Yuanshin: The way to become stronger is to hurt yourself

Yuanshin: The way to become stronger is to hurt yourself Author: Yibai

[Original God + No Female Lead + Weak Male Lead + Possibly CP] Unfortunately, a young adult boy Feng Ling who suffered from depression ended his life without anyone knowing, but accidentally traveled into the place where he was the spiritual support during his lifetime. In the world of the game "Original God", has he become the No.12 executive officer of fools?Not only that, but he is also a group favorite!The Tivat Continent made people linger and forget to return, and the depression was also cured. Feng Ling decided to continue living here, saying that he couldn't get a god's eye or something, but soon he discovered...his attack method was... ?The enemy watched in bewilderment as Feng Ling cut his wrist, and the next second... he exploded.Feng Ling: It was quite sudden...but it still hurts ( o _ o? ) Did you finally find the reason why you are the favorite of the group?

Chapter 1 Arrived in Tivat for the first time... so excited

The Tivat Continent, the Kingdom of Winter, is the country of the Queen of Ice in the Seventh Reign of the World. It is covered with ice and snow all the year round, but at this moment, a major event happened in this country.

For the people of Zhiwinter Kingdom and the Fools, it is an incomparably great thing—the Fools have selected the No. 12 executive officers!

If this is the case alone, there might not be much sensation, but according to the people who participated in the canonization ceremony at that time, the No.12 executive officer [Judge] is actually just a thin and thin boy.

As soon as this remark came out, there was a sensation throughout the country, and even the Fools were discussing it internally, and doubts naturally abounded, but most people would still believe that the canonization of the Fools' executive officer would not be such a trifling matter.

Maybe there is something special about that thin boy, or... is he just a superficial disguise?

The events outside did not affect the high-level officials of the Winter Kingdom. In the ceremony of the Ice Queen, or in the bedroom, a young boy was quietly sleeping.

Pure white hair, exquisite face, and a sense of sacredness and fragility, maybe Quan Tiwat is nothing more than that, the tear mole under the left eye is not charming, but makes him more pure.

He was very thin, very thin, or weak, as if he was going to die if he didn't pay attention, and his whole body was covered with bandages, all the way to his neck, only his head and fingertips were exposed.

Under the bandage, patches of blood red could be vaguely seen.

Such a young man sleeps in the bedroom of the legendary Ice Queen, and if other people find out, they may be shocked to say...the Ice Queen also has a habit of raising boys?Maybe it can spread across the continent.

But this is not the case, because the center of rumors and public opinion outside, the legendary No.12 executive officer of the Fools [Judge] is him.

There was a soft sound of walking outside the bedroom. The person who came was wearing high-heeled shoes, dressed in white, and was dressed in plain clothes. Naturally, it was the god of the Winter Kingdom, Her Majesty the Empress.

She walked into her bedroom step by step, opened the door, and walked to the side of the young man who was sleeping quietly. The young man seemed to be awakened by the sound, and opened his eyes after frowning slightly.

The dark green pupils and the slightly confused hole in the pupils made people look a little surprised. He raised his head slightly, looked at the god in front of him, and smiled softly.

"My Lady Queen..."

"How's your rest?"

"Uh... maybe it's almost there."

The young man's name is Feng Ling, which sounds the same as Feng Ling. It is a beautiful name, but it is beautiful and fragile. He has been weak and sick since he was a child.

Perhaps to be precise, he is not an aborigine from the Tivat continent, but an outsider, born in Huaxia, a certain blue planet in the solar system, without father, mother, and care.

Because of his overly delicate appearance and weak temperament, he became the target of being bullied in school, and over time, he suffered from depression.

And Feng Ling's last memory there was lying clean in the bathtub after cutting her own wrist.

Coming clean, leaving clean, I thought my life would end like this, but who knew that after waking up again, I had already come here.

In the world of the game "Original God", which was popular all over the world on the blue planet in the previous life, the Tivat continent.

And he was alone, with wounds all over his body, and was carried back by the Ice Queen who happened to travel, and became a member of the Fools of the Winter Kingdom ever since. That was a year ago.

"That's good, the people are talking about your title [Judge], what do you think?"

"I... have no opinion."

Feng Ling really has no opinion, because he has experienced terrible things, so now he just wants to live a good life in Tivat Continent, no matter what his status is, high or low.

The Queen smiled slightly.

"Then adjust yourself and get ready to carry out the task. If you have the name of an executive officer, not only will you not be able to convince the public, but it will also attract hatred."

After she finished speaking, she left, leaving Feng Ling half lying on the bed alone in a daze.

What the empress said was right, he spent most of the year sick and made very little contribution to the Fools and the Winter Kingdom.

What he still remembers, that is...provided several drug formulas, which he created based on the species of Tivat continent, because he was interested in these, and he used to study by himself for at least eight years in his spare time. Research.

But Feng Ling didn't know, because he didn't go out often, he didn't know that his medicines had almost become the must-haves for fools to kill and rob.

He sighed softly, his eyes looked ahead, maybe others looked at him in a daze, but only he knew that he was looking at the light screen that appeared in front of him.

【Name: Feng Ling

Age: 18

Sex: Male】

Well, it is his information and value panel, which is a bit similar to the game "Original God".

But my stats might be to the point of being scolded to death in the game...

【Level: 90

Health: 5828

Attack: 8700

Defense: -500

Elemental Mastery: 2048]

Even though he was already level 90, his health was only... 5000?The attack power and element mastery are unusually high, but... Why is the defense power minus 500?

A porcelain doll that shatters when touched, right?

Feng Ling looked at this panel for half a year, because half a year ago was the time when Her Majesty the Empress gave him the evil eye, and in the past six months he had also experienced on the land of solstice.

But he found that his attack method, or the way he used the evil eye, was different from other fools.

Others use it casually, but Feng Ling...

He reached out and took out a blue emerald-patterned dagger that he had pressed under the pillow, and lightly scratched his left wrist, and in an instant, the violent wind elemental force condensed into a wind blade in front of him, hitting Broken a vase.

At the same time, his panel turned red slightly, and his HP became 5820/5828.

The way I use my power...is self-mutilation!

Moreover, different degrees of self-mutilation are different, and the skills used to injure different places are different. For example, cutting the left wrist is different from the right wrist.

No one gave him an explanation, so Feng Ling could only think that he committed suicide by cutting his wrists in his previous life, and God punished him.

"call…"

Now that she has woken up, Feng Ling naturally shouldn't continue to sleep here. She stood on the ground with some difficulty, picked up the black cotton robe hanging on the hanger at the side, and wore a hood while there was a black ferret around her neck. cotton wool.

After getting dressed, she slowly left the queen's bedroom, pushed open the door, the wind and snow were about to come, blowing Feng Ling's white hair, the sky was snowing, and the world was pure white.

The sky in the distance is billowing black smoke. The Winter Kingdom, which has never been seen in "Original God", is really a steampunk country.

Chapter 2 Mr. Son Get Close to Me

Snowflakes fell on the black hood, and the streets of the Winter Kingdom were bustling with people whispering to each other, almost all discussing him, the newly appointed No.12 executive officer [Judge].

Feng Ling walked past them silently without saying a word, he was a weak boy who didn't want to cause trouble.

... Huh, fortunately not many people know what they look like, otherwise they will definitely be surrounded by crowds!That look... horrible!

The wound I just scratched on my wrist has healed, maybe God still knows how to take care of me, and gave me a super self-healing ability.

A relatively shallow wound may heal in less than a minute, but... Feng Ling lightly touched the bandage wrapped around his neck. This was something the Queen bestowed on him. It wrapped all over his body and helped him cover it well Large wounds on the body.

The reason why he would sleep on the queen's bed is also the same, and these wounds come from a good colleague of his, a lunatic who loves to do human experiments.

Just because of his too unique attack method and self-healing ability, he even kidnapped himself for experimentation!And it was the day after he was appointed as the [judge]!

He didn't know what method he used, but he couldn't heal his wounds. Even after recuperating for a week and wearing the healing bandages bestowed by Her Majesty the Queen, there was still no sign of recovery.

Or... there is no way to quickly heal the damage done to oneself by others?Damn, what a pit.

Feng Ling didn't want to recall that memory again. In fact, although the executives had their own thoughts, the relationship with him on the surface was really good, but he directly attacked him like that guy... It was still the first time. Second-rate.

Be more careful in the future, he wants to live on the Tivat continent, but he can't die casually.

"Hi!"

"Hey!"

Walking on the street, someone suddenly patted his shoulder heavily, and the pain, like a needle prick, went straight down the nerves and entered Feng Ling's brain, making him cry out in pain.

Turning around, I saw a familiar person, Mr. Dadalia who was smiling all over his face at the moment.

"Feng Ling, how is your body? With Her Ladyship treating her personally, you should... eh?"

Seeing Feng Ling's painful expression, Dadalia's smile slowly disappeared, replaced by a kind of surprise.

"No way, the injury hasn't healed yet? [Doctor] What did that guy do to you?"

"I don't know, but...it hurts..."

Feng Ling's negative 500 defense power is really not something to talk about, it is estimated that a light pinch of his arm can make it red and purple and swell for several days.

Not to mention that Dadalia just hit it like that, and his shoulders were full of wounds, the pain doubled...

Then, Dadalia watched Feng Ling slowly fall into his arms, unconscious...

"Uh…"

He really didn't do anything!He just "lightly" patted his shoulder...

But now is not the time to think about these things. Other people on the street have noticed them, and many people have even recognized Dadalia's identity, and there are many discussions.

It is not suitable to stay here for a long time, Dadalia quickly hugged Feng Ling horizontally, put his mask on his face, and ran away as gently as possible.

The fools and the soldiers who were hiding in the dark also came out to clear the way for him.

……

When he woke up again, there was a warm and bright fire beside him, and on the table in front of him were still warm milk and bread covered with butter.

The first thing he did was to complain about his weak physique, and he took a slap, only to... fainted from the pain.

Now his shoulder is still hurting.

"Hiss...huh, huh? Here is..."

This is... Dadalia's home, Feng Ling has been here as a guest before, and their family is very warm, and Feng Ling quite likes getting along with them.

Although the No.11 seat [son] is a fighting maniac, he is also a gentle brother on the other side. Feng Ling feels deeply about this aspect. Because of his health, he is often taken care of by Dadalia.

Even though she didn't have the status of a "judge" before, she was brought back by Her Ladyship in person, which is naturally special.

There was some movement next to her ear, it seemed to be the sound of walking, Feng Ling turned her head to look, and saw a blond girl, who was about to walk over with a plate of fruit.

It was Tonya, Dadalia's younger sister.

But after Dong Niya saw Feng Ling woke up, she turned around excitedly and ran back, still shouting.

"Brother, Brother Feng Ling has woken up!"

……

"Then what... I'm so sorry, I didn't think of you..."

"I'm too weak..."

It was getting late outside now, probably because Feng Ling had fainted from morning to night, Dadalia placed dinner by the fireplace, Dongia and Toke sat in a row.

It seemed that he was going to invite Feng Ling to dinner. He hadn't had a drop of water after being dizzy all day, and he was very hungry. Naturally, he wouldn't be polite to Dadalia who was close to him.

But of course, he couldn't eat much, and after eating and drinking enough, Dadalia began to talk about the topic he wanted to talk to Feng Ling at first.

It's about Feng Ling's identity as [Judge]. In fact, not only him, but other executive officers are also very curious about why he was appointed as the No.12 executive officer.

Because in their impression, Feng Ling seemed to be a sick and weak child who couldn't carry his shoulders or hands, and needed someone to take care of him. Now that he was an executive officer, he naturally had to take care of himself.

I don't know about the others, but Dadalia expressed concern, because this not only means that Feng Ling is going to be exposed to danger, but also pushes him to the forefront.

But before he could ask, Feng Ling was taken away by that fellow [Doctor], and it was the queen who personally pressured him to hand over Feng Ling who was already covered in wounds.

For this reason, [Doctor] received a lot of punishment and was dispatched to Xumi to sit in charge.

"I do not know either."

Feng Ling really didn't know why the Ice Queen took good care of her and made herself an executive officer. Maybe it was because of a mentality of "protecting the calf"?

But since it's all done, you can't embarrass Her Majesty the Queen, can you?There are tasks that should be done well.

"Uh…"

Dadalia was stunned for a moment, then subconsciously raised his hand to pat him on the shoulder, but suddenly thought of something, the hand that had been extended in mid-air stopped suddenly, and after a moment of embarrassment, he retracted it.