The body is collapsing, but I have no choice but to become a nanny

"You were abandoned, you were abandoned by him like a pet." The figure pressed tightly against Mei's ear and said words that made her feel chilling, and the figure's hand gently stroked Mei's smooth cheek.

"Do you know why?" The figure asked softly.

"Why...why?" Mei opened her mouth slightly, but her eyes were still fixed on the distant figure.

"You are too weak... Really too weak." The figure said bluntly without any modification, "I feel sad even when I look at you. Why is someone like you my host?"

"..." Mei didn't refute, just as the guy behind him said.

"You will accept me, you need strength more than you think." How did the figure say, pinching Mei's face like a sister, "You don't need me at that time~"

"I'm looking forward to the day when I can use your body. By the way, I can feel whether that man is as good as you think." The figure let go of Mei, stood up, and disappeared into the area.

Only Mei was left alone, kneeling and sitting in this illusory land

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"Sister Mei..." The girl's words woke up Mei who was sleeping.

When Mei opened her eyes, it was Asakura Miyuki's home, and she was lying on Asakura Miyuki's lap, and Asakura Miyuki was using a notebook to gently fan her with cool wind.

"What's wrong with me?" Mei's head was a little confused, she couldn't remember what happened, and now she could only feel the heat on her body.

"Mei-senpai, you fainted in the bath..." Asakura Miyuki said so and put the notebook back on the table, and then slowly helped her up from the sofa.

Mei now has a flushed face because she soaked for too long, and Miyuki Asakura assisted her to sit up from the sofa. Mei looked around and said, "The black ruler...the black ruler is gone." She seemed He was looking for something but seemed to remember something, then lowered his head again.

"What happened?" Asakura Miyuki asked Mei in doubt, but Mei rested her head on the back of the sofa, shut her mouth and stared at the ceiling.

Is it something I can't know again... Asakura Miyuki said silently in her heart.

Chapter 56 Hammering

"..." Asakura Miyuki and Mei sat on the sofa, neither of them spoke again.

------(remember)------

Asakura Miyuki came back tonight and took a shower just before going to bed and asked Mei what she did today, but Mei arrived at her door with her wet body, which surprised Asakura Miyuki, she asked Mei What's the matter, Mei also kept silent as if she was stimulated by something.

Then Miyuki Asakura looked at Mei like this, of course she couldn't just put her outside in the rain like this, grabbed Mei who was stunned and then pushed her into the bathroom, handed her pajamas to Mei to let her wash and change .

Mei also regained consciousness and took the clothes and nodded. After Asakura Miyuki left, she began to take off the already soaked clothes.

Although she really wanted to ask her what she had released, she gave up the idea and went to look for some medicines to prevent colds. She always felt that tonight would be different.

Then, it was exactly as she thought.

She was on the sofa in the living room waiting for Mei to come out of the bathroom, 20 minutes, 30 minutes... Asakura Miyuki didn't think much about it, she was lying on the sofa and playing the game, her fingers nimbly sliding on the screen, she watched the game win The picture stretched and put the phone on his chest.

"Hmm..." Asakura Miyuki looked at the ceiling, and then picked up the phone and silently turned to the lottery game. "Sure enough, let's draw a lottery..." She said so and sat up.

"Hey." She lightly pressed the screen and then threw the phone aside, looking away subconsciously, until the music stopped during the lottery draw before she looked at the screen.

"Wow! It's shipped!" Asakura Miyuki happily picked up the phone and looked at the five-star game characters on the screen, holding the phone tremblingly, "This is the first time I've shipped out a single item."

"Good eyesight!" She raised her fist happily, and then said, "The fart oblique swordsmanship is the best in the world!" Asakura Miyuki couldn't help but play the meme in the game and feel her happiness.

But...Happiness is only temporary. When Mei was in the bathroom for more than an hour, Asakura Miyuki turned off the game and tapped the floor with her feet anxiously. Although the bathing time for girls is indeed long, but This is also too long.

Asakura Miyuki thought so, looked at the cold medicine on the table, then got up and walked to the bathroom, she walked to the door of the bathroom, then raised her hand and knocked gently on the door.

"Mei-senpai?" Miyuki Asakura softly called out, but there was silence inside.

"Yes..." Miyuki Asakura, who didn't get an answer, put her hand on the doorknob, then gently opened the door, and saw Mei lying naked in the bathtub, her white and tender skin was also burnt red, With his arms resting on the edge of the bathtub, his face was very red.

Asakura Miyuki also walked quickly to Mei's side, and gently patted Mei's face with her hand.

"Uh...uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu" up.

"Fortunately, there is no big problem." Asakura Miyuki sighed helplessly, and then dragged her out of the bathtub without caring about Mei's wet body, and placed her on the bathroom floor, and deeply understood Mei's unbearable feeling. The kind of maturity that is less than adulthood.

"This really irritates me..." Asakura Miyuki subconsciously looked at her chest, showing envious eyes, but she still shook her head and focused on the business. She put Mei in a bath towel and wiped it off for her. After drying her body, she changed into her pajamas.

"This way I won't catch a cold..." Asakura Miyuki looked at Mei who was still in a coma with a long sigh of relief, then stepped forward and gently lifted Mei from the ground, feeling the soft ball on Mei's chest supporting her back.

Asakura Miyuki bit her lower lip unwillingly, she told herself that she must not cry out, although as a woman she had already lost, but if she lost control at this time, she would lose completely.

After experiencing a series of psychological struggles, Miyuki Asakura frowned tightly when she arrived at the sofa in the living room, and her lower lip was bitten until it turned purple.

The joy of drawing five stars has disappeared since the two balls were placed on the back, and some of them are only physically and mentally exhausted. Asakura Miyuki put Mei on the sofa and sat down on Mei. On the opposite table.

"Alas..." Asakura Miyuki sighed for some reason, and then she turned her eyes on Mei's body. The button on Mei's chest seemed not to be buttoned properly, which attracted Asakura Miyuki's attention. The small clothes were forcibly buttoned up.

"Hmm..." Mei seemed a little uncomfortable by the tight clothes, subconsciously puffed up her chest, and just like that, the button was ejected as if powered.

"Crack!" It hit Miyuki Asakura on the forehead with a light sound, and then fell lightly to the ground, and Miyuki Asakura's hands trembled slightly, she opened her eyes wide and couldn't believe that she was hit by it. so humiliating.

"Ah... ah..." She called out a few times, with silent tears shed in her eyes, and then she sat back on the table with an unknown smile on her face, and she no longer needed to fight... It seems that the words can already be felt from her face.

Little harm, great insult.

Mei didn't know that a single button of hers shattered a young girl's fragile heart.

Asakura Miyuki also began to think about whether he should buy more boxes of milk to make up for himself.

———(Back to the present)————

"Miyuki, do you think I'm too useless..." Mei looked at the ceiling and asked Asakura Miyuki, "I can't do anything well, and I often trouble others, and I don't have any opinions of my own."

"?" Miyuki Asakura, who was drinking milk with a puzzled expression, looked at Mei who was speaking pessimistically.

"I always want to help, but I can't do anything." Mei continued, "I wanted to help those parents who lost their children, but no one paid attention to me. Knowing my name would subconsciously communicate with me. I keep my distance."

"Am I so useless—ah!" Before she finished speaking, Miyuki Asakura gave her a hammer. She covered her head in surprise and looked at Miyuki Asakura, who was drinking milk with an angry expression on her face.

"Why did you hit me?" Mei covered her head and looked at her innocently.

"It was you that I hit!" Asakura Miyuki yelled as she put the milk heavily on the table for some reason, then turned her head to look at Mei.

To reiterate, I, Miyuki Asakura, absolutely did not intend to vent my anger.

perhaps…

Chapter 57 Communication

"First of all!" Asakura Miyuki patted the sofa heavily, jumped up and stood up, then looked at Mei, who was clutching her head and humming in pain, but it seemed that since Asakura Miyuki woke up from the hospital, she felt My body seems to have become healthier, and my strength has also increased.

"Mei-senpai, you came to my house for no reason, is that why you said these things to me?" Asakura Miyuki looked at Mei angrily with her hands on her hips, "Would it make you feel good to say these belittling words about yourself?"

"I..." Mei seemed to be a little caught up in the question, rubbing her head and her eyes were a little unsure.

Maybe she didn't know what to say, her head was dizzy from the hot water, and she didn't know how to organize the words.

"Self-pitying, what 'I can't do anything'." Asakura Miyuki said imitating Mei's tone, and then waved her hands in disgust, "Come on, can this make you stronger?" She said As he spoke, he picked up the milk on the table and took a sip.

"Sister Mei, you are not like me." Asakura Miyuki walked to the window and looked at the scenery of the heavy rain and said, "You are the goal that many girls yearn for, and you are also the flower on the highest peak of our academy... to me the most It is still the same now.”

"But!" Mei raised her head and stood up and said to Miyuki Asakura, "Don't you already know about my father!?" She covered her chest and looked at Miyuki Asakura's back while gritting her teeth.

"Everyone is like this...Leaving me when I need it most, every time is so decisive, so ruthless..." Mei lowered her head and said with a trembling voice, "It's as if I have to be such a role."

Saying this, Mei recalled her father's smile and the back that didn't look back, which almost overlapped with the figure of Hei Chi tonight, awakening Mei's unwillingness to recall the memory, this is also the smile that Mei saw Hei Chi out of control reasons.

"So?" Asakura Miyuki's voice still did not fluctuate, she turned around and looked at Mei with a cold face.

"Do you believe it?" she said softly.

"Huh?" Mei heard Asakura Miyuki's words and looked up at her in confusion, as if she didn't understand what she meant.

"Literally..." Asakura Miyuki said as she walked towards Mei step by step, approaching her with calm eyes and a serious expression.

Mei looked at her suspiciously.

"Do you believe that those people you said don't care about you and abandon you, is what they want to do?" Asakura Miyuki said softly as she approached her, "From the angle you said, you think you are being rejected Is it the one who abandoned it?"

Asakura Miyuki spoke sentence by sentence, and Mei was also forced to sit back on the sofa by her.

"Aren't I..." Mei looked at Miyuki Asakura who seemed to be a different person in front of her, and she lost her confidence when speaking.

Asakura Miyuki smiled, bent down and approached Mei, grabbed her shoulders with both hands, and then hugged her heavily into her arms.

"Mei-senpai, you are such an idiot..." Asakura Miyuki sighed helplessly and showed a wry smile, "How could someone be abandoned by everyone...Even people like me have parents, and Mei-senpai you and Lord Black Ruler."

"Someone will choose to leave your side, or maybe he has nowhere to go or he doesn't want to hurt you." Asakura Miyuki continued to speak gently as if coaxing a child, and gently stroked her hand Mei's head.

"Maybe it's just the opposite of what you think. They are people who care about you very much. They can only choose to leave because they care about you. They will definitely be very sad..."

"Most gentle people don't turn their tenderness into words to tell you." Asakura Miyuki sat beside Mei holding Mei's head, just like Mei comforted her crying last time, but the two exchanged words location.

This is what friends do, helping each other move forward.

"They will use actions to show their tenderness. Maybe they are not good at words and don't know how to express it..." Asakura Miyuki smiled and recalled Heichi's clumsy hug and warmth. "I was saved by that silence."

"The moment Mei-senpai called me Miyuki, I already believed in you." She looked out the window and seemed to want to laugh. "I may be too stupid, but the warmth and gentleness you brought to me made me blind."

"But a strong person like Mei-senpai is crying in my arms." Asakura Miyuki smiled helplessly and looked at Mei, who dared not look up when she heard this, and tapped her on the head with her fingers.

"So, why is Mei-senpai unwilling to believe that person?" Asakura Miyuki let go of Mei's head and didn't look at Mei's embarrassing face now, she got up slowly and picked up the glass of milk that belonged to her.

"If you are familiar with that person, you will definitely not think that he would easily do such an act of leaving without saying goodbye..." Asakura Miyuki said while drinking milk, "Everyone has their own unspeakable secrets, so all you have to do is wait for him to tell you The truth, or you go find the truth..."

"Instead of running to the school girl's house all wet and saying 'I can't do anything'..." Asakura Miyuki sighed helplessly, it was almost early morning, "I still have class tomorrow... "

"I understand..." Mei said softly, then lowered her head and wiped the tears on her face with her sleeves, "I'm willing to believe that person."

Hei Chi also promised her that he would teach her to cook.

She still remembers.

"I won't cause trouble for him..." Mei said, still hanging her head in discouragement, "I also want to wait for him...tell me why."

Mei clenched her fists, raised her head and her eyes were different from the confusion just now.

Some only remained strong and serious, and returned to their previous appearance.

"Finally recovered..." Asakura Miyuki said with a light smile, "I really didn't expect that I could become a persuasive person..." She drank the last sip of milk in the glass.

"I'm troubling you, Miyuki." Mei thought of the trouble she had caused Asakura Miyuki before, and scratched her blushing cheeks with some shame.

"You know too..." Asakura Miyuki touched her forehead subconsciously, she seemed to never forget the humiliating scene in her life, but she still sat beside Mei.

"We are friends... forget?" Asakura Miyuki pulled Mei's left hand, the red ribbon was still tied around Mei's wrist.

"I have a hunch that we will have more and more friends..." Asakura Miyuki said softly, and tied Mei's ribbon a little tighter with her hand.

"It will definitely be..." Mei nodded and said.

The two girls spoke their truths softly, and their friendship grew deeper. The rain outside was still falling tirelessly.

Some people can't fall asleep with their eyes open.

Some people sleep and dream with the sound of rain.

"Drink this cold medicine."

"It's a bit cold..."

"Whose fault do you think! Give me a drink!"

"Well!"

Chapter 58 put down

(in Heichi residence)

"Huh..." Bella in her arms was asleep and grasped the man's clothes with both hands, as if she was also afraid that the man would leave him in her sleep, and her fear was not for nothing.

In her current simple thinking, the black ruler is her everything now, it is this man who rescued her from the endless abyss and cold, and made her experience the warmth of being hugged.

It's ridiculous to say that it was the old black ruler who sent her into that abyss.

But now Hei Chi saved her from the abyss.

Holding her black ruler against the wall, he didn't fall asleep, but just opened his eyes and looked at the heavy rain outside the window. Too many things happened recently, which made his already tired spirit more fragile and sensitive.

Although he also wanted to just sleep like this and ignore everything, but every time he closed his eyes, a few lines of words on the screen would appear in his mind again, telling him that there were bigger problems to be solved.

He wants to protect the children, this idea has been deeply rooted in his mind, and the meaning of the world snake is already obvious tonight.

They can easily get close to the people he cares about, without Hei Chi knowing it.

This is also the reason why Hei Chi was scared at once.