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"I've been here, in a similar place, the underground bar my friends often take me to."

Picking up a cup of gin and tonic, the strong taste made Xiaosan involuntarily close his eyes, and after a long time, he slowly regained his composure and looked at Ashley Ohno beside him.

"Any questions?"

Ono Ashley knew about underground bars, but she didn't expect that the dog-like guy sitting next to him would actually go to that kind of place.

"You actually have friends?"

"..."

Xiao San didn't know what to say, and picked up the wine glass in his hand again.

Glancing at the clear liquor, Ono Ashley curled up a smile, and picked up the reddish wine glass in front of her that looked like black tea.

"I thought you'd order something soft like a Grasshopper, or an Alexander."

"What's your cup called?"

"Death In The Afternoon."

"Afternoon of Death, not a bad name."

Leaning his head, he came in front of Ono Ashley, and lightly sniffed the wine glass held in her delicate hand, a mellow and strong smell immediately drifted to Xiaosan's mouth and nose.

Xiaosan, who smelled the smell, quickly sat back to his original position.

Because of the time, there were not many people in the bar at the moment, Xiaosan and Ashley Ohno just drank one cup after another.

Feeling almost the same, Xiaosan stopped the wine glass and put his hand over the glass of Ashley Ohno who was about to drink it. For Ashley Ohno who was already on top, he didn't want the other party to just pass out in the bar like this .

"Okay, it's time to go."

"Drink some more."

"You're going to be drunk."

"It's you anyway, isn't it?"

Glancing at Ashley Ohno, Xiaosan glanced at the bartender.

The other party tactfully handed over the bill immediately, Xiao San glanced at it, chuckled, handed the money to the other party, then picked up Ashley Ohno, and left the bar.

Send Ono Ashley to her tax office, take out the key from her red dress and the small bag on her back, open the door, send her into her room, and put her on the bed, like a girl , a woman in her 30s, lying on the bed whispering drunken words.

"I don't want to get pregnant!"

"I don't want a child. If you want it, you can have it yourself!"

Xiaosan, who was standing aside, frowned slightly when he heard Ashley Ohno's words, and he didn't know whether she had hallucinated something or was dreaming.

child.

Xiaosan shook his head, went to find a wet towel, placed it on Ono Ashley's forehead, poured a glass of water along the way, and placed it on her bedside.

When he was about to turn around and leave, he was suddenly held by his hand.

Ohno Ashley, who was lying on the bed in a daze, sat up at some point, tightly holding Xiaosan's wrist.

"Don't, don't go, stay and stay with me."

"........"

After thinking about it, it seemed that there was no one else at home, so Xiaosan did not refuse. After thinking about it, he walked towards Ashley Ohno who was lying on the bed...

When I wake up, it is not early morning, but early morning.

"It seems that I went to bed too early last night."

Ashley Ohno, who was sitting aside and smoking a lady's cigarette, glanced at Xiaosan and said nothing.

"Can you put the smoke out? It always looks like, I think it's the one who's being 'bullied'."

"Is this the only thing you care about?"

"Ok?"

Glancing at the empty wastebasket, there was nothing in it, Ashley Ono couldn't help covering her forehead.

"Forget it, I can only take medicine."

"Ok?"

"It's too hypocritical and excessive to pretend that you don't understand anything."

After casually crushing the cigarette in the ashtray, Ono Ashley lay down, wrapped in a bedding, facing Xiaosan, and opened her arms.

"It's already like that anyway, why don't you continue? Brother Qiuyue!~"

"......"

There was a chill, and Xiaosan's expression looked quite disgusted.

The helpless Ashley Ohno sat up again and looked at the curtain not far away. It was probably pitch black outside.

"Aren't you going to find a branch?"

"It's not that she doesn't want to see me?"

"Don't you know everything?"

"No, it's just a rough guess."

"Tsk, what a heartless man, no wonder she left alone."

"Isn't it all an accident?"

"Women don't want to hear this kind of answer. How about taking responsibility, at least a little bit of being...responsible?"

"Responsibility for what?"

"Ah,"

Looking at Xiaosan with a 'confused' expression, Ashley Ohno couldn't help mocking softly, then sat in the room sullenly and didn't speak.

Xiaosan was also a little bored, slowly opened the quilt on his body, walked to the window, and watched the night outside the window.

Blocked by large tall buildings, everything is so narrow and dark, no lights, no scenery, only the patches of high-rise concrete buildings, and the narrow streets.

"I'm going back."

"Huh? Is it late at night?"

"Can't you go back late at night?"

"Can't you accompany me, a poor and lonely little woman?"

"Ah,"

Replying with the mockery of Ashley Ohno, Xiao San put on his own clothes, and then walked out of her room slowly.

"Good night."

"Tsk."

Seeing the back of Xiaosan leaving, Ono Ashley clicked her lips in dissatisfaction, watching Xiaosan's figure disappear, then slowly lay down in her bed, stretched out her hand to caress her lower abdomen, her eyes were a little hesitant and complicated.

Walking on the street in the middle of the night, everything was silent, the lights illuminated Xiaosan's path, and he walked forward dully.

"The white eyes of your breathing are slowly transpiring, light and upward accompanied by the breeze."

"When the floating clouds reflect the clear blue sky, they blend into it and disappear without a trace."

"Under the vast sky, the wisps of white clouds are also breathing in and out."

"After accepting the ambiguity of the world, continue to float and gallop freely."

The lonely and distant singing sounded softly in the night, and accompanied by Xiaosan's figure, he walked further and further away in the night.

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Thanks for your concern.

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#18. Go to war

When a person is lying in a room, in a trance and haze, when he closes his eyes, what will emerge in front of his eyes?

For Xiaosan, what he sees are not those commendable things, on the contrary, they are some shameful and embarrassing pasts that make him feel shameful.

The figure was lying on the bed tossing and turning, probably because he had already rested at Ohno Ashley's place. After returning to his apartment, even lying on his own bed, it was difficult to fall asleep until dawn.

When the first ray of sunlight in the morning entered the bedroom, he gave up the idea of ​​letting himself fall asleep, slowly lifted the quilt on his body, sat up, put on his own clothes, and walked out of the bedroom.

After making some tea, I sat quietly in the living room to meditate and refresh myself.

Glancing at the cat that seemed to have been awakened by himself, and sat up from the cat cage, he thought about it, got up from the sofa, poured some cat food, handed it into the cat cage, and cleaned it up by the way cat cage.

Out of a little bit of cleanliness, he took a shower after cleaning the cat cage.

Clean up all the things that can be done at home, and when it is over and rest, it is almost time to go out.

He raised his hand and glanced at the time on the watch. He tidied up his personal attire, tidied up a little, and left the apartment.

"Qiuyue-jun, have you found what you dropped yesterday?"

Seeing Xiaosan's Chika Fujiwara, her body is leaning against Xiaosan's side, her soft side face is leaning on Xiaosan's shoulder, and her long hair is hanging down Xiaosan's shoulders and back.

"No."

"need my help?"

Glancing at Chika Fujiwara next to him, Xiaosan knew that the girl was not as innocent as he imagined.

Listening to Chika Fujiwara's words at this moment, I also understood her heart from the bottom of my heart. I was probably a little annoyed. What he did yesterday was a little too reckless, and for Chika Fujiwara, perhaps it was too much.

"No, as long as it's lost, no matter how hard you try, you probably won't be able to get it back."

Seeing the indifferent expression on Xiaosan's face, Chika Fujiwara didn't say anything, but quietly leaned on Xiaosan's shoulder.

Because of yesterday's reason, Xiaosan spent the whole day by Chika Fujiwara's side, using his own way to slightly make up for the dissatisfaction in the girl's heart.

It wasn't until evening that Xiaosan slowly returned to his home alone.

Fujiwara Chika originally wanted to invite Xiao San to her home as a guest, but Xiao San refused.

Now, for the time being, Xiaosan doesn't really want to see Fujiwara Chika's parents, let alone her other family members. He doesn't know at all what her family's attitude towards him is. Quite angry, and then asked him to leave Qianhua's side, saying that it would hurt Qianhua. Although this kind of bloody and old-fashioned, but it is really possible, he will definitely not be able to do it like the hero of the light novel , a sincere and stubborn passionate speech.

He has long been smoothed by the society, and there is no passion in his heart. Ideals and dreams are too far away for him, and he is just taking one step at a time.

"Well, although her family members may have known about my existence for a long time, maybe they have already known it."

But even this is not suitable.

He didn't want to establish a relationship with Fujiwara Chika so early.

Maybe it's because I'm worried about other people, or it's just because I'm afraid that I'm bound by something, I get it, and then lose it like I did at the beginning.

If you don't get it, you won't lose it.

He's like a coward.

"Go back?"

Thinking of his own home, which is empty now, only a cat squatting in the house, waiting for him, Xiao San couldn't help but cover his forehead.

"Ah, I don't really want to go back. The cat food given in the morning should still be left, right?"

After struggling for a while, Xiaosan still gave up the idea of ​​going home early, and then walked towards the bustling Shinjuku district in a dull manner.

At [-]-chome in the bustling Shinjuku district, Xiaosan casually walked in the direction of pedestrians, walking along the side of the street, except for those women who were attracting customers at the door and showing off, there were also those bearded ghosts who looked younger than him. Cowherd who is not inferior to the coquettishness of women.

Sometimes, Xiaosan doesn't understand why such a type can be welcomed by women, and there are also those cowherds whose monthly income exceeds tens of millions...

But after thinking that everyone has their own unique aesthetics, Xiaosan gave up pursuing this issue.

He casually found a quiet and clean bar, sat down, ordered a glass of sake, then sat in a corner, drinking alone in a sullen mood.

'When are you going back? '

'What do you do after you go back? '