All black girls want to fall in love with me

Chapter 139

It may be because she jumped back and forth several times on the line of life and death, like a veteran who has experienced the battlefield of life and death. Unknowingly, she can even feel her killing intent.

At this time, Chen Lin didn't feel any trace of hostility from Shihan.

Perhaps the poem letter was not ironic to herself, she just expressed her own feelings, which was taken as ironic words by her guilty self.

If this is the case, it seems that my excuse should be successful. Next, just follow the plan......

When he was about to relax from the bottom of his heart, Chen Lin still felt something was wrong.

Because everything went so smoothly, without any waves, it made me feel very uncomfortable.

It's not that he doesn't want everything to go smoothly, and Chen Lin is not a masochist either... It's just that it went too smoothly, and he persuaded Shihan with just a few words. The process was too smooth, and he always felt that there was something wrong.

You can't be careless, if you relax now, you may have to spend several times more experience to remedy it in the future.

After struggling for a while, Chen Lin suddenly had an idea.

Since I can't be sure now, the true thoughts of Shihan, I should try it out.

Although doing so may be very dangerous behavior, but it is very necessary.

If the current poem letter already harbors evil thoughts towards him, then it is better to detonate this time bomb later than earlier.

Although he has the ability to 'backtrack', but this ability is full of all kinds of malice.

If you take one careless step, you may fall into the 'hell' of endless reincarnation.

For example, if the retrospective time point is updated exactly one second before your own death, then when you are tortured to death, ordinary people only need to accept the result of 'death', it will be the end, and they can enjoy eternal life peaceful.

As for myself, I am afraid that I can only go on endless reincarnation in this torment of death, and I can't even enjoy the peace of 'death'.

In a real sense, you can't live, you can't die.

The so-called 'curse' is definitely not a good thing. The existence of negative words is definitely full of all kinds of malice, and I have to pay attention to it.

If one step is not careful, it may lead to irreversible results.

In order not to make mistakes irreparable, sometimes we know that there is danger, and sometimes we have to face it.

Chen Lin felt that he was in a piece of empty yellow land, and there was a wooden sign [There are mines here] on the front, back, left, and right sides. No matter how much he called for help, no one paid attention to him.

Obviously, this is a minefield. If you stay here, no one will save you. If you want to leave here, you can only rely on yourself.

Take a step forward, as long as there are no mines in the land under the step in front of you, then stepping on it will be safe.

But once there are mines under the thin loess, it is obvious that I will be crushed by the violent explosion, and there will be no bones left.

Chen Lin felt that his next self had stretched out his foot, but he still doesn't know whether there are landmines under the loess.

"Shihan, I'm very upset right now." Chen Lin squeezed his shoulders, shook Shihan's head away, and prevented Shihan from leaning on him.

Although Chen Lin looked calm, but his heart was very nervous, his forehead was dripping with sweat due to the pressure.

This is Chen Lin's temptation, to treat the poem letter with a bad attitude.

If Shihan just said the truth, then she will definitely comfort herself.

If what Shihan just said was ironic, then she would definitely show her feet and show her true colors.

The poem letter pushed away by Chen Lin was not only not angry, but even said to Chen Lin in a flattering tone: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't question you."

Shi Han didn't think there was anything wrong with Chen Lin being angry, after all, he was wrong about it. Chen Lin was very thoughtful, but he used bad thoughts to doubt his intentions.

If you were the person you liked, you would be angry if you questioned your intentions like this.

Rather, it might be a good thing that Shihan feels that Chen Lin is angry, which shows that Chen Lin values ​​himself and Shihan.

Because of this, facing his own doubts, he would be so angry.

Thinking that he might hurt Chen Lin, Shihan felt even more apologetic, feeling that he hadn't considered it.

I am an idiot, when I usually do other things, I am obviously always calm.

Why do you honestly lose your composure when it comes to Chen Lin's matter? Obviously, if you just think about it for a while, you will be able to guess Chen Lin's intentions.

Obviously, the problem can be solved satisfactorily, but now I have made Chen Lin angry, I really should not have done it.

Faced with Shihan's apology, Chen Lin not only didn't accept it readily, but went ahead and stood up from the sofa, waving his left hand to give Shihan a slap.

But Shihan didn't dodge the slap.

But at the moment when Chen Lin was about to fall, he stopped his hand again.

Chen Lin felt that he had missed and accidentally injured Li Ying once due to various reasons.

For that matter, Chen Lin has always been very guilty. No matter what, he can't repeat the same mistakes with Shihan.

Chen Lin was about to take back his right hand, but Shihan stretched out his hands to hold Chen Lin's right hand, and pressed Chen Lin's right hand to his cheek.

Shihan's cheeks are warm, Chen Lin can feel the body temperature of Shihan.

Delicate face, fragrant and soft, can be blown to pieces.

"It's okay, if this can calm you down, I don't mind." Shihan said to Chen Lin like this.

Shihan said this sincerely, as long as Chen Lin can calm down, it's just a slap, it's nothing at all.

As long as Chen Lin forgets about this matter, he will only pay the price of a slap.

With such a transaction, Shihan felt that he had made a profit.

Chen Lin twitched his cheeks, Shihan always felt addictive when he indulged his own violence like this.

It may be that he has been oppressed by poetry letters for too long, Chen Lin very much hopes to find an outlet to vent.

Since Shihan said that she doesn't mind, I really slap Shihan hard if I want to. If the fist falls on her body like raindrops, I always feel that it is a very happy thing.

I always feel that if I do this, the fatigue I have accumulated for such a long time will be very obviously eliminated.

This is definitely a very decompressing way for myself.

Since Shihan is also willing to accept his own violence and says he doesn't mind, then it shouldn't matter if he puts it down a little...

Chen Lin felt that his adrenaline was starting to secrete, and his muscles felt a sense of excitement. This is a phenomenon that the human body will only appear when facing an upcoming fight.

Chapter 140 Death and Life

For human beings, 'death' corresponds to the concept of 'life'.

For a long time, almost no matter whether it is a small low-level ordinary person or a high-ranking and promising king, it is more or less unavoidable to be afraid of 'death'.

In the history books, the wise monarchs who were destined to be famous in the history when they were young will also become cruel and ruthless because of the fear of 'death', or pursue an eternal dynasty, and exhaust all means.

After all, 'death' is the end of life, this is an undeniable reality.

Chen Lin is just an ordinary high school student, the fear of death that normal people should have, of course Chen Lin also exists.

How could the trauma left after each death be forgotten? It is a memory that will not disappear so easily. Like toxins, a large amount of it kept accumulating in Chen Lin's body, subtly distorting Chen Lin's character, as if Waiting for the day when it will detonate sooner or later.

Even though Chen Lin wanted to try his best to keep his heart pure and not be distorted by negative emotions, the subtle pressure kept Chen Lin out of breath.

Not only is it as simple as facing the person who killed him every day, but he also has to force a smile in front of Shihan and Yanyan, and even please them.

This kind of pressure is simply not something ordinary people can bear.

Chen Lin's ability to maintain the 'normality' up to now is actually an amazing thing. If it is a person with an average mental toughness, I am afraid that he will not be able to maintain such a long-lasting 'normality'.

Stress needs to be vented, and toxins need to be discharged.

Therefore, venting stress or expelling toxins are also the instinctive reactions of the body. It is a normal reaction to protect the master's personality from collapsing.

Chen Lin now uses the impulse to exert violence on the poem letter, the logic at the bottom level is derived from the instinct of personality self-protection.

'Violence' is not a panacea, but when venting pressure, 'violence' is one of the best means.

It's like when people are emotional, they hit their heads against the wall or the ground to vent their stress.

Some companies even put sandbags in the employee lounge and allow employees to beat them, which is also to vent pressure.

Now Chen Lin targets the 'violence' on Shi Han, just to vent the pressure.

Shihan expressed his willingness to accept it, so even if he used violence, it was only natural.

If Chen Lin had a mirror now, he would be startled by the look in his eyes.

The eyes are not piercing, the whites of the eyes are now covered with bloodshot eyes like spider webs. These eyes are like a terrible mental patient, with a frightening madness residing in them.

These are crazy eyes, as if at this moment Chen Lin no longer possesses the existence of 'reason', but has become a beast driven by 'instinct'.

Shihan was also a little frightened by Chen Lin's terrifying eyes, because she never thought that Chen Lin would show such terrifying eyes.

But since Chen Lin has already agreed, Shihan doesn't intend to back down.

And Shihan believes that Chen Lin is not the kind of person who cannot discipline himself.

Sometimes a person's stress outbreak only needs a small fuse.

Shihan's attitude of being willing to accept everything prevents Chen Lin from controlling his hands. This is his original instinct to protect himself.

Eliminate the threats in front of you and save your own safety by means of 'violence'.

The current Chen Lin really wants to pinch Shihan's neck tightly with his hands, and then keep tightening.

But at the moment when the violence was about to swallow Chen Lin's consciousness and bring Chen Lin to a point of no return, Chen Lin regained control of his body by virtue of his amazing willpower.

Instead of becoming a slave to 'instinct', I restrained my emotions.

You can't lose, you can't lose to negative emotions.

At this most critical moment, the one who finally saved Chen Lin was 'Sister Meiyue'.

It was precisely because I vaguely saw Mizuki-senpai on Shihan, and thought of Mizuki-senpai whom I had always liked, that there are still good things in this world, that Chen Lin regained his sanity.

Ultimately positive emotions overwhelm negative emotions.

Shihan is Miyue-senpai's younger sister, so I must not hurt her.

Chen Lin took a deep breath, the originally terrifying eyes were no longer crazy, but returned to a normal state.

Although they are not handsome pupils, they are full of rational brilliance.

At this time, Chen Lin was even a little scared, because of what he wanted to do just now, and he was afraid from the bottom of his heart.

Not just the fear of 'violence' itself, but also the emotions that I think 'violence' should be.

"Little idiot, how could I hurt you." Chen Lin said to the poem letter in a somewhat exhausted tone.

"I knew it, you are the most gentle." Shihan fell forward into Chen Lin's arms. This time she trusted Chen Lin very much, and Chen Lin did not hurt herself.

Because of the pounce of the poem letter, the weak Chen Lin fell on the sofa.

Shihan felt that Chen Lin's horrible changes just now must be a kind of probing behavior of Chen Lin.

In order to test yourself, whether you really trust him.

Chen Lin was lying on the sofa with some collapse, and Shihan was lying next to Chen Lin, on the inside of the sofa.

The two of them were lying on the sofa together like this, which seemed a little crowded.

After about half an hour, Chen Lin finally came to his senses. He remembered the purpose of calling Shihan today, and he hadn't told her yet.

"In the future, we will try our best to find places that are not eye-catching, can you understand what I mean?" Chen Lin said to the poem letter like this.

Shihan rested her head on Chen Lin's chest and nodded lightly, expressing her understanding not with words but with actions.

After all, it is not appropriate to make the matter of double girlfriends public, so of course I understand why Chen Lin said such things.

"Where is Yanyan, I hope you can help me persuade her together." Chen Lin said to the poem letter like this.

"Of course there is no problem. She must also understand the importance of doing this, otherwise she will be too ignorant." Shihan responded immediately to Chen Lin.

After all, the official announcement can't be made now because of Yanyan's relationship. As the culprit, she should bear the brunt of it and restrain herself.

"Thank you." Chen Lin said to Shihan like this, thank Shihan for being willing to help him persuade Yanyan.

"Really, don't say thank you, this is what I should do." Shihan said to Chen Lin like this, cuddling Chen Lin even more tightly.

Being leaned on by such a cute female middle school student, and even touched the soft parts, but Chen Lin, who is a male high school student who is ready to move, has no physical reaction at all.

There is no wavering in my heart, if it was Chen Lin before, I am afraid that he would have already burned himself with one pillar of the sky and ** by now.

Chapter 141 Dissatisfaction and Badness