Osamu Dazai

"is it okay?"

"Is there anything I can do, I can't rest just sitting there."

"Uh-huh……"

Although it is true... the shoulders, the shoulders and the like are about to touch each other.

Being called, I had no reason to be unhappy, and while suppressing my joy and nervousness, I sat down next to Ayanokouji-kun.

Accompanied by the wind, the scent of Ayanokouji-kun floated into his nose slightly.

Sakura Airi, this may be the most stressful moment in my life...!

"Nature is amazing...it takes a lot of time just to walk around."

Squeezed out a voice to ease the tension.

Needing to think of something else, I feel like my face is about to turn red like an octopus.

Ayanokouji-kun stared at the front with a look of being slightly lost in thought.

I unconsciously stared at Ayanokouji-kun's side face, and expressed my thoughts.

"When I set off on a trip, I was very depressed at first. I didn't have much fun traveling without friends. But I thought it would be good to just stay in the room. Because then it would be the same as usual. But it became like this , I was told that it was an exam..."...

I was also taken aback, what a big discovery.I didn't expect to be able to say such things to anyone like this.

That is why ah.Why was it possible to tell Ayanokouji-kun?

"But now... I feel a little bit "it's okay". After all, there are very few opportunities to talk to Ayanokouji-kun like this in school..."

Things that would never be said in normal words will be said.

"If only it could go on like this—"

Ah, this is the truth...without falsehood, how I feel right now.

"yes"

Although Ayanokouji-kun didn't turn around, he answered me gently.

This short sentence made my heart feel warm and comfortable.

I make a strong wish, hoping to preserve the mood and situation at this moment.

"Uuuu...so sorry"

"What's wrong?"

What I said made me feel anxious, Ayanokouji-kun cared about my appearance and turned around.

"I thought that if I had a digital camera, I would be able to take the best picture..."

Obviously if that's the case, maybe we can take a group photo.

"But it wouldn't be good if I took pictures too."

"Because Ayanokouji-kun is here, I feel that I can take the best picture... Ah! No! That, because I didn't take pictures with my friends, that's what I mean!"

There is nothing inappropriate at all, it is better to say that because I want to shoot together, I can't help but raise the volume.

Shy, I turned my head away.

Now I can no longer look at Ayanokouji-kun's face.

Although it's not like this, I can say it with a great look...

But—God, please give me some more... this warm and tender time.

I couldn't help but make a wish.

Prologue Megumi Karuizawa's monologue

As a result, even entering this school did not change anything.

No, maybe I didn't intend to change from the beginning.

For better or worse, I am the same as I was then.

The reason is very simple.

Because I know myself well.I know all about the pros and cons.

I also know that girls and boys don't like me.

I know everything clearly, but I don't intend to change.

But that's okay too.

Because I've become less of a pain.

If I want to say why, it is because I am looking forward to it so much.

I stepped out of the shower in the guest room, and stood in front of the mirror without even caring about the water dripping on my skin.

How many times have I thought about breaking the mirror?

Whenever he saw the old wound on his flank, the terrifying past would stick his head out.

I felt dizzy and wanted to vomit, so I held onto the sink and vomited out.

Why did I have to experience that kind of thing?

Why do I have to suffer like this?

Why, why, why—I keep repeating this sentence.

Repeating this meaningless sentence.

The past cannot be changed.

Nobody can change.

Gods are cruel.

My personality was destroyed after that nightmare, I lost my youth, friends and self.

I have to fix that mistake.

No matter how annoying it is, it's better than being in the same situation again.

I don't need any youth.

I don't need any friends.

The important thing is to protect yourself.

For this, I will do whatever is necessary.

I am—a parasite, a weak creature that cannot survive alone.

Chapter 1 Joint Concept (for subscription)

Plant around eight o'clock in the evening.

After Osamu Dazai finished his conversation with Houtaro Oreki, he returned to the room, where Kiyotaka Ayanokouji was also in the room.

"I'm planning to set up a club, do you want to join?" Osamu Dazai turned around suddenly and asked.

Ayanokōji Kiyotaka first looked left and right, and after confirming that Osamu Dazai was talking to him, he said, "What's the use?"

"I'm going to release the news that in addition to the student union, there is another secret society that controls the school, and the members of this society are all the leaders of the class. How about it? Isn't it interesting?" Osamu Dazai Said with excitement, he felt that he had come up with a good idea.

Ayanokōji Kiyotaka thought about it, there is a secret organization outside the student union, such a society is indeed very interesting, it can bring a sense of mystery and fear to others.

"Then who else are you going to invite in this club?" Ayanokōji Kiyotaka asked curiously.

"Hmm... Horikita from Class D, let's do it for now." Osamu Dazai said.

Because Osamu Dazai really didn't want to invite other people, firstly because he was not familiar with him, and secondly because he didn't trust him.

Ayanokōji Kiyotaka: "..."

Sure enough, it is a club full of central figures in the class, even if there is only one person.

Horikita Suzune has already been promoted to one of the central characters of Class D when Class D got No.1 in the uninhabited island exam.

Because they all thought that the one who united with Osamu Dazai was Horikita Suzune.

"Where's Ichinose? Didn't you invite her to join the student council?" Ayanokōji Kiyotaka asked.

He felt that if Osamu Dazai was going to set up this secret society, Hoonami Ichinose should be in the position. She is not only the leader of Class B, but also the secretary of the student union. There should be no reason for Osamu Dazai not to invite Hoonami Ichinose.

"I haven't tested her potential yet. It just so happens that you can test her for me during the exam. If she performs well, I will take her with me." Osamu Dazai said.

Osamu Dazai has not made an estimate of Ichinose Hoonami's ability at present, so he plans not to invite for the time being, but if there is Ayanokōji Kiyotaka as a test, and if Ichinose Hoonami can see through, then she is eligible to join this secret society .

"How do you know that Ichinose Hoonami will take the exam with me?" Ayanokōji Kiyotaka asked, frowning.

He doubted whether Osamu Dazai had the inside story about the test on the ship, because they had analyzed before that on a ship, there was no physical test, etc., so only the mental test could be carried out.

Moreover, it is very likely to be a group test, because the test on the uninhabited island is based on the class as a group, so it will not be conducted on the ship.

The rest can only be individual exams and group exams. However, individual exams have different abilities, so the school may conduct group exams for the sake of fairness.

"Because of the existence of Master Hoshinomiya." Osamu Dazai explained.

Hoshinomiya-sensei has been watching Ayanokouji Kiyotaka all the time, if Dazai Osamu hadn't stopped Hoshinomiya-sensei on the island at that time, then she might have further let Ayanokouji Kiyotaka come out.

But in the test on the uninhabited island, Class D and Osamu Dazai are the most dazzling, and Hoshinomiya-sensei has always been suspicious of Kiyotaka Ayanokoji, so Ichinose Hoonami may be sent to reconnaissance. …

Don't doubt whether the teacher has this ability. The teaching staff cannot modify the rules, but the teaching staff are also within the rules, so they can also do some things that are allowed within the rules.

For example, Osamu Dazai used an agreement to restrain Mashima-sensei last time, and asked him to help him complete part of the plan.

Then Hoshinomiya-sensei may use other methods to send Ichinose Hoonami over to monitor Ayanokōji Kiyotaka this time.

Ayanokōji Kiyotaka nodded, understood Dazai Osamu's meaning, and he also felt that Mr. Hoshinomiya was not as natural as he seemed, and he must have the ability to be the class teacher of Class B.

"Okay, I promise you, but I won't join that club for the time being." Ayanokōji Kiyotaka said.

Because he didn't know what Osamu Dazai wanted to do in establishing this club. Anyway, Osamu Dazai was not like the kind of person who could relax.

"Forget it, you will join sooner or later." Osamu Dazai said with a smile.

One of his goals in establishing this club is to unite the entire first grade in the future.

The third grade is led by the student council president Horikita Gaku, but the way he leads is only because of his status as the student council president, so his influence in class A is great, but not solid in other classes.

The second grade is led by Nanyun Ya, the vice president of the student union. The class he led was promoted from the original class B to class A, so the members of other classes are very convinced by him, and the leadership is very perfect.

And the first grade didn't have a clear leader, most of them were just leaders from within the class.

Although Osamu Dazai is the vice president of the student union, the current first-year members need to undergo a process of integration, so he wants to conduct another aspect of leadership on the path of the central figure of the class.

"First of all, let's hit each central character until he is convinced." Osamu Dazai thought to himself.

And Osamu Dazai felt that Banliu Youqi would not let him down.

After all, this is an excellent opportunity to suppress.

Ayanokōji Kiyotaka smiled slightly, although he also thought he would join, but not now.

"Do you want something?" Osamu Dazai asked Kiyotaka Ayanokōji.

After all, the last time he ate was yesterday, and it was already night, and Osamu Dazai hadn't eaten anything yet.

"Are you sure you don't go to the infirmary first and have your arm treated?" Ayanokōji Kiyotaka said.

Osamu Dazai's arm is still fixed with the simple splint before, and it has not been replaced.

"Hmm... that's right, let's go to the infirmary first, I don't know if the doctor has changed." Osamu Dazai looked down at his arm and said.

As soon as Ayanokōji Kiyotaka opened the door, a person came in. It was their roommate Yosuke Hirata.

"Are you going out?" Hirata Yosuke asked with some doubts.

"Yes, I will accompany Dazai to the infirmary." Ayanokōji Kiyotaka said flatly.

Hirata Yosuke glanced at Dazai Osamu's arm and understood what was going on.

"Well... If you can, you can come to the XXXX box directly after going to the infirmary. We have prepared a celebration banquet there, and I would like to invite you to attend." Hirata Yosuke explained the reason for his return.

Because this was the first big victory of their Class D, someone proposed to hold a celebration banquet, and Hirata Yosuke also agreed to this decision, after all, all the food on this ship is free.

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