I can't be a trainer, so I have to stand on the field by myself

But the fans who have deified you are different. They only expect you to perform beyond their expectations.And every time you escape from the winner's stage, it will increase their expectations of you.

So, I actually don't want to see you again. "

"Have you been assimilated by their consciousness?" Listening to Shiina Ryoka's words, Night King stared at her with increasingly dark wine red eyes.

In fact, when Shiina Ryoka said that she dressed up as her fans expected, Night King had already faintly felt it.It is not so easy for individual consciousness to control the consciousness of a group. No matter how determined Shiina Ryoka's mind is, it is impossible not to be changed.

"Assimilation? It's not that exaggerated, but my expectations for you and myself have probably been raised by them.

It may have been a forced choice at the beginning, but in front of them, I have indeed become more active, more outstanding, and more attractive, enough to bear everyone's expectations, and it can be said that I am a more ideal self.

Sometimes, I even think, wouldn't it be better to just be like that?

But what makes me contradictory is that based on my knowledge of you, you may not be able to go on stage because of that unspeakable secret, or you may have become a habit of escaping unconsciously.

But no matter what the reason is, the answer is that the possibility of you being able to realize this expectation is terribly low.

So I am afraid to meet you, and the you I am afraid to see are exactly the same as I guessed. "

"So, is that so? Then you see me now, which one do you think I am?" Although the Night King at this time relied on the excellent emotional restraint ability of this body to keep his expression unchanged , but the heart has already set off a stormy sea.

How could she not understand now why she felt repulsive from the first sight of Shiina Ryoka.Because Shiina Liangxiang and Ye Wang can be called the same kind, and the other party has shouldered a responsibility that should have been borne by her, but was given up by her.

Let me ask, facing such Ryoka Shiina, why would she not feel repelled! ?

"After seeing you, I have a glimmer of hope instead. Because you are neither, it's not that you don't want to take on this responsibility, but you can't bear it anymore. Am I right? Night King .

To be honest, it is much better than what I thought before. "But facing the question of the Night King, Shiina Ryoka showed a reassuring smile on her face.

As Night King noticed, Shiina Ryoka is exactly the same kind as her, so now she is even more aware of Night King's own difficulties than some people around Night King.

Chapter 270 Don't Listen, Don't Look, Don't Smell

"——Before today, I never thought that you would be the first to mention this matter to me." The wine red eyes stared blankly at the figure sitting in front of her bed, After being silent for a while, the silver-white racehorse girl finally spoke slowly.

"It's understandable. After all, before today, I was just a name that existed on paper to you." Hearing what the Night King said, Shiina Ryoka nodded in approval.

In fact, before meeting the Night King, even she didn't think that she would know the Night King so well.Got it, enough to make her think she had known the Night King for years.

"Night King, do you know? From the first moment I saw you, I thought we would become friends." Finally, she revealed to the Night King the thoughts that she had been suppressing in her heart all along. Shiina Ryoka only felt that Everything I look at now is extraordinarily fresh and joyful.

Especially when she saw the Night King, the corner of her mouth uncontrollably evoked a beautiful smile and said.

"Really? I don't think it's possible. If you really know me that well, then can you see that I really reject you, or the kind that is completely out of control." But for Shiina Ryoka But the Night King flatly denied it.

The reason is just as she said, even though she has understood the origin of that feeling of repulsion through Ryoka Shiina's confession, Ye Wang found that the rejection of Ryoka Shiina in her heart has not diminished in the slightest.

If there are really people who are born at odds in this world, then Ye Wang thinks it should be like this between her and Shiina Liangxiang.

"I don't think so. After all, do you really think that it's me you're rejecting?" However, Shiina Ryoka didn't care about Night King's attitude of rejecting her.

But as a sign, she still moved a few steps to the back of the bed, and then looked at the Night King again and said with a smile: "Actually, even if you really have this attitude all the time, it is not incomprehensible. After all, after today, the next time , next time, next time, as long as you are still in the game, then I will work hard to try to catch you on the winner's stage.

For such a person, it is only natural for you to feel disgusted by the Night King, isn't it? "

"However, before that, I don't know if I'm lucky enough to have this rare opportunity to listen to you, Night King, how did you get from such a self-willed state to where you are today?" Speaking of this, Shiina Liangxiang's face actually revealed a look of longing and anticipation.

"Didn't you already guess it?" Seeing Shiina Ryoka who was so obvious, Ye Wang couldn't help but feel a little weird.

After all, in her opinion, with Ryoka Shiina's mind and the connection between her and her, even if she didn't say anything, it should be enough to guess her general psychological journey.

"It's not the same, my guess is always just a guess, only when I hear what you tell the Night King with my own ears, the truth will really be established, at least for me.

As you said, Night King, I can feel your rejection of me.Therefore, after this meeting, I will restore the tacit understanding in the past, and limit the intersection between the two parties to the short period from the end of the game to when you leave the stadium.

So, I hope you can fulfill my request.Turn the hazy image in my heart into reality—” Since the first encounter with the Night King, Shiina Ryoka has been drawing the Night King in her heart.

For her, the process of chasing the Night King is like finding the right pieces of a jigsaw puzzle that has not yet been formed. Every piece she collects adds another point to her understanding of the Night King.

But the Night King is not a mature racehorse girl who has been finalized, she has been growing continuously, and Shiina Ryoka has been tracking the growth process of the Night King.

So she could sense something hidden in the Night King, and knew the reason why the Night King escaped from the winner's stage in the first place was self-willed and self-willed, and witnessed the whole process of the Night King from a talented racer girl to a pure white devil king, and even more discovered Now the Night King's reason for fleeing the winner's stage has become very different from the original.

And in the process of chasing, she was also completely captured by the charm of the Night King and became her most die-hard fan.She can be sure that she really likes the Night King very much, so, facing such an opportunity to confirm her guess, she can't let it go anyway.

"—Actually, there's really nothing interesting, and things should be roughly the same as you think.

At the beginning, I simply didn't want to be on the winner's stage to perform. As you said, at that time, I was extremely self-willed and self-willed.

This situation should have continued until after the Diamond Cup to decide the winner with McQueen. After defeating McQueen, I became confused about myself for the first time.

As you know, in the few games before and after my debut, I was in an overwhelmingly insufficient state in terms of experience and skills.

But I am like this, but I beat the Emperor of the East China Sea who came back from the emperor, the overlord Meshiro McQueen who won the long distance race, and many other Central Race Horse Girls who gave far more effort and time than me them. "Speaking of this, the Night King seemed to recall the feeling that before he met Ulala, his heart seemed to be blocked, and he was so heavily suffocated that he couldn't breathe.

There was a bitter smile on the corner of her mouth, and her wine-red eyes, which became more and more mellow, looked at Ryoka Shiina. He said slowly: "You said, at that time, I was only relying on my talents and half-hearted efforts to surpass them. Am I really qualified to stand on the throne full of glory and brilliance and let them dance for me!?"

"Although I am not a horse racing girl, as a staff member who has been working on the winner's stage for nearly ten years. I have also seen countless horse racing girls galloping on the field with my eyes.

Therefore, I can assure you that you are qualified to stand in that position, Night King. Even though Shiina Liangxiang, who was watched by the Night King, felt the strong blockage that almost made her hypoxic, she still gritted her teeth and asserted to the Night King: "You won the victory without breaking any rules. And other people also recognized this result, that is enough, isn't it?

Because this is the rule that belongs to horse racing girls, "One horse takes the lead, ten thousand horses loses glory", no one has ever stipulated that only the hardest racing horse girl can win the race, and only the strongest horse racing girl can win.And Night King, your strength is genuine! "

"—Maybe, what you said is right. But unfortunately, at that time, I couldn't see through this. So I turned my eyes away from the fans who supported me.

Not because they did anything wrong, but because I didn't think I deserved that honor. Shiina Liangxiang's words are undoubtedly very convincing, but the Night King is very clear that even if she heard these words at the beginning, she will never be relieved. Because her situation is too special and difficult to explain .

"Suck——breath—breath————" As the topic progressed, Night King finally moved away from meeting Ryoka Shiina's eyes. After getting rid of the terrible feeling of suffocation, Ryoka Shiina The time is even limited to continuous deep breathing, so that my lungs can receive as much oxygen as possible, and I can't even squeeze out the time to speak for a while.

But even though she couldn't speak, her brain was still immersed in that horrible and exciting, short and absurd experience. For people like them who can't feel the field, the most curious thing is undoubtedly the words spoken by the horse racing girls. Yes, what kind of existence is the field held by the Night King.

Horror, oppressive, powerful, absolute oppressive force, as if shrouded in the night, sometimes inexplicably feel a kind of warmth, there will be a weird feeling of being watched by the Night King...etc , these are the impressions Ryoka Shiina got after visiting some horse racing girls who have raced against the Night King.

Shiina Ryoka once also thought about whether this is because the horse racing girls over exaggerated the Night King's ability due to the improvement of their senses in a competitive state close to the limit.

But now, she understood that it was because her previous imagination was too lacking.Just a look from the Night King has such an effect, not to mention the mysterious field that she can't feel! ?

Seeing that Shiina Liangxiang was no longer calm at this time, Ye Wang couldn't help but draw a smile on the corner of his mouth.The emotional resonance just now was naturally her deliberate effort. Since Shiina Ryoka wanted to know her true self, she was of course not stingy about letting the other party see the tip of her iceberg.

Of course, this is only one aspect, on the other hand, she was a little displeased with Shiina Ryoka's indifferent look, and for a while she couldn't help feeling a little sadistic.I don't know if this is also due to the repulsion towards Shiina Ryoka.

"However, the current you are not avoiding the winner's stage for that reason." But Shiina Ryoka is worthy of being called the "Night Chaser" woman. After taking a deep breath to calm her breath, she Immediately, he asked the Night King again.

What's more, the Night King seemed to see a little excitement on her face, and this discovery made the Night King a little creepy.

"That's right, I'm no longer obsessed with that problem, and I have a few horse girls who have helped me a lot. Now I am like you said before, just not taking more responsibility It’s just my ability.” At this point, the Night King’s face showed a deep apology: “Don’t watch, don’t listen, don’t smell, this is how I treat my fans now. I know , which is very excessive.

But even I can feel it myself, now I am like a runaway train, I have put all my heart into protecting the horse girl, and the next chrysanthemum reward is the most important thing for me to fulfill my dream platform!

Before I got to that stop, I was absolutely!absolute! !absolute! ! !It is impossible to slow down to take in anything superfluous!I will not allow myself any problems! ! ! "

While saying these words, the images of all the opponents from Yayoi to Japan Darby flashed through the Night King's mind in an instant.

Whether they are strong or weak, whether they have threatened her or not, she still remembers the appearance and names of all the horse girls who have raced with her.And today, the miracle that happened on Darby in Japan has been deeply engraved in her mind.

And all of this is just to remind her herself how many horse race girls she has trampled on before finally getting to where she is today!

Too much!For this limited desire, she has invested too much!

So now she can't bear the slightest risk that may affect her state, let alone prepare for a triumphant live that meets the fans' expectations!

Therefore, not listening, not seeing, not smelling, became the only choice the Night King had.

At the same time, Shiina Ryoka was also staring blankly at the Night King leaning on the back of the bed.Ever since she entered the room, she found that the Night King's expression had changed very slightly.

The way the Night King expresses his emotions is basically only through his eyes and the corners of his mouth, which is the type that can be easily missed if you don't observe her carefully.

Coupled with her very gentle way of speaking to everyone, Shiina Ryoka even felt that the Night King would not have huge mood swings.

But now, she realized that her previous imagination was completely wrong, because at this moment, the Night King in her eyes was simply a flame of emotion!If she hadn't seen it with her own eyes, she probably wouldn't have believed that the Night King would have such a violent emotional outburst!

However, this also means that there is no falsehood in what the Night King said that he put all his heart into the horse girl.

Chrysanthemum appreciation, right?

Although I don't know what will happen after the Chrysanthemum Award, Shiina Ryoka has already deeply realized that before the end of the Chrysanthemum Award, no matter what method is used to try to make the Night King stand on the stage of the winner, it will be of no use to the Night King meaning of.

However, the next match of the Night King should be the Chrysanthemum Award——

"So, now I can no longer give even a little heart to the fans who support me.

If you feel angry and want to blame me for treating you like this, I can understand and I am really sorry. "This apology has been buried in the night king's heart for a long time.

It can even be said that even the Night King himself didn't know that such strong emotional fluctuations would erupt during the process of her confiding.

Perhaps, choosing to communicate with Shiina Ryoka is indeed a good thing.

"—Maybe other people will be angry with you for saying this, but I won't. Rather, it's great that you, the Night King, are so similar to the picture of you in my mind!

And it's really great to hear you tell me about this in person!Otherwise, even if I can guess the result, I will never really understand how much effort you put into it.

You are just as I imagined, you gave everything for the horse girl, really, that's great! "But facing the attitude of the Night King who is willing to accept punishment, Shiina Ryoka not only did not show any anger, but instead had a smile that made the trip worthwhile.

Before coming here to meet the Night King, she had all kinds of hesitation and worry in her heart, fearing that the Night King she saw was far from the one she imagined, afraid of what she had been chasing, what fans expected What is there is just a phantom that does not exist at all and is infinitely beautified by them.

But at this moment, what exists in her heart is incomparable satisfaction and a touch of regret.Satisfied with what she saw, she realized that the Night King himself was the one she had always imagined.

Satisfied with this, the Night King may one day indeed be able to achieve the heights her fans expect, and what they are chasing is not just a phantom.

But it's also a pity that the night king's heart is all tied to the horse race girls, and he can no longer spare the slightest for them.

"I don't blame you for being like this, because you have tried your best. But as a night chaser who shoulders the expectations of all fans, I can't just leave empty-handed like this.

So, although it is despicable to use your apology, but Night King, can you make an agreement with me? "While saying these words, Shiina Ryoka couldn't help feeling in her heart, if it was just herself, Shiina Ryoka would definitely be satisfied and go back home.

But standing here at this time, she represents not only her alone, but the will of all the fans who are looking forward to the Night King, so she must fight for the share that the Night King fans deserve that power.

"Promise, huh!? Although I can roughly guess what it is, please tell me the specific content." Ryoka Shiina said it so clearly, the Night King will naturally not fail to guess that it is the stage with the winner related agreement.

"Yes, the promise. If you are caught by our night chasers in the game after the Chrysanthemum Award.

May I ask you to be willing to step onto the winner's stage and present your best performance to the fans who support you? "And hearing the reply from the Night King, the smile on the professional beauty's delicate face became even sweeter.

Because she knew that since the Night King was willing to ask about the specific content of the agreement, it meant that she had the idea of ​​accepting it, otherwise she just had to refuse it directly.

"—I, I promise you. If you can really catch me." Shiina Ryoka's conditions were more relaxed than Night King expected. To be honest, she had already prepared Shiina Ryoka's meeting. Put forward a request to let her go on stage directly after the chrysanthemum appreciation.

Of course, she was also able to see what the other party was thinking, and she also noticed the limit of her own acceptance, replacing the only one chance with having to go on stage as long as she was caught.

However, no matter how talented the Night Chaser is, she is far from reaching her limit.

So, she chose, accept!

Chapter 270 Four Outside the Door

On the channel of Central Treyson College, which has always been cold and even gave birth to many ghost stories, it has changed from the mysterious atmosphere of the past and has become very lively.

"Senior Ulala, what are you doing?" While Night King and Shiina Ryoka were talking in the room, the people standing in the corridor outside the ward were not idle.

For example, now, Neiqia looked at the little pink horse girl who had already leaned her petite body against the cold door, and her pricked right ear was completely attached to the door. Said a little helplessly.

"Huh? It's nothing. Ulala just wants to try. If I put my ears on the door like this, can I hear the voices in the room." Hearing Necha's inquiry, Ulala trembled first. After counting the idle left ear, he shifted his gaze to Neiqia, and said in a very righteous tone.

"That, that! Ulala, did you hear what Sister Liangxiang and the Night King were talking about!?" Hearing the conversation between the two of them, he woke up shortly after he was carried out of the room by Ryo Pinggong Akiyama Hui suddenly asked very positively.

She was the only one among the people present who was taken out of the room involuntarily, which also caused her to have twice as many doubts as anyone else about why Ryoka Shiina communicated with the Night King so mysteriously. curious.

"If you are curious about the topic between the two of them, why don't you stay in the room? I think as long as Senior Ulala speaks, the Night King will definitely consider it." Curious, she asked Ulala helplessly.

Although there is not much opportunity to communicate with Junya Sannomiya's small circle at ordinary times, even in several contacts, this intelligent and introverted racer girl still noticed that Ulala has a very special feeling in Junya Sannomiya's heart. status.

Then, she can naturally get some privileges from the Night King.

"Ha - no, the hospital's sound insulation measures are really good. I can't hear what the people inside are saying at all." After a small sigh, Ulala finally changed and stuck close to the door. He straightened up, and then turned around behind him and gave Akiyama Megumi a disappointing answer in his light red pupils full of expectation.

"Well, if Ulala really wants to stay, Sister Night King will definitely agree.

But in that case, it will definitely add more troubles to Sister Night King. She has worked very hard today, and Ulala doesn't want to make Sister Night King worry too much because of her own reasons. "After replying to Qiu Shanhui, Wu Lala turned her head to look at Nei Qia and replied seriously.

"—Indeed, that's the case. I'm sorry, I didn't think too much about it." Hearing what Ulala said to her seriously, Neizhen spoke again after a long silence apologized.

Not only because she just said some thoughtless things, but also because she equated her level with Twin Turbo just because of Ulala's straightforward behavior. .

In fact, before she met the Night King, she had no connection with Ulala, a repeater who was several years older than her.

But through the rumors of Ulala in the school in the past, she also roughly sketched a picture of Ulala in her heart.

The Ulala in Necha's imagination should be lively, cheerful, helpful, and hardworking.In fact, the real Ulala did roughly match her imagination.

The only thing that Nei Qia didn't expect was that the mobility of this petite senior was comparable to that of a twin turbo.No, considering the difference in stamina, Ulala's mobility is probably better than that of the twin turbos!

This also caused Nei Qia, who had been taking care of the twin turbos very smoothly, to unknowingly substitute himself into the perspective of the protector.But in fact, in these aspects, Urala does not know how much higher than the twin turbo.

Rather, if the pony girl in her family could be as caring and trouble-free as Wu Lala, she might wake up laughing in her sleep.