a step or two, she staggered twice as if the bones supporting her body had been pulled out, and was almost knocked down by the sudden feeling of weakness.

"I am—"

After being surprised for less than a second, he suddenly woke up.

My body has reverted to this period, and the countercurrent time has not only recovered from my injuries, but also my unhealed ailments during this period.

After a moment of silence, Xiao Meiyan gritted her teeth, desperately searching for the little remaining strength in her body, and pushed open the door of the ward with all her strength.

Holding the doorknob tightly, his frail body seemed likely to fall down at any time, and his slender bones let out a sharp scream that only he could hear.She tried to run, and a cold nausea climbed up her brain along her spine, and she stopped weakly, bent down and retched twice, obviously there was nothing, but she felt like she was going to be twisted into a ball All the internal organs were vomited out.

Leaning against the wall, she gasped for a while and straightened out her breath a little bit. She resisted the rising dizziness and took another step.

If it's just that, just physical pain, what is it?The scars in my heart are much more serious than this!

The memories of last week turned into the paranoid madness of this moment.

Absolutely, absolutely, absolutely—

……

……

Then she was escorted back to the ward by the patrolling nurse like a chicken.

"Wait, wait! I really have something urgent!"

With an unusually hot flush covering her face, Xiao Meiyan stretched out an arm from under the quilt, her eyes beggingly clutching the nurse's sleeve, unwilling to let go.

"Please! Please let me out!"

"How important is it?"

"It is related to the future of several people!"

"Is it just 'the future'?"

"……Eh?"

The nurse's rhetorical question made Xiao Meiyan stunned for a while, taking advantage of this dazed effort, the nurse easily broke free from her restraints, stuffed her hands back into the bed, and then carefully and carefully tucked the corners of the quilt.

"If it's just the 'future', why are you in a hurry now?"

"How can you say that!?" Xiao Meiyan struggled again, "If I don't do something now, they will die in a few months! Did you hear that? They will die!"

"All I know is that if you keep messing around like this, you're going to die by now."

Taking off her gloves, she roughly felt the temperature on Xiao Meiyan's forehead with her hands, and the nurse frowned deeply.

"Running around the hospital with bare feet and thin clothes, do you think your health is not bad enough? Miss Xiaomei, after you recover, I don't care about what you want to do, but now, you are a patient , please be a little more conscious of the patient, follow the doctor's orders, and don't make it difficult for us nurses."

"But--"

"Nothing but."

After pressing the emergency call button on the bedside, the nurse turned her head and looked down at the weak girl.

"If you really have something urgent, you can entrust it to us, and the most important thing you should do now is to rest well."

"..."

This is the limit that Akami Homura, who is a "mortal", can do.

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PS1: Update a chapter to prove that I am not dead yet.

PS2: Magical girls are indeed not considered "human beings" anymore, but Homura's heart during this period has not yet changed from the perspective of "human beings". According to my understanding, Homura can truly be called a magical girl. Four weeks later.

The fourth volume of the pitch-black fairy tale: Chapter 218 Chapter 22 Sayaka Miki who wants to chase the untouchable

The golden darkness slowly walked out of the gate of Miki's house, as if feeling that the sunlight outside was too dazzling, the girl whose complexion was so pale that it was almost transparent stretched out her hand subconsciously to block the projected light.

The warmth felt between the fingers is so real, as if the lights have a real touch.The golden darkness stood there for a moment, then slowly lowered his hand.

"What are you thinking about?"

"..."

Ignoring the playful and joyful female voice behind her, she raised her head and looked directly at the golden ball of light hanging high in the sky, with an inexplicable complexity in her tone that no one else could detect.

"Should I say it's been a long time...Sunshine..."

A strange shadow blocked her vision, interrupting her raving, and the golden darkness touched a sun hat from her head, and she couldn't help but be dumbfounded.

In contrast, the girl named Sayaka Miki snorted coquettishly to express her dissatisfaction with her earlier ignoring her.

"……This is?"

"This one's for you! 'Long-lost sunshine' is the enemy of a heavy house-squatter like you."

Miki Sayaka walked up to her shaking her hands, bent down and straightened the wrinkles on her clothes carefully.

"By the way, have you applied sunscreen before going out? Have you brought wet wipes? Do you need to go back and get them?"

She babbles like a well-meaning older sister.

"I don't need that."

The golden darkness frowned slightly, and took a step back as a matter of course, avoiding Sayaka Miki's hand.

"Did I say that a long time ago? I'm not 'human.'"

So don't judge me by 'human' standards.

"Whether it's human or not, there are always some things that are universal, right?"

Although the indifferent rebuke was not clearly stated, it was a relationship of living together for more than a month, and Sayaka Miki could understand the subtext of this level.

"Just like me, I am not a 'human being' as you define, but even so, it does not prevent me from pursuing 'comfort' and 'happiness', things that every intelligent life would pursue, right?"

"……Different."

"What? What's different?"

"I'm different from you, from you."

"It's that sentence again..."

The extraordinary sense of hearing strengthened by magic power helped Sayaka Miki to clearly capture her murmurs, and the words turned into inexplicable air currents stagnated in her chest, making her uncomfortable.Miki Sayaka pursed her lips: If it was before, she would probably have just smiled like this, complained mildly about her secretive attitude, and finally let it go.

But this time...

"It's like this every time. Every time I want to persuade you to make some changes, you always use the same reason to prevaricate me."

Her tone and expression remained strangely calm, but the aura surrounding her was exceptionally pervasive. If classmates who were acquainted with her on weekdays saw her like this, maybe they couldn't believe it was the girl who always looked like this. Sayaka Miki, who is enthusiastic, optimistic and stupid, right?

"What is the difference between me and you?"

Obviously, he already knows that signing a contract with Chubby means giving up his human identity, but if he does so, he can set foot in her world and get closer to her.

"Everyone is different and a monster. If you can do it, I can do it too."

As if to show the truth of her words, she opened her palm, and under the halo of azure blue like sea waves, it was a delicate gem that was so bright that it seemed to be able to absorb the soul.

"What is the difference between me and you?"

"Form and consciousness are different."

Almost at the moment when the question mark fell, Golden Darkness gave an answer. Her flat and quick response made Sayaka Miki stunned. Probably she didn't even think that this was just a venting question. get an answer...

"I do not understand……"