"Well..." Shaking his head, "I'm a little bit entangled in psychological...changes..."
It happened that there was no one in the pavilion, so I simply used the question I thought about in the morning to prevaricate Mu Qiuyun.
"Is this kind of thing?" The smile on Mu Qiuyun's mouth faded away, and he frowned slightly, "Tell me specifically. Do you wonder about gender psychology, social psychology, or... sexual psychology?" He closed the book and observed me carefully. .
I hesitated for a few seconds, "I'm afraid I will become you sooner or later."
"Understood, it's normal," Mu Qiuyun nodded, "Let me tell you about me. I have had this kind of mentality before, especially when my grades rose at the beginning... I found that my mentality has changed drastically I have an inexplicable and strong interest in all kinds of learning, and I am extremely concerned about grades and the sense of superiority brought about by grades, irritable and alienated from interpersonal relationships... In other words, I am also developing into the old you. I was also Feeling . . . terrified."
"Hey..." I was dumbfounded.
Fear or something, it seems that I didn't notice it at all.I really seem to pay very little attention to his state of mind... except when it's driving him down in the first place.
"Do you remember that at the beginning I frequently went shopping with your women's clothing?" He smiled, feeling a little emotional, "That is my resistance. I refuse to become you, because I hate you the most, if I become you , might as well kill me."
"Well... ah! That, that! I don't want to be you so I don't hate you, I just, I just..." I was surprised when I realized what he said, afraid that he might misunderstand that I also hate him, so I hurriedly stammered explain.
"I know." Mu Qiuyun looked at me, "That... the feeling of the past self-cognition being gradually obliterated... is scary, right?" His gaze seemed to be able to penetrate my soul.
"right……"
I bowed my head in shame.
"But you have to understand two points, two very important points, and two points that I slowly figured out." He stood up, gently stroked my long hair, walked around to my side, attached it to the earlobe, and said softly : "First... nothing is eternal. We are still young, and even if we don't change our body, we will change drastically, and we will gradually drift away from the past. Now we are just becoming more and more suitable for our body and our body."
The feeling of the hair being pulled made me feel a little trembling, and the hand stroked the long hair, and it slowly slipped down until it drew a very light and slow touch line on the back and fell to the buttocks.In the first moment of swipe, I almost screamed because of the feeling of electric shock, and I trembled and straightened my back, and when the soft flesh was touched, I couldn't bear it anymore, and subconsciously hummed softly :
"Uh, uh~~~"
"Look, it's like this." Mu Qiuyun's voice was half a smile, "You weren't so hot in the beginning, and you weren't so sensitive to men's contact."
"Wo, Wo Wo!" Startled, I realized how embarrassing I had shown just now, my face flushed "rua", not only ashamed but also angry, I turned my head and gave him a hard look.
But in fact... I feel a little dark... I still want to be...
But Mu Qiuyun didn't understand the style, and decisively withdrew his hand. I subconsciously felt lost, and it showed on my expression.Mu Qiuyun took a deep look at me, and there was an inexplicable smile on the corner of his mouth.
"The second thing is that you must understand that no matter how you develop to the end, you will not be able to become the former me." He shook his head lightly.
"Eh……"
"Our personalities are different." He took a deep breath, "There are certain roots that cannot be changed. It seems that I still can't relax my mind and want to calculate everything. I like to show my delicate and beautiful side and seduce others' love. Take advantage, my self-identified gender is not simply 'male' or 'female'... and you also have many personalities that are completely different from mine. You are indeed quite coquettish... The abuse here means that you take love too seriously and sacredly, so you don't know how to choose, whether it's between love or between love and other things...you can't choose, and you dare not choose, Either you want them all, or you don’t want them.”
"..."
"So, I am doomed not to become that weak, indifferent and useless you, I will only become the unique new Mu Qiuyun, a 'strong man' who can fulfill my dream. And you...doomed not to be me either, just It will become a new Mu Zhili, as for how it will be guided... I can't tell, anyway, it will be quite attractive."
While talking and laughing, he stared with some kind of expectation, as if he was looking forward to something, and at the end, a strange and dangerous color even flashed in his eyes.I instinctively shivered, but suddenly I had a weird feeling: he had changed.
A lot has changed... A lot has changed since the time of "catching rape".His attitude towards me has become more and more ambiguous, his mentality has become more and more calm, and the desire to possess and conquer that suddenly surged up at that moment just now... Obviously, this desire has become weaker and weaker since he wore women's clothes .
Is it because of the so-called "suddenly understood something" at that time?
and so……
Did he... understand something... what...
Combined with that day, I actually had a vague guess, but that guess was too luscious and embarrassing, so I didn't dare to think about it, and I didn't dare to dig deeper...
I guess—he probably already knew I liked him.
But what is his attitude like?My heart was pounding, and I also felt confused and confused, unable to understand his true intentions.
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Supplementary lessons are quite effective.
Mu Zhili's brain, where the problem is, and what are the limitations, he is very clear.And he was much better than me at that time. What he prepared was a whole delicate knowledge system, which he crushed and fed into my stomach bit by bit.
The gradually constructed system awakens the vague and not completely forgotten memories deep in the mind.In just one hour, I benefited a lot.
"Thank you, thank you."
Some blushed.
It's not about what he did when he was teaching. He is very focused on what he does and doesn't make small moves.But such "focus" is really attractive.Sure enough, the greatest charm of a man is "seriousness"?
"Ah."
Mu Qiuyun simply nodded.
"But... this way, won't it affect your college entrance examination?" I was distressed, "You have two months to go to the battlefield, and I'm not in a hurry to study. I feel, otherwise, you should do your work first... ..."
Mu Qiuyun said lightly, "It's not necessary. I have already learned the limit." Wucao's words are so pretentious! "It's you, if you don't build a system quickly, the memories of the past will be forgotten faster and faster. I didn't expect that I would go to Tsinghua University by then, and you wouldn't be able to graduate after all."
"Well."
Daimao fell down decadently.
Not only are there no expected teachers and students.avi, but even strict teachers.jpg?
"Go back and do this set of questions first, and consolidate it." Mu Qiuyun took out a few sheets of A4 copy paper from the book, and I took them, and found that they were not the papers downloaded from the Internet, but the contents were collected and organized by himself.
A little touched... a ball!It's too much!The first gift he received in his life turned out to be test questions or something!
Brain Theater:
【Wife: My dear, today is our wedding anniversary, you plan to give it~~】
[Husband (tui tui glasses): Oh, just this "One Hundred Cases of Advanced Programmers" compiled by me, you can level up after you go back and type it carefully.Don't be too moved. 】
——Is it true that he has been assimilated so much by my straight male nature without knowing it?
Sigh, but seriously, blame yourself for thinking wildly.Maybe he didn't like him at all in that aspect, but just because of the help of brother-sister friendship.If so, then everything is easy to explain.
But if that's the case.
Then what should I do by myself?
Could it be...to chase?To be a girl, to pursue a younger sister... such a man?
This one option makes me instinctively shudder.I can't tell why the repulsion, maybe it's panic and no gain?Or it could be a simple fear of "spouting emotion and being trampled and ignored".After all, he... But "she", how many men have been dreaming about "her", and they have been digging their hearts out for "her", but they have lost their souls.I'm afraid... afraid of getting hurt too.
What's more, I don't know how to chase girls at all.
Let alone chasing men.
It's too difficult, this skill is too difficult, I choose to die, ah no 300 heroes.
"..."
Prepare to say goodbye after collecting the test questions.After walking a few steps side by side, Mu Qiuyun suddenly turned her head and asked, "Oh, by the way, the matter of Li Xiuyu has already been suppressed by the navy. I also warned others not to touch him again... Are you satisfied?"
"Full, satisfied!"
Not only satisfied, but flattered at all, I never thought he would help so much!
"Don't look at it that way, the main credit is still with you. If Qian Duoduo is not resolved, it will not be so easy to suppress. I haven't asked you yet, what is Qian Duoduo's attitude in the end?"
I narrated what happened at that time.
"Is that so... The information is a bit insufficient. But, no matter what, I will break up with this person in the future! Did you hear that? Never listen to his words again! Never believe them again! I won't remind you a third time! So you remember clearly !" Mu Qiuyun ordered in a rather cold tone.
"Hmm..." bowed his head.
I still can't bear it, after all, since Li Xiuyu's incident, I owe him.Subjectively, I have 1 reasons to dislike him, and I have 1 reasons to excuse myself, but from his point of view, I did take advantage of his liking.
"Brother," I raised my head suddenly, trembling and confused, "Are you saying, am I a bad woman?"
"You're a badass girl."
He disdains,
"It's obviously a stupid woman."
I was a little dumbfounded, staring at him, blinking.
Mu Qiuyun pinched my cheeks on both sides, pulled, rubbed, and laughed, "Stupid Mumu, you're so stupid when you make funny faces. Smile." I curled my lips angrily, and the next second, my eyebrows Get wet.
stay still.
Masaka, was, was kissed?
There is indeed a moist and moist lip touch between the eyebrows, and there is still the taste of orange lipstick.
The indescribable explosion of happiness, surprise, and even a trance for a while, and then regained consciousness, but he has already left, as if the kiss just now was a fantasy.
I almost instinctively chased him out, my heart pounding, and I left the small pavilion, my eyes fell on his back not far away, but my heart stopped suddenly.
... He and Lin Ya'er walked towards the teaching building side by side.
Talk and laugh.
In a daze, Lin Ya'er even hit him like a close friend.
Is it a couple?
Or a classmate?
Or, ambiguous?
This kind of experience is like a roller coaster, the mood is so ups and downs that it is almost broken, what is this...?What is this...?Before the sweet taste left in the mouth, there was a touch of bitterness again.On the contrary, his feelings and intentions are even more...unclear.If it was a cloud of fog before, then it is looking at flowers through the fog now.Seeing the fuzzy shadow, I was even more panicked about what it was.
There is even a kind of "interlaced anger and resentment" that wants to throw the jar, shit!I really don't want to care so much!I just want to rush up and hug that bastard!Ask him what do you mean? ? ?Whether it is life or death, give it a good time!I'm dead, I'll go find someone else...you too, you too...at least be my brother...
After all, I still want him to at least be my brother...
I really don't want to be brothers and sisters...
——The courage that had just arisen suddenly stopped when it encountered this thought.
Does Mu Qiuyun like me or not?I began to struggle with this question, proving from various clues that he liked me or didn't like me at all.But this kind of problem is destined to only become more and more chaotic.In one afternoon, I changed my conclusion 32 times, crying and laughing.This kind of torment instead engraved him completely in his mind, he shook his head, no matter it was the one named Mu.
The English teacher pointed at me again, annoyed: "Hiss, that one over there is distracted again, Mu Zhili, the reading comprehension I just talked about, the reasons for the success of the founders of inter, which one should I choose?"
I stood up in a jerk.
Dumbfounded for half a second.
Blunted: "My brother?"
"..."
Then the English teacher was desperate for me.
In fact, I even despaired of myself.
Annoyed to death, after class, I quietly ran to the third department of high school to peep, and the kid's radar was fully activated.It turned out that my brother was obsessed with studying, and Lin bitch... Ya'er didn't show any signs of harassing him.
But there was no peace of mind at all. This uncertain situation made me even more suspicious, more disturbed, and more uncomfortable.I'd rather have a bad answer than hang around.
Even when Li Fang came to accompany me at night, I didn't give him any good looks. The main thing was that I was always thinking about things, and I was always worrying about gains and losses.An Jianchen didn't know what he was up to recently, he never came, and he didn't help the staff.After chatting with Li Fang for a while, he also felt my indifference and left feeling a little disappointed.
the next day.
I don't want to go to class.
playing games?Not in the mood; go shopping?If I eat dog food again, I can't fry it.After being in a daze for a long time, I simply went to find Meng Chang, at least he can give me a staff.
As a result, as soon as I entered the ward this time, I was stunned. Classmate Meng "rua" shrank into the bed with lightning speed, and the "big quilt group" shivered. To... a "girl" with a big chest, with the same expression as "her" crying.
"Puff ha ha ha ha ha—"
Laughed for the first time since yesterday.
"Miss Meng" crawled out of the bed with a face ashen, and looked at it beggingly. I tried my best to hold back, but my mouth was about to burst.Meng Chang lowered her head and nervously played with the lace cuffs,
"Zhi, Zhili, you, don't get me wrong, I don't have any hobbies, I just, I just heard what Teacher Zhou said is so good, I feel that there are not many new things I can try anyway, so I want, I want to try, result……"
"Stop talking! There are only 0 times and countless times for women's clothing! Sister Meng!"
Resolutely throwing "her" down, rubbing against her amusedly, Meng Chang blushed and stopped resisting, like a little daughter-in-law who was being raped for the first time.He is not as beautiful as my brother, but with a weak and pale body, he has a special and lovable temperament.
Hmm... If you can open a big ~ fake harem...
and many more.
What am I thinking?
pia.
calm.
After wearing women's clothes, Meng Chang seemed to be a different person, becoming soft and shy.It's probably the feel of his underwear that sinks him into shame, some self-identity collapsing and reorganizing.I am also very familiar with this feeling, so I am familiar with it.After a while, Meng Chang begged for mercy.
I said, "No, unless you learn from Xiaoshoujiao. Bed one."
Meng Chang was dumbfounded for a long time, looking embarrassed, but finally, under my stern and expectant eyes, he handed over the women's clothing called bed for the first time.
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