designer who lives in the next room

She turned around slowly, and there was a woman standing not far behind her with her hands in her pockets, and the phone in her pockets kept buzzing.The outline of the woman's body and her standing posture, plus the smell on her body, Li Zixi must not be mistaken, the one standing in front of her is Nanako.

"Nan... Nanako?" But there was an unreal feeling, she had been looking for her for so long but couldn't find her, why did she suddenly appear by her side?

"I thought you wouldn't come here to look for me." The woman said, it was Nanako's voice.Nanako's voice was very flat and small, almost being carried away by the wind.

Nanako walked towards the railing, but Li Zixi was still in place.

"I originally wanted to come here to take a look and leave here, but what I didn't expect was that you were here." Nanako didn't look at Li Zixi, but kept looking at the moon in the distance, her face was also illuminated by the moon's brilliance. A sad and lonely expression, like saying goodbye to this place.

"What are you talking about, where else are you planning to go?" Li Zixi didn't understand what Nanako said, so, where else can Nanako go?Leaving herself and the city, what can she do, so Li Zixi walked up to Nanako, and she was going to hold her hand while talking, "Come back with me, everyone is worried about you."

But Nanako broke free from Li Zixi's holding her hand, she put her hand back into her pocket again, and finally looked at Li Zixi, "I don't want to go back."

Don't want to go back, do you just want to wander around like this alone?

Nanako is obviously sad and still angry with Li Zixi.

"Come back with me..." Li Zixi grabbed Nanako's hand again, holding it tightly, even though Nanako was shaking her hand hard, she couldn't break free, "I won't let go, Nanako!"

Li Zixi raised her head and said to Nanako, her tone was very affirmative.Nanako had said "I don't want you anymore" countless times when Bei Li Zixi got angry, but it was not until today that Li Zixi realized what it was like to lose Nanako for the first time.

That feeling is too painful, every second is suffering, every breath is like being cut by a knife.Finally, when she was about to despair, she found Nanako. This time, she would never let Nanako go without saying anything.

"I said... I don't want..." Nanako pushed back a few steps, but why would Li Zixi let her do this, but compared to strength, Li Zixi is still inferior to Nanako.

She didn't want Nanako to leave, if she wanted her to listen to what she said, Li Zixi could only force Nanako to stay here.

So she violently pulled Nanako into her arms, and when Nanako was backing away again, Li Zixi tripped her with her feet. Being dragged down, both of their arms and hands were cut several times by the concrete floor.

"What are you doing!?" Nanako felt pain in her buttocks, back, and elbows. She wanted to get up from the ground and question Li Zixi immediately, but her shoulders were firmly pressed down by Li Zixi. Tears dripped down his face.

"It's all...my fault..." Li Zixi couldn't hold back the tears at all, her throat was tight, and it was difficult to say a complete sentence, "I shouldn't have said that , I shouldn't learn to speak like Liyuan Aino, I shouldn't say that kind of ambiguous words..."

Li Zixi's body was trembling, and she had no strength to speak intermittently, but she still pressed Nanako desperately, she knew that if she let Nanako leave her side this time, she would never see her again.

"Really, I was really wrong. Obviously Nanako likes me so much, spoils me so much, and protects me everywhere, but I still say that to other women." Li Zixi finally couldn't hold on anymore. Gaining strength, she put her head on Nanako's chest, "Forgive me, please, I can't live without you, I don't know how I will live without you, I promise I won't say that again, I promise I won't Stop joking around with other women, so can you please not leave me, Nanako..."

Li Zixi no longer pressed Nanako with all her strength. If Nanako wanted to leave, she could push Li Zixi away and leave at any time, but Nanako didn't do that. She no longer resisted Li Zixi, but lay quietly on the ground, waiting for Li Zixi's emotions stabilize.

"I really can't live without you."

"Please forgive me."

"Stay with me, I really beg you."

Volume [-]#Because I Can Feel Your Heart

Even though Li Zixi was crying on top of her, letting her snot and tears all over her chest, Nanako never wanted to push her away again.

I don't know how long it took, Nanako's back was hurt by the cement stone road, Li Zixi finally had enough crying, all she could hear was a small sob, but the tears couldn't flow out.

Li Zixi was really tired, both physically and mentally, she was exhausted physically and mentally by this simplicity, but after meeting Nanako, she regained her motivation.But the tears could no longer flow out, and she had no more tears after crying for a day.

"You're really heavy." Nanako removed Li Zixi's hair sticking to her face, and supported her body with her hands, "Did you fail to lose weight?"

Li Zixi didn't expect Nanako to say these things, although Nanako was saying what she didn't like to hear the most, but at this moment she didn't feel sad at all.Nanako is actually joking with her, does this mean that Nanako...

"Eh?" Li Zixi straightened up, she looked at the woman under her in surprise, "What are you talking about...... Aren't you angry?"

"No, I'm angry." Nanako shook her head, but there was a hard concrete floor under her head, so she couldn't make much movement, "I'm very angry."

"Then, then how can you still be joking with me?" Li Zixi asked her anxiously, now she couldn't figure out what Nanako was thinking at all.

"Because you're really heavy, have you given up on losing weight since you ate fried chicken that time?" Nanako pinched Li Zixi's belly with her hand, and it can be easily pinched to a small amount of tenderness, " sunk dead."

Li Zixi pulled Nanako's hand away, preventing her from pinching her stomach any longer.

"Why are you saying this now?" Li Zixi still pressed Nanako tightly, she felt that now was not the time to joke around, "I'm serious now, please respond to my words, I really I know I'm wrong, so don't choose to say those words to me..."

Li Zixi thought that Nanako was using other words to evade what she said, and she also thought that Nanako didn't want to respond to those words.

"I really know that I was wrong, and I promise that what happened that day will never happen again." Li Zixi buried her head in Nanako's arms again, "And I was just imitating Aino Kuriyuan's way of speaking that day, I didn't want it for real Tell her that."

Li Zixi's hand holding Nanako's shoulder exerted a little more strength, and Nanako's grip was a little painful.

"I have only you in my mind from the beginning to the end, and I will only have you in the future." Li Zixi almost put her body on Nanako's body, she didn't want to leave Nanako with anyone who could escape Gap, "So please don't leave me, really really please."

Nanako hadn't been born for a long time, and for some reason, the concrete floor brought her a lot less pain.The breeze blew across the platform, but it didn't relieve the heat Li Zixi brought her at all.

"I'm not angry at what you said to Li Yuan Aino." Nanako finally spoke after being silent for a long time, she pulled her hand from under Li Zixi's body, raised it up and put it on Li Zixi's back , "I'm actually just mad at me."

Nanako was angry at herself, Li Zixi had no idea what Nanako meant by that.

"What?" Li Zixi stared into Nanako's eyes, she was sure that Nanako's eyes didn't seem to be deceiving her, "Is Nanako angry with herself?"

Nanako patted Li Zixi's shoulder, "Can you let me out first, the concrete floor is really hard."

"I won't run away." Seeing that Li Zixi still didn't let go, Nanako continued, "Since you've already caught me, there's no point in running away now."

Nanako's tone of voice was very sincere, and Li Zixi also felt distressed because the concrete floor kept touching Nanako's back, so she crawled away from Nanako's body, for fear of hurting her again.

Nanako stood up and patted the dust on her body. She also checked the broken elbow by the way. There was some blood, but it had solidified now. She blew on the wound to minimize the dust sticking to the wound , and then looked at Li Zixi.

"Honestly, when I knew that you said that to Aino Kuriyuan, I felt as if I was struck by lightning." Nanako walked towards the railing full of strength, holding on to the lights in the distance City of lights.

The residence of her and Li Zixi was in the direction she was looking at. If this incident hadn't happened, she and Li Zixi might be nestling sweetly on the sofa watching TV right now.

"..." Li Zixi listened quietly to Nanako's words, she didn't want to interrupt her, and now no matter how angry Nanako pissed her off, she would bear it.

"Hasegawa Nanae explained to me and told me that you were just learning from Aino Kurimoto's speech, but..." Nanako said and turned her head in the direction of Li Zixi, there was not much light here, so she I can't see the expression on her face clearly, but I can vaguely see her worried face, "I'm actually afraid that what you said means 'I don't like Nanako anymore, I've lost interest in her' , I am actually also very afraid that you will leave me, and my world cannot live without you."

Nanako was also worried that Li Zixi would leave her, but why would she be angry with herself? It was all Li Zixi's fault, so why wasn't she angry at Li Zixi?

"Then, then why are you angry with yourself?" Li Zixi asked again, she wanted to know all Nanako's thoughts.

"I didn't want to talk to you a few days ago. On the one hand, I felt that we would definitely quarrel when I talked to you at that time. My mind was also very angry at that time, so things could easily develop to the point of no return. " Nanako spoke objectively, because she knew her and Li Zixi's personalities very well, the two of them usually quarreled because of a little time, if they didn't calm down when facing this problem, it would definitely make things very troublesome.

"On the other hand, you always thought that I was angry because you stained my clothes, and I obviously denied you, but you still thought it was like that..." Nanako glanced away, looked at It was obvious that she was somewhat embarrassed, "I only found out later, you don't even remember what you said at that time, I thought you were playing stupid with me."

"No..." Li Zixi wanted to explain, but Nanako shook her head.

"I understand now." Nanako took out her mobile phone, which also showed the call history of the person who just ended.

Yui's name was displayed on the phone.

"Yui explained everything to me." Nanako continued, "Actually, the reason why I'm angry with myself... is that I don't believe you, I think you want to leave me .”

Nanako left from the railing and walked towards Li Zixi.

"I haven't had a good night's sleep for two days, and my mind is not very clear. My mind is full of thoughts about what to do if you leave me. This is a vicious circle. In the end, I even feel that you have left." Nanako Lowering her head, what she said was actually quite difficult to say, "I've always wanted to see you..."

"Then, why did you run away?" Nanako's words made Li Zixi even more confused. Nanako was always angry at herself for not trusting Li Zixi, and she always wanted to see Li Zixi, so why did she keep avoiding Li Zixi? Woolen cloth?

"And why didn't you answer my call!" Seeing that Nanako hadn't come to her, Li Zixi walked towards her. She and Nanako were so close that Nanako's breath blew onto her face, " Do you know how much I worry about you..."

"I know..." Nanako slightly turned her head in another direction, "I wanted to call you back when I calmed down, but I couldn't get through anyway."

It was only then that Li Zixi remembered the cell phone she had dropped miserably. She had indeed felt the cell phone ringing before, but the screen was broken, not only could she not see who was calling, but she couldn't connect to it.

She gave Nanako a look at her mobile phone, and Nanako picked up the miserable mobile phone, "How did it happen?"

"Because..." Li Zixi told Nanako what happened to her on the bridge just now. When Li Zixi said that she thought it was Nanako who committed suicide, Nanako's face revealed something that was not easy to notice. smile.

Nanako felt a little happy in her heart, she was right, Li Zixi still put herself first in her heart.

"I won't go back and commit suicide...Although I had such a plan before, I gave up when I calmed down and figured it out." Nanako shook her head, "Of course, if you really give up one day Me, I might do that."

"Eh?" Li Zixi felt that Nanako's words were terrifying.

"And I'll kill you first." Nanako leaned down slightly and said to Li Zixi, Li Zixi thought it was a joke at first, but looking at Nanako's eyes, Nanako didn't seem to be joking at all.

"So, so did you forgive me?" Li Zixi asked what she cared about the most, she was waiting for Nanako's answer, but she was much more at ease now, Nanako would not leave if she could talk to herself so much she is gone.

"Probably." Nanako nodded, the expression on her face was much more relaxed, "But you are still in the observation period, as long as you behave well, I will really forgive you."

Li Zixi frantically nodded her head in agreement with Nanako, but was stopped when she wanted to rush into Nanako's arms.

"Not now." Nanako shook her head, "I'm actually still angry."

Li Zixi, who was in the observation period, had no choice but to step aside. At this time, the moonlight became brighter and brighter, illuminating the cheeks of the two of them.The view from this platform is really nice.

"Why did you come here to find me?"

"Because I thought you'd be there."

"why?"

"Because I can feel your heart."

Volume [-]#God doesn't want us to miss each other

This platform was Li Zixi's last stop, and it was also the last place she could think of where Nanako might exist. If Nanako didn't show up here, then Li Zixi really didn't know where to find her.

The prayer in her heart was fulfilled, Nanako hadn't left the city yet, and she appeared in the last place Li Zixi could think of.

Nanako was quite satisfied with Li Zixi's answer, and a smile appeared on her face.In fact, this was originally Nanako's last stop, she always had a feeling in her heart that Li Zixi came back here to look for her, she could see Li Zixi here.

"What about you, Nanako?" Li Zixi also walked to the edge of the platform and stood beside Nanako, looking at the bright moon in the distant sky with her, feeling the refreshing breeze blowing across her cheeks, "Why does Nanako come here?" ?”

Nanako took a deep breath, she had nothing she could not say to Li Zixi, she pointed to her heart, "For the same reason as you, a voice in my heart has always told me that you will appear here tonight, so I'll come here to have a look."

It turned out that Nanako had the same reason. Hearing what Nanako said, Li Zixi was secretly happy. She thought that Nanako would hide from her everywhere, but she didn't expect that her desire to see her was also very strong.

In a fit of anger, she ran away from Yui's bar alone, and would feel embarrassed when she calmed down and wanted to go back again. Li Zixi could feel Nanako's feelings, after all, she knew the beautiful woman in front of her so well.

In Nanako's heart, Li Zixi is still number one.

Li Zixi can confirm this matter.

"I originally planned, if you didn't come here to find me, or if I didn't meet you here." Li Zixi was still feeling the warmth Nanako's words brought her, but she didn't expect what Nanako said next. My heart tightened, "If you hadn't shown up, I would have left here tonight, and lived my life without you."

Nanako's words really scared Li Zixi, but fortunately, those were all "ifs".It came here following its own heart, and met Nanako here. It seemed that God was unwilling to let them separate.

"But..." Li Zixi seemed to have thought of something, she turned her head to look at Nanako's face illuminated by the moonlight, "If you brought it or I was late, wouldn't we miss it, Nanako you It's really dangerous to think like that..."

When Li Zixi asked this question, Nanako immediately shook her head.

"No, we can't miss it." Nanako said with certainty, as if she had already considered this matter, "I've been here since I left the bar, so as long as you come, I'm sure will be seen."

So it turned out that this guy regretted it the moment he ran out of the bar, she was a little bit stubborn, she was afraid that when she returned to the bar, Yui would take this as a joke in the future, so she kept praying for Li Zixi here can come here.

To be honest, if it wasn't for Li Zixi's thoughts that drove her body here, then she might really have to separate from Nanako.

Li Zixi thanked God more than once in her heart, thanked Jesus, thanked all things in the world, thanked them for letting Nanako, an idiot, wait for her here, thanked them for letting her mind go blank at that time, letting her feet bring her here .

"How long have you been waiting here?" Li Zixi asked her. Although this is not a famous scenic spot, many couples will come here for a date. She definitely does not think that Nanako can stay here with peace of mind. Where?"

According to Nanako, she has always been here, so why didn't Li Zixi see Nanako when she came, honestly speaking, if it was Nanako, she would recognize her as long as she hadn't turned into ashes.

"Before, I have been hiding in the woods over there. There are too many people here to date." Nanako pointed to the woods on her right, there was just an open space for a person to hide in.

Li Zixi understood why Nanako had been scratching her arms and calves with her hands all the time, and chose to hide in the woods this season, wouldn't that be equivalent to hosting a buffet feast for mosquitoes?

"You said 'before'?" Li Zixi noticed a word Nanako said, it is not difficult to see that Nanako went to other places afterwards.

"That..." Nanako's face was slightly embarrassed, she was a little hesitant, not knowing whether to say it or not.She thought about it, and it's better not to hide this situation from Li Zixi, even if it's an insignificant matter, "After that, I was really hungry, so I wanted to buy something to eat..."

"Then I just came back and saw you here..." Nanako scratched her face, she pointed to the stairs to the side, "Then I threw away the food I bought and came to find is you......"

Li Zixi looked along Nanako's fingers, and there was indeed a box of unknown objects lying there on some dilapidated stone stairs.

Li Zixi thought about it for a while, thinking that Nanako hadn't eaten for two days, and after drinking the cocktail Yui made herself, she would definitely feel sick to her stomach, so it was understandable to go shopping for something to eat, but Nanako said, If she came back a little later, I could have saved myself from here...

"I almost couldn't find you..." Li Zixi complained in her tone, "It seems that food is more attractive than me."

Li Zixi made a joke, and now that they have confirmed their hearts with each other, their relationship gradually began to warm up.

But Nanako didn't realize at all that Li Zixi was joking. In fact, she was very afraid that she would miss Li Zixi because she went shopping, but she was really hungry. She was almost hungry several times while hiding in the woods Passed out, if there were not a few chocolates brought back from the newspaper in her pocket, she would not be able to survive now.

"...I... I'm sorry, I'm so hungry..." Nanako didn't know what to say, she could only emphasize again and again, "You are more than the world There's a temptation to go up to anything..."

At some point, this nearly 30-year-old woman will also become like a 16 or 7-year-old girl who just fell in love. Seeing her anxious and flushed face, Li Zixi put her hand on Nanako's .

Skin to skin, the warmth from Li Zixi's hands passed to Nanako, which made her calm down in an instant.Maybe it's because Nanako's hand is very cold because she's blowing the wind here all the time or because she hasn't eaten. It's only then that Li Zixi noticed that Nanako's face is not completely pale because of the moonlight.

She looked back at the bento that was thrown aside. Judging from the amount that was spilled, Nanako almost didn't eat a bite after buying it. Although she can still walk well at this time, her body must be extremely weak.

"It's okay..." Li Zixi took Nanako's hands and rubbed them lightly a few times, trying to warm her hands, "So many things happened, didn't we still meet at this time Well, it looks like God doesn't intend to separate us..."

"Li Zixi..." After listening to Li Zixi's words, Nanako burst into tears. She still wanted to say something to Li Zixi, but she couldn't say a word.