With his response, the surrounding scene was like a revolving lantern. Whether it was him in this life, the last life, the last life, or even the memories of the past ten thousand years, he felt that he had no sense of belonging.
Until...the first person I came into contact with...was the body of an elf formed from the clean energy.
As soon as the boy whose face was unclear pointed out, he felt like a child abandoned by his parents, thrown out with strong reluctance, and merged with an unconscious energy to form an ignorant new The thought, but that thought... was not himself, he felt like a bystander, being covered and protected layer by layer by something.
And the original feeling of being a bystander is slowly becoming a feeling that is gradually getting closer to him. Until the last life, he felt that he still needed to maintain the state of being himself and not himself. In a few more lives, he encountered an accident. The power that only belonged to him was thoroughly stimulated, causing him to fuse with the diaphragm before it was completely protected by the diaphragm, replacing himself in the previous life, and then died.
Until this life, he was born as Chang Fei. This is... his own life, but... he is not complete.
He was like a baby who was taken out of his mother by a doctor too long in advance. Many aspects were not yet fully developed, so he had to come to this world ahead of time.
He didn't have the protection of luck, which caused his own experience to be even worse than that of ordinary human beings, and he was always in a dangerous environment.
But maybe it was because he was himself in this life, and his nature was already doomed, which prevented him from dying due to premature independence like other children.
Although he has no luck himself, he subconsciously knows how to collect luck, and transfer the luck that originally belonged to others to himself step by step in a reasonable way. Until two and a half years ago, he got rid of the worst The situation, and the incarnation of "him" in this world finally got in touch...
At that time, he didn't understand all the emotions in "his" eyes, but now, he does.
"Father, don't be sad...it was...an accident..." Changfei felt a little bit of relief when he said the words he didn't say at that time.
But what I got was a laugh, the laughter couldn't be heard much, but Chang Fei could feel his sadness, "I still need your comfort? I already knew that you have suffered countless disasters in your life, if it wasn't because of me I never owe favors, I am really too lazy to make those arrangements when I am going to die. It would be nice to die, it will be over once and for all."
"I'm not as generous as you, daddy..." Changfei subconsciously complained, with rebuttal words and will to express in his heart, but he couldn't say a word when he came to his mouth, he... couldn't remember the earliest self at all. Who is he, why did he die, and why was he resurrected by his father in this way.
When he died, he seemed to be very unwilling, but why he was unwilling, why he felt reluctance, he couldn't remember at all.
"Don't worry about it, you can't remember it. After all, the real you is dead long ago. Don't expect to come back in your current state with memory or something. When will you be able to complete your own memory?" Core, when will we discuss what happened in the past!"
"Then how do I complete my core?" Chang Fei felt that he was very used to the other party's attitude and didn't care, so he asked directly.
The latter was silent for a moment, "In fact, in this life, you can live freely according to your own wishes. Don't you want to be an ordinary person and experience the life of an ordinary person? You have enough luck, why not Why don't you just go on like this?"
Chang Fei really wanted to roll his eyes, but in his current state, he seemed to have no eyelids, "I originally planned to be ordinary and a bit unlucky to survive, so don't plot against me, just throw stones at me!"
"That is to replenish your core strength. In every life, you are consuming yourself for those reincarnations. This life belongs to you, but you may not be able to persist until normal birth, old age, sickness and death. A lot of injuries, I guess you can't live past eighteen normally.
So, you need to add, as it happens that some of my remains and relics can play a role for you, they will be sent here naturally.
In fact, you can completely ignore those and continue to live at the pace of ordinary people. "
Chang Fei was silent, the previous memory was very vague to him, and what he remembered clearly was only the third life.
Although you won't lose yourself, you will still be affected.
If he ignored those, he could indeed do the task of making Yuelao's booklet, and then live a normal life regardless of other things.
The question of longevity and wealth is also completely different from worrying about.
only…
"Father, do you think that with my personality, if I see something happening in front of me, I will ignore it?" Chang Fei asked.
"Tsk... who did you inherit from your dead character? Why is it so bad?" The latter complained rather dissatisfied, but there was no surprise in his tone, obviously he had expected Chang Fei to say such a thing.
"I think... I was born in you, and this dead character... should be inseparable from you." Chang Fei replied solemnly.
Although he couldn't remember all the experiences he had with his father in the past, he could at least remember his father named Fox...what kind of personality he was.
Nosy, looking for trouble, bad personality, and cynical, he must be indispensable. Compared with him, I am more stable and reliable, approachable, knowing how to advance and retreat, and knowing how to measure.
"Tsk tsk tsk... shameless, you have such narcissistic thoughts. Fortunately, you are not like me!" The fox complained, the contempt in his tone was shining.
"Don't read my mind." Chang Fei pouted, the other party's mind reading skills were hard to guard against, which seriously violated his privacy.
"I didn't read my mind. In fact, when I said these words to you, you were not here at all. I was divining what you would definitely say to me in the future, so I made a special message in the air.
In the world I see now, I am the only one, but in your world... there must be "I" with you, right? "
The other party's words made Chang Fei raise his eyebrows, "How do I know if you lied to me? You don't have any credibility at all."
Although he doesn't have his own earliest memories, he still remembers what kind of person Fox is. He is gibberish. That guy just inherited his personality, and he didn't tell the truth...
Changfei thought of this, but couldn't help thinking about it. There was a problem with his memory. He vaguely remembered that he was not the only son of the fox, and he didn't know what happened to the others...
Sighing silently, Chang Fei scratched his cheeks, dismissing the feeling of seeing his long-gone relatives, his eyes swept around, the red chains looked blurry, as if he was looking through a thousand degrees of myopia thing.
"Where am I now? Is it another ghost?"
"It doesn't count, you are just...you are going through the inevitable catastrophe. But, whether you can survive this disaster...I can't say."
"So...how can I save it again?" Chang Fei had expected this, looked down at her illusory hands, was silent for a while, and then asked: "Then...where's Xiao Xingrui?"
The fox's voice was silent for a while, "You haven't realized yet?"
"Is he dead?" Chang Fei asked again.
The fox pondered for a moment before saying: "When you die, he is just the past. When you live, he is you. The inner world is a projection of our past, and the present world is a restart that shouldn't be destroyed. Do you understand?"
"If I understood, I wouldn't be in this situation." Chang Fei looked sad and indignant, knowing that apart from Chang Fei's life, he didn't have much memories and cognitions before the supernatant, and his current state is no longer that of a fairy. His traits, even almost dying, is this a deliberate question to him?
"Pfft... I guess you must be very depressed now, and you probably haven't figured it out, but... Even if I tell you clearly now, if you can't figure it out, then it's useless for me to say it."
"Stop rambling, you'd better just talk straight! If you don't say it, I probably won't be able to figure it out!" Chang Fei didn't have the heart to talk to the fox, but she insisted on asking the fox for an answer.
The fox laughed lightly, as if he didn't care much about it, and he really answered Chang Fei: "You can't escape the other side of yourself, just like he can't avoid you. You are all one, not half-body State, but you are the two sides of yin and yang, which is the appearance of "you" after growing up with yin and yang in different environments.
If you don't return to the original core state of yin and yang coexistence, you don't even think about being able to find your true self and remember your true appearance last time.
But...in fact, it's not bad for you to maintain your current appearance. People live in the present, and the way to recognize yourself is to confirm who you are...who you are now?
Don’t force yourself to do things you don’t like~”
"The more you say that...why do I want to confront you more?" Chang Fei raised half of her eyebrows, showing a kind of rebellious heart.
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The 590th, [-]th and second step to achieve Yuelao: Fusion?retrieve?
In the real world, Chang Fei (♂·unknown) is almost dead, but in the conscious world, he meets the fox who has almost never met.
Even in this conscious world, he still couldn't see the fox's true face clearly, but the feeling of alienation completely dissipated.
The return of some familiar feelings and cognition made him gradually understand some things, but he still didn't feel that he was someone else. Those memories that didn't belong to him still couldn't be integrated into him and regarded as himself.
But he knew what those so-called previous lives were like.
He... might be different from others, the core of his soul was almost exposed, but because the core should be in a weakening period at that time, he was not excluded from this world in the first place.
Before he fully recovered and was excluded from this world, the fox made some arrangements for him, borrowing other people's soul fragments to supplement his own soul.
But every object must be a special existence that did not exist in this world originally, and did not have a soul core, and survived because of his Changfei core.
When their bodies die, or their souls dissipate, part of them naturally fuses with Changfei's core and becomes a part of him.
Probably because of his special core, this generation of reincarnation is not an ordinary person, and every experience and choice is painful.
In the end of each of them, there is no doubt that all of them chose a method similar to self-destruction and completely disappeared from this world.
In order to help and keep their remnant souls, Changfei's core was consuming his own strength little by little, and he was in a state of being unable to make ends meet.
It's just that in the most recent life, he was almost exhausted, just for a certain purpose that he wanted to achieve in the previous life.
Just like what the fox said, if he doesn't intervene to help, the generation that truly belongs to Chang Fei in this life will definitely not survive.
Regardless of the soul, core or body, it will be completely exhausted.
"In fact, if it wasn't for the help of your close ones in the first life, you might not even be able to exist in this life, and you should have completely disappeared in the last life."
Seeing that Chang Fei was sorting out his thoughts, thinking about it, the fox added with a smile, "So, don't forget to repay your karma when the time comes."
"A close person from the first generation?" Changfei was pulled back to his thoughts by the fox, recalling the generation of Shangqing, the first generation Yuelao... If I remember correctly, it should be Xiaobai?
However, he didn't have a specific impression of what Xiaobai's final ending would be like, because in his mind, both the supernatant memory and Xiaobai's memory were in a state of separate parts.
He remembered that he was personally thrown into the Qingqi elves by the fox, but... this evolution process was blank, and in his vague memory after that, he already had part of the memories of Shangqing and Xiaobai.
Not to mention Shangqing, Xiaobai, in a sense, is actually transformed by the spirit of Shangqing Qi, but in his attributes, he has the attribute of thunder, and this thunder does not exist in the five elements, let alone It seems to exist alone outside the law.
Thinking of this, Chang Fei couldn't help but ask, "Speaking of... the memory of that life is not very clear, what am I... Shangqing? Or Xiaobai?"
The fox blinked: "This kind of thing, wait until you go to the ghost world to recover your scattered power and origin?"
"Are you planning to play tricks on me again?" Chang Fei curled his lips. He felt that his sense of existence seemed to be getting weaker and weaker. He couldn't help but look up, and countless laws of good fortune fell into his consciousness in an instant.
It made his eyes ache even now that he couldn't feel his body.
"Don't stare at the way of heaven in one world? You think you are in the state before the good fortune, just look at it? Be careful and collapse directly."
The fox lazily reminded him that he didn't look very worried, and was even gloating. With his ability, if he didn't figure out what Chang Fei would do, he wouldn't believe it if he killed Chang Fei.
"You didn't say it earlier, did you make it clear that you wanted me to see it?" Chang Fei closed her eyes and resumed her own state, and there was not much discomfort.
The fox didn't deny it, and smiled from the sidelines: "Let you see, you have learned a lesson, and you are ready to join the Dao in an instant."
"Hedao... Wait, what preparations did you make?!" Chang Fei felt his scalp explode when he heard that, are you kidding me?Harmony?
What's the deal?Avenues?Don't tell him it's heaven!
"I have to tell you, you guessed it right, I am going to let you integrate with the Dao of Heaven. But, just for a moment, don't be nervous, your spiritual consciousness will not be lost, just get back a queen I left in the Dao of Heaven hand.
That's your heart, and backing it up with your original bones will allow your core to recover faster. "
"I...my original bone..." Chang Fei wanted to scold someone, but he didn't even have the time to think about the meaning of the fox's words, but the fox didn't even give him time to scold, so he waved his hand and laughed: "You There is still a long way to go, if you don't want to simply live the life of ordinary people, then quickly accept your other half, quickly integrate Yin and Yang, quickly get back your heart, quickly...return..."
The voice became more and more distant, and Changfei's consciousness instantly fell into countless laws of creation, and the thoughts, thoughts, life and death of various creatures washed him away.
But in the two real worlds, Changfei in the real world has stopped breathing directly, and there is no breath left in his body. It seems that the new god who has made friends with the Bodhisattva class and Changfei is about to tear apart.Shortly after the gods teamed up to temporarily suppress Xiangliu, Fengquan came to Changfei's side, he couldn't believe it, his eyes were red, and he gently pushed the young man who was completely lifeless in front of him, and there were thunder and lightning flickering around him uncontrollably stand up.
Luo Nai's face was as calm as ever, as if nothing could affect or change her state of mind, but there were countless small sword marks on the ground under her feet.
Qianshou stared at Chang Fei, moving his fingers together, deducing something, his eyes, ears, mouth and nose were bleeding, but he still had his usual expression, his fingers still didn't stop counting, he seemed a little possessed.
Yan Nanyue's brows were furrowed, he wanted to use spells directly on Chang Fei, so that this guy could continue to have fun there.
Is it time for him to mess around?At other times, he wouldn't say anything, but at this moment...
Yan Nanyue's throat was dry, and her eyes fell directly on Mu Yan, Lord Taishan.
The brilliance in Mu Yan's eyes flickered, and he put his hands on Chang Fei's body, trying to change Chang Fei's life and death, but Chang Fei still looked like that, lifeless.
Ling Yuan looked around with red eyes, her classmate just fell down in front of her, but she didn't know who it was!
Xiang Xi stepped forward to check the blood on Chang Fei's body, then looked up at the direction where the chain appeared, thought for a moment with a sullen face, and closed his eyes for a long time before turning to look at Luo Nai, and asked: "You Is there a way to cut off that red chain over there directly?"
"Are you crazy?" Zhu Xianle and Xinshen cried out in astonishment. What kind of existence is a chain?What is connected to the other end of the chain, don't you see it!
Can't you guess what the consequences of cutting off the chain will be!Do you want to make the entire Tianzhu out of control!
Mu Yan is even more aware of the real reason for the formation of the underworld. He looked at Xiang Xi in astonishment, hesitant to speak, but Xiang Xi took a deep breath, and said heavily: "I don't know if you have noticed that there is something in that pillar of heaven. , full of Chang Fei's breath."
The gods were stunned, and they all looked at the position of the Tianzhu. As expected, there was indeed Chang Fei's aura over there, and there was a trace of anger.
"I'm not very clear about the specific function of that chain and what will happen if it is cut off. I only know that everything about my classmate seems to be swallowed by that chain. Now that we cut it off, we can regain Changfei's vitality and origin.
If the chain is broken, there will be serious consequences. I am willing to take full responsibility and rebuild the chain.But the immediate priority... is to rescue Chang Fei.
I have a feeling... If Chang Fei and the source of vitality and other things completely enter that pillar, he...may never come back. "
The hearts of all the gods present were stunned. While admiring Xiang Xi's determination and dedication, they also had some guesses. Luo Nai was silent for a moment, and a long sword appeared in her hand. Beside her, Ling Yuan and the Fighter God stepped forward at the same time, obviously preparing to join forces. attack.
On the side of the demon clan, all the demons were delighted. Unexpectedly, His Majesty Shen Nong had made the right bet. As expected, Xiao Xingrui had no power to fight back, and the entire Prince Xiao's mansion was plunged into blood.
The failure for a period of time made them extremely depressed, but the unexpected success made them excited instantly.
The monster clan started to kill with the Prince Xiao's mansion as the center, but the guards of Prince Xiao's house were not vegetarians. When they found out that the monster clan attacked Xiao Xingrui and succeeded, they went crazy, and they had no scruples in their actions.
The people in Prince Xiao's Mansion have followed Chang Fei for the longest time, and some arrangements Chang Fei made for the future also played a role.
The monster aura of the monster clan has no way of invading the minds of the guards of Prince Xiao's Mansion, and their minds are protected by a layer of barriers.
Whenever the monster qi approaches, it will be absorbed into the barrier, which is like a bottomless pit. After the monsters try to find that they cannot affect these guards, they can only start to counterattack physically.
But it was also because they relied on their own speciality to use monster energy to influence and change everyone in Prince Xiao's mansion, which caused them to miss the opportunity, and made Prince Xiao's mansion violently kill many demon clans.
It also gave other people in Prince Xiao's mansion a chance to rush to Xiao Xingrui's side and stop his bleeding with spells.
Although in a world where Taoism is prevalent, being stabbed in the heart may not necessarily result in death, but Xiao Xingrui is the real core of Jiuding.
The traction of the air mechanism eventually caused his power to be quickly absorbed by the chains, and the chains took advantage of Xiao Xingrui's flesh and blood immortal essence and luck to appear, which was basically equivalent to exchanging Xiao Xingrui's life for the chains to appear in this world.
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