Osamu Dazai

It wasn't love, of course—it was darkness.

"You were a bullied person in the past. You have been bullied all the time in elementary school and middle school, so this time you are firmly determined not to be bullied, right?" Ayanokōji Kiyotaka stared at Karuizawa Hui's eyes said.

"You, did you hear about it from Hirata-san...?" Megumi Karuizawa said in horror.

She didn't expect Hirata Yosuke to betray her.

Chapter 82 Megumi Karuizawa's Once

"Hirata is everyone's partner anyway. He will help you, but he will also help others.

Even though you took the seat of Hirata's girlfriend and your status in Class D is guaranteed, if it turns out to be like this, that guy won't be useful.

That said, the object isn't enough if you're going to parasitize. "Ayanokōji Kiyotaka said.

But Megumi Karuizawa is smarter than anyone else thinks.

It is precisely because she understands that Hirata Yosuke is a neutral figure, she didn't mess around in the rabbit group at the beginning.

That's why she acted peacefully at first.

However, she was out of luck.

The quarrel with the girl Ewha in order to boast of his status is connected to this commotion.

She might not be able to show her weak side in front of Satsuki Shinohara and the others.

"What... why are you talking so self-righteously!" Karuizawa Megumi said anxiously.

"Self-righteous? Of course.

You better be in control of where you are.Who is this person in front of you now?Not Hirata, but me.

I know everything about your bullying past, your hypocritical relationship with Hirata, and how you cried when you were bullied by Manabe and the others just now. "

Ayanokōji Kiyotaka repeated the words [self-righteous], which seemed to be very funny.

Everything Karuizawa Megumi didn't want people to know, let others know.

In other words, she was in a state where someone grabbed her heart and handed over the power of life and death.

"That is to say, if you take a smug attitude towards me, I can reveal it at any time." Ayanokōji Kiyotaka's palm gradually increased.

Karuizawa Megumi should know best how terrifying this is.

"Don't, don't be kidding! Who do you think you are!" Karuizawa Megumi shouted.

"I know the facts." Ayanokouji Kiyotaka said in a low tone. "That's all. That's all that matters, right?"

Then, Ayanokōji Kiyotaka moved his face close to her cheek.

And the moment Karuizawa looked away and turned his face away, he grabbed her chin and forced her to meet his gaze.

She couldn't take it anymore and tried to turn her head, but she couldn't move even if she was pinned down by the man.

So Megumi Karuizawa chose to close her eyes to avoid Ayanokoji Kiyotaka's eyes.

"What! What do you want to do to me! Do you want my body!"

"Body? Maybe that's good too."

Ayanokoji Kiyotaka quickly moved his fingertips and touched Megumi Karuizawa's thigh.

This soft touch really made Ayanokōji Kiyotaka unable to imagine that both of them were human beings.

This texture is obviously different from what I know, and the body possessed by Ayanokouji Kiyotaka.

"do not want!"

Karuizawa Megumi struggled to free herself, her feet escaped Ayanokouji Kiyotaka's hand.

After Ayanokōji Kiyotaka confirmed this, he fixed her chin even harder, making her face look directly at him.

"Don't run away. If you run away next time, I will immediately spread everything about you all over the school."

Because of these magical words, Megumi Karuizawa's body stiffened as if being bound.

"Woo, um... woo..."

Anger, fear, dread, despair. …

Ah, how many burdens is Karuizawa carrying at the same time?

Ayanokōji Kiyotaka has been very docile in campus life so far, so she should also be terrified by this drastic change in her existence.

"Thighs spread."

When Ayanokouji Kiyotaka ordered, Karuizawa Megumi immediately shed big tears, and at the same time slowly opened her legs.

She realizes that she will be raped (river crab) here, but still wants to protect her position in the class.

The pain of being bullied won out.

Here is the proof.

Ayanokōji Kiyotaka deliberately put his hand on the belt, making a rattling sound.

Still, Karuizawa returns and does not intend to escape.

She desperately wanted to accept the fact, looked at Ayanokōji Kiyotaka with dejected eyes, and muttered to herself.

That's right.

Megumi Karuizawa is an excellent talent who can be used very much.

Ayanokouji Kiyotaka did not regard her body as a goal.

He was only threatening her after all.

He had to make her realize that if he forced her to do something, she had to do everything.

Karuizawa Megumi already understands it very well by now.

Exposing your true nature now is a risk.

Karuizawa Megumi changed Ayanokouji Kiyotaka's position by denouncing Ayanokouji Kiyotaka to the school, which is very likely to happen.

However, this girl couldn't do it.

She is most afraid of her past and losing her status.

If it was to protect this secret, she would even agree to the request of sacrificing her body.

The secret is to have such weight.

"I won't accept it...I'm not being bullied by someone like you...I'm just being spoiled by your weak point, by a pervert who just wants to do whatever he wants!"

Megumi Karuizawa shouted like this, it was like a roar from the heart.

"It's not bad, and it's not the first time I've been forced by someone like this..."

Karuizawa Megumi smiled self-deprecatingly, and then took the initiative to look into Ayanokōji Kiyotaka's eyes.

"Hehe... Hey, do you know? When someone presents a reality that cannot be saved by their own strength, how will they react..."

Karuizawa Megumi's trembling body took the initiative to hug Ayanokouji Kiyotaka, while smiling sullenly, looking at him with dark eyes.

"I'll give up resisting. I'll just think without emotion—yes, I'm being preyed on. Even crying and making a scene, I can't do anything, I just accept everything."

In order to accept this fact, Karuizawa Megumi lifted up her skirt and put her hands on her breasts.

Ayanokōji Kiyotaka grabbed Karuizawa Megumi's slender and weak arm, and pressed her against the wall inside the ship and asked:

"What was done to you? What have you suffered in the past?"

He was a little curious about the woman in front of him.

"What is it? ... There are all kinds of things.

Pushpins in indoor shoes, animal carcasses in desk drawers.

After entering the toilet, they were splashed with dirty water, and their uniforms were written with words such as silver chaos or beating women.

Hair pulled, punched and kicked for granted, just about every bullying you can imagine.

There are too many to count and even what I just said is only a small part.

You are so gentle that it even makes me want to laugh.Do you want to laugh?

Try laughing at me for being a bullied disgrace. "

Karuizawa Megumi roared angrily at first, and then changed into a pitiful tone.

Hearing this, Ayanokōji Kiyotaka couldn't help sighing in his heart.

Despite being treated like this, it's a blessing that she can stand up again and plan to fight again.

It is precisely because the core is so strong that this guy decided to stand up again and enter high school.

That should be it.

But... just like this, there will be some things that cannot be fully proved.

PS: Go to see volume 13.

Chapter 83 A New Host

"Is this really the only suffering you have suffered?" Ayanokōji Kiyotaka asked.

"Huh... what?"

"Only what you just said?"

Ayanokōji Kiyotaka couldn't help but vaguely feel that there should be something that really broke her heart.

The abnormal look of fear made him feel that Karuizawa Megumin had other reasons that he hadn't proved clearly yet.

Megumi Karuizawa might be hiding something that could rival handing over her body.

"What are you hiding?" Ayanokouji Kiyotaka said this sentence word by word.

"W-nothing..."

Megumi Karuizawa said in a panic, and due to nervousness, she put her head and eyes on her left abdomen for a moment.

Ayanokouji Kiyotaka did not miss this point, stretched his hand over, and touched that part from outside her uniform.

"Stop, stop!"

Her shouts echoed through the rough iron-paneled hallway.

However, Ayanokōji Kiyotaka felt confident because of this reaction, so he grabbed the uniform and pulled it up.

There are disproportionately bright scars on her beautiful skin, and there are deep marks on her body that look like they have been cut by a sharp knife.

"This is your shadow." Ayanokōji Kiyotaka suddenly said.

"Uh, uh, uh...!"

Seeing this scar, Megumi Karuizawa felt like vomiting.

It's not the kind of wound that a child bullying can settle down with.

This deep scar even exudes a life-threatening atmosphere.

Despite holding on to the past, this guy still showed perseverance and stood up.

Ayanokōji Kiyotaka has been observing this woman named Karuizawa Megumi nearby for the past few days.

This guy forcibly wins over her surroundings for her own survival, and even if she is hated by others, she still tries to continue guarding that throne.

"There are many types of despair." Ayanokōji Kiyotaka turned Karuizawa Megumi's face in front of him, "The thing you experienced is undoubtedly despair."

The shadow in Megumi Karuizawa's heart, her gaze - met the eyes of Kiyotaka Ayanokouji.

People with shadows in their hearts will attract each other, and then erode each other.

In the end, people with shadows in their hearts will understand and tolerate each other's shadows.

"You, how are you...!"

If Megumi Karuizawa was bound by the past, all Qingtaka Ayanokouji had to do was to forcibly liberate her from there.

Even if there is no deep connection between the two, Karuizawa Megumi should be able to deeply understand his trauma.

That's right...there is still a darker darkness in this world that is far deeper than Megumi Karuizawa knows.

"There is only one thing I can promise you." Ayanokōji Kiyotaka looked directly into Karuizawa Megumi's eyes and said slowly, "It is to protect you from being bullied in the future, and it will be far more reliable than Hirata or Machida."