infinite blood sorrow

"What the hell are you doing?!" Zhao Yun asked with helplessness and anger overflowing in her heart after being astonished.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, the transmission was a bit rushed, and there was an accident in the middle." Lying in the pile of scrap iron, he didn't intend to move, but Mo Ao still realized that he had caused Zhao Yun a certain amount of trouble, and apologized.

"You have been missing for two days, and you suddenly come back with this exhausted look, what happened to you?"

"It was calculated, but the result is not bad. I trapped Esdeth on a remote island, you can tell the captain first."

"Wait a minute? What did you do? An isolated island far away? How far away?" Zhao Yun was confused, but she still grasped the point accurately.

"Maybe it can delay her for two or three days. If she doesn't have the space to come back, no matter how strong she is, she still has to rely on her feet."

"All right, I don't bother to ask the specifics. Get up first!" Zhao Yun looked at Mo Ao's expression of not intending to move at all, curled her lips and lightly kicked his calf.

"I'm sorry! I won't do hasty teleportation anymore, I almost died inside. I feel comfortable lying in this pile of scrap metal, just pretend I don't exist."

Zhao Yun looked at Mo Ao lying in the pile of sparking and smoking equipment wreckage, the corners of his eyes twitched uncontrollably, what kind of mentality did you come up with to say that lying in it is very comfortable? of.

Why don't you leak some electricity and electrocute you to death!

"Stop talking nonsense! I thought there wasn't enough space in the tent. I won't pursue the matter of you ruining half of my studio. Get out of here!" Ignoring Mo Ao's nonsense, Zhao Yun raised her legs and made a gesture Give Mo Ao a hard kick.

Zhao Yun was about to kick, but Mo Ao felt that this woman was [-]% genuine.So he was not poor any more, he flipped back with his hands propped up, and landed firmly on the open space to stand still.

After standing still, Zhao Yun waved away the pile of sparkling wreckage, and the whole tent suddenly became much more spacious.

"Okay, it's nothing, you go away. I think my reputation will be affected by staying in a tent with you in the middle of the night."

"Surprised, you still have a reputation!" Mo Ao was shocked by Zhao Yun's reason for driving him away.Everyone is on the same team, whoever is fooling who!

"..." Zhao Yun didn't speak, just showed a bright smile to Mo Ao, walked up to help him straighten his collar, then patted his shoulder and said.

"I forgot to tell you, the goods we ordered for Anning Road were delivered this morning, a total of 43 giant Caesar frogs, you will be busy tomorrow."

"...You're ruthless!" Mo Ao twitched the corner of his mouth, waved his hand away from Zhao Yun's hand, turned around and walked towards the exit of the tent.

Reluctantly walking towards the exit step by step, Zhao Yun ignored the situation and turned around to clean up the remaining mess in the tent.

There was an abrupt silence in the air.

Just as Mo Ao walked to the curtain of the tent exit, the sudden silence reminded him of the irritability of arguing with Esdesh before.Inexplicably, it seemed that something flashed in his heart, making him stop in front of the curtain.

Mo Ao didn't look back, he said:

"Like, what happened between you and... San Wu?"

Hearing this, Zhao Yun, who was packing up her things, stopped abruptly.

She kept that movement stiff for a few seconds, then turned the chair around, crossed her legs and crossed her arms, staring straight at Mo Ao, her eyes bent into crescent moons, showing a smile that was not a smile.

"What? Want to preach to me again?"

However, to her surprise, Mo Ao just turned around and shook his head with an extremely calm expression.

"Do not,"

"Everyone has their own rules of survival, I have no right to ask. So this time, I will not impose my own ideas on you."

"I can't forgive me for shooting my companion, but you are also my companion."

"So I want to know why, please tell me."

Chapter 170

"..."

Zhao Yun looked at Mo Ao solemnly, with a look on his brow that obviously didn't believe Mo Ao's words.

"...Do you still remember that I told you that the child's development project was divided into two parts, right?" The oppressive silence lasted for a while, as if he finally believed that Mo Ao was not joking , Zhao Yun smiled and said.

"...Naturally remember."

"Among them, I am responsible for the second half, which is the personality compilation of superhumans, and the first half is responsible for the carrier cultivation of superhumans. I am responsible for the second half, and the project took five years. Do you know how long the first half took?"

"..." Mo Ao didn't answer, but just listened quietly.Of course, Zhao Yun didn't intend to get a reply, so she continued.

"60."

"The cultivation of superhuman bodies has been carried out for 60 years. It was a crazy project that started almost when the biochemistry science was just developed in our country. During this period, it was stopped twice and the chief project leader was changed three times. In the end, Final results in 2008."

"And the fourth person in charge of this project is the last person in charge who led the project to success—and also the person who actually created the child's body...."

"It's my father."

"!" The unexpected answer caused Mo Ao's pupils to constrict violently. "you!......"

He faintly felt that he understood something, but he opened his mouth, but in the end he didn't say anything, just continued to listen.

"It's not an interesting story, 23 years ago...or 24 years ago? Whatever, it's been too long since I've been in the Lord God space. Time has blurred. At that time, my mother had just conceived me, and my father It is also at the most proud period of his career. One day, my father received a call from the country and invited him to participate in a top-secret project."

"The story in the middle is very boring. It's nothing more than psychological struggles such as how to serve the family and the country. I can't remember the specifics. Anyway, I heard them from others. In short, my father accepted the call."

"Then he disappeared for 15 years."

"He didn't come back when I was born; he didn't come back when I remember; he didn't come back when grandpa passed away; he still didn't come back when my mother was seriously ill."

"I will never forget that day. I was suddenly called to the hospital and found that my grandma and many relatives were outside. I don't remember how I walked there, nor what they said. At that time, I seemed to be lost. Hearing ability, I just feel that the world is spinning. Then I walked into the ward alone, and my mother sat on the hospital bed and smiled at me."

"She said she didn't take good care of me."

"She said, let me be strong in the future."

"She said, let me not blame my father."

"She kept holding my hand, not much strength, but holding it very tightly. She talked to me a lot, a lot. I don't know how long time passed, until she finished speaking, until she grabbed me Let go of your hand until the heart rate monitor next to you sounds an alarm."

"That man never came back after all."

"At that time, I didn't know why he couldn't come back, but I didn't blame him. I was told from birth that my father was a very amazing person, but I never saw it. After my mother died, I just think of myself as an orphan, living with my grandma, and my relatives are all good people, so it’s not a difficult life.”

"..." Hearing this, Mo Ao hesitated to speak, but he didn't say anything in the end - he was not qualified to make any comments on this.

"You don't need to think about exposing my scars, and you don't need to try to comfort me. I have heard too many truths, and I didn't understand them when I was young, but after that, many people have given me psychological adjustment." Speaking of this, Zhao Yun seems to be Thinking of something, a sarcastic and self-deprecating smile appeared on his face. "After all, I am also a precious scientific researcher!"

"Later, I learned that my mother's death was really not my father's fault. My father's status was comparable to a national hero, and my mother was a family member of a hero. My child support and tuition fees were all taken care of by the state. For my mother The country cares more about her disease than anyone else, and everything is the best, and everyone is trying their best to cure her. She died because the medical treatment was not advanced enough at that time. There will always be, only exist in a certain period of time, the common sorrow of patients and doctors."

"And then, when I was sixteen. That man came back."

"Without any sign or notice, just so abruptly, a strange middle-aged man appeared at my home. He looked at me with guilt and a sense of humbleness in his eyes, but I didn't know he was Who. In fact, it was quite difficult to accept at the time, and a person suddenly appeared and said that he was my father or something."

"But I'm still very happy. Although I still don't know why that man disappeared for 15 years, he is really just like what others told me. He is a very amazing person. Everyone I meet will respect him, and he also Be nice to me. I'm finally not a kid without a father, even though I'm almost 16."

"In the later days, my father began to teach me mathematics, biology and physics. Although it may be a bit narcissistic to say this, I was a genius, so I learned very quickly. It took me three years under my father's guidance to be able to He said that he entered the country's most advanced scientific research circle smoothly, he gave me countless knowledge, brought me to know many powerful uncles and uncles, and tried his best to pave the way for my future."

"Later... my father also fell ill."

"I didn't know until I took over the writing of the child's personality that my father had spent 15 years in that kind of biochemical research project... Heh! Anything related to biochemistry will always be more or less right Doesn't it affect the human body?" Zhao Yun turned her head away with a complicated expression, as if she didn't want Mo Ao to see her current expression.

"He paved the way for me, a glorious and smooth path to become a national hero. Everyone thought I was a super genius beyond my father. But only I knew that the man taught me mathematics, biology, and physics from the beginning. He had already planned it at that time, and the child's personality writing had already been completed 40.00% in the three years since the day the father returned home, before the plan started."

"That man dedicated his life to that child, and I knew that when I actually saw her for the first time."

"So...you hate her for taking your...father?"

"No, I didn't hate her at the time. On the contrary, I felt a strong sense of mission." Zhao Yun said with a pale smile on her face. "That was my father's long-cherished wish in his life, and I am the one who inherits this long-cherished wish. Her body is my father's painstaking efforts, and her personality contains my father's expectations... She is like my sister Same, I like her a lot."

"You basically know what happened later. I lived up to people's expectations. I successfully developed a 1024-bit personality algorithm and logical propositions, and put them into the child's brain to wake her up successfully."

"It may be a bit embarrassing to say, but at first I had ridiculous expectations for that child, I fantasized about the day she woke up and could see me and call my name; I fantasized about working with her and she would be A stronger scientist than me will respond to everyone's expectations of her. I also imagine that one day I can take her to the hospital where my father is, and let her see with her own eyes the man who has devoted her life to her."

"...I'm so naive..." Mo Ao didn't know if he was nervous, but Mo Ao felt as if he heard crying.

"That child is a top-secret project of the country. In addition to adequate confidentiality measures and related protection, there are countless other concerns. In short, that child cannot be exposed to the eyes of the world. The eyes of ordinary people are second. What is important is this project. There is absolutely no way for other countries to know about it. Therefore, that child must stay in the deep underground research institute specially prepared for her, and must not leave even a single step."

"The righteousness of the country, I naturally want to understand. So I gave up the idea of ​​taking her out. Life should go on, it's nothing."

"Until one day... my father's condition suddenly worsened... the doctor said that he might not be able to hold on anymore."

"I asked for leave to be by his side every day, and walked with him through the last period. During the period, he wanted me to ask me about the child's situation many times. Of course, it was the same before. He couldn't get out of bed due to physical reasons. I know He actually wanted to see that kid with his own eyes."

"Finally, I received a notice from my father that he was critically ill. When I rushed to the hospital, the door of the ward had already been closed, and the light [in operation] was always on. At that time, I made a decision."

"It doesn't matter if you are punished, I will bring that child out and let her father see her!"

"..." Zhao Yun paused unnaturally at this point.

"And then?!" Mo Ao couldn't help asking.

"Then she refused." Zhao Yun turned her head, with tears on her face, and said to Mo Ao with a smile.

"The kid said she was busy, she didn't have time, she wasn't done."

"She said to me, Colonel, there is nothing else, and I will excuse you first."

"At that time, I just remembered that she never called my name."

"She called me [Colonel]. Hahahaha..." Zhao Yun couldn't help laughing as she spoke, the laughter made people tremble.

"At that moment, I finally knew what was born from my hands. She would not lose control, she would not have revenge. She is a perfect product, and she will only do things according to the designed principles. Her whole life will be busy Get over it, and she will become the strongest scientist in the world. This is what I made with my own hands, a monster who only knows how to push science forward."

"I don't know how I made it back to the hospital in the end. After the operation, I was alone with my father."

"What a familiar scene, exactly the same as eight years ago."

"The moment the heart rate monitor sounded the alarm, I felt like the whole world collapsed."

"Are you kidding? Is this what took away 15 years of my mother's life, 23 years of my father's life, and my hope?!"

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha......"

"What human reasoning, what national righteousness, it's all bullshit!"

"Give me back my parents!"

"..." Looking at Zhao Yun, who was out of control, Mo Ao stretched out his hand subconsciously, but his usually complacent eloquence seemed to disappear out of thin air, and he couldn't say anything.

Seemingly seeing through Mo Ao's mood, Zhao Yun calmed down with tears all over her face, looked at Mo Ao coldly, and said:

She was my father's heart,

Also my sister,

But I hate her!

Chapter 170 VII

I think it is necessary for me to talk to some people about what is called "whitewashing".When a person does something bad, the author suddenly changes the subject after a while and tells you that he actually did something good. This is called whitewashing.Take Gaitia as an example. Originally, people were doing a good job in the form of burning out, but what they said suddenly later was actually making up for it.Regardless of whether this whitewashing is successful or not, this is called whitewashing.

If a person does something bad, and then tells you that he did it because he had a hard time, this is not whitewashing!Doing bad things is bad from the beginning to the end. Tell you that this person has difficulties and is very pitiful. It is your own business to sympathize or forgive.What the characters themselves do doesn't change.The villain is still a villain, not a good person in the skin of a villain.Understand?

Zhao Yun never defended herself from the beginning to the end. She knew that she was on the wrong path, but she did not intend to repent, nor did she expect forgiveness.If you sympathize with her, it is only your own compassion.I don't want my character to be misunderstood as some weird image, that's all.

that's all!

"Then, here are 43 blades II, click on it." Mo Ao, who was wearing a blood hunter costume and hid his face behind a mask, said to Tazmi in front of him.

"Okay, thank you for your hard work." Although Tazmi was surprised that the person in front of him was dressed strangely, he only regarded it as someone else's professional needs, and he was no doubt there.

"By the way, I'm taking the liberty to ask." After sending someone to receive the humanoid weapon, Tazmi kept Mo Ao who was about to walk away, and asked with a simple smile. "Normally, shouldn't it be the science instructor who came to deliver things?"

"Her..." Mo Ao didn't expect to be asked such a question, so he paused. "It's just a temporary matter. It is said that it is about the handling of some problems in the data. Anyway, I don't know much about it."

Mo Ao uttered the words to death, and Tazmi, who wanted to ask more questions, choked back.

"Then if there's nothing else to do, I have other things to be busy with." Seeing that Tazmi didn't speak, Mo Ao just found an excuse to slip away.

After walking away, Mo Ao pulled down his mask and took off his hat, and involuntarily glanced at Zhao Yun's tent, which was quiet.

With Mo Ao's personality, if Zhao Yun was just busy with data, how could he come over so willingly to help Tazmi deliver the goods.Normally, he would have slipped away after finishing those 43 toads.

It is really that after Zhao Yun lost control of her emotions, she became very quiet...so quiet...in fact, she seemed to be no different from usual.

But she can act like "just pretend nothing happened", Mo Ao can't!To be honest, he doesn't dare to meet Zhao Yun now.

It's not that I understand Zhao Yun's actions, it's really... messy!He finally understood what Wang Yang meant by "family affairs". It's okay if you don't know, but once you know, you don't know what expression to use to face that guy.

People will not be forgiven because they have difficulties, but they can be used to gain goodwill.

For Mo Ao, goodwill is not enough, but malice has basically stopped rising.

... Mess!

If you don't know how to face it, then don't face it for now.For the time being, we can only do this first.

"What are you doing here?" The sudden voice startled Mo Ao, but it was Wang Yang who appeared next to him at some point.