"Boss is really good-looking."
This sentence is sincere.
After that, my response was much more enthusiastic.I can't explain why, but after becoming Mu Zhili, I have a strong affection for the little brother who wears women's clothes for no reason.Maybe I subconsciously feel that... people who are male and female are more suitable for me.
In this way, even if I change back, I can still keep a "girl" friend. 17cm is eager to try.
At noon, Li Fang sent me a message, "It's past two o'clock", my heart jumped for joy, but when I thought of my brother, I fell down in a sense of loss.An Jianchen said that he already believed "I have nothing to do with Li Fang", is it true?
If it is true... Do I have to pay attention to the boundaries of my relationship with Li Fang from now on?
No, no, brother is brother, Li Fang is Li Fang, it’s okay to cuddle with Li Fang, and Li Fang doesn’t have any strange thoughts about us, and so on, it’s not necessarily... eh, this kind of question makes me want to break my head up!I secretly scolded myself for being sick, and started to "keep chastity" for Mu Qiuyun before he got well with Mu Qiuyun?Are you stupid!
But... It seems that there has indeed been a change in mentality.
I can clearly and terribly feel: I am afraid that Mu Qiuyun will catch me getting along with Li Fang.
Even if it is normal.
At two o'clock, there was a light knock at the door on time, and it was naturally Li Fang who came.He brought a very unexpected gift: a new "Weiwei".
The old one is at home, and the new one is exactly the same as the old one, but the special lavender smells very nice and reassuring.Li Fang really tried his best for me.For a moment I wanted to hug him and hang him in his arms like before, and for another moment, thinking of Mu Qiuyun, I was stunned, and he habitually opened his arms, but I didn't wait for my warmth.
Li Fang retracted his arms in embarrassment.
His disappointed expression made me suddenly feel like a bichi.
Then there was Li Fang's usual chatter, asking me what happened recently, especially why I was not at home that day?What did you do?I have a lot of thoughts in my heart, but I am dumb and can't tell him.Had to be very dry silent.He understood, and didn't ask any more questions, it just made him sadder.He reluctantly smiled at me and rubbed my head, I suddenly grabbed his hand, very seriously:
"Li Fang, let me cook you a meal, like a daughter gives to her father."
"Ah."
He was finally happy.
I tried my best on that table of dishes, as if I wanted to vent all my guilt and gratitude to Li Fang.Although the eggplant was a bit oily, the scrambled eggs were a bit too sweet, and the braised chicken nuggets became black braised chicken nuggets.But it's okay~~~The important thing is the heart~~It's the heart~~
Vomit - I'm about to throw up, I can't help it, I've been pampered for so long, I've quickly forgotten the housework knowledge I used to know, and it's almost to the point where I can't tell whether "fish-flavored eggplant puts sugar or not".
But Li Fang ate very satisfied.
The four dishes were clean, and I ordered two big bowls of rice, all of which were eaten.He can really taste the taste of happiness from it.He asked me if this is the first time I cook for others?I said no, but it was the first time for a man.He lowered his head, but his hidden eyebrows and eyes were obviously happy and moved.
I suddenly realized: what Li Fang wants is actually very little.As for whether there is a part of this relationship that crosses the line, I don't want to think about it.Nor should I think about it.
He is my Li Fang.
unique.
At seven o'clock, Li Fang pushed the door to leave, so I went over to stop him, and hugged him tightly from behind.Li Fang was stunned, patted my hand, and returned a warmer hug.
It's a pity that the hug was loosened after all.After Li Fang left, the night became very boring, and An Jianchen didn't come to play with me, and could only lie on the bed and study boringly.After half an hour of reviewing, I couldn't help but open WeChat, touch fish, check the public account of scumbag men and scumbag women, and reply to messages.
The boring harassment from the boring man piled up again, and it was no fun to clean up or reply one by one.Lin Zhengyi sent me a few special ones, huh?Is it a picture of a weird girl?Take a closer look, I wipe, my brother?
Quickly read the text below.
Lin Zhengyi: Sister Zhili looks familiar.
Lin Zhengyi: Sister Zhili, is this your brother?
Lin Zhengyi: Damn, I saw your brother wearing this earring before?He is your brother, right?He is your brother, right?Your brother finally figured it out? ? ?Wow!Long live! ! !
Lin Zhengyi: I struck up a conversation with her!It really is your brother!He didn't admit it at first hahaha! ! !As soon as I slap my butt, I can understand the feeling! ! !
Lin Zhengyi: (picture)
The picture is naturally a photo of Lin Zhengyi and Mu Qiuyun. In the photo, my brother is forced to smile and is "hugged by a super giant bear" by Lin Zhengyi, which is very embarrassing.
——I suddenly wanted to delete Lin Gouzi.
What the hell, this unpleasant, double NTR feeling...
Continue to scroll down, delete all the way, and suddenly see my original WeChat account.The past snakeskin anime profile picture is no longer there, and Mu Qiuyun replaced it with a daily photo taken by someone else. In the photo, he is buried in a question, his side cheeks are shrouded in the twilight of the morning, his eyebrows are like willow leaves, and he is full of new worries. .
That familiar yet very strange face suddenly returned to the past years like a dream, and suddenly returned to reality.Everything had already become a memory.
There was a strange feeling that I suddenly caught from the love for Mu Qiuyun.That trace was special, perfect, beyond all human emotion—I loved him because it had been "me," in both senses.This belongs to the deepest and deepest wish in my heart.The low self-esteem child who once hated himself and hated himself suddenly had a chance to "fall in love" with himself again.And that new self is so perfect.
If he can love me like this, it will be very happy.
pity……
I wanted to say something, but I was a little scared. I wrote it for a long time and then deleted it, and then regretted it after deleting it.After all, it was not sent.I want to slap myself: Your brother, even Mu Zhili has transformed to this level, why can't he learn to be as brave as him?
Maybe some of the nature of the soul can never be changed... But what is the soul?Memory combined with cortical stress response?Subconscious and Conscious Interaction?Gu Jiaming believes that the soul will change with the body, but I firmly believe that the soul is eternal.But this confrontation is actually over.Because I have changed.I have to admit it myself, I have changed.
——In just half a year, I fell in love with two men!Maybe even three!Not to mention other small habits!I don't know how to wear makeup yet!Simply because I don't have to wear makeup!
Really need to use makeup to please someone, I dare say I learn faster than anyone!
After thinking about it for a long time, I gradually stared at my chest in a daze, and I always had a hunch that these two balls would grow to D sooner or later.When I really see that day, maybe I will really be Mu Zhili completely.
I can't tell whether it is regret, sadness, expectation or heavy heart.
Unfortunately, it was nine o'clock, and I was about to wash and change clothes, put on a mask, and go to bed early.Suddenly the phone rang, and I saw the note: "Green Arrow Ann's Boots".
"Hello? What's the matter? See someone?" Lazy picked it up.
"Are you going to see Meng Chang tomorrow morning? He's recovered a bit." The male voice with a slightly deep voice said slowly.
I was stunned, and a shock popped up.
"want!"
TextChapter 94
The first time I knew the name "Mengshang" was in the snowy winter when I was 15 years old...
There was little snow that year, so the style was extraordinarily cold. If we talk about impressions, the biggest impression is that the cold war and confrontation between mother and Xiao Zhili restarted at that time.Two people quarrel every day and every day, and I don't want to worry about it.
But the conflict seemed too serious that day?I still remember that I was playing games by myself in my room when I suddenly heard my mother in the living room throwing things and yelling something.
The noisy movement made me bored, I rubbed my eyes, pushed the door out, and the conflict between the two stopped abruptly.My mother thought she was disturbing my study, so she hurried over to apologize and comfort me, while Zhili sat down leisurely.
I ignored my mother, and looked coldly at the sofa where Zhili was, and found that on the sofa, Xiao Zhili was dressed coquettishly, with a miniskirt nightclub shirt and very dusty makeup, and beside her was a yellow-haired man dressed in leather. silent boy.
I frown.
I hate...the kind of people I hate the most...
At that time, I was influenced by orthodox education and read a lot of strange books and novels.I am only filled with disgust for people dressed as such frivolous bad girls and yellow-haired gangsters.
Zhili knew it clearly.
However, Zhili smiled and said to me:
"Mu Qiuyun, please introduce, this is my boyfriend, Meng Chang."
There was a bang in my head, I couldn't tell what I felt, anyway, it was by no means the usual calm and indifferent.My mind echoed: Zhili has a boyfriend?That bad sister who made trouble and quarreled with me...has a boyfriend?
The mother beside her lost her mind and turned on the fire: "Xiaoqiu! Look at your sister! Look at what your sister has become? She is going to be a chicken! I can't control her anymore! I really can't control her What did Mu Jianhua bring back? She doesn't deserve to be your sister at all!"
I stared at Zhili for a long time, feeling a little heavy:
"Puppy love is not good."
I said to her.
Zhili smiled even more happily, "But Meng Chang is very kind to me, much better than you. Mu Qiuyun, don't you feel anything in your heart?"
I thought about it, "It's okay." In fact, I lied, which is very bad.But when I thought about her words "Be nice to me", I also thought of my indifference and autism in the past five years and the recent increasing conflicts and quarrels.I thought with mixed feelings: Since I can't go back, let her go.
after all.
Maybe I really was wrong.I did not fulfill my brother's responsibility.
"Really okay?"
Zhili asked me again, her smile froze inexplicably.
"Ah."
The usual flat tone.
"Then I will go with him."
Zhili said.
I suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, frowned, and couldn't help saying:
"I suggest you don't look for this kind of bastard. It's useless. You can only count your skills? If you don't get into a good university, you will be useless all your life. He..."
"Brother uncle. Don't bully me." Meng Chang was happy at the time, and Zhi Li put his arms around him, and he said sarcastically: "I'm really useless, it's just two or three companies in my family, I can't pass the exam The university can only do nothing to come back and take over the family's hundreds of millions of assets. It can't compare to your great ambition..."
——At that time, I was unhappy in my heart, collapsed, and my mentality collapsed.Well, I admit that I am envious and jealous.Youzhi Zhili was still smiling, she didn't stop her at all, she just blinked at me.
"Okay. You are amazing. You can't compare to you old people. Go, go, go wherever you like." My heart was inexplicably angry, but I didn't show it. I just calmly and impatiently waved them off.
"You really don't want to worry about me?"
Zhili still asked me in disbelief.
"Hmm."
I said plainly.
Zhili grabbed Meng Chang and left. Meng Chang hugged her waist, but she didn't hide.They walked very slowly, as if deliberately trying to provoke me.I was also really stimulated.So I countered by saying:
"Be careful not to kill anyone."
Zhili trembled, turned her head and smiled coldly,
"it is good."
Meng Chang also turned his head once. He looked into my eyes with pity, sarcasm, and hatred.The condescending eyes of the rich second generation made me explode the most. When they went out to close the door, I smashed an apple bitterly.
...Probably since that time, Mu Zhili didn't even quarrel with me, it was just a cold war.
After I encountered this incident, I began to reflect on myself, and finally got out of the shadows.Trying to restore a normal sibling relationship, but no matter what she does, she will mock me, looking very disgusted.At the same time, she was getting worse and worse in her studies, more and more nights out, skipping classes, dropping grades, and what I later learned was smoking, drinking and going to nightclubs.
The brother-sister relationship also gradually became a weird and weird pattern of me licking her and she annoying me while maintaining a strange sense of distance, until... I switched with him.
A long time ago.
But many details are still clearly remembered, but the inner emotions of the minutiae are not very clear.My sister hates herself.Mu Qiuyun used to think that way.
Ok.
— But is it really so?
In my memories, I gradually noticed some strange details, which belonged exclusively to Mu Zhili, a strange and unique sensitivity to atmosphere and people's hearts.
Is Meng Chang's look back really mocking?But in the picture in my memory, I can vaguely feel the slightest bit of jealousy.And what "Mu Zhili" said back then seemed to be asking me "whether I accept this boyfriend", but at this moment I was suddenly sensitive, the true meaning in her heart was "testing".
And the most important point, I always feel that in my memory, Mu Zhili's eyes are always on me, not Meng Chang.Judging by the mentality of a little woman nowadays, I think it's very strange.
When I like Gu Jiaming, when I get along with him, my mind and eyes are full of him; when I like Mu Qiuyun, it's the same when I'm with him.Reasonably speaking, they all have the same body, so it is impossible to say that her "Mu Zhili" is special.
and so.
There may be only one truth.
……
The next morning.
An Jianchen's car finally stopped at a nursing home in the suburbs of Lishan.
Different from the "mansion" or "poor cellar" I guessed, looking from the hillside, there are many white people walking and playing, which makes me feel that this place is not like a hospital but more like a paradise.
"Is Meng Chang sick?" I asked An Jianchen in astonishment.
"Yeah. I said it a long time ago." An Jianchen didn't say much.
"Then... is there enough money for treatment?" I was a little worried, "How about I ask Li Fang to borrow some."
An Jianchen rolled his eyes, "I'm richer than Li Fang."
"Really? You little boy?" I looked at him suspiciously, "Don't slap your face swollen and look fat, life and death are at stake, and it's not the time for children to get angry."
"Believe it or not." An Jianchen walked forward speechlessly, and I had no choice but to follow.
Passing through a small fruit forest, two flattened stone brick trails, and bumped into a closed fence gate.Pushing it in, a few children in hospital clothes and a few old people in hospital clothes played football together, passing by with laughter and laughter.A little girl with short hair greeted An Jianchen, and An Jianchen nodded in response.
A thirteen or fourteen-year-old boy in a wheelchair on the side of the road smiled at us and shouted, "Brother Jianchen! This sister-in-law is much more beautiful than the last one! You finally have normal aesthetics!"
An Jianchen walked over and tapped him on the head, "Don't talk nonsense." He wasn't angry at all, he was just joking.After knocking, I helped rub it first, took out a handheld, "I brought it for you." It was a PSV.
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