I laughed, "Call it, anyway, it can't change anything, impotent rage."

"You are so cheap!"

"Yes. But you taught it. You can make green tea to find a sponsor. Why can't I. As you said, I just tried my best, and I don't want to be looked down upon and bullied~~"

"Hehehehe, that's great, Mu Zhili, hehe, you're a quick learner. But you're nothing like green tea, you're a chicken who sells your body! No wonder you hate Xiuyu, heh, but let me remind you, Xiuyu is better than you Ten thousand times poorer. And you're just a bitch."

"Hey, do you think that you are like Li Fang? You are all fascinated by a bitch. But you are worse than him. Anyway, I am still a woman."

"That's ridiculous."

"Yeah, it's ridiculous."

I wanted to smile coquettishly, but my eyebrows and eyes moved, but I didn't make a sound.

The corners of the mouth were salty, and it turned out that there were two streams of tears.

My voice was almost choked, and I could not hold back my tears at any moment... I turned around, wiped the corners of my eyes secretly, pretending to be relaxed, and said with the last trace of calmness and tenderness:

"Brother, I'm leaving. I want to go home and dress up. I will dress up very beautifully. At night, I will sleep with Li Fang."

"Go away, bastard!"

There was a roar from behind.

I nodded my head, numbly, exhausted all the styles I had learned, and drew away all eyes.But that lonely elder brother who was waiting for me to walk over, sit next to him, and enjoy countless envy and envy...he took another beautiful person, and stared at me with hatred in the mirror image not far away.

so good.

All screwed up.

All screwed up perfectly.

No longer, no one to talk to; no longer, no brother; no longer, have nothing... It's my fault, it's my fault, it's my fault.

can.

... Where is my brother?

...Where is my brother who loves me and protects me?

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finally.

Didn't go home—suddenly didn't want to go back.

Didn't wash my face—suddenly lost the desire to love beauty.

Who are you waiting for if you wear so beautiful every day?In fact, ever since he realized that he had grown up, the person he wanted to admire the most was Mu Qiuyun, so every time he went to school, he specially dressed up and wore jewelry... Unfortunately, he didn't seem to expect to see her.

so good.

I, probably kind of fell in love with him.

It's hard to say where to start.Maybe it was when he found out that he fell in love with someone else; maybe it was when he accompanied me through the boring part-time job; maybe it was when he hugged me and said "I have me"...

That kind of feeling, clustered secretly, unknowingly, savagely grew in the name of "he is my brother", and at the same time, possessiveness also grew.He is the only treasure in this world to me, both my brother and my sister, and I love that soul, regardless of the false and flashy face.It's a pity...he doesn't love me.

So, everything is over.

Everything begins with greed and ends with greed.Once I start to ask for more precious things because of that feeling, I am destined not to be satisfied, and it is also doomed that the bubble will burst and dissipate.

I had a premonition of the result and the process, but I didn't foresee that it would be so painful.

The dull time heals the city, people come and go, indifferent, no one knows whether there is a crying or smiling face under the mask.Some are wandering, some are returning home, and some are fleeing famine.

Subconsciously sneaking into the alley, this is probably a bad habit left by Mu Qiuyun's identity.When you are sad or blocked, go to the corner of the old city and hug the people in the corner to keep warm.The Mu Qiuyun in my soul is humble, and the legacy I have passed on has always been this dangerous and weak emotion.

In the small alleys, there are narrow, long and dirty roads, scattered and dilapidated storefronts.I took a quick look and noticed a restaurant that said "Free Beer" and the paper-cut words "Tattoo" and "Tattoo" pasted on the glass door of the barber shop in front of the restaurant.

When I passed by, I took a look subconsciously.

In the barber shop, there was a little brother with a low-key Sha Matt hairstyle, an uncle in a cheap suit with Mr. Tony's glasses, and a girl with heavy makeup who had at least three catties of pink on her face.When I passed by, the uncle and the little brother looked at me, and I lost interest, so I greeted them with a smile—the girl stomped her feet in anger, probably she was the girlfriend of one of them.

This greeting made them feel awkward instead. The uncle was more rational, probably realized that I was a rich owner, and chased me out to introduce business to me.It's all tattoos, hair dye, whatever, bad girl stuff.Damn, do I not look like a good boy?I couldn't help being a little bit confused, and my playfulness started to grow. I pretended to be naive and asked: "Then... can you tattoo the "General Outline of Mathematics Knowledge for the College Entrance Examination"?"

The uncle froze for a moment, then shook his head blankly.

"It's rubbish," I stuck out my tongue, "I don't even know how to get a tattoo of the Outline of Mathematics Knowledge for the College Entrance Examination, what kind of tattoo business are you doing?"

Then the uncle with a confused face was left behind, covered his mouth and smirked, and continued to move forward.Passing by that restaurant, it was very noisy inside, but when passing through the glass door, it suddenly became quiet.A drunken man with a large table of wine at the door looked over with blushing faces. There were a few women pinching the man next to him. I instinctively wanted to laugh and restrained myself in time.

Attractive men can smile at men or women at will, but not at attractive women.Laughing with men is seduction, laughing with women is provocation, I don't know who made the stupid rules, I really want a funny beast to shoot him to death.

keep going.

The end of the alley.

There was an old man who sold candied haws.

The old man took his grandson with him, wrapped tightly in the cold wind, and the grandson and grandson bickered with each other, which made me so envious.My grandfather used to take me that way when I was young.On the day he left, I was still young and didn't understand anything, except that that cute little old man would never bicker with me again.

"Grandpa, here's a rock candy orange." I took out five yuan change from my handbag.

The happy enchantment between the grandpa and grandson was suddenly broken. The old grandpa saw me, was stunned for a moment, and grinned bluntly, "Okay." After taking it, he specially picked two clean ones for me, and took a look at them. There are quite a lot of rock candy oranges, "Here you are, girl."

Xiao Zhengtai stared at me innocently with her dark pupils, "Sister, you are so pretty~" After a pause, he pointed to Reba's advertising poster not far away, "It's even prettier than her."

Yo hey, this little mouth is sweet, this kid will become a great weapon in the future!

"Hey, please eat oranges~"

I brought the rock candy orange to Mrs. Xiaozheng's mouth, and he drooled, but turned back to look at his grandfather timidly.The old man's mouth twitched, "This sister loves you, you can eat one, don't dirty the others."

"Good~"

Xiao Zhengtai was overjoyed immediately, bit off the top one, and chewed it naively.Children, they are so cute.I suddenly thought: Is it better to have a little boy or a little girl in the future...?

Bridge of sacks.

pia.

A slap on the face, damn it, calm down.I am toxic.

Touching the little Zhengtai's head, I turned to the left and opened my mouth to eat one on the way.Sudden nausea, and again, this kind of stomach discomfort.

Leaning against the corner wall, he bowed his head and retched silently for a long time, and the discomfort in his stomach finally ended.Looking at most of the rock candy oranges left, I thought to myself, go back and give it to Mrs. Zheng.Just about to move his feet, the old man who couldn't see and was blocked by the corner of the wall suddenly taught his grandson a lesson.

"Xiaocheng, stay away from that kind of woman from now on." The old man was serious.

The shoulders trembled.

"Why, my sister is so beautiful, but she has a good heart." Xiaozheng retorted in bewilderment, and then heard a "snap", probably slapping the child on the back of the neck as a warning.

The old man's voice was very vicissitudes and deep, full of so-called insight into the world, and it sent a chill down my spine. "Dou Da's grade wears such good jewelry and looks good. What else can she be if she's not a mistress? Those eyebrows and eyes are seductive and charming at first glance. They will fascinate you, and you will be eaten until there is no bone left! "

"Why do you say that about my sister! What if my sister is the child of a rich man! Grandpa, you are too much!" Xiao Zhengtai yelled angrily.

Then there was the sound of the old man teaching the child to be afraid of beating, the whining and crying of the wife, and the old man's scolding, "Look, you have been fascinated by me in just a few minutes? A rich girl? Ang? Come here? Rich The girl? Ang? Would you like to eat oranges with rock sugar? That's a coquettish woman! She's a..."

Continuous, cursing, noise.Show me naked: the traces of truth left in others' minds after I've walked past with joy and ease.

Little San... Mistress... Hu Meizi...

In a sense, probably right.That's it.

It's not that sad, it's just very depressing, and suddenly I feel that the whole world is pitch black.How did Mu Qiuyun scold me behind his back?How did Lao Shoubi scold me every day?Li Fang...does he really love me as much as he shows?

Li Fang treats me well, but I never return anything of real value. Does he sometimes feel that I don't know good from bad?

The noise between the grandfather and grandson suddenly stopped, and the old man suddenly said flatteringly:

"Hey! I'm sorry! I taught my kid that I didn't see it. What do you want to buy, sir?"

"Bingtang oranges, my niece said she likes them." I was stunned by the familiar voice, and then I was surprised, and quickly appeared, "Li Fang!"

Li Fang stood there and turned his head, his suit was meticulous, "Hey." He grinned.

The old man's face immediately turned pale.I ran over and hugged Li Fang tightly, not wanting to let go at all, because I only had him.While closing my eyes, my head was touched, and I rubbed it comfortably.

"By the way, Li Fang...you..." I opened my eyes and wanted to ask.

Earrings have parental controls, so it's no surprise he was able to find me.I'm just wondering why he came so fast, didn't he say that he was done with work at night?

He smiled wryly, looked at me reproachfully, and led me out, "I haven't finished dealing with the company's affairs. Just now, Qiuyun called me and scolded me severely. He said a lot of things, and it took me a long time Come to your senses. Did you deliberately lie to him?"

Walking around the corner, I lowered my head, "Hmm..."

"Why that?" He stared at me deeply.

"Gambling, getting angry..." I played with the corner of my clothes nervously, "I'm sorry, Li Fang, I hurt you, I will explain..." I am really selfish about this matter, Li Fang wants to take care of this family, but I almost brutally ruined his relationship with Mu Qiuyun.

"But I can't explain it clearly." He smiled wryly again, "Actually, it's all my fault. I didn't stop you from doing those things that went beyond your daughter's boundaries."

"Obviously, it's my problem, I..."

"You are just a child," he sighed, "Silly child, you don't understand anything, and you are impulsive."

My hands trembled, "Li Fang, are you angry with me?" I raised my head and my voice trembled.Suddenly he didn't dare to hold his arm again, the outstretched hand was like a castle in the air, hanging somewhere, unable to fall.

"A little bit." He said.

He kept walking, I stopped and my hand was brought out.I didn't cry when I was shopping alone; I didn't cry when I was scolded by a dead old man as a prostitute; but Li Fang walked away step by step, and I suddenly stopped there, and water gushed out of the already dry place.

He loves Old Smelly Bi, and he also loves that family.Did he... decide not to want me because of that family?

After all, I am not his daughter at all, I am not from that family, and I don’t want to be called his father, and I have no blood relationship with him. In the eyes of outsiders like the dead old man, I am a seductive mistress and a mistress, Li Fang said A thousand words and ten thousand words, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't change the world's opinion.

What kind of father and daughter, what kind of brothers and sisters are all deceitful names. Sooner or later, the beautiful cellophane cranes will be shattered and shattered into powder, just like the fragile brother-sister relationship between Mu Qiuyun and me.Father and daughter will also end, Li Fang will be disgusted, and the old stinker will find out, and on that day... who will he choose to leave behind?

"Uh, huh? Zhili?!"

Li Fang was also distracted.After three steps, he realized that I hadn't followed, and hurriedly turned to look for me.Seeing me, he breathed a sigh of relief, and smiled forcedly, "Why didn't you follow?"

"A little tired." I tilted my head.

"The car is outside, hold on. It's okay, I'll take you to dinner right away. Just go there if you want. But you can't hold my arm when you get there, I..." He was very gentle, and I interrupted:

"Li Fang."

"Ok?"

"I don't want to eat, please take me home." I dodged his gaze a little bit.

He was startled, seemed to be thinking for a few seconds, but soon smiled, "Okay."

I walked over and continued to hold his arm, with a smile on the corner of my mouth, everything was as if I saw it for the first time.But something is broken in my heart, maybe it's trust, maybe it's a sense of security, I know I have to do something, I only have Li Fang now, I have to... catch him.

Get in the car and start the ignition.

The atmosphere between the two of them was as silent as an illusion.

Li played a soothing Japanese song, "思ひで" in the late-night cafeteria. I asked him, do you like watching Japanese dramas?He said yes.I like "Tokyo Love Story" the most.I thought about it and decided to go back and read it carefully.

Then he stopped talking to me and concentrated on driving, or pretended to concentrate on driving. I also took out my mobile phone and loaded it with him.We pretended all the way and each won an Oscar.But the house will arrive soon, and I know that I can't hold it anymore. "Li Fang!" I called seriously, turning my head to stare.

The same parking space, the same car, the same angle.

Li Fang saved me from drowning that day and said he wanted to raise me and be my father.But what I remember more is that I called him godfather that day, and he didn't object, just giggling.He has clear eyes for me, but also has feelings, and I know that.

and so……

Sigh slightly.

"Li Fang. If one day you had to choose between me and Lao Shoubi, who would you choose?" I asked.

He was really embarrassed: "How do you choose? You are my daughter, and she is my wife."

"Then if, I can be your wife too." I am serious.

Li Fang stared blankly.

Many things flashed by.

I hesitated, very slowly, very lightly, put my hand into his palm, and held it stiffly.The moment I touched it, it almost made my soul tremble.Then inexplicably, my nose became sore, and I wanted to cry, but I only dared to smile, and hurriedly turned to the car window.

[It's so gray. 】

Bitches don't even deserve to see the blue sky.

The begonias withered, and the flowers of evil bloomed wildly.The 17-year-old morning in the Silver Age was cold and messy, just like in memory,

The coldest summer...

ps: The next chapter is sweet!

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