Tokyo's most affectionate

The interaction and contact between people is not just about appearance and material support, the key is feeling.

Sometimes, the atmosphere, timing, just the right emotion, even a simple hand-holding and head-touching can make people extremely happy and happy.

"I definitely want to be with her!"

Just a kiss and a slightly shy and evasive word directly ignited Kurosawa's heart.

He couldn't even describe how charming Miss Ninomiya was at that moment.

But the feeling at that moment was like when he fell into the cliff and lost all hope, a hand suddenly stretched out and pulled him up, as if he had been separated from the world and was reborn.

"How could he do this..."

The mouth-to-mouth kiss made Chizuru Ninomiya's mind go blank.

Because Kurosawa changed the way he addressed her and even acted coquettishly towards her, she failed to maintain her psychological defense and still relented.

But she was soft-hearted and agreed to let him kiss her face, which was not a kiss at all.

The kiss felt so good, though.

The hot breath and the soft skin contact were like a warm current flowing into her cold body, which was very comfortable.

The kiss lasted for more than ten seconds before Kurosawa Hikaru stopped.

As the lips parted, Ninomiya Chizuru was still a little unfinished. After coming back to her senses, she raised her eyes and met a pair of dark and beautiful eyes.

Eyes are the windows to the soul... Through these eyes, she could feel Kurosawa's hot and strong love.

"I want to go back."

Seeing this scene, Ninomiya Chizuru suddenly woke up, Xinxing was very flustered, even a little scared, and immediately turned around and left.

But the moment she turned around and took a step, a hand suddenly reached out and grabbed her wrist.

"do not go."

Immediately afterwards, an urgent call for retention sounded from behind, causing Ninomiya Chizuru to pause.

"..."

Ninomiya Chizuru instinctively wanted to turn back, but she still restrained her inner impulse, shook her head, and struggled to move forward.

"Are you leaving again?"

Kurosawa Hikaru, who was standing there holding her wrist, felt her feeble struggle and couldn't help but say.

With such strength alone, there was no way she could escape from his grasp...but the struggling movements were very heartbreaking.

Was his behavior just now too extreme?

But there was nothing he could do, how could he remain rational when he felt her closeness and pampering.

After hearing these heart-wrenching words, Ninomiya Chizuru couldn't help but look back at him.

"Kurosawa, I'm afraid I will go back on my word and hurt you like before."

Facing his retaining and expectant gaze, Ninomiya Chizuru couldn't help but said.

"Go back on your word?"

When Kurosawa Hikaru heard this, his expression was a little stunned.

"I was very sorry that day. I thought I could accept that you had three girlfriends and that you were a playboy, so I mustered up the courage to kiss you... but I found that I couldn't bear it at all. I can’t accept this and it hurts you.”

After all, they were face to face. Seeing that he was unconscious, Ninomiya Chizuru took a deep breath and confessed her feelings.

At that time, she was on the verge of a mental breakdown and could not bear such a blow, so she chose to turn around and leave.

But when she turned around, she faced Kurosawa's attempts to stay, but she escaped again and again.

Every time she thought about this incident, she felt doubly tormented and guilty.

If she had thought earlier that she simply couldn't accept it and hadn't kissed Kurosawa, things wouldn't have turned out like this.

"You don't have to say sorry."

When Kurosawa Hikaru heard these words, he let go of her wrist and stopped holding her.

When a person wants to leave, even if you use all means to retain her and imprison her, you cannot destroy her will.

"Kurosawa, I'm afraid I'll hurt you again... Can you give me some time to think clearly?"

Noticing his letting go, Ninomiya Chizuru felt that his mood was very low, and while explaining, she also begged.

"How long do you need? A day? A month? A year? Or a lifetime?"

Kurosawa took a deep breath, stood with his hands in his pockets, and looked at her with complicated eyes.

During this period of time, he had thought of many ways to reconcile with Qianzhe.

Until today after hearing Fujiwara Rikka's voice at the office, he thought he had found the right way forward, which was to admit his mistake and express his sincerity of repentance, which would definitely prevent several girlfriends from meeting each other.

But in the end, the fundamental reason why Chizuru kept her distance from him was not because of this incident, but because of her character.

Make decisions before acting, this is a principle that smart people can learn, and he naturally understands it.

But this principle does not apply to most real situations, especially love relationships.

If someone is able to retreat from love, be measured and calm, it can only mean that this person does not love the other person at all.

It is precisely because of his deep love for Ninomiya Chizuru that he makes many decisions and actions that lack consideration and calm thinking.

"I don't know. You kissed me just now. I'm not angry. In fact, I'm very happy. But before I'm sure I can accept it, we can't do this. That's too hasty."

Faced with his questioning, Ninomiya Chizuru was a little at a loss and explained.

To be fair, she really wanted to kiss and hug Kurosawa, act together like before, travel together, play together, and make progress together.

But she knew very well that this was an impulsive act regardless of the consequences.

"We must see the result clearly before we can reconcile? Do you only read the last page of the book?"

Kurosawa looked at her levelly and couldn't help himself.

Before you start, you have to look at the results. This is very unrealistic unless you have the super power to predict the future.

"Kurosawa, I'm afraid I'll delay you."

Facing his pleading and eager eyes, Ninomiya Chizuru was speechless, and then smiled bitterly.

"Are you afraid you will delay me?"

As soon as these words came out, Kurosawa Hikaru seemed to have heard a joke and was suddenly amused. The corners of his mouth raised slightly and he confirmed.

"I'm afraid we won't have a future, I'm afraid we'll be separated in the end... What I'm most afraid of is that I'll hurt you again."

Seeing his sudden smile, Ninomiya Chizuru's heartstrings trembled, and she hurriedly added.

"good."

Hearing such words, Kurosawa Hikaru stared at her, thought for a long time, and nodded slightly.

Ninomiya Chizuru couldn't help but feel a thump in her heart when she saw the change in his expression.

What kind of change in expression is that...from self-deprecating and ridiculous, to guilt, sadness, regret, and a deep sense of powerlessness.

"Kurosawa."

Upon discovering this, Ninomiya Chizuru felt very distressed and regretful, and couldn't help but reach out to him, trying to catch him.

But when she stretched out her hand, just when she was about to touch Kurosawa, it stopped in mid-air.

But after a brief pause, she continued to reach out and touch his chest.

"Is that really the case?"

Kurosawa Hikaru lowered his eyes to see her every move, raised his eyes to see her complicated expression, and became conscious.

He has fully realized the fact that even if he has the help of the system and tries every means to reconcile with her, it will be extremely difficult.

Because Ninomiya Chizuru has not reconciled with him so far, it is not because she still remembers what happened that day, but because she has a psychological shadow.

On that day, he tore her heart to pieces with his own hands.

Even though her heart gradually healed with the passage of time, the scars could not be erased.

Powerless, too powerless, completely helpless.

His thoughts were too naive. He thought that as long as he mustered up the courage to stay and make up for it, he would be able to get back together, just like before.

But the reality is cruel, and there is no way for a broken heart to recover, just like when he heard Ninomiya Chizuru saying sorry, he would instinctively feel fear.

Today's Ninomiya Chizuru must muster up courage even if she wants to touch him.

"Sorry, I was too impulsive. You should go back first."

After thinking a lot, Kurosawa Hikaru took a step back and chose to bow his head and apologize.

"Are you angry?"

Ninomiya Chizuru found that he no longer wanted to keep her, and she couldn't help but feel a sense of panic in her heart.

She felt that if she really left like this, the disconnected connection between the two people would be severed.

"I'm not angry, I just figured it out."

Kurosawa Hikaru shook his head.

Under the influence of the date mission, he was even grateful for being able to discover that she felt sorry for and cared about him, and he went even further to let her pamper him through coquettish ways.

He is happy, but what about Ninomiya Chizuru?

Even though she was scarred and wronged in every possible way, she still loved him and doted on him.

He only noticed that Ninomiya Chizuru's love for him did not take into account her difficulties, but now he realized it.

"What do you want to understand?"

Ninomiya Chizuru found that his expression became very calm, so calm that it was a bit scary.

"Your words reminded me... You said you were afraid of hurting me, but I am not the same. I feel that if I continue to entangle, I will only hurt you more."

Seeing her timid reaction, Kurosawa Hikaru still spoke his mind.

Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Looking to the future, everything is full of uncertainty. Even if he is determined to reduce the meetings between his girlfriends as much as possible, there is no way to guarantee that they will never meet.

No one can say what will happen tomorrow.

It was as if he was dating a school beauty from another school online not long ago, and it was sweet every day. However, in the blink of an eye, he was betrayed, and the system was awakened, and his life changed forever.

"How come...you are still willing to coax me, I am very happy."

Hearing these words, Ninomiya Chizuru felt as if he was saying breakup, and she immediately became anxious.

Although their current relationship is very tense and they even quarreled, not long ago they were still calling each other by their last names. They were not intimate at all, and they didn't look like a couple at all.

But she knew that before the fight, they were more of a couple than any other couple.

Go to the amusement park together, go on trips together, play by the creek, have picnics, hold hands, hug and kiss.

"..."

Kurosawa Hikaru heard her words and just remained silent.

What happened that day at the Budokan had endless consequences.

He had been devastated, in pain and heartbroken.

She once broke down and cried, bursting into tears.

"Kurosawa, please don't do this, okay? I was wrong."

Seeing that he was silent, Ninomiya Chizuru reached out her hand again, held his wrist, and begged.

"Stop accommodating me like this... I can't guarantee that I won't hurt you in the future."

Facing her pleading, Kurosawa Hikaru felt a little soft-hearted, but he still used his arms to break free.

"I'm not afraid."

Ninomiya Chizuru grabbed his wrist again, this time very hard.

"You are obviously very afraid. You are afraid of delaying me. You are afraid that we will not have a future. You are afraid that we will eventually break up. You are afraid that you will hurt me. But I am not the same."

Kurosawa shook his arms, unable to break free easily, so he could only harden his heart and speak clearly to her. He struggled while speaking, gradually exerting his strength, and his excitement exploded.

After what happened just now, he had personally verified the true feelings of Ninomiya Chizuru.

It would be better for both of you if you let go earlier.

"I'm very afraid of these, but I'm even more afraid of losing you!"

Although he was very strong, Ninomiya Chizuru still held on to his arm and refused to let go. She also became excited and said loudly.

"!"

Kurosawa Hikari, who was originally very excited, felt as if his soul had been hit by something when he heard this cry, and his body, mind, and even emotions were frozen.

The excited look and emotion gradually calmed down, and Kurosawa Hikaru looked at her in astonishment.

"I know I'm trying to accommodate you, but I do!"

Seeing that he no longer struggled, Ninomiya Chizuru couldn't contain her inner thoughts at this moment.

"I wanted to leave just now, not because I was angry, but because I was afraid that I would not be able to control myself and do more things with you on impulse.

I need time to think clearly because I'm afraid that I will be like the day before, clearly promising you, giving you hope, making you so happy, only to make you so sad.

Even though it's hard to accept, I'm still slowly getting used to it, just because I really don't want to lose you!

But you turned out to be like this, and you said you couldn't be entangled anymore. Do you really want to break up with me? "

Emotions broke out completely, and Ninomiya Chizuru found that he was silent, and his voice became louder and louder every sentence.

She was really scared just now, so she was very angry.

"If I really wanted to break up with you, I wouldn't have sent you a message before. I said at the beginning that I would respect your decision, but in the end I still shamelessly sent you a message just because I didn't want to lose you."

Kurosawa Hikaru looked at Chizuru Ninomiya, who was clenching her fists in front of her, excited and anxious, and seemed to be very angry, and responded.

"When I went to your house before, even if you stared at me like a betrayer and said all kinds of weird things, I still stayed there shamelessly, just because I didn't want to lose you.

And what did you say that you were afraid that you would hurt me again? I never felt that you hurt me that day, because I was the only one who had three different things to do, and I was not so shameless that I dared to get angry when I was wronged. "

The two people faced each other, talking loudly as if they were quarreling, completely losing their usual calmness and rationality.

"Really?"

Revealing her true feelings, Ninomiya Chizuru was not afraid to see him so angry and excited, but asked.

"It's all true."

After the excitement, Kurosawa calmed down a bit and confirmed.

"You never thought I broke your heart?"

"No." Kurosawa shook his head.

"You obviously did, but the way you looked at me at that time was very sad, painful, and desperate!"

Ninomiya Chizuru didn't believe his lies.

"I felt so bad when I saw you crying, that's why I did that."

Kurosawa Hikaru was truly speechless.

"I'm crying because I like you so much. I can't be like them. I can't helplessly watch you kiss other girls, and I can't easily accept you being intimate with other girls."

"I feel sorry for you because I know I love you, and I also know that what I did hurt your heart. I thought I was going to lose you, and that's why I was so desperate."

"I……"

When he returned the favor, Ninomiya Chizuru originally wanted to respond, but she choked on her words.

Because after she calmed down, she found that such a conversation was very shameful and not reserved at all.

After the quarrel, it calmed down and the two looked at each other speechlessly.

Only when they reviewed what happened that day face to face and revealed their feelings did they realize each other's true feelings.

Without mind reading, no one can guarantee that they know what others are really thinking.

Maybe I can feel the general idea, but the specific details are unclear.

Because I love you, I was so broken when I saw you kissing another woman.

Because I love you, I feel so desperate when I see you leaving.

The two people had similar feelings, but after this quarrel, they clearly felt each other's feelings.

I don’t want to lose you, I still want to be with you.

"Drink some water."

Ninomiya Chizuru felt a little thirsty and couldn't help but say.

"Um."

Kurosawa nodded.

After saying that, Ninomiya Chizuru sat back to her previous seat, and then picked up a glass of water.

As for Kurosawa Hikaru, he stood up and picked up the water glass and drank heavily.

The cool water flowed down the throat, washing away the heat in the body, but the heartbeats of the two of them were still very fast.

Because when people quarrel, they are often very emotional.

Soon, Kurosawa Hikaru finished a glass of water, licked his lips, and looked at Ninomiya Chizuru beside him.

At this glance, he met a pair of eyes, but soon they looked away.

Compared to his heroic drinking method, Ninomiya Chizuru's drinking method was very ladylike and elegant.

She sat on the sofa, her snow-white and slender jade legs were put together and placed sideways, holding the cup in one hand, putting it to her mouth and drinking slowly, and secretly glancing at him.

However, after their eyes met, she pretended not to look and moved away.

"Do you really not want to lose me?"

Seeing the change in her arrogant little eyes, Kurosawa Hikaru's heart moved, and he mustered up the courage to walk to her side and sat down and asked.

"If I wanted to lose you, would I still be sitting here now? Wouldn't it be better for me to go to bed earlier?"

Facing his actions, Ninomiya Chizuru glanced at him sideways, very speechless.

He asked knowingly, and he had said it so clearly just now.

"That's right."

Perhaps he asked knowingly, but Kurosawa Hikaru never tires of it and smiled.

Relationships between people are maintained by social software. They must be in constant contact so that the feelings will not fade, but it is impossible to get better.

This is especially true for couples who are still in love. It is useless to maintain the relationship between two people by mobile phones alone.

Instead of hiding behind social software and worrying about gains and losses, it is better to meet and make things clear.

Only in this way can the relationship go further and give people courage.

One update, but this chapter has more than 5,000 words, which is almost equivalent to two updates.