I can't be a trainer, so I have to stand on the field by myself

Some think that no matter what kind of dreams the best horse girls have, they can be forgiven, which in itself will become one of her strong pillars, such as Narita Shirahito, Sky Shrine, Ling Amazon and so on.

And some think that the Night King's pursuit of ideals is romantic enough. The representative figures who hold this kind of thinking are Hao Opera and Admiration Orihime, but apart from the two of them, in fact, the audience for this reason is not at all. few.Because after all, among Ma Niang's group, the number of Romantics is unusually large.

But everything has two sides. Since there are people who appreciate her ideals, there will naturally be people who deny her ideals, and McQueen is obviously on this side.

"Sometimes even I have thoughts about whether I'm being too self-righteous.

How can it be possible to protect all the racehorse girls! ?

Not to mention anything else, even if I only talk about this Japanese Darby, I am afraid that all the participating horse girls have already been hurt by me.After all, I personally tore up the miracle they created!And the dream that supported them to get to this point! "Speaking of this, the Night King gently lifted his bright wrists that were folded on the quilt, and looked at his trembling hands. The silver-white racehorse girl showed a bitter smile at McQueen.

Perhaps on the field, she was really excited by the brilliance of all the racehorse girls, and even off the field because of this excessive excitement, she caused a lot of trouble for others.

But after she woke up in the hospital, she immediately realized how deeply traumatized she had caused the other horse girls this time.

"And you and the Emperor, why aren't you the one who was hurt by me?" Looking at McQueen's more angry gesture than before, the Night King felt as if he could already see the Emperor's loss from her. look like.

"—No!" However, a loud and firm negative voice interrupted the Night King's words.

"Oh!? What are you talking about, McQueen?"

"I'm not right, it's not like this!" As if to let the Night King hear more clearly, McQueen walked to the bedside of the Night King very simply, and brought his face closer to the bed within a foot of the Night King. From a distance, the violet-like beautiful eyes stared straight at the Night King's wine-red eyes and slowly said word by word: "Sorry, Night King, there still seem to be some mistakes and omissions in what I said to you before.

I thought you were just a pretty haughty jerk, but it never occurred to me that you would be such a jerk! ! ! "

"!?" The Night King, who was caught off guard by McQueen's sudden attack, just stared blankly at McQueen's soft and beautiful facial features that are hard to see even if he is so close to her, and opened his eyes slightly. After Zhang Tan spoke, there was no way to say a word.

But in fact, it doesn't matter if she can think about it now, because the Night King really can't understand why McQueen became more angry because of her words.

"It seems that you don't understand why I say that. Then let me tell you directly. Before this, I always thought that the restraint you made to other horse girls in the arena was protected by you Way.

do you know?Although I hate your behavior, I don't deny your efforts for it.And your attitude of hard work has indeed inspired a large number of horse race girls to go to a higher level, which is indeed enough to be called a "guardian".

But your words today made me understand that my imagination all this time was wrong!

Night King, don't you think that all the horse girls other than you are fragile? ?Apart from delicacy and beauty, they don't want us to suffer from any wind and rain, nor do they want us to have any bumps and bumps.

I understand now, what you call protecting the horse girls is to hope that all the horse girls can spin on the track you paved for them!

But can such a horse race girl really be called a horse race girl? ? "Speaking of which, McQueen's face showed a beautiful smile instead, and the Night King had never seen McQueen smiling so beautifully in front of her.

But seeing this smiling face, the Night King didn't feel any warmth, only endless coldness.

"Night King, do you know? This kind of behavior cannot be called "guardian". You are just doing a spoiled act in the name of guardianship.

I finally understand that you are obviously not the only arrogant horse race girl, but why I don't like your arrogance at all.

Because your arrogance is totally different from other people's arrogance!Maybe you haven't noticed it yourself, but in your position, all racehorse girls are exquisite works of art, and you are the one who appreciates and collects us.

That's why you have such an ideal, because in your opinion, all the horse girls are your collection, and you can't tolerate any damage to your collection.

Night King, you are not a Guardian, you are a Collector! "McQueen's tone became more and more cold as she continued to spit out words.

Because after analyzing the night king's meaning of protection, she finally understood what kind of existence the emperor is to the night king. "And among all your collections, the Emperor of the Eastern Sea is the one you like the most.

That's why you get close to her, restrain her, and try to make her into what you like the most, am I right!

Yaoh! ! ! ! ! "

If that's the case, she will never allow the Night King to continue to approach the Emperor!

"——ah, ah——

It's amazing, McQueen, you have perfectly analyzed the hidden emotions of my half body. "In contrast to McQueen's coldness, the wine-red eyes of the Night King became more and more bright red, and the corner of the silver-white racehorse girl's mouth evoked a bewitching smile, and she spoke to McQueen with a cool and sweet voice. Kun said, "You're right, but not quite right.But you can't blame you, you can see that this step is already very powerful.

Because I am an aggregate of contradictions, the collector is indeed a part of me, and the guardian is also a part of me. "

"Hey!? Did you already know what you think? The Night King!?" She didn't show the bewildered or angry reaction she expected, but became more strange and calm. The Night King.

McQueen, who thought he had grasped the situation, couldn't help but take a few steps back, and there was a little panic in Violet's eyes.

But this time, it was the Night King who grabbed McQueen's neat neckline instead.

Even at this time, her strength is still quite weak.

But under the gaze of the Night King's eyes that contained strong emotions that she had never seen before, McQueen only felt that his body couldn't lift the slightest bit of strength at this time, so he was pulled to her again by the Night King in front of.

"I should have been the collector you mentioned, McQueen! Just after that debut game! I should have watched your arena with appreciation, turning it into two parallel but non-intersecting tracks! "The voice of the Night King who said these words contained indescribable complexity.

"But that didn't happen between me and you. Because of you, and the Emperor! You two, pulled me down from that place!

It was the two of you who turned me into a horse race girl, a novice horse race girl who had only debuted for four months!A collector who was pulled into the same position by his favorite collection, and a collector who lost his boundaries because he liked the horse girl too much! "McQueen could feel that there was a hint of sarcasm in the words of the Night King.

But at this moment, she, who was always keen, couldn't tell whether the Night King's ridicule was aimed at her or at herself.

But now she is very clear that she seems to have uncovered a pretty good scar that the Night King has hidden, so that the Night King's emotions are almost out of control!

"I am like this, even if I have nostalgia for what I should have been!? Your analysis of my ideal is indeed not wrong, because that is what I used to be under the guidance of an unrepeatable miracle. The last reverberation that erupted below.

Of course I understand that it is impossible for me to do such a thing, but for me who can't find any goal because of the fragmentation, why can't that be the direction to guide me forward!

And I don't think there's anything wrong with working in that direction either!

Because, because! "The Night King's words became more and more excited and excited, but when he said the last, he suddenly fell down inexplicably.

"Night King!!!" On the other side, McQueen, who was very close to Night King, also became dazed and dazed.Just because in front of her eyes, the Night King's wine-red pupils were already covered with a hazy mist.

"Because, I really like the horse girl, I like the Emperor, and I also like you, McQueen——

If possible, I don't want you to suffer any harm—”

Chapter 270 Seven Because of Desire, So Refused

"Night King...you...why..." cried—

The last two words were choked in McQueen's throat, and there was no way to squeeze them out of her mouth anyway.

At this moment, the only thing she could do was to stare blankly at the pair of sparkling, misty wine-red eyes of the silver-white racehorse girl in front of her.Feeling the wonderful feeling of sadness and love that came directly from the pair of devil eyes to the depths of her heart.

However, no anger is felt.

【Night King, why are you crying!? ?How could she show such a cowardly expression in front of her! ?It shouldn't be like this! ! !Night King, how could it be associated with the word "cry"! ? 】

McQueen's heart was trembling, and his brain was even more chaotic, and his tongue, which was able to speak well before, was unable to squeeze out a logical sentence at this time.Only these few words kept echoing in McQueen's brain.

But this cannot be blamed on McQueen's poor tolerance, because in her inherent impression of the Night King, the Night King can be powerful, powerful, terrifying, cunning, demonic, doting, and arrogant …

If it was a powerful Night King figure, McQueen felt that he could imagine countless ones, but the Night King like this one does not exist in McQueen's conception at all!

because!That's the Night King! ! !

It was the one who defeated her in the field she was best at, took the emperor away from her, and had no defeat in the field so far. Even in such a weak state, she did not show timidity to anyone. To her strong racehorse girl! ! !

No matter how much McQueen hates the Night King, she will not deny the Night King's excellence as a horse race girl.

Therefore, even in her impression of the Night King, tears are definitely the most unsuitable thing for the Night King.

"Night King...you...I..." Time was still passing, but the atmosphere in the ward became more stagnant and cold in the confrontation between the two horse girls.

McQueen slightly opened and closed her mouth, she seemed to want to say something to the Night King, but she didn't know what to say.So much so that the words that finally spit out from the mouth are only left with vague and intermittent fragments.

"Why...what!?" But McQueen was McQueen after all, and after the initial confusion, her head quickly sorted out her chaotic thoughts.

But because of this, there are more questions lingering in McQueen's mind.The words that came out of her mouth were also full of shaking and trembling.

Because, she can't understand!

McQueen could feel that his words had hurt the Night King.But it is actually not that easy to achieve words that hurt people. If the target does not take the speaker to heart, no matter how vicious and hurtful the speaker's words are, the impact that can be caused is at best to make the target Uncomfortable for a few days.

So, why does the Night King value her so much! ?

If, as the Night King said, she valued them so much because she and the Emperor were semi-finished products, shouldn't the feelings conveyed to her at this time be anger or hatred! ?Or is it the joy of revenge success! ?

For she had succeeded in taking and binding the Emperor from her side, and with that bondage both she and the Emperor were tormented.

Obviously, it should be like this! ?But why she couldn't detect these emotions from the Night King! ?

But in the end, and for McQueen, there is one question that matters most.

That is, why just seeing this posture shown by the Night King, her defense against the Night King was completely broken down, and she could no longer bring up any negative emotions towards the Night King in her heart! ?

Because, even her guess about the Night King had gone wrong before.But to her, the Night King is the racehorse girl who took away her fateful opponent that she finally found!

Where did she go and what kind of deviation occurred that caused her to become what she is now! ?

McQueen felt that she had completely lost her mind.

"—Why, huh!?" Faced with McQueen's confused inquiry, the Night King turned his gaze behind her and did not answer.

"Because, McQueen, you don't really hate the Night King—" Because in the next second, another familiar voice sounded from behind McQueen.

"Ah!?" McQueen, who heard the voice, turned his head immediately and looked in the direction of the voice in astonishment, suspecting that he had an auditory hallucination.

Because she clearly remembered that she had locked the door from the inside, and no one else should be able to come in, but she heard the voice of the Emperor here.

"Emperor!? Why, you are here!? No, it should be said, when did you come in and how did you come in!?" At the time of the emperor with a bright smile, she immediately knew that it wasn't that she had auditory hallucinations, but that the emperor had really entered the room.

But, how is it possible! ?

"Ah, McQueen~ I actually didn't hear much. As for how I got in, it should be said that it was thanks to the help of the seniors at Manchester City Cafe." Seeing that McQueen asked in a hurry, he didn't even stand still. Wen walked towards her, and the emperor hurried forward, while supporting McQueen, he looked in the direction of the door with sky blue eyes.

"When did you start holding the spare key of the ward!? Sister Teahouse." Across the door, Ennis Fengshen was looking at the man who put the key into his waist again with very strange eyes. Manchester Cafe.

"After you go back, I asked the nurse to send over the spare key to avoid an emergency." Even though Ennis Fengshen looked at him with strange eyes, the Manchester City Cafe still returned to his original place indifferently. s position.

"This is the exclusive hospital of Central Treisen. What kind of emergency will require you to bring the key." Although Manchester City Cafe responded very calmly, Ennis Fengshen couldn't dispel the doubts in his heart.

"Isn't it, is it useful?" However, Manchester City Cafe immediately replied to Ennis Fengshen with an impeccable reason.

"Well!"

"However, is it really good to just put the emperor in like this? I think if the three of them are together, things will probably get more complicated." After Ennis Fengshen stopped talking, Necha had a little He looked worriedly at Rudolph's symbol and the air tank.

In terms of her very keen intuition in a certain aspect, she always felt that putting the Night King, McQueen and the Emperor together might produce an unpredictable chemical reaction.

But when the emperor proposed the idea of ​​going in, the Rudolph symbol seemed to agree without thinking anything.If it wasn't for the teahouse in Manchester carrying a spare key, she might have ordered the nurses in the hospital to send the spare key over.

"Maybe the situation will indeed develop as you said about the excellent quality. But what does it matter?" Seeing that Necha put his worried eyes on himself, Rudolph showed a smile Reassuring Necha and said: "Whether it is the Night King, McQueen or the Emperor, they are still so young. Even if there is a real conflict between them, there will still be a long time and opportunity to understand each other.

Besides, don't you think it's a better choice to directly expose those hidden thoughts than to hide all your thoughts in your heart with a sullen face all day long and not let others know?

Young people should be more energetic. In the end, Nacha even felt that there was a hidden metaphor in what Rudolph symbolized to her.

"The president is right, this is an opportunity. Especially McQueen, her background and family's long-cherished wish make her more stable than other racehorse girls of the same age, with sharper observation skills and a better understanding of the gap between reality and ideals. Huge gap, understand the importance of taking responsibility.

But if you look at it from another angle, she lacks some things that should be at this age.

It is useless for us to talk about these things, and she can only understand them by herself. "At the same time that Rudolph's symbolic voice fell, Qi Chuo nodded in approval and continued.

"Then let's not talk about it, Emperor, why do you say that I don't hate the Night King. You are always by my side—" Seeing the emperor's half-answered question, McQueen also knew I have no way of knowing how much the Emperor has listened to her conversation with the Night King.Instead, she asked another question that concerned her very much.

"It is because I have always been by your side that I can feel that you have never disliked the Night King, McQueen." However, before McQueen could finish his words, the Emperor had already given a gentle slap. A push and a pull turned McQueen's face towards her to the Night King.

Then he put his hands on McQueen's shoulders, stood on tiptoe hard, and continued in a handsome and cute calm voice: "To be honest, I never understood before. Why do you, McQueen, clearly approve of the night?" King, but every time I see the Night King, I always have to put on a bad attitude and say something to keep the distance from the Night King.

Although McQueen, you said to the Night King because she bound me and widened the distance between you and me.But I know very well that even if this is the case, McQueen, you are definitely not someone who will attack each other with words. "

"It's just that you think highly of me, in fact, as you can see. I am such a sad person who will use vicious words to attack an opponent who is very weak in spirit and body." Listen Upon hearing the Emperor's words, McQueen showed a wry smile on the face of the Night King, resisting the ripples in his heart caused by the Emperor's behavior and words, and said with a self-deprecating smile.

"No, McQueen, you are a responsible, principled, mature and stable horse race girl who clearly knows her goals and has been working hard for them. I told you, I have always looked forward to such a you .

Because it seems to me that you have everything in you that I don't have.This vision, even now, has not changed in any way. "However, McQueen's self-denial was firmly suppressed by the Emperor.

After that, McQueen only heard the Emperor take a deep breath, and continued to say in a deep voice: "But McQueen, you also said that you have always been looking forward to me. That's probably because, on my body There are also things you don't have.

And one of them is probably my straightforward heart.Because McQueen, you always think too much and do too much, sometimes you can't even see yourself clearly.

So, this time, I will tell you what you look like now in my eyes. "

"Emperor... Emperor!!! Don't!" Hearing the words spoken by the Emperor in his ear, McQueen could only feel throbbing in his heart.

This made McQueen deeply understand that what the Emperor told her next was probably true.But at this moment, McQueen, who wanted the answer very much, suddenly flinched. She felt that she no longer wanted to know the answer.

"Your dislike and prejudice against the Night King is because you have been rejecting the Night King and trying to distance yourself from the Night King.

I didn't understand why before, but now, I can understand. "Speaking this sentence again, the emperor's sky blue eyes looked at the night king who was also full of curiosity in the wine red pupils, and he showed a big smile to her and said: "McQueen is very interested in the night king. Your refusal is not out of dislike.In fact, on the contrary, it is McQueen who approves of you too much.

It can even be said that she probably had a longing for you, the Night King, just like she did for me.She probably noticed this very early on, but McQueen is a very principled and reasonable person.

She probably couldn't accept that she had such feelings for you, the Night King.So from behavior to words and deeds, I rejected you Night King in all aspects. "As for when McQueen had such a feeling for the Night King, the Emperor can probably guess it, it should be around the time of the Yayoi Award.

Because McQueen is actually an idealist like the Night King, and the Night King's ideal is too good for the horse girl.The allure she showed in pursuit of her ideals was simply not something McQueen could refuse.

But with the expectations and responsibilities of the family, McQueen is very clear that he must be more down-to-earth.It is absolutely impossible to become like the Night King, so what is shown outside is a strong bottoming out.

"No! It's not like that! I'm for..."