My youth love story is really a fake

This sentence is not nonsense, although it hasn't bloomed yet, but seeing Tsurumi's current appearance, it is not difficult to guess how charming and charming it will be when it grows up.

Probably not the first time being praised by an older boy, Tsurumi just buried his head slightly, the blush on his face was hidden in the hanging hair.

That look is really cute.

However, these things are useless.

"But you still can't make real friends just by looks."

Tsurumi's originally rosy cheeks became ugly again because of Chiyo's flipping.

"—If you are not good enough."

"..."

In the previous words, Qian Jian was persuading everyone to change their views—he wanted to change the entire unreasonable environment.Not surprisingly, he failed.The result of the failure is that he has not been able to get out of that period of right and wrong until now.

This time, Qian Jian chose to only persuade the victim.

The collective will not change because of one person, but the individual can not accept persecution.

This is not the usual kind of rhetoric, but it is true, let the individual leave the law made by the majority.

There is no need to override the power of the collective, as long as a person's power is sufficient to ignore the collective and exist safely, the influence of the collective on the individual can be ignored.

This is the wisdom of solitude.

What Chihiro, who no longer believed in "everyone", did was to drag Tsurumi into a "team" of one person.

The topic continued for a while, at this moment, Yubihama looked over with unusual keenness.

After just talking to you Yukinoshita, the two returned to the shore side by side, took the towel placed on the blue film, and walked towards us while wiping their bodies.

"That... Rumi-chan doesn't play together?"

Regarding Yuigahama's kind invitation, Tsurumi just shook his head indifferently, and he didn't intend to look up at her from the beginning to the end.

"Yes, yes..."

Yuigahama lowered her head in frustration.At this moment, Yukinoshita spoke up.

"So I've said it all."

Yukinoshita looked at Yuigahama helplessly, probably he had already done similar persuasion with her just now.

"Hey, Chien--"

Tsurumi abruptly turned his face completely to Chiyo's side, and actually called her by her first name.

"Is what you said just now true?"

Although it seems that he has not fully accepted Chiba's theory from just now until now, but being pressed by the sudden sense of oppression, Tsurumi still chooses to lean towards Chiba who has been able to chat for a while.

"Of course."

"If something happens to me because of what you said... will you be responsible?"

Hey--

Seeing Tsurumi's ingenious way of speaking, the expressions of everyone present subtly changed.

"It seems that I heard quite a word worth paying attention to."

Yukinoshita glared at Chihiro sharply, frowning as if he was thinking about whether to turn her over to the agency or trouble Mr. Hiratsuka, who was still nearby, to execute him on the spot.

"Ki, Ki, Kinoshita-kun and Rumi-chan are..."

Yuigahama flusteredly looked back and forth between Tsurumi and Chiba.

Tsurumi, who was not used to this ambiguous way of speaking, also had a little red face, which made Yuigahama believe it even more.

"I can't do it! Although if it is true, I will bless... Ah, no! This kind of thing..."

"Anyway, calm down, Yuigahama-san."

Even Yukinoshita couldn't stand it anymore, so he turned back and took the lead in calming Yuigahama's excited emotions.At the same time, he gave Qian Jian a fierce gouging look again, motioning him to explain quickly.

"Ahem," after clearing her throat, Qian Jian calmly answered Tsurumi's worries, "The person I'm going to face is you, and I can't help it. But, if you're really 'scared' If so, don't do it."

I always feel that this child is somewhat inexplicably similar to Yukinoshita to some extent, so Qianjian still uses the method of dealing with Yukinoshita that she learned from Xiaojing.

"Who said that! I'm just... Mom's side..."

While talking, Tsurumi's self-confidence that was finally guided by Chihiro was submerged in an instant again.

"Mom can't accept it. I always ask if I get along well with my friends. This forest school also allows me to take a lot of photos back home. The camera is also..."

The camera, which is always placed on the chest in a protective action, must have been bought for this camping.

"Is that so... she's a good mother. She's so concerned about Rumi-chan."

After following the topic back to Anding, Yuigahama said this with peace of mind, but Yukinoshita's voice, who took up the topic, was very cold.

"Really?... Isn't it really a symbol of all desires that are placed under one's own management for domination?"

As if putting people on thin ice, words that aroused people's uneasiness came out one after another.

Look at her tense expression—this is a step on a thunderbolt.

PS1: Promotion exchange group - 200824859, welcome friends who are interested to come in and play.

PS2: By the way, no one responds to the mustache mode we recently activated

PS3: When I was thinking about it just now, I suddenly thought of Tsurumi... shares...

PS4: Recently I have been addicted to drawing cards and cannot extricate myself

PSP: This game has no SSR at all

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Chapter 28 Negative

"People without feelings won't point fingers, Yukinoshita..."

After being called to stop by Qian Jian, Xue Xia's icy aura came to an abrupt end, she bit her lips and lowered her head, and put her eyes on the ground between herself and everyone.

"Yeah. Generally speaking, that's the case."

??When he adjusted his mood and raised his head again, he lowered his head towards Rumi with a kind of tenderness that was rarely seen in normal times.

"Sorry, I seem to have made a mistake. Please ignore the nonsense words just now."

"Ah, it's okay... and it's a bit difficult to understand, and I don't understand it very well."

Rumi replied incoherently to Yukinoshita's sudden apology.On the other hand, Yuigahama's eyes almost widened.The whole scene fell silent instantly because of Yukinoshita's unexpected apology.

In the end, Tsurumi was the first to smile: "What, I thought you were a difficult person."

"No, generally speaking, I am a very reasonable person. At least I will never cover up my mistakes."

"That's it..." Tsurumi's body let go of the crouched state a little bit, "My current situation and the feeling I hate now, will it change in the future..."

"At least, if you plan to continue like this, it will never change."

Even after apologizing just now, Yukinoshita has no sense of mercy at all.Still following his creed, he presented the matter in front of Tsurumi straightforwardly.

"No—my word, I decided to change it!"

Because of Chiba's words and Yukinoshita's attitude, Tsurumi regained his confidence again.

"I... have given up all of them. The relationship is not getting better. Even if the relationship recovers for a while, I don't know when it will become like that again. If the same thing happens again, I think it's better than this. Even if I can see It sounds miserable, but it's okay..."

It's like looking down from a high place, the same thing will be different because of different moods - at least it seems so.

But now Tsurumi is just convincing himself.

Just remembering the past self, Tsurumi's face has obvious patience.The emotions experienced are etched on the chest - in the most profound and brutal ways.

Patting her little head lightly, Qianjian helped her make the most difficult decision in this way.

Once you choose, you will bid farewell to the word "dependence" completely.No matter what the matter is, you must rely on your own strength to solve it.That is a deeper level of loneliness than "rejection", because I am about to be alone.

narrow gate.

Although it is not certain that this path must be correct, what is certain is that it will definitely be more difficult than it is now.

Tears were not seen until Tsurumi left.The most dangerous situation is just to see her holding back her sobs and gently tugging on Qianjian's clothes, gaining the last bit of stability from this simple action.

"Change yourself and the world will change with you."

Said it as if it was true.

The world doesn't change because of anyone, and hardly ever.

Groups like elementary school students who get along day and night will stubbornly maintain their old judgments once they have made a cognition.Completely letting go of a self-righteous and decadent rule, biting everyone.

Such cold and unreasonable demands, to hell!

Question: The world cannot be changed, but oneself can be changed.So, how to respond?

Answer: I choose to leave.

You are not the real world, why should I accompany you?

"Hey, what you just said..."

After the two of them had been silent for a while under the shade of the trees, the voice of Yukinoshita was mixed with the unique summer wind, still carrying a strange coolness.

"Which one?"

If it's about abducting a girl or something, forget it.Although Yukinoshita didn't seem like someone who would care about such things—generally, if such a situation really happened, she would solve it on the spot.

Thinking back to the past that troubled the patrolman many times before... Forget it, I can't bear to look back.

"People without feelings don't point fingers, this sentence." Yukinoshita gently smoothed her hair, "I heard Hongye say something similar before... This kind of cognition is unique to your family. ?"

"Well... If you want to say it, it should be that Xiao Yezi was influenced by me."

It's rare that Yukinoshita still remembers the matter of Hongye - obviously the two of them didn't have a few conversations, and those words were a few months ago when the two met for the first time.

Although this sentence has been said, it seems that Yukinoshita's understanding of things is far more complicated than the literal meaning.

"...That's it."

I didn't intend to deny it, and I didn't have the energy to discuss it.

After pondering for a moment, Yukinoshita chose not to talk about it.

How should I put it... At this time, she unexpectedly looks like a little girl—the kind of resigned look.

But since I don't want to talk about it, there is no need to continue this topic.There are more things that need more attention.

"Hey, under the snow."

Regarding her own judgment this time, to be honest, Qian Jian herself was not very sure.

After being influenced too much by emotional factors, Qian Jian's help can no longer be objective and accurate.The basis of all judgments is based on one's past mistakes and one's current expectations.

Perhaps, it would be more appropriate for Ji to solve this matter.

Therefore, the purpose of discussing with Yukinoshita now is to judge more objectively whether this separation is reasonable from Tsurumi's standpoint.

"If you were Tsurumi, what would you do?"

"There is no premise for such an assumption to exist. After all, why should I be troubled by a group of weak... incompetent girls who simply don't reject it."

So is it.

Yukinoshita's sassy look reminded Qianjian of what she had heard in the activity room before. All the words and phrases unintentionally pointed to the girls in her class, and she lightly suppressed or ignored them all.

Of course, the premise is to start from junior high school.

But if you think about it this way, what happened in elementary school will not have become a dark history under Yukinoshita...

To be regarded as black history by such a terrible person, even Moses.

There wasn't much time for small talk, or the easy time passed too quickly.Before the people playing in the stream had their fill, Xiao Jing, who had fully vented the grievances accumulated in the past, greeted them to go back and pack up before going to the cafeteria to eat.

After dinner, it will soon be time to make preparations for the evening test of courage.

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Chapter 29 The Black God