To You, My Beloved

April turned her head and stared at the light outside the window for a while, then walked slowly to the window.

Opening the window, the hot summer wind blows in front of you.

Su Nianhua lives in a high-rise building, and in April she can overlook the lights of thousands of houses. In the past, she was in a bad mood, mostly because Su Nianhua had a new girlfriend, and Su Nianhua and other women were in front of her. Hug each other, although she has been hiding her love and acting carefree, she is still a woman, with a woman's unique sentimentality, so when she feels really depressed, she will always run to a high place to look at the lights of thousands of houses, and then Her mood gradually calmed down.

But tonight, after staring at it for a long time, she still felt very disappointed.

Have you tried your best to love, only to end up with such heart-wrenching despair?

April glanced down, looking at the small cars downstairs and only seeing flickering lights. Suddenly a thought came to her mind, whether she would jump down from here with her eyes closed. , and then you will never feel as uncomfortable as now from now on?

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The large house of more than 300 square meters seemed extremely quiet. Su Nianhua didn't know how long he sat at the dining table maintaining the last move he made before leaving in April. He didn't know until his cell phone rang. He seemed to be in a daze and took out his cell phone. It was a call from Lu Ran, but he was not in the mood to answer it. He turned off the phone directly, and then his eyes fell on a table with barely touched dishes cooked by April. .

In fact, he had no appetite, but he picked up his chopsticks, brought the dishes in front of him one after another, and ate them silently.

Some were salty, some were spicy, and some were sour... But when it fell into Su Nianhua's mouth, he was completely unaware of it. Only the strong bitterness lingered between his teeth and in his heart.

Halfway through the meal, he felt his stomach was a little full. Over the years, he drank a lot and ate at irregular times, so his stomach wasn't very good. However, he showed no signs of stopping and just kept eating. He stuffed it into his mouth, and until the end of the game, he felt a dull pain in his stomach.

But Su Nianhua showed no sign of stopping. His eyes began to turn a little acidic and red. He tried hard to stuff the spicy hot pot into his mouth. He ate a little hastily and choked himself. The spicy taste spread in his breath. He He bent over and coughed violently. When he coughed to the end, tears fell down uncontrollably.

Su Nianhua tried hard to grasp the chopsticks in his hand, but kept his head lowered, watching the water stains falling drop by drop on the white floor.

His shoulders were shaking slightly. He stayed like this for a long time until his emotions stabilized. Then he sat up straight and continued to eat. As he ate, his tears fell again uncontrollably.

Su Nianhua swallowed all the dishes, then slowly supported the table, stood up with some difficulty, and slowly walked to the second bedroom.

He didn't turn on the light, he just lay on the floor haphazardly, staring at the dark ceiling with his eyes open, feeling the swelling feeling in his stomach that seemed to burst, and his throat felt like it was filled with lead, which was extremely uncomfortable.

Two days ago, he told Tang Shi that he only regarded Xiaoyue as his sister.