I am Alice

To be honest, I really admire this female fox. She has died twice in the inconceivable country, but she still did not give up the challenge. Finally, when she was almost beheaded by the skull hunting rabbit for the third time, she killed the rabbit. Teacher beats.

There have been a lot of things going on recently, I even forgot about Yuyihu who is still in the inconceivable country, if she hadn't killed the headhunting rabbit, the gatekeeper boss, I really wouldn't have come here.

Troublesome things have to be solved, let's start with the most troublesome ones.

"Let's have a good talk." Alice snapped her fingers, and she and Yuyi Fox came to the library dream.

This is the safe point of the inconceivable country, which is equivalent to the fire-passing sacrificial ground of the black soul. It belongs to Miss White Rabbit's domain, but Miss White Rabbit, who is busy in the real world, has no plans to become a fire-proof rabbit in my dream.

"Sit down." I sat on the chair of Dream of the Library and motioned for the feather fox across the desk to sit down.

This female fox didn't say anything polite to me, she just sat down, I haven't seen her for a while, her attitude has changed a lot, at least when she saw me, she wasn't so hostile anymore.

"I think the two of us really need to have a good talk. I admit that I was too much at the beginning, but the result of this persistence is not good for you."

"How about we both take a step back? I'll let you go out from the inconceivable country, and you don't want to worry about me anymore. Let's draw a clear line, okay?"

Yuyihu's obsession is too terrifying. If she is allowed to continue to cause trouble, sooner or later I will kill her completely with my own hands, but this behavior is against my own wishes.

I don't want to tear myself apart because of this kind of shit, there is no way... In my subconscious cognition, the misfortune of the feather fox was created by myself.

If I continue to do whatever I want and intensify the killing of Yuyihu completely, my soul personality and daughter Alice will split off.

Daughter Alice represents childlike innocence, childishness, and innocence, which is equivalent to my conscience. Losing her is equivalent to making me unable to feel good, evil, and good things.

Of course, conscience is secondary. These days, masters who use big heroes as fireworks, and doctors who make Ami Donkey and Rainbow Team perpetual motion machines work overtime, which one do you think has a conscience?

For me, the most important thing about my daughter Alice is childlike innocence and childishness. Without these things, I don’t think Ultraman will ever believe that he can become light again. Don’t want this kind of thing!

No, no!Even losing my childlike innocence may cause me to stop liking super robots, and I absolutely cannot let this kind of tragedy happen.

In addition, although the split Alice can be reintegrated, the process is quite troublesome, and I have to ask my daughter Alice to forgive myself.

Forgive yourself?It sounds so strange, but it is quite difficult to do and achieve this, let me illustrate with an example.

The mobile game card pool has a character you really want to draw, but a single 648 rushes down and sinks the ship. You are unconvinced and make another order, and then continue to sink the ship. After repeated several times, your salary this month The gold ran out and the Kachi sank.

Looking at your own hands that you wish to chop off, can you forgive yourself?If there is no shipwreck that can be drawn out with a guarantee, it may be more or less forgiven.

But with the double blow of eating soil and sunken ship, you can't wait to take the time machine to beat yourself who is preparing to draw cards with krypton gold.

Hmm....Although if you really have a time machine, you may feel that you can change your fate against the sky, and have another round of repeated desperate experience of sinking a krypton gold ship.

The person you know the most and the one you don’t understand the most is yourself, especially after encountering some things, others persuade you to look away, but you are the only one who is always brooding.

Just like Superman, superheroes don't mind the crimes he was controlled to commit, but Superman's transformation always believes that it is his own fault and must repent for his sins.

I don't want to tear myself apart because of some shit, and become like that unlucky Superman, so it's better to solve the problem peacefully.

"Can you tell me your answer?"

After I finished what I wanted to say, the mother fox spoke slowly.

"Do you know why I pretend to be an ordinary person and hide the fact that I am a shapeshifter?"

"Um...?"

The words of the mother fox reminded me of the situation when I first met her. Because the family introduced someone, I met her on a blind date by chance.

At that time, Yuyihu, she pretended to be an ordinary person, Xiaoye, an ordinary-looking, rustic girl, she didn't want others to know that she was a shapeshifter.

"You don't want to be harassed because of your appearance, do you?" I tried to say my answer.

The appearance of Yuyihu is very beautiful, and it will attract people's attention wherever it goes, while Xiaoye's appearance is ordinary and rustic, no matter where it is, it looks like a passerby in the background.

"Should it be like this?"

Mother fox, no... Xiaoye herself said uncertainly.

"I really want to try it out, whether a man is more willing to understand a girl's inner life besides looking at her face, but you are the only man I meet who doesn't look at her face."

"Ah... sorry."

Speaking of which, I was indeed the one who turned into Alice, pretending to be my original self, and accidentally tricked this female fox.

"No, I also disguised my appearance at that time. In the matter of deceiving each other, both of us were at fault."

Surprisingly, Yuyihu calmly talked about what happened back then, and then I continued to listen to her:

"Actually, from the beginning, I have always been jealous of those who are naturally beautiful."

"It's impossible to say that there is no woman who doesn't care about her appearance. Every woman wants to have a beautiful face."

"But it's a pity that the original me has nothing to do with beauty. I look ordinary, even if I try to dress myself up, the result is still the same."

"Although appearance is not the thing that determines a person's overall value, I really envy those beautiful girls. They will attract people's attention no matter where they are."

"I envy them, envy them, and want to be them."

"Fate is really unfair. I often think so with low self-esteem."

Yu Yihu caressed her face, the unfair fate changed, "the mischief of the gods" happened, everyone's fate came to a big reshuffle, and she got what she dreamed of.

"I became a feather fox, just like the fairy tale "The Ugly Duckling", the ugly duck turned into a white swan."

"For me, it should be a dream come true and something that makes me very happy, right?"

"The result doesn't seem to be like that..." The beautiful appearance did not bring any joy to the female fox at all, and she finally found out that she was not a normal person at all.

"I found that I haven't changed in any way. The ugly duckling is still an ugly duckling. I haven't turned into a white swan at all. I'm still full of inferiority complex, jealousy and hatred."

Yuyihu told me what was the reason why she hated me all this time, and why she hated me so much.

"Can you tell me why fate is so unfair?"

"Why are you also a shapeshifter, you can play with me recklessly?"

"Because you are luckier than me, the transformed character is very powerful, I am very jealous of you!"

Chapter 77. Daughter Alice

Jealousy... Coupled with the feeling of hatred, it twisted into a perverted attachment to me. Instead, I can understand why this Miss Yuyihu is like this.

After all, the feeling of jealousy is very unreasonable, and I often have it too.

For example, the seals who were single-handed and sold for nothing were hopping in front of me, and I was just a non-chief who sank a ship with krypton gold. At that time, the feelings of hatred and jealousy could be condensed into real grievances.

But there is no way, there will always be European emperor seals, and they can't be killed.

Besides, a world where everyone is equal does not exist at all. The unfairness of fate has existed since everyone was born.

Some people are born rich and powerful, handsome and beautiful, while some people are born with introversion. The most annoying thing is that I can't involute others, so I can only choose to lie flat.

Even occasionally, I would think that this unfair world should be destroyed earlier, huh?You said that the old head ring will be released soon, I think I can continue to hold on!

"It's really nerve-wracking..."

In the end, I gave up my plan to release Yuyihu because she told me clearly.

"Just let me stay here, where I can calmly think about what I should do."

Although I doubt if the female fox's brain is completely broken, it's better than letting her continue to trouble me outside.

After all, compared to Miss Yuyihu, I am not a normal person myself, or... How many normal people are there these days?

I've been envious, jealous, and hard-working, but I still can't change anything. After hard work, I can only lie down and be myself. Until now... I became Alice.

"I see."

I finally know why I instinctively dislike this female fox. She is very similar to me... It should be said that she is like me when I was younger. I have not been completely beaten by the cruelty of society. I feel that the world will Fairer.

Why do human beings instinctively pursue fairness and justice? It may be because the world is inherently unfair, but fairness is something that cannot be forced. People like you may be very lucky, and suddenly one day they take off into the sky.

Anyway, for Ms. Yuyihu, I don't particularly hate her, and I don't like her, so let her take risks in the incredible country.

Although I very much doubt that her mind is even more abnormal now because she died twice, which caused her soul to become filthy and blackened.

Death in the inconceivable land will gradually leave the soul in the dream, and finally become a monster in the dream, frantically looking for new victims forever.

In short, let's observe for a while and let the Cheshire cat keep an eye on her for me.

Leaving aside the issue of Yuyi Fox for the time being, now it is about how I negotiate with my mother... My stomach hurts and my head starts to hurt. It is very tormenting.

After all, the matter of the Cthulhu Order cannot be covered by paper, and the news will be exposed sooner or later. When my mother finds out about this kind of thing, I can imagine the terrifying appearance of her anger. Naiyazi that bastard.

Now, instead of waiting to be exposed after the fact, it is better to confess as soon as possible, so that my mother's anger will be lessened, not to mention that I have to create a Hakoniwa world, explain things clearly at once, and let the stomachache go away at once.

There is no way to escape the things that have been decided. I went back to my hometown with a feeling of uneasiness...the boss battle ahead, my lord.

...........

Afterwards, at Miss White Rabbit's house, Norden, the Queen of White who gave me tea, asked curiously.

"How did you convince your lord mother?"

"I... lost a very important thing." I was heartbroken and clutched my chest, my heart hurts so much!

"What did you lose?" Miss White Rabbit became even more curious.

"I gave my daughter Alice to my mother in exchange for my mother's appeasement."

"Ah this!"

Miss White Rabbit lives in Bengbu, what kind of operation is this?Operation never seen before!

"I can't help it. An angry mother is really scary." Alice yelled as she put her head down on the tea table.

"My mother loves daughters the most, and she gave birth to me, a useless son. She still expected to hold her granddaughter, so the only way to appease her anger is to put a daughter in her hands."

Yes, in order to avoid being eaten alive by my mother, I took the initiative to split open and sacrificed my lovely daughter Alice to my mother.

Anyway, my daughter Alice is also myself. My mother is happy and her anger is gone, and I can live on. A win-win situation?No wonder!

Splitting my daughter Alice from me, my Ultra spirit and steel soul were taken away together, I don't want this kind of thing!

"So, Alice, can you open it on your own initiative?" Miss White Rabbit's eyes sparkled, she said to me.

"That... can you split the red idol, I want to meet Priquette."

"Dream! I don't want it!!"

You have already lost your childlike innocence and naivety, do you still want me to split the love, I will not do it!Red Idol is mine, I love myself! !

"It's a pity~~" Miss White Rabbit sighed, she had the idea of ​​her daughter Alice again.

"Then is there a chance that you can bring your daughter Alice over and let me have a look?"

"That's not a problem..." It's all split up, let Miss White Rabbit see if she wants to.

In addition, because it is the soul personality that I actively split out, it is very easy for me to integrate back, after all, I don't need to forgive myself.

However, considering my mother's eagerness to protect the calf, I guess I don't want my daughter Alice to come back anymore, and what I'm going to do next is more sensational in the world, so it's better to let my daughter Alice stay with her mother.

In case there are any murderers who dare to attack my mother, they will know that sometimes children are the scariest when they are angry compared to adults.

The only thing that worries me now is that without the soul personality of my daughter Alice, my conscience may be gone together, although this kind of thing does not seem to exist from the beginning.

And at this time in my hometown, little Alice, a cute child about seven years old, is happily sitting on the sofa with her legs swaying and watching TV, and "Ultraman Tiga" is playing on the TV.

Do children have problems watching Ultraman?No problem, it's perfectly normal.

It's just.... The door of the house was opened, and the mother who came home with new clothes in big bags and small bags had a bright smile on her face.

"Alice, come and try on new clothes, girls should be pretty."

At this moment, her daughter Alice's expression instantly became ugly. She suddenly hated the bastard Alice herself to death. She was indeed her daughter Alice, but she was the type of a little boy in character!

Chapter 78. Big Movie Project

"I'm going to kill you, Nayako!"

All the troublesome and trivial matters have been taken care of, and then I will prepare to create my Hakoniwa world, but before that... let's get rid of the bastard Naiyako first.

"Stop it! Don't be like this, it's broken! It's really going to be broken!!"

The hair on her head was grabbed by me, this is Naiyazi's Achilles' heel, the most sensitive part of her body, the pain is super doubled.

"I told you before! If you implicate me again, you will never be let go."

"STOP! STOP! Listen to my explanation first!!"

"I'll give you three seconds to explain, after which it's your time to die."

"Give me at least 3 minutes~~" The dull hair on Naiyazi's head was curving and trembling, and it had completely turned into a bad shape.