【However,】
[Is it really impossible to respond? 】
Suddenly, by accident, I thought of this sentence.
At this moment, I suddenly realized: Mu Zhili had "let go", and he was looking for his happiness.And the subtext is that I can also find my happiness.In other words, if I like Xu Zishou, I can be with him.
So, do I accept it in my heart...?
I thought about it carefully and found that the answer was, no.He is really nice, very nice, even if we quarrel, he doesn't say harsh words to me.
But when I thought about being a woman forever and being with Xu Zishou for the rest of my life, I felt something was wrong, even though I had already admitted the sexual orientation of my current body.I can't help but think: If he knew that I was a transformed man, how would he react?
Panic?
Furious?
Scared of HD?
Not only worried about the airtight wall, but also worried about the feeling of deceiving him.It's like: a woman has been a prostitute, as long as she still has a little bit of shame, when she goes back to her hometown to open a clothing store and faces a man who wants to buy her, she will always feel a little sad in her heart.
Because she knows that certain things are unclean from the beginning - just like me, I know that I am a monster at heart.
Monsters are not eligible to be loved.
"That, that."
"Zhili."
"sorry."
The big boy next to him suddenly apologized with difficulty.
I kind of wanted to laugh, "I'm sorry", but what's wrong with him?In the end, it was all my fault.I took Mu Zhili's body, and then I didn't even bother to give him that false tenderness, and let all his past efforts go to waste.
"It's nothing, I'm in a hurry too." I lowered my head and said softly, "...but, Xu Zishou, what I said before is true. I don't like you, I just played with you in the past, I was wrong, you go Find a girl who is more suitable for you."
"You want to say Lin Ya'er?" Xu Zishou said.
My heart skipped a beat, but I quickly relieved, "Yeah."
"Then what about your previous liking?" He was still very disbelieving and stunned. "Before, you obviously said so much, hinted at my confession, gave me a hug, and held my hand... Do you have any difficulties? Tell me, No, don't be so sudden..."
"No reason." I still didn't dare to look up, "I'm sorry, the previous liking was all lies."
"It's really all lies?" He asked tremblingly.
My heart was hardened, "Really."
"Well……"
He clenched his fists suddenly,
"From now on... I want you to tell me the truth, don't lie to me, hate is hate, hate is hate. Then..." "Then, I want to wait until you say 'I like you' again, the At that moment." Xu Zishou paused, looked at me affectionately, and said softly.
I murmured: "Why... You obviously have something at your fingertips."
"Like is the biggest reason, and love is the most perfect explanation. So, there is no reason. If I have to, it is, I finished watching "Date A Live", which is very interesting, but I look at the female characters in it , no one is as cute as you." Xu Zishou said.
"Then after the ball, you are blind." I sighed.
"..." Old Xu's eyes widened.
I helplessly chuckled, "Okay, I'll give you a chance. But let me ask you a question first. If... I'm a man, what would you think?" Slowly said this strange sentence Saying it, I stole a glance into his eyes.
"Damn it, it's impossible." Xu Zi shrank back in shock, "Could it be that you and Senior Mu are... two brothers...?"
"no……"
"Oh, I was scared to death." Xu Zishou wiped his cold sweat.
"whee."
While smiling, I thought to myself: Well, this performance is not bad, quite normal-so 0 points.
"Then ask another question." After a short break, I said again: "Zi Shou, if one day I become a man, what would you think in your heart?"
"..." Xu's expression was more serious than the exam.
This is probably the most complicated and difficult delivery proposition he has ever done in his career.
After a long time, "Sure, we have to break up, right?" Xu Zishou hesitated, "After all, two men... You also know that there are some things that are not only physically... um, but also socially... um ,Right?"
"Good answer." I nodded.
So - 0 points.
Of course, I am also very clear: this "test" is extremely capricious.What Xu Zishou represents is just the very normal choice of a very normal boy.Just like Jiaming praised me as a treasure, he still never mentioned, "Once I change back", this serious topic.
At the end of the day.
Still, "monsters" don't deserve to be loved.
"We are all little monsters... sooner or later we will be kicked to death by the righteous Ultraman..." muttering.
"Um, what did you just say?"
"It's nothing, a line from a novel." I propped my chin lazily, "Speaking of which, aren't you hungry? You bought so many things, let's eat together." Pick up the lunch spoon and lift the wooden lid, huh?Eel rice?Great interest.jpg!
"I don't want to eat anything, you're a little full." Xu Zishou's eyes were bright.
— But I don't like that. "Cut..." Rolling my eyes, "Then I'm too stupid, why don't I send it to Africa, it's my duty to solve the hunger and thirst problems of allies." While teasing, I took a small bite, well, it's not as good as Jiaming's.
"I can't give it away...Africa...Hunger and thirst...No...Do you like black ones..." I don't know why Xu Zishou suddenly looked panicked.
"Why, didn't you say that I can be eaten as a meal?" I didn't understand.
"Oh, so that's what it means." Xu Zishou was relieved for a moment, and hurriedly told him, "Then what, Zhili... some black people are very dirty and have a bad personality. Especially those who come to our China, there are many, many, all of them It's foreign trash."
I tilted my head, "Does it have anything to do with me if it's foreign garbage? I don't want a green card."
"I'll help you if you want."
"Forget it..." Bite the meat, "I can't speak Chinese well, but I still speak English. Let me learn English, it's better to let me die."
"Hey." Old Xu's mood became obviously very happy.
One night passed so quickly.During the evening self-study, Xu Zishou wanted to watch a drama together, but I said I wanted to watch the old drama, and recommended him "The Pet Girl of Sakurazhuang". His first reaction to the title was: "What? Is it a dark abuse drama? The theme of Xiao Huangman?" But after watching the first episode, this guy is obviously attracted.
I appreciate his concentration.Especially when it comes to the debate about which is better, "Two-dimensional" or "Three-Dimensional", his views are also unique.He believes that "Two-dimensional" is a "three-dimensional" fantasy. In the final analysis, the core is born out of "three-dimensional".Therefore, the illusory happiness in Two-dimensional must also be obtained from the "three-dimensional".
If you work hard.
"But there are things in the world that you can't do your best." I said.
"Like what?" He frowned.
"For example, the sea rises to the sky; for example, the sky falls; for example, world peace; and for example...someone who makes someone like it or not..." I cleverly expressed the most excessive rejection.
Xu Zishou didn't say a word.
When get out of class was over, he left without saying a word and bumped into Zhao Mengjia.
"Neuropathy……"
Zhao Mengjia cursed in a low voice, and then ran to me in a hurry, with a look of excitement and worry.
"Miss Mu, do you know that Old Wang is in love?" She was mysterious.
I was stunned, "Huh? What kind of girl, did you get tired of the three of us so quickly..."
"Bah, bah, bah, what old Wang likes is a boy!" Zhao Mengjia corrected bitterly, "She's just like that, posting all day long. If she doesn't have a boyfriend, she just blames us for venting. I'm talking about this too. Well, look, if we made this pair up, wouldn’t we not have to be troubled by the old king in the future? Look at her insignificant appearance, I’m afraid she’ll be a prostitute if she continues to be pinched. At that time, you can still be the king.”
"It makes sense! What should we do?" I suddenly became interested.
"Go and play assists. Oh yes, you bastard, dress me up ugly, put on my school uniform, don't put on makeup, don't make a sound, and pretend to be a little bitch. That boy is from another school, a little Young master, I hate prostitutes the most."
"Then I might as well not go..."
"No, you are a best friend anyway. We will see each other sooner or later. You have to let him get used to you. Otherwise, if it takes too long, one day he and Lao Wang have a seven-week itch, and you make another debut, and you can't make it through? How many girls are like this You lost your boyfriend because of your misfortune? Lao Wang has been blackmailed by you for three times, and it’s all a process. This time, we discussed, um, you start first, and then blew yourself up, like this, huh huh huh, set off It reveals the spiritual beauty of the old king."
I thought about it carefully, um... this method seems to be okay?Although Lao Wang's figure is graceful, but compared with Mu Zhili's face, it is a bit out of reach, and there is a gap between Zhou Nan and Zhou Nan.Tomorrow, I have to fiddle with the character design, to be a green leaf for Old Wang.
For example—pretend to be a prostitute, a prostitute, and a young lady in Bichi?
Use a pseudonym to be Ouyang Zhuangzhuang!Oh yes!The little girl must have a Daoist name!You have to think about it... Brother Haonan is good, but Brother Pheasant is also good, so let's combine it and call... Xie Wendong!The catchphrase is set to "Turn your horse", traditional and simple, but also down-to-earth, hair... double ponytails?This setting is also a bit irritating.Equipment...just a dirty school uniform, absolutely charming-!
Let's have a brother setting... let's have a lonely setting... let's have a mother who is seriously ill... let's have a rich ex-boyfriend... let's have an honest man licking a dog... and then... oh!Another setting that turns out to be my older brother who just switched...!
It seems to be written as the background of a novel.
take a name?
just call...
After swapping with my sister?
TextChapter 64
The annoying English class is always put in the last class on Saturday.
Like the darkness before the dawn.
Ever since Zhao Mengjia talked about Lao Wang's "Peach Blossom" that day, I have been waiting with all my might, waiting, looking forward to the drama.Zhao Mengjia is also possessed by a playwright. I heard that I set up a character set for myself as an "extreme gold-worshiping girl". I thought about it carefully: "Isn't that what you are?" In my eyes, I worship money the most...
Damn, it's obvious that I'm so clean now.
Zhou Nan didn't mention "acting". In her eyes, she was the most inconspicuous little leaf bud in the small group, not even a green leaf. How could she take away the glory of Lao Wang?I got along with her for more than ten days, and I found that Zhou Nan is a girl with a very low self-esteem. She has low self-esteem, is fat, poor, cannot afford good clothes, and is not liked by boys...
But——she actually has the cutest face, the fairest, the tenderest, and the weakest temper among Wang Zhaozhou on Wednesday. The reason why no boys like her is because the love letters were torn up by Lao Wang , the challengers were all beaten by Lao Wang.
Zhou Nan doesn't know about these things, but we all know that Lao Wang said: "Hehehe, my mother's cabbage, I won't let those DS pigs go over." Those who covet my old lady's vegetable garden can go around the second middle school and three times." These words once made me think she was a lesbian, but now it seems that this vegetable farmer surnamed Wang is also a cabbage essence...
It's a girl after all.
It is very common to have a bit of tangerine in the orange, but most people are still very resistant to saying that cabbage is superior to cabbage.Which girl doesn't have a dream of a prince in her heart?
except me.
Oh no, I'm not a girl at all.
Soon Lao Wang invited us to carry out an important activity for women to test women: girlfriend review.As we all know, the attitude of a girl's best friend towards a boy will seriously affect that girl's attitude.Whenever the girlfriends group thinks that "this person is not good", it's over, no matter how good the girl is in her eyes, she can't stand the bombardment by the girlfriends group.In this regard, girls have a heavy mentality of comparison.
Boys are different.Usually it's "ah, my pig finally got the cabbage", that kind of relief and relief, girls usually have this kind of mentality of "Fuck, why did my pig get the cabbage".
According to Lao Wang: This boy is very good, but he is a bit stubborn.
In the end, the "Boar Qualification Review Meeting" was held in a Cantonese restaurant in Liuxiang. From the "Cantonese cuisine" alone, I raised a wave of favorability for this boy.Well, in a sense, I have already handed over the king cabbage essence here.
When Lao Zhou and Zhao and I passed by, the boy had already been waiting, and Lao Wang was sitting beside the boy, blushing and wearing makeup, like a kangaroo just waking up.The lights in the private room were a bit dim, and there was a strange atmosphere in the air, and the boy had a strange expression.
Zhao Mengjia suddenly put his arm on me.
"Old Wang is sincere this time." She squinted her eyes and whispered, "In the past few times, Lao Wang has never given him a good face, let alone touching his body. Tsk tsk tsk, it's too early to hand in the cards."
"Ah..." I was stunned.
"Just kissed." Zhao Mengjia said, and then sat down on the seat opposite Lao Wang.
I was stunned for a long time, and then I suddenly understood: the erotic thing that happened just now.His face was also a little red in an instant, and he quickly pulled Zhou Nan to sit on Zhao Mengjia's right.
Subconsciously, I sat opposite that boy.
He seems to be a very decent person, whether I, Mengjia, or Zhou Nan, all politely glanced at him, nodded, and went to take care of Lao Wang again.Of course, it may also have something to do with how we dress.Zhou Nan, the fattest white dress + heavy makeup; Meng Jia, flashy golden upstart clothing + heavy makeup; me, 170 giant male school uniform + no makeup.
The reason why I don't wear my school uniform is because... well, my breasts are too big. The 155A school uniform is small and a bit tight, and the chest is obviously round and bulging when worn, and the hip line will also be propped up, so it looks a bit astringent when you look at it.
In order to perfect self-defense, I specially bought the original 170B school uniform so that the figure can be hidden.But from the looks of it, my plan with Zhao Mengjia is a bit redundant.That boy didn't look like he was greedy for beauty, his eyes were very clear, very straight, and very sharp, with a sharp and sassy temperament, like... a wolf?
"Mumu, Zhou Zhou, Jiajia, this is... An Jianchen... let's get to know each other together." When the name was mentioned, Old Wang blushed, very cute.
She turned to An Tongxie again, and said softly and softly like never before: "An, they are, my good friends, Zhou Nan, Meng Jia, and Mu Zhili..."
"Mu Zhili?" An Jianchen was suddenly startled.
Then he stared at me closely, seeming to be remembering and identifying, and soon, he seemed to think of it.
——Flash, I was keenly aware of the disgust in his eyes.
"..."
But that disgust seemed to be fleeting, he covered it up skillfully and replaced it with a smile, "It's really Mu Zhili, I've admired her name for a long time." He said something.Lao Wang and Lao Zhao didn't seem to notice anything unusual, they simply thought that he knew me.
Old Zhao's eyes moved subtly.
Lao Wang was stunned for a while, suddenly panicked, and gave me a begging wink.
Meaning... let me blew myself up quickly?
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