All black girls want to fall in love with me

Here, at last, peace is found.

Shihan didn't say a word along the way, as if he completely trusted Chen Lin.

Because I like Chen Lin, so it doesn't matter where he takes himself.

When running all the way here, Chen Lin actually thought a lot in his mind.

It's not just the thoughts on poetry letters, but also the deep digging of one's own emotions.

As long as I agree to Shihan's confession, it is obvious that I can become Shihan's real boyfriend.

Although Shihan is not Miyue-senpai that I like, but I can vaguely see some shadows of Miyue-senpai on her body.

Who let them be half-sisters, there is a certain degree of similarity, which is a matter of course.

But accepting her kind of thing, Chen Lin didn't think he could do it.

Shihan is Shihan, Meiyue is Meiyue, and you are yourself. No matter who you are, you are a unique existence in this world.

Because of compromising, I accepted Shihan's confession. Then whether it is to my feelings or to Shihan, the future will be deeply hurt.

So accepting the confession, I still can't do it, because I know very well that at this moment in my heart, I like Mizuki-senpai.

Because of this, it is even more necessary to face up to one's own heart and seriously reject the poetry letter.

Chen Lin slapped his face, and looked at Shihan seriously. At this time, Shihan was circling her index fingers in both hands, looking anxiously waiting for her answer.

"I am very, very happy to hear you confess to me. You are obviously so cute, but you confess to me on your own initiative, it's like a dream. And people like me may never have such luck again It's the second time." With a gentle smile on Chen Lin's face, he said to the poem letter in as gentle a tone as possible.

"Then..." Shihan seemed to want to say something, but Chen Lin didn't intend to let Shihan interrupt, but continued to speak gently in his own voice.

"Because of this, I can't do it now, accept your confession. 'Because I think this is a good opportunity, so let's accept it.' Such thinking, I think it is disrespectful to you. "After taking a deep breath, Chen Lin knew that he should clarify his words.

"sorry."

It is not easy for Chen Lin to say these words, and it is the same for those who listen to them.

The poem letter that was directly rejected by Chen Lin almost fell to the ground because her legs were weak.

Seeing this, Chen Lin stretched out his hand to help, but was mercilessly opened by Shihan, "Don't touch me."

Because of the very force, the back of Chen Lin's left hand was directly red. However, Chen Lin was not angry, but said seriously to the poem letter: "I'm sorry."

"That's enough, I don't want to hear you say I'm sorry. Why are there such annoying three words in this world? I really have enough." After saying this manically, the poem letter used some words Some pleading tone asked Chen Lin and said.

"Even if you cheated on me, can you not say 'sorry' to me?"

"I can't do it." Chen Lin rejected the poem letter without any hesitation.

He knew that at this moment, he had to sternly reject it.

Shihan is very sad, because Chen Lin is not even willing to lie to himself. Is he so worthless in Chen Lin's heart? Shihan feels like his body is being torn apart piece by piece by ants.

It's very uncomfortable, I want to drive these ants away, but I can't drive them away.

Like tarsal maggots, they cannot be driven away at all.

It turned out that the failure to confess was such a feeling, I was really not reconciled.

"What about in the future, will I have a chance in the future?" Shihan said to Chen Lin like she was struggling upwards in the abyss.

"Who knows. No one can say for sure what will happen in the future. I'm just saying that I can't accept you at this moment." Chen Lin responded to the poem letter like this.

Some out of order poem letters, stayed where they were, stunned.

What, is that what happened...

It turned out that it was not Chen Lin who was wrong, but himself.

What was I thinking, why did I have to confess my love to Chen Lin after the first date ended.

It's all my fault that I like Chen Lin so much that I subconsciously ignored the other party's thoughts.

I am a big fool, why can I forget such a simple truth.

If I really care about Chen Lin, I should pay more attention to the other party's feelings, so that's reasonable.

In an instant, Shihan was no longer in pain, because she felt that she still had a chance, and now was not the time to continue suffering, and she would not give up.

Reaching out to wipe away the tears, Shihan knew that she had to be strong.

Chen Lin was a little dazed, she didn't know how to comfort Shihan just now, she stopped crying in a blink of an eye.

"I'm really rude today, can you forget what I said before? If so, I will be willing to invite you to drink milk tea as a gift of apology." No longer a little hysterical, Shihan returned to her usual elegant and calm Look, she said politely to Chen Lin.

Chapter 24 The First Death Experience

Those words just now, and after she rejected the poem letter, she frantically scratched her cheeks with her hands. Scratching her cheeks with her nails back and forth, almost scratched the delicate skin of her face, that somewhat hysterical state, but Chen Lin was a little startled.

Just when Chen Lin was considering whether he should take action to prevent Shihan from harming himself.

Fortunately, Shihan has returned to a normal state, and Chen Lin's back is almost wet with cold sweat. For Chen Lin, this is definitely good news.

"There's no need for milk tea, but I've completely forgotten what happened just now." Chen Lin responded to the poem letter.

Of course, such words are deceiving Shihan, how could he forget what happened just now.

Shihan didn't know Chen Lin's real thoughts, and she didn't know that she just had a crazy scene.

This kind of subconscious behavior, Shihan himself did not notice that he had done it.

"It's getting late, let's call it a day, okay?" Shihan asked Chen Lin like this.

"En." Chen Linru was pardoned: "Then, goodbye."

"Goodbye." Shihan waved goodbye to Chen Lin, watching Chen Lin leave until he disappeared from his sight.

Shihan stretched out her sweet tongue from her tender mouth and licked her plump lips, "No matter what method I use, I will never let you leave me. Instead of falling into the regret of losing, it is better to owned."

After leaving Shihan, Chen Lin walked for a long time, and after confirming that he was far enough away from Shihan, Chen Lin returned to his normal speed.

After being confessed by such a cute girl, it is absolutely impossible to say that Chen Lin is not moved.

Chen Lin is not made of wood, his body is also made of blood and flesh, and of course he possesses the emotions that normal human beings have.

The heartbeat is the heartbeat, but the reason why human beings are human is that human beings have the reason to control their instincts, instead of acting on instinct like ordinary animals.

That's why Chen Lin rejected the poem letter and followed his rational decision.

Soon Chen Lin will be home, and he has already walked through the familiar streets. Chen Lin feels his head is empty, which is the sequelae of being confessed by the poem letter.

Before arriving at his home, Chen Lin went up to the second floor skillfully, and began to fumble for the key from his pocket, intending to open the entrance door on the second floor.

"Why are you going home so late?" A familiar voice from Chen Lin came from behind Chen Lin.

This voice was very familiar, Chen Lin knew it was Yanyan's voice as soon as he heard it.

Although it is still the childish voice of the past, but now it can make people feel as if they are frozen in ice.

Chen Lin came back to his senses from the state where his head was empty, he was very surprised, it was so late, why did Yanyan come to his house.

I didn't realize there was someone behind me just now, when did Yanyan come behind me.

"Didn't I tell you that I came home so late because I have important things to do today." Chen Lin turned around, and while turning around, he was still preaching to Yanyan.

"It's so late, why are you in front of my house..." Chen Lin hadn't finished speaking, and something he didn't expect at all appeared.

The moment he turned around, before he could see clearly, Yanyan threw herself into his arms.

It was as if something cold had entered into my abdomen.

"The very important thing you said is to go on a date with a girl other than me, right?" Yanyan's originally pure eyes have lost a little brilliance now, like a pool of stagnant water.

This is the look in the eyes of dead feelings, being betrayed by the person she likes, making her no longer have any expectations for 'feelings'.

"A date with me is not important at all. Compared with me, other girls are more important, right..." Yanyan's voice has become a little sharp, even making people tremble up.

Chen Lin never thought that the soft Yanyan could make such a voice. The cute image of Yanyan in his mind has completely shattered at this moment.

Severe colic, after a delay of a few seconds, spread rapidly from the place where the cold object pierced.

Warm liquid flowed from the wound and flowed on the skin, warming the cold epidermis.

Chen Lin lowered his head and looked towards his abdomen, his vision was a bit doubled, and he saw a small knife stabbing into his abdomen.

The small knife is very deep, the white blade is no longer visible, and the line of sight can only see the outer wooden handle.

Because he often went to the supermarket, Chen Lin recognized this small knife from the handle. It seemed to be an expensive imported fruit knife on the supermarket shelf.

If you use it to peel the apple, it is very easy to peel off all the apple skin.

The reason why I remember it so clearly is because Chen Lin once wanted to buy this fruit knife, but gave up because it was too expensive.

Yanyan pulled out the knife, and the blood spurted out faster than expected. The loss of strength caused by excessive blood loss made Chen Lin fall to the ground in an instant.

Blood dripped quickly from top to bottom along the suspended steel stairs.

Yanyan are you crazy!

Chen Lin wanted to question Yanyan like this from the bottom of his heart, but his timidity towards death made Chen Lin beg Yanyan for mercy in a weak voice, "Don't kill me."

Chen Lin could clearly feel that Yanyan at this time was no longer the little loli he knew before, and became very scary, as if she was another person.

"Since big brother thinks I'm not important, then big brother is no longer important to me." Yanyan said to Chen Lin like this, and then stabbed down one after another as if making up a knife.

Of course Yanyan lied, how could Chen Lin be unimportant to her, obviously the most important existence.

As long as I can be with my big brother, I can bear anything.

But precisely because of this relationship, Yanyan couldn't accept Chen Lin even more when she saw Chen Lin with other girls.

I will never admit that I am happier than being with myself.

As if wanting to convey to Chen Lin the feeling of extreme heartache caused by liking Chen Lin, Yanyan stabbed one after another.

In the beginning, Chen Lin was in great pain, and he twisted his body in vain, trying to dodge the stabs.

But gradually, he couldn't feel the pain anymore. His thoughts were a little fuzzy, looking up at the incident of Yanyan stabbing him like an outsider.

Are you about to die?

Originally, I thought I would be very scared, but unexpectedly, it seemed that I felt extraordinarily calm.

Is this about to leave this world? I am so unwilling.

This was Chen Lin's last thought, and then his eyes turned black, and he fell into darkness.

Chapter 25 First Recovery

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The surrounding area was completely dark, and he couldn't see anything. He didn't know how long he had been in a deep sleep, but Chen Lin finally regained his consciousness.

A warm light shone on his body, dragging him back to the place that should belong to him.

On his own bed, Chen Lin suddenly woke up. Although his head was still a little dazed, he subconsciously touched his stomach, which was intact.

Chen Lin, who was still in shock, felt that this confirmation was not enough, so he even took off his shirt and examined his body carefully.

He even ran to the bathroom and looked at it from top to bottom, not missing any details.

The skin of my body is intact, not to mention many horrible scars, not even a thin scar.

Standing in front of the bathroom glass, Chen Lin pressed his hands on the tiled wall, breathing heavily.

"Great, is it a dream!" Chen Lin comforted himself.

But if it is a dream, this dream may not be too real.

Chen Lin still remembers the feeling of stabbing his body one after another. The sound of the tip of the knife hitting the bone, the sound of the blade cutting blood vessels and flesh like tearing cloth, all made Chen Lin feel like Legs go weak.

vomit--

Recalling the severe pain when his stomach was scratched, Chen Lin couldn't help but lay down in front of the toilet and vomited.

It is not over until the acidic water in the stomach is vomited.

Chen Lin himself didn't know why he had such a dream.

After finally calming down in the bathroom, Chen Lin went back to the bedroom, picked up the phone, and checked the current time. In another 10 minutes, the alarm clock on his phone was going to ring, and he had to go out to talk to Shi Han Meet.

But the current Chen Lin, who has experienced a terrible near-death experience, how can he still have the mood to go to the aquarium.