Or, I shouldn’t say that you forgot, but you couldn’t bear it at that time, so your mind gave birth to a safety mechanism, and a personality that can bear all the pain, to preserve those memories or emotions that would cause you pain .
But even the trash can has a capacity. Just a few months ago, it may be some reason for becoming a moon, which awakened your sleeping personality and slaughtered the police.
And you yourself wanted to suppress this killing, so... with your intact personality, you forcibly suppressed another murderous personality, and finally fell into a deep sleep.
But... I came and disturbed your suppression, so now you have no way to control yourself.And that's... that's what you and I have in common. "
"Is it the same?" After hearing Chang Fei's conjecture, Xiao Xingrui chuckled twice, "This is not the same, you don't have a soul that can really affect you, so you won't be really affected by those emotions. emotionally affected.
For you, those are the ones you can control if you want, you will not be afraid or afraid, and there will be nothing that can make you really sad.
You won't suffer because of who sacrificed for you, and you don't need to feel bad for the choices you make...you are more suitable to be a god than me..."
Xiao Xingrui smiled sinisterly, just a fist, as if he wanted to vent all the emotions in his heart, and punched Chang Fei on the cheek.
And his fist also hit Chang Fei's cheek. Chang Fei just tilted his head, relieved some force that might break his neck, and turned his gaze to the person in front of him who hit Chang Fei with his punch. Xiao Xingrui, who was not at all surprised or guilty, stretched out his hand and wiped away the blood that was drawn on his cheek, "What you really envy is not my physique, but my ruthlessness towards everything?"
"It's Xiao Xingrui who is envious of your health, not me." Xiao Xingrui raised his fist and stuck out his tongue to lick the blood on it.
"Is there a difference?" Changfei put on a funny expression, "Anyway, no matter how you think about it, you will inevitably envy me, or think that you are me, and there is no way to explain it to you."
"That's because you don't understand at all!" Looking at Chang Fei's smile, Xiao Xingrui felt extremely dazzling, and a wave of anger and grievance emerged involuntarily.
When he moved his hands, he was no longer simply shaking his fists to vent, but mixed with the power obtained from his age-old nature.
Chang Fei could clearly feel that the fist waving towards him was no longer the same fist as before, and he went straight to meet him.
He opened his hand and wrapped the opponent's fist, but moved his head closer to the opponent's face, stared into Xiao Xingrui's eyes and asked: "Okay! I don't understand anything at all, but you can tell me, you It's the personality extending from Xiao Xingrui's mind, right? Aren't you different from Xiao Xingrui?
So tell me, what do I not understand?It makes sense to me, I'll let you punch me twice! "
Xiao Xingrui felt that Chang Fei's strength was not weaker than him at all, but Chang Fei's current appearance still hadn't undergone the apotheosis transformation.
Even before Xianhua appeared, he used his ordinary appearance to easily block his punch.
"Haha... I really hate you, I really hate you, Chang Fei! If Xiao Xingrui never knew about your existence, we wouldn't be in the situation we are in today!"
Xiao Xingrui laughed angrily, and the fist of the other hand hit Chang Fei's cheek, but Chang Fei raised his arm and blocked it.
Xiao Xingrui's fist immediately turned into a palm, and dexterously like a snake, he pulled Chang Fei's arm blocking his fist down and grabbed Chang Fei's wrist.
But when it comes to close combat, where did Xiao Xingrui learn his skills, there is no doubt that he learned it from Chang Fei's memory.
His actions attracted only Chang Fei to move faster than him.
He didn't give Xiao Xingrui time to complete that set of movements, the hand that was holding Xiao Xingrui's fist had already turned down, grabbed Xiao Xingrui's wrist, and swung it vigorously.
Xiao Xingrui's hand that was trying to grab Chang Fei's wrist was out of the range of the attack, and his whole body was thrown into the air like a sandbag.
In Xiao Xingrui's eyes, he didn't know whether it was jealousy or helplessness, but he didn't have the hatred he said. He turned half a circle in mid-air, kicked the ceiling hard with both feet, and fell down like a cannonball, as fast as lightning.
Chang Fei just glanced at it, then threw himself to the side, Xiao Xingrui's fist hit the ground, and there appeared a scene that only appeared in anime that Chang Fei had seen on the computer before—the whole ground was smashed to pieces Come.
It was as if there was an invisible wave of violence spreading instantly, and everything within the area covered by that wave of violence was directly shaken to pieces!Even the talisman paper that Changfei had pasted started to burn!
Chang Fei's gaze swept away, and the sad and cautious faces of those who cared about Xiao Xingrui involuntarily appeared in his mind.
"Xiao Xingrui, you are really crazy!" Chang Fei just imagined that those people would be implicated to death by Xiao Xingrui's attack, and then he cursed angrily, regardless of why it happened like this, all the immortal essence was mobilized .
Using his own immortal essence, he formed the Xun Gua spell in the wooden line, forming a powerful wind shield, which offset the destructive power created by Xiao Xingrui's simple violence.
However, it was precisely because of this that Chang Fei still changed, and his original short hair also began to appear moon-white under his actions.
One gold and one purple mandarin duck eyes began to appear in those eyes, and even Chang Fei's original expression began to subside slowly, and the gasified purple spiritual power formed by Kai Chang Fei's immortal yuan began to fill the air.
"Hehe... are you finally willing to be serious?" Xiao Xingrui didn't even look at the ruined room, his eyes were fixed on Changfei.
His violence did not cause much harm to Chang Fei. Xiao Xingrui looked at the young man with short silver hair and bright eyes in the darkness, and gently wiped away the blood from the corner of his eyes.
"Perhaps...everything was doomed long ago." He muttered, looking up at Chang Fei, who was not far away and had no expression, "From the moment that person left this world and left us, it has been decided Is it now? Well...
In that case... Maybe it also fulfills the wish of Xiao Xingrui and me? "
Chang Fei frowned, he still had a lot of things he didn't understand, Xiao Xingrui's actions... didn't look like venting, but more and more like wanting to provoke him.
In other words... to seek death or to want him to die.
But Chang Fei didn't understand why Xiao Xingrui insisted on doing such a great job.
They can live in each other's world in peace, so what's wrong?Why do you have to get his life?
Perhaps... the best way is to seize some part of Xiao Xingrui's memory that does not belong to him, so that everything can return to normal.
Chang Fei made up his mind, and before Xiao Xingrui tried to destroy it further, he took the lead in launching his own attack.
Chang Fei's speed was also very fast, but unlike Xiao Xingrui, Chang Fei was very light, and quietly approached Xiao Xingrui's side, as if teleporting.
However, there was no fluctuation of Xianyuan, which showed that Changfei did not use the power of Xianyuan at all, but the strength and speed he obtained through contact.
Chang Fei's aura was hidden better than Xiao Xingrui imagined, when the latter reacted, all he saw was a moonlight flashing in the darkness.
Xiao Xingrui's consciousness spread, and he wanted to search for Chang Fei's figure, but his consciousness crashed into the vast purple mist, and he couldn't detect anything.
"Looking for me?" Before Xiao Xingrui started his next move, Chang Fei asked softly, grabbing his back like a cat's paw.
Xiao Xingrui turned his head and met the only eyes that were shining in the darkness. He only had time to swing his fist, but his forehead was hit hard by something.
"Idiot, I've said it before, you're not me... Don't just imitate my movements. Use your brain and think of a way that suits you."
"It's...not necessary anymore." When his forehead was hit, Xiao Xingrui already understood what Chang Fei wanted to do to him, instead he didn't make any struggles, and let out a relieved laugh.
And Changfei, instead of entering the opponent's brain space as expected, entered a purple mist instead.
"What's the situation..." Chang Fei looked around blankly, not knowing where he was now.
But at this moment, the voice directly exploded in his mind, making him unable to help covering his ears.
"Master! Help me!" Xiao Xingrui's voice entered Chang Fei's heart from all directions.
Chang Fei raised his head, and in front of him, there was the figure of the head catcher and Xiao Xingrui. They were standing on the street formed by purple mist, talking about something.
"Tsk... You silly boy, how could I help you with that kind of thing?" The Head Catching Supervisor seemed to be troubled.
But Xiao Xingrui knelt down and looked straight at the other party, "Master, I know, if it's you, you can definitely do it! Please, let me do whatever I want."
Chang Fei was at a loss, Xiao Xingrui, is there something that can only be done by asking the head-hunting mentor?
"Xingrui, you should know that if I help you with this matter, your situation will completely deteriorate, and you may not be able to persist for a few years."
"I don't care! If the balance of the world is broken, don't say I will die, the whole world will be implicated!"
Chang Fei was even more at a loss, what exactly would directly affect the world?
Instinctively, he approached the two figures step by step, only to realize that the boy kneeling on the ground was not fourteen or fifteen years old, but... twelve or thirteen years old!
Xiao Xingrui didn't seem to notice Chang Fei's existence, and continued to kneel upright, "Master! Please, bring my soul to Chang Fei!"
"What...?" Chang Fei was stunned, "Bring me Yipo...?"
"Master, I am him, but I have more emotions than him. I know that perhaps for him, emotions will only cause him pain and make his heart feel like a knife...
He got to that point step by step because he was abandoned. Unlike me, he has no master and no people who care about him... My sky is supported by everyone who cares about me and me.
But his world, everyone's sky, is supported by him.
He may enjoy his solitude, but I don't want him to end up on this dark road!
Master, you once said that he and I will always make a mistake and die young... Our souls will eventually merge into one and become one person.
I think, what I have got is enough, I am much happier than him...
I am satisfied.But what about him?He hasn't gained anything yet, he hasn't experienced anything yet, he has sacrificed more than me, and his life is much more exciting than mine, but he can't feel...at least...at least let him have a lifetime of no regrets. !
I...it's him, if I really can't hold on, and he survives, maybe...it's not bad...Anyway, for me, I also feel that I am him, no...We are one person, whoever dies Life, isn't it all the same?
At least... when the whole world abandons him and betrays him, I will never betray him or abandon him!Because I am one with him! "
Looking at Xiao Xingrui who was kneeling in front of the head-hunting mentor, crying, but saying these words neither humble nor overbearing, Chang Fei's mind flashed through Xiao Xingrui's previous behaviors towards him, and no matter what kind of personality he was, he always treated him. The attitude I showed... Tears ran down my face unconsciously.
He looked at the two people transformed by Ziwu without turning his eyes. He looked at the helpless and distressed expression of the head-hunting tutor, and saw the tutor's hand inserted into Xiao Xingrui's body, tearing his soul forcefully. Cracked out.
He saw that the appearance of his mentor gradually changed into the one he was familiar with... the mysterious person who appeared in front of him and stopped him when he went astray.
Things that he couldn't understand before suddenly flashed in Chang Fei's mind, making him gradually understand.
At that time, he was just an ordinary person, why would he be so convinced by that person, and why could he be dragged back so easily.
He should be very stubborn, it should be impossible to accept anyone's words easily, but follow the path he feels is right, even if... dies because of it.
"Stupid..." Chang Fei cursed in a murmur, with a shy heart, "Will you just tell me that you will die...
I don't need such concern at all...Even if I die, I am very satisfied with my life...Don't guess what other people think...I never regret anything.Who needs such meddling... What's the use of a soul... It's a waste of time!It's really stupid...so stupid..."
Chang Fei cursed and cursed, but her nose became sore, and salty and bitter tears slipped into her mouth, making Chang Fei's heart full of mixed feelings, and she couldn't continue talking.
The scene in front of him also gradually dissipated, and he didn't want to look at it anymore.
He knew that that soul had a great influence on him and Xiao Xingrui.
The soul that Xiao Xingrui gave him must have changed one of his crucial thoughts, and that thought was what influenced him to blacken and destroy the world.
Thinking about it the other way around, that soul... must have affected Xiao Xingrui's dark side...
He self-hypnotizes himself after Feifei, produces a bright side, and gains the upper hand.
But the dark side of Xiao Xingrui's heart must have started to erode Xiao Xingrui's bright side during that time...
Their fates...reversed!
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I have something to deal with today, and I can’t be sure that I will come back to update the codeword at night, so I update it in advance, and fill in another old pit by the way, so I am satisfied physically and mentally!By the way, I wish you all a happy Valentine's Day~
Thank you 00 Jiang for your support~!
Regarding Xifengjiang's point of view that "Xiao Xingrui is very similar to Emiya Kiritsugu", in fact, there are still differences in essence, which will be mentioned later~
Also about digv sang's "What is the relationship between the two", does it mean Chang Fei and Xiao Xingrui?They are a half (partner) relationship of one yin and one yang, the same but different person, for example, like the split front and back of the same person with the same soul
Step 880 Nine of Yuelao Achievement: Hypocrisy and Hypocrisy
Changfei (♂·Zifu) originally thought that as long as he saw Xiao Xingrui, he could save him, and the two of them might be able to live in their respective worlds in peace.
But Changfei never imagined that he would have his current destiny, and the real mysterious person who brought the turning point was not someone else, but his half body in another world.
It is also because of Xiao Xingrui's pure and extreme sacrifice that he, Changfei, has the opportunity to live to this day, become a moon elder, and experience more experiences.
He even knew the fact that his mother was not dead, and that he had an elder brother and a pair of younger siblings. Maybe he didn't need these in the past.
However, he is also thankful that he knows everything, and realizes his own past and what to do next in his life.
But what about Xiao Xingrui?The words of the Head Catching Mentor and Xiao Xingrui seemed to be telling him that Xiao Xingrui, who was supposed to not die, had already lost the chance to continue his life because of him, in terms of lifespan or other aspects.
And after he dies, his soul and memory will merge with him, making them... no, maybe, simply fulfilling his Changfei.
"Come out!" Chang Fei couldn't accept such a result, glanced across the vast purple mist, and shouted loudly, "I know you are in this world! Xiao Xingrui! Come out——!"
The sound reverberated throughout the space, but Changfei's consciousness couldn't get out of this world for a while and returned to the outside world.
But no one around responded to him, and he seemed to be trapped.
Chang Fei was a little worried, not because he was worried about his being taken away, but more worried about whether this was Xiao Xingrui's scheme to trick him into this space, and then create a false impression that everything he owned Pushing it to him, choosing to die alone, imitating him, and disappearing quietly and completely.
"Xiao Xingrui——!" Such an ending was not what Chang Fei wanted to see, and it made him feel a strong sense of frustration. The purple mist around him made him feel as if he was completely lost and couldn't find his way.
He could only follow one direction and rush out all the way. He didn't believe that Xiao Xingrui didn't leave anything useful in this world.
As Chang Fei ran all the way, the surrounding fog continued to form various people and scenery, and there was a Xiao Xingrui in each section of the scene.
"Mother... Mother" Xiao Xingrui was excited and a little nervous when he called his mother for the first time. He could speak, and he wanted his mother to touch his head.
"Giggle" learned to walk for the first time, Xiao Xingrui ran like crazy and fell to the ground, but laughed like he got a piece of toffee.
"Wow..." Losing his parents for the first time, the grief was like a torrential rain, which broke Xiao Xingrui's heart, and made the obedient him feel scared and lonely.
"Thank you..." It was the first time he was found among the crowd, everyone's nervous expressions made Xiao Xingrui realize that he was not lonely.
"Don't be afraid..." During the first guardianship, Xiao Xingrui felt fear and courage, and he realized the power and danger brought by his identity.
"It's okay..." For the first time, he received sincere thanks and everyone's longing eyes, which made Xiao Xingrui's panic and grievances disappear, and his heart was filled with achievements and joy, making him satisfied and confident.
Every choice Xiao Xingrui made, every result, filled his heart with joy and happiness.
In front of Chang Fei, Xiao Xingrui showed all kinds of emotions, countless emotions flooded into Chang Fei's heart, Chang Fei couldn't help covering his heart, every step seemed to be filled with lead, heavy Chang Fei had to almost kneel down.
"Your stuff... I don't need it!" Chang Fei roared, his strong consciousness drove out all the emotions that flooded into his consciousness.
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