Golden Darkness's Own Opinion

This time, he didn't even have the simple reaction of raising his head, lowering his head, nodding and shaking his head.

This seems to be refusing to communicate with the outside world and completely closing himself off, which made the kind Sayaka-sama feel a bit of a headache.

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PS1: Because the Scarlet Bullet is stuck so badly, and you don’t like it too much, why don’t you put it there first, and make it up later when you have a chance?

PS2: Here is the plot after the semi-darkness Xiao An was forced to leave the Scarlet Bullet World.

PS3: Magic Circle Roar, because Homura has been reincarnated, so I can give out lunches to girls without worrying about being sent blades, and I can blacken it and play it casually without worrying about not being able to take it back. Anyway, Homura turns around Just turn the wheel and continue playing.

Volume 193: Black Fairy Tales: Chapter 2 Chapter [-] Gossip

The sky gradually darkened.

On the streets of Jiantakihara, the flow of people has decreased significantly compared to before, and even if someone passes by occasionally, they still look in a hurry.The students and social animals who had been tired all day greeted the arrival of the meal with joy, enjoying the last leisure of the day.

Miki Sayaka, a good girl who is diligent and thrifty, snatched the last half-price bento from the supermarket before the meal time. In the eyes of the crowd, she raised her chin like a proud little swan, triumphantly Humming a ditty and dancing cheerful little steps, she completely forgot that not long ago she said that she would be an elegant and noble lady.

"I'm back~"

It was the second time in a day that she said it, and as expected, she got the same reaction as the first.

"...I said you, are you going to sit here all day?"

Seeing the blond girl nestled on the sofa without changing her posture, Sayaka Miki scratched her bangs in distress, feeling helpless.

"It's time to eat?"

She placed the spoils of war that she had won through bloody battles on the coffee table, and pushed it in front of the girl.There is a little hope in the light blue pupils, like a child who hopes his efforts will be recognized.

The blond girl lowered her head as if she didn't hear or see anything.

"...Okay." Miki Sayaka curled her lips in pain, the feeling of being ignored made her feel quite uncomfortable, "I don't know what happened to you, but no matter what, you have to eat something Right? If you torment yourself like this, those who care about you will definitely not be happy to see this, right?"

The tip of the girl's ear moved slightly. Although it was only a small degree of illusion, Miki Sayaka, who was all focused on the girl, accurately captured this scene.

She, who was already a little depressed, cheered up again.

"That's right! You certainly don't want to be with your relatives, your friends, or even your lover—if you have any, and when you meet them again, you are so weak that you don't even have the strength to say hello to them Bar?"

Miki Sayaka felt that she had found the key point.

"Still." Imitating her mother's smile, she picked up a fried chicken nugget from the bento box with a smile, and made a gesture to hand it to the girl's mouth, "Do you want me to feed you?"

"...is gone."

"……what?"

She finally heard her speak, but to her surprise, the voice of this delicate doll-like girl was not as delicate and sweet as she expected, but hoarse and deep like an old woman, like——

"Not anymore."

The girl raised her head and looked at the owner of the mansion for the first time. Those blood-colored eyes were full of emptiness that Sayaka couldn't understand.

——as if his voice had been broken by mournful wailing.

"In this world, there are no relatives of mine."

Miki Sayaka's smile froze on her face. At this moment, the atmosphere in the mansion was heavy like a funeral.

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It has been fifteen days since I came to this world.

Golden Darkness spent three days confirming that this is no longer the world where she loved, hated, laughed, and cried, and confirmed that there is no Butei, no [Sekin], and no one named "Kanzaki" in this world. H. Aria" girl.

Then she spent twelve days confirming that this was not her original world either.Whenever she raised her head, what caught her eyes was still a strange and specious starry sky.

So she was in despair, fortunately, "despair" will not awaken 【Darkness】.

If there is really a god who dominates everything in the endless multiverse, it must be a bad guy... She finally made up her mind and decided to abandon everything to meet her own destiny. The relief-like, calm and empty sense of fate all turned into absurd jokes at that moment.

"You, don't cry."

Miki Sayaka panicked, she put the bento box back on the table at a loss, took a step forward and then stopped suddenly, as if she wanted to get close but didn't dare.

"..."

cry?

The golden darkness touched his cheek.

It doesn't feel moist.

How could she cry?In these half a month, her [heart] had been killed long ago, she couldn't even feel the emotion of "sadness", how could she cry?

"Eh? Didn't you cry..."

Miki Sayaka rubbed her eyes, there was indeed no trace of tears on that delicate face.

This kind of atmosphere... shouldn't we cry out?

That's how it's done on TV.

It's okay to cry...

At least don't keep silent like this...

So heavy, so depressing...

The girl who was infected by the silence of the golden darkness felt as if her heart was tightly grasped by an invisible hand. She opened her mouth wide and gasped for breath, and the air flowed through her lungs in vain. suffocation" feeling.

"Then, do you want to eat?"

As soon as the words came out, Sayaka wanted to paste the lunch box on the face of this stupid self.

Is it time to eat now?

Eh... But it's lunchtime right now...

I'm already very hungry...

As if reflecting what she was thinking in her heart, her stomach made cooing sounds in perfect harmony.

The golden darkness glanced at her, then lowered his head self-consciously, motionless, as if he had turned back into that delicate puppet.

The emptiness and silence that filled the air dissipated at some point.

Miki Sayaka only felt a lightness in her chest, and all the pressure around her disappeared with the girl's bowing of her head.

...Is this what you mean to eat?

Miki Sayaka thought about it, and thought she knew the meaning of the girl's behavior.

But... what if I make a mistake?

In order to confirm it again, she picked up the lunch box and approached the girl.

Looks like there is no rejection.

Sure enough, this is the "default"~

Once again, Sayaka raised her chin triumphantly.

How could the extremely clever Sayaka-sama misunderstand others?

However, Sayaka-sama, who is extremely smart, didn't realize that maybe others just didn't want to talk to her.

Because it felt very noisy, the golden darkness gave this stupid human being a blank look, and just wanted to tell her to shut up.

Then he was stuffed with a mouthful of rations.

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PS1: I was wrong, really wrong, bow to the reader.

PS2: The development plan of Qianwumei Xiaoan.

Volume 194: A Black Fairy Tale: Chapter 3 Chapter [-] The Witch

Because everything doesn't matter anymore, it doesn't matter whether you are hungry or not.

Because everything doesn't matter anymore, so this body doesn't matter.

Because everything doesn't matter anymore, so it doesn't matter whether you are corrupt or not.

Perhaps, at the end of the story, anyone can find their own destination and their own salvation.

But I can't.

Because I'm not [human].

It's not [weapon] either.

I am a [monster]... No, no, I am not a [monster].

I am the fragile [Case] ​​that seals the [Monster].

No matter which world it is, I am the only one who cannot obtain and does not deserve to be saved.

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"It feels like a full-length doll."

Unexpectedly, without any resistance, Miki Sayaka, who successfully completed the feeding work, expressed her emotions as if she had gained something, while pinching the girl's soft face with her hands involuntarily.

Delicate as a baby.

"Hey, what's your name?"

"..."

"Today, Sayaka, I went to the police station to see."

Not caring about the girl's silence, Miki Sayaka fell back and curled up comfortably on the sofa.

"There is no information at all, whether it is a missing person notice or a missing person case, no matter what."

She turned her head and observed the girl's expression.

"But when I picked you up the day before yesterday, you didn't look like you just started wandering outside."

Either they are wanderers who have been forgotten by the world for a long time, or they are scavengers who have fled to Mitakihara from other cities.

She prefers the latter.

Because... If it's the former, isn't it too pitiful?

"You... come from another city, right?"

Miki Sayaka's eyes contained inexplicable hope.

The meaning in her eyes, the golden darkness can't understand.

And she didn't want to figure it out either.

Human emotions, she no longer wants to understand, because the girl who made her try to understand human beings is no longer there.

During those most desperate and darkest days, she sometimes thought, if she had never met Aria and never awakened her [heart], would she feel better?Will there be no sense of desolation that is more terrifying than "death"?If she has never received "love" and never felt "happiness", will she not feel pain from the comparison between before and after?

After all, if there is no "getting", then there is no such thing as "losing".

And now that she has improved slightly, she no longer thinks about such meaningless assumptions, but similarly, she no longer thinks about the future.

Regarding Sayaka's question, the golden darkness was just silent.

"Don't you want to say..."

Miki Sayaka frowned, even if she didn't care, her parents would not allow her to take in a person of unknown origin.

Seeing her hesitation clearly, the golden darkness remained expressionless.

The worst result was just being driven away. For her, it was just changing to another place and continuing to be in a daze, and then quietly waiting for "time" to bring her death.

"If you don't want to say it, forget it."

There was a ripple in the sea of ​​dead silence.She looked at the blue-haired girl who had taken her in, and was stared at by those empty blood eyes, Sayaka Miki felt her heart tremble.

"Don't, don't look at me like that! Sayaka-sama, who is destined to become a great hero, is not used to being looked at with such admiration!"

The hero reserve, Miki Sayaka, would never admit that she would be so frightened by the eyes of a girl who looked younger than her that she could barely speak.

"Anyway, Mom and Dad are on a business trip and are not at home these days. I am the head of the family these few days."