As a savior, I just want to play stand-alone

With this thought in mind, Ise Suzuka fell asleep.

……

'Ise...Ise...'

This is the hoarseness of madness, this is the eerie call.

Haunting like a nightmare, this is an immersive nightmare!

'Ise...Ise...'

Depressed, uncomfortable...

Suzuka in the dream frowned vigorously.

There was a sense of suffocation that made her unable to breathe.

As if being held down by something.

I couldn't move my whole body and felt extremely uncomfortable.

It's like being in a living hell!

"Grandma..." Suzuka murmured instinctively.

Her forehead was sweating, her face was flushed, and her expression was extremely painful, but she struggled extremely weakly. She kicked her feet and kicked the quilt away, but her pain could not be relieved.

This is a bloated evil spirit, it is struggling to linger beside Suzuka, like a lost person who has found his home, coming in from the door, whispering all the time, calling this name instinctively.

Its body flickered from time to time, and the body it was staring at was gradually illusory, as if it was extremely difficult to exist in this house.

'Ise... Kiriko...' It kept calling, and finally said its full name, which is a feminine name.

'Tongzi, my Tongzi...'

Suzuka was in more pain, the veins on her forehead were twitching violently, her breathing was short of breath, and scenes of grotesque images quickly flashed across her mind.

In an unnamed shrine, grandma kneels there, she prays devoutly, the frail and sickly young Suzuka is dying and struggling in front of her, her little hands are emaciated, like a child from the Middle East, her dim eyes are extremely weak , couldn't even raise his little hand, full of weakness.

During those childhood years, she seemed to be cursed, unable to eat normally, but she still needed to take medicine for a long time. No matter how painful the torture was, she survived with difficulty.

"Suzuka, Suzuka, child of misery, you have such a hard life, why did you have to be born, why did Tongzi give birth to you at the cost of her life! You must live a good life, you must live a good life..." Grandma was full of grief His words began to echo in his ears.

Holding the young Suzuka in her arms, she swore firmly in her old voice: "I will definitely save your life, I will not let you die young, you deserve the childhood that all children should have."

"But I feel so bad, grandma!" Suzuka yelled, fearing something.

She can't die, she doesn't deserve to die, she wants to live, live tenaciously, even illness and Kagura can't defeat her, she is not afraid of any setbacks, the more her fate makes her die, the less she wants to die !

Can't die!Can't die!Her subconscious yelled angrily.

She wants to live! !

But living is so painful...

Tears flowed out of Suzuka's eyes unconsciously, across his face and wet the pillow.

"Ise Kiriko...Suzuka...Suzuka...Hide...don't be found..." The evil spirit roared in grief, it was desperately reminding something, its hideous face was distorted to the extreme, and it burst out There was a lot of black smoke, he said with great effort.

"Brother, help me..." she cried out in despair.

The evil spirit seemed to have noticed something.Instinctively retreated, it looked at Suzuka reluctantly before leaving, and finally had to retreat a very long distance.

The bedroom door was pushed open.

Tendao Kagura stood outside the door without turning on the lights, and it was dark inside and outside the room.

He came to the front and looked at Suzuka's distressed appearance. The little pitiful was distressing. He gently wiped away Suzuka's tears and tucked her messy hair behind her ears, and her expression also relaxed. , did not wake up.

Tendao Kagura covered Suzuka with the quilt that she had stared at again, then went out without a sound, and closed the door again.

……

It didn't dare to go back from the door, and the return of the evil spirit, even at a short distance, was the heaviest oppression for the evil spirit. It could only walk through the wall in a daze, retreated instinctively, and sneaked into the ground unconsciously.

It didn't know what this place was, it was originally a basement, no one cared about it, the door was locked from the inside, Leaf had never been opened, and even Suzuka had never been here.

It should have been extremely dark here.

But it was bright.

In the light, he saw a figure lying quietly in the crystal coffin.

That figure was extremely stalwart, his sword-brows were drawn into his temples, and he was heroic and mighty, but now he seemed to be asleep.

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Best of Times, Worst of Times: Chapter 71: A Living Hell

Whenever Ise Suzuka recalled this past, he would be silent for a long time.

She overlooked the world, her noble and beautiful face showed no expression of joy or anger.

Human beings have been living in the present, focusing on all kinds of life, only caring about the details.

What did you eat, what did you play, and what did you learn today.

Despite the turmoil in the current situation, she was not sensitive at the time, and she didn't notice it. She only remembered that she had pestered her brother to buy a camera, and because she was rejected, she sulked all night.

The same is true of many who do not know that they are in the midst of a great change of fortune.

Standing in front of Sanchakou, they saw thousands of sails sailing and winds and clouds, and they thought it was an ordinary day.

And this day, dull and ordinary.

……

Tiandao Kagura noticed that many fluctuations in the spiritual world have affected the present world, and the situation is very bad, and some fluctuations have caused weird scenes.

He and Jianzi found Miao Jianzun again and learned that the war was still going on.

"The whole spiritual world is in chaos."

Unprecedented shocking changes are about to begin, all the gods are more or less aware of the shadows approaching rapidly, all sides are under attack, and they are overwhelmed.

They were able to stabilize the situation at first, but gradually they were unable to do what they wanted.

Miao Jianzun, as the god staying behind, has been encircling and suppressing the big demon with other gods, suppressing it again, and preventing them from interfering with the fighting gods.

But they often sensed that a strong man came out from a deeper place, and although they quickly pressed back, in general, the united front showed signs of moving back, indicating that the gods fought very hard.

This is a war that all awakened great gods participate in together.

No one expected this result.

And the defeat of the gods has become the biggest topic in the spirit world.

Many gods were uneasy because of the endless turmoil, which fit the legendary omen of destruction.

Everything came too fast.

Take Master Miaojian as an example, thousands of years are fleeting, and these few days are like the blink of an eye.

The shadow of the old days strikes, and these gods who have survived in the world are now facing a disaster of extinction.

There is nothing to say, they are members of the gods, and it is impossible to imagine any existence that can defeat those great gods who are so outstanding.

There are a few gods who are afraid and already want to retreat to reality.

Return to the present world and use the rules of the real world to block foreign enemies.

"What did your god say?"

Miao Jianzun said with difficulty: "The great gods are fighting on their own in the front line, but the spirit world is a whole, no matter what decision is made, it needs to be discussed in advance."

Amaterasu is not qualified to make a decision. Whether to retreat to the rear requires the nods of other gods.

In fact, there is not enough manpower now, and any god can't bring down the spirit world alone.

Pulling the spirit world back forcibly is tantamount to carrying the entire spirit world on its shoulders. Not to mention the consequences, the pressure alone is unbearable, even if it is a divine master.

"Discussion?" Tiandao Kagura frowned, is there still a need to discuss this kind of thing?

Previously, the situation in the spirit world was fairly stable, and the gods were confident that they could resist everything.

He doesn't say much.

But now, can the gods still not see the situation clearly?

"The Almighty has sent envoys to visit all parties, and we have also welcomed envoys from other gods."

Miaojian Zundao, changes in the spiritual world, and shifting of stars are very involved. It is not that no gods have been destroyed because of this. It deserves the attention of all gods, and they are worried about being targeted.

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Jianzi was demonstrating the results she had summed up. She found a wandering evil spirit, explored her spiritual power, and penetrated into the inner world of the evil spirit.

After death, human beings turn into evil spirits, ignorant and unconscious, acting on instinct.

It is because their wills are scattered, their thoughts are free, and they cannot act independently.

But in front of Jianzi's spiritual strength, it is much more peaceful.

But Jian Zi comprehends those shattered memories, and can glimpse many things of the evil spirit's life, his pain, sorrow, helplessness...

This is a small clerk who committed suicide. He lost everything in the economic storm more than 20 years ago. The thought persists.

An evil spirit that has existed for more than 20 years, although it is not as good as the evil spirit that followed Xiaohua back then, it can be said to be very rare.

Jianzi bought an old letter, imitated the handwriting and wrote some content, then put the envelope in front of a family's door, and rang the doorbell.

An ordinary-looking middle-aged woman walked out of the door. She first looked around suspiciously. When she saw the envelope, she opened it. The face that was no longer young was first stunned, and then extremely complicated emotions emerged. .

Jianzi stood in a dark corner, looking there silently.

The evil spirit was relieved, his obsession disappeared, and his hideous and terrifying shape changed into a normal one.

There was a faint golden light all over his body, and he turned into a benevolent spirit, and then he bowed to Jianzi, and then turned into light rain and disappeared.

Among them, a ray of pure thought power fell, which was a kind of gift, absorbed by Jianzi, the spiritual power was directly increased by a bit, and the effect was obvious.

Tiandao Kagura suddenly appeared, and he witnessed the whole process.

But Jianzi looked deeply touched.

To reach the next stage, a spiritual teacher needs to experience a great many extremes of emotion.

Joy, anger, worry, sadness, fear.

The more extreme these emotions are, the better. They can improve the depth of one's soul and mental endurance, and finally enter the next stage naturally.

Generally speaking, this requires the spiritual master to experience the seven emotions and six desires in the world, and finally achieve a complete state of mind, without any omissions, and is responsible for his own profits and losses.

But if you really want to do this, it must be an extremely long stage.

And spiritual masters have shortcuts, they can use the spiritual world of others to practice themselves, and reduce this process as much as possible.

As long as you have a lot of influence and understanding, you can always have this experience.

"Why do people become evil spirits after death?" Jianzi asked with a sigh. She has entered the inner world of many evil spirits and found that these evil spirits were all ordinary people.

Without waiting for Tiandao Kagura to reply, Jianzi said to himself again: "It must be the world's fault!"

Painful during life, restless after death, this is the fate of all life.

As far as Yoshitani sees, the real world is sunny and the birds are singing and the flowers are fragrant, but in the invisible world there are evil spirits rampant, and everything you see is a bad land.

She actually knew it, but it was only after she became a spiritual teacher that she further discovered the nature of the world.

After everyone dies, they will involuntarily turn into evil spirits, possessed by evil thoughts, ferocious and terrifying.

The more she contacts, the more confused she becomes.

Although there are also good spirits, like her father, who has a complete mind, and the cat-raising uncle she met by accident is also accompanied by two cats.

But this is just an example, nothing can be explained, it can only be said that no matter how dangerous a place is, flowers can grow.

"Why is this?" She looked at Tiandao Kagura.

"People's hearts are dark, and they are not pure at all." Tiandao Kagura tends to say that people are inherently evil, but that is also the initial stage. After growing up, most people can actually restrain their desires and suppress their dark side.