To My Dear Mr. Huo

In the cafe opposite the hospital, Su Qingsang and Su Chenghui sat face to face. Su Chenghui looked a little more haggard than he did two days ago.

Looking at each other in silence, Su Qingsang didn't know why he was looking for her. She thought Su Chenghui had returned to Lin City.

Dad? What do you want from me?

This is really quite polite to say. The other party is her father, why can't he come to her if nothing happens?

Su Chenghui naturally heard it and looked a little embarrassed.

It's nothing. I have a flight back to Lin City tomorrow and wanted to come over and see you.

Thanks.

Su Chenghui looked at his daughter in front of him. Su Peizhen looks like his mother, but Su Qingsang and Su Yuxin really look like him. Su Yuxin is more similar, and Su Qingsang's face shape actually looks a bit like Li Qianxue. If you look carefully, you can tell.

He lowered his head and thought of what he had overheard when he entered the hospital just now.

I heard that you are pregnant?

Su Qingsang glanced at him, but she didn't expect that he would know about it: Yes. I'm pregnant.

I didn't want to hide it deliberately. Now that I know everything, there is nothing I can't say. It's a good thing anyway.

Okay, okay. Su Chenghui said two good words, but couldn't find anything to say: I, when I went to your hospital just now, I heard your colleagues discussing. It seems they are twins?

kindness.

Okay. That's great. After Su Chenghui finished speaking, he didn't know what else he could say: I've never taken care of a pregnant woman, so I don't know what you should eat or use at this time. You -

Dad, I'm a doctor. Su Qingsang looked at his embarrassed look without any fluctuation in mood: I know how to take care of myself. Don't worry.

Su Chenghui nodded repeatedly, and then he remembered another thing: Does your mother know that you are pregnant?

I don't know yet. Su Qingsang said before it was too late: I ate out yesterday and didn't video chat with my mother. Let's tell her today.

Su Chenghui nodded, moved his lips, hesitated several times, and finally stopped.

Silence again. Su Chenghui picked up the coffee in front of him and took a sip. Black coffee, a little bitter: green mulberry.

kindness?

When your child is born, can I come and see you?

Why not? This was the first time Su Qingsang saw such cautious Su Chenghui: You are their grandfather, of course you can come to see them...

Su Chenghui's expression changed slightly because of her words. He lowered his head, feeling complicated and unspeakable.

I went to see Peizhen yesterday.

Su Chenghui was filled with emotion when he thought that his daughter, whom he had loved for more than twenty years, ended up like this.

She didn't want to see me, and she didn't want to see me. I thought of some ways before I saw her.

Su Chenghui didn't need Su Qingsang's response, he just wanted to find someone to talk to. Since when did he have no one around him to talk to.

I don't know since when, I have been thinking about whether I did something wrong. This thought finally reached its peak after you guys came back. I know that my mistake is irreversible. But I don't know, It will have such serious consequences.”

Su Qingsang was noncommittal. We are all adults, and it cannot be explained by just saying impulsiveness. Everyone must pay the price for their actions. J.

She looks good. It's true, but it's just a word of comfort. How good can it be in a place like that?

Qingsang, I have already advised her. I asked her to serve her sentence well, strive for a reduced sentence, and then come out of it as soon as possible.

Su Qingsang didn't respond, I hope. She has never regarded Su Peizhen as her old enemy, not before and never in the future.

As long as she doesn't mess with her, even if she is not willing to live in peace with her like a normal sister, she is still willing to live in peace with her.

After Su Chenghui said this, he never got a response from Su Qingsang. He was a little disappointed. He looked up at Su Qingsang, looking a little worried.

Qingsang? Do you still hate me?

No. Su Qingsang has never hated Su Chenghui: Dad, you think too much.

Many of the things that happened in the past were all my fault, so it's right for you to hate me.

Su Qingsang was silent. She couldn't answer these words: Dad, I don't hate you.

There is a little resentment, a little blame, but not even hatred.

Su Chenghui looked up at her. Her eyes were clear and innocent. He believed that she really didn't hate him. It's a pity that just because she doesn't hate it doesn't mean that others don't hate her, such as Li Qianxue.

But your mother hates me.

Su Qingsang couldn't answer this. As much as she loved Li Qianxue at the beginning, she hates him now. It is normal for her to hate him.

Su Chenghui seemed to realize that it was not appropriate to say this to his daughter.

Do you have time tonight? Let's have dinner together? Invite Huo Jinyao too?

I agreed to treat my colleagues to dinner tonight.

There was a look of disappointment on Su Chenghui's face. Su Qingsang lowered his head, thought for a while, and then added: They are all colleagues in our department. If you don't mind, can you come with us?

Su Chenghui's eyes suddenly lit up. He looked at Su Qingsang with some disbelief: Qingsang.

Huo Jinyao will come too. My colleagues are very nice and take good care of me. This time I am pregnant and they are very happy. That's why I asked them to treat me to dinner.

It should, it should. Then, will it be inconvenient?

No. It's nothing inconvenient.

………………

Huo Jinyao was a little surprised when he saw Su Chenghui at night. He glanced at Su Qingsang. She was calling her colleagues to go into the box.

Everyone from the department came, and a large table was filled.

Huo Jinyao, Su Qingsang and Su Chenghui sat at the top. This is the property of Tang Mohan's family, and the environment and food are extraordinary.

When the others saw Huo Jinyao, they were a little restrained at first, but soon let go.

Huo Jinyao had previous experience and didn't touch a drop of wine. Su Chenghui, on the other hand, ate a lot. He toasted every colleague of Su Qingsang present, thanked them for taking care of Su Qingsang, and asked them to continue to take care of him in the future.

Su Qingsang looked at Su Chenghui's actions and said nothing. Just when Su Chenghui sat down, he served him a bowl of soup.

That move was done casually. Su Chenghui looked at her, but his eyes were a little hot.

This meal was a feast for both the guest and the host. Huo Jinyao was very sober, but Su Chenghui drank too much. In the end, Huo Jinyao and Su Qingsang sent him back to the hotel.

…

Huo Jinyao used a hair dryer to blow dry Su Qingsang's hair. She half-closed her eyes and seemed to be enjoying his service.

Are you tired?

I'm not tired. She didn't move much today, how could she be tired?

Why is your dad here today?

He came to see me in the afternoon and heard about my pregnancy. He also asked me if I was free to have dinner together in the evening. He said he was going back to Lin City tomorrow, so I called him by the way.

Huo Jinyao could guess that this was probably the result.

I thought you hated him.

I don't hate him. She looked at Huo Jinyao in the mirror: Why do you all think I hate him?

Don't you hate it?

You will hate someone only if you have expectations for someone. If you don't have expectations for someone, there is no such thing as hate.

Su Qingsang's hair was almost done, and she turned to look at Huo Jinyao.

Why does my mother hate my dad so much? It's because she has always had expectations for my dad. She thought that one day she could move my dad and make him fall in love with her. So when she knew that my dad could not love her, she even brought She only hates her so much when it hurts her.

But I'm different. I haven't had any expectations for my dad since I was a child. Maybe he did, but it took too long, too long, and in the end, all those expectations disappeared without a trace.

I always knew that the person he liked the most in his heart was Su Peizhen, and then Yu Xin. So I gave up after trying a few times. I knew in my heart that he would never put me in the same position as Su Peizhen in this life. . I also know that I will never be able to put him in the position of a father in my life. Because I have no expectations, no matter what he does, I will not be surprised.

It's a little uncomfortable at most. After all, even being treated like that by a stranger will be a little uncomfortable. But it's just a little uncomfortable. Once you feel uncomfortable, it doesn't matter.

After all, she didn't care so much about what Su Chenghui thought. So we can’t talk about whether we hate it or not.

Huo Jinyao didn't say anything. He bent down, gently hugged Su Qingsang, and put his hand on her abdomen.

Su Qingsang felt his movements and put her hand on his. It's still flat there.

Huo Jinyao, I think we will be a very good pair of parents. Right?

She would not let her children grow up like her, and she believed Huo Jinyao would not let them grow up like he did when he was a child.

certainly.

Huo Jinyao looked at her intently, feeling the temperature in her abdomen: We are different from our parents.

That's right. We are different from them.

Her and Huo Jinyao's children will definitely receive a lot of care and love.

…

Li Qianxue also knew about Su Qingsang's pregnancy. She was so happy that she said she would fly to Rongcheng to see her. Not only did she come, but Mr. Li and Su Yuxin also came with her.

If it weren't for something else happening in Lin City, I'm afraid they would still want to live in Rongcheng until Su Qingsang was born.

It took a lot of effort to convince Li Qianxue that she didn't have to worry so much. After sending Li Qianxue away, Su Qingsang focused on the research at the end of the month.

That's the bad thing about being a doctor. You have to submit papers every year and take various certification exams. She became busy and gradually ignored her physical discomfort.

Huo Jinyao was very worried about her, but she refused to take a break and insisted on continuing to work. He had no choice but to hire a nutritionist at home, and made a special agreement with Aunt Yu to ask her to follow the nutritionist's instructions.

Liu Tongjia and Mr. Huo also came to see them from time to time, but Su Qingsang herself had no consciousness of being pregnant at all. Do what you have to do.

Outpatient services and surgeries are the same.

Time went forward another half month, and Rongcheng entered September. Su Qingsang's pregnancy has also passed the first three months. It's considered stable.

Huo Jinyao was worried about making her happy now, even if she repeatedly said that many people still drive until they give birth to children. He takes me to and from get off work every day.

Su Qingsang couldn't control him, so she had to agree.

When Su Qingsang woke up early that morning, she ran to the bathroom to vomit again. She seemed to be doing well this month, with no signs of vomiting at all.

Huo Jinyao thought that the previous time was a coincidence, but in the past few days, he realized that he had thought too much.

Why are you vomiting like this? Huo Jinyao stood behind Su Qingsang and patted her back gently with one hand: You were obviously fine the previous month?

Su Qingsang didn't speak. She felt very uncomfortable now and had no time to speak.

She actually probably knew what it was for. When Li Qianxue came to Rongcheng before, she didn't want her to worry. So she suppressed the thought of vomiting.

Later, she was busy with examinations and writing papers, and was distracted by foreign affairs, so her attention naturally shifted.

Her paper was just handed in yesterday, and she will probably pass it if there are no accidents. When a person relaxes, his body's reaction will naturally come.

I asked Aunt Yu to cook porridge this morning. Can you drink it now?

Ever since Su Qingsang became pregnant, Huo Jinyao had asked Aunt Yu to live with her and let her cook three meals a day as long as she was at home.

Su Qingsang nodded, it was still impossible not to eat. She got up to eat, but as soon as she picked up the bowl and took a few mouthfuls, she felt nauseated and rushed to the bathroom again, where she vomited even more than before.

From this day on, Huo Jinyao discovered that Su Qingsang's hard days were coming. She almost vomited everything she ate.

No matter how bland the food was, she would spit it out after eating it. Huo Jinyao saw this and was extremely anxious.

How about we go to the doctor?

Huo Jinyao looked at Su Qingsang who was pale from vomiting, and really didn't know how to make her stop vomiting or make her feel better.

Su Qingsang lay down in front of the toilet and waved her hands. She felt really uncomfortable now. The whole person has reached the point where he can vomit even if he drinks water.

Wife——

She's been vomiting like this for a week. In just a few days, I have lost a lot of weight.

Not only has the person lost weight, there is no color at all on his face.

Su Qingsang stood up and put one hand on the sink. She looked at Huo Jinyao and said in a very weak tone: Huo Jinyao, I am a doctor myself. You want me to see a doctor?

But how can you do this?

Su Qingsang rinsed her mouth. She didn't expect that her morning sickness would be so severe.

Let's eat first.

You've vomited like this, are you sure you can still eat?

If I can't eat, I will force myself to eat. If it doesn't work, I have to go to the hospital for infusion.

Su Qingsang said it was normal, but Huo Jinyao only felt distressed. He never knew that pregnancy was so hard.

Su Qingsang stopped vomiting after the day she vomited. He thought it was just an accident. But this week made him realize that it was too early for him to rejoice.

Su Qingsang returned to the dining table and looked at the dishes on the table, but still had no appetite.

Wife?

When Huo Jinyao saw her like this, he wanted to forget about the child.

It's okay, I'll try again.

Su Qingsang picked up the bowl while speaking. Force yourself to drink that bowl of porridge. Huo Jinyao kept looking at her nervously, watching her finish the bowl of porridge. Before he could breathe a sigh of relief, Su Qingsang stood up again and headed towards the bathroom.

At this moment, Huo Jinyao's face turned green.

After going to the bathroom, he found that Su Qingsang had vomited everything he had just eaten. Huo Jinyao really couldn't calm down now.

Wife?

Su Qingsang was indeed feeling very uncomfortable, and the physical and psychological reactions were beyond her control. She now feels like vomiting no matter what she smells, and feels nauseated no matter what she smells.

She waved her hand, her face extremely pale. She had hardly eaten anything seriously this week.

Huo Jinyao reached out to support her, but she didn't refuse. The two of them returned to the sofa in the living room and sat down. Aunt Yu came out of the kitchen and looked distressed when she saw Su Qingsang like this.

What should I do? My wife can't eat anything right now. How about I get you some custard?

Su Qingsang waved his hand: Stop being busy. I have no appetite.

Madam, you can't do this. You are not alone, you are three people.

Aunt Yu also knew that Su Qingsang was pregnant with twins. She had obviously been fine for the past half month or so, but she was vomiting like this in the past few days, and she felt extremely distressed when she saw it.

Su Qingsang knew, but she really couldn't eat it. He looked at the time and realized he wasn't going to work today: I'll go back to my room and take a nap.

You don't have breakfast?

If you don't eat it, you'll spit it out if you eat it.

Su Qingsang also didn't expect that this child could torment him so much. After returning to the bed and lying down, Huo Jinyao followed her and watched her sleep with worry on his face.

After leaving the room, Huo Jinyao called others one by one. Even if Su Qingsang is cured by a doctor, since ancient times doctors have not practiced self-medication. Maybe she still has to look to someone else for her problems.

Liu Tongjia came over not long after receiving his call. She looked at the worry on Huo Jinyao's face. I ran to see Su Qingsang, she was still sleeping.

After she became pregnant, she became more lethargic than before. She was still busy with exams and essay writing, which kept her busy.

Now that the work is over, people have relaxed.

You haven't eaten well in a week and you're telling me now?

Qingsang didn't let me say it. Huo Jinyao was also helpless: She said she is a doctor and she understands everything.

She understands why she doesn't eat it? Liu Tongjia was so angry that she couldn't help raising her hand and patted Huo Jinyao on the shoulder: You said you did the same, how did you take care of her?

Mom? Huo Jinyao almost wanted to beg for mercy. Both mother and son sounded equally worried when talking about Su Qingsang. Invisibly, it felt a little more intimate.

It's just that Liu Tongjia is not a doctor. She came here to keep an eye on Su Qingsang and let her eat well.

But Su Qingsang was destined to let her down. She woke up at noon and sat at the dining table, with Huo Jinyao, Aunt Yu, and Liu Tongjia standing in front of her.

Su Qingsang, who was stared at by them all, felt tremendous pressure. Looking at the light dishes Liu Tongjia ordered on the table, she forced herself to eat some.

I ate less than half a bowl of rice and drank a bowl of soup. Huo Jinyao breathed a sigh of relief. It is indeed beneficial to have Liu Tongjia come over.

However, his happiness lasted less than a minute. The moment Su Qingsang put down the bowl, she rushed to the bathroom again.

This time she almost spit out the yellow bile water. When I came out of the bathroom, my feet were soft and my whole body was indescribably weak.

Wife?

Green mulberry.

Mrs?

Su Qingsang looked at the concerned faces of the people in front of her and smiled bitterly: I'm sorry, I really tried my best.

If you can't eat, you can't eat. If you feel like vomiting after eating, you feel like vomiting after eating. This is really out of her control.

Liu Tongjia and Huo Jinyao looked at each other.

What, what should I do? Liu Tongjia was helpless: Do you really want to go to the hospital for infusion? You are a doctor yourself. You should know that this is not good for your health.

Of course Su Qingsang knew, she shook her head: If you don't want to infuse, I'll endure it for a while and then eat later.

She is a doctor and knows many ways, such as ginger juice and eating applesauce to relieve pain. She had tried it two days ago, and she could still press it down, but when it was time to eat, she would still vomit whatever she ate.

In the end, Su Qingsang drank some soup. Because she ate less, she finally stopped vomiting. But he refused to eat anymore.

Huo Jinyao looked extremely anxious. At night, Liu Tongjia asked Aunt Yu to cook more dishes. With so many dishes, you can always find one that Su Qingsang can eat without vomiting, right?

Still useless.

Huo Jinyao felt like he was going to lose his hair. It was night, and Su Qingsang had fallen asleep. But he couldn't sleep. Looking at Su Qingsang's pale face, he came out of the room and went to the living room.

Liu Tongjia didn't sleep either, and she couldn't sleep either. Su Qingsang's reaction in recent days is really worrying.

I just came here, and I have such a big reaction, and there are two more in my stomach. What's going to happen if it continues like this?

Even if Liu Tongjia didn't like Su Qingsang before, she began to accept her after her son said that. Not to mention that Su Qingsang is pregnant now.

Twins. I was so happy before, but now I am so sad.

Huo Jinyao sat still, but Liu Tongjia didn't like the way he looked, so she patted the back of his hand hard: You think of a way?

I—— What can I think of? He always coaxed Su Qingsang to eat every day. But can she blame him if she can't eat it?

You're so useless. Liu Tongjia was so angry that she couldn't help but despise her son.

I'm useless, but you are useful. Why don't you think of a way?

Me. Liu Tongjia cleared her throat: What can I think of? When I gave birth to you, you were much more obedient in my belly.

Huo Jinyao rarely heard Liu Tongjia talk about the past. In fact, Liu Tongjia rarely talked about the past. When I talk about this, my face is not as sad as before, but a little more nostalgic.

You two never bothered me when you were in my belly. You were all very well-behaved. Especially - Wushuang, from the beginning to the end, there was almost no reaction at all. After the birth, you were also well-behaved and sensible.

After more than ten years, Huo Jinyao and Liu Tongjia talked about his brother and sister for the first time.

Huo Jinyao did not interrupt her and listened to her talk about some fun things she had done when she was pregnant. Liu Tongjia talked about Huo Jinkai and Huo Wushuang.

What about me? Mom, what was it like when you were pregnant with me?

You? Liu Tongjia smiled, her brows and eyes were peaceful, without the resentment in the past: In the first month, I felt a little nauseous. Then I got better. At that time, I also had a strange appetite. Things I didn't like to eat in the past, I liked it very much at that time. Things like fish and shrimp, which I liked in the past, didn’t like at that time. At that time, Aunt Zhou felt embarrassed about cooking and didn’t know what I wanted to eat. After all, one idea a day.”

After hearing her words, Huo Jinyao suddenly stood up.

Mom, do I know what to do?

Ah? Did she say something just now? Liu Tongjia looked confused. Huo Jinyao glanced at her, grabbed the car keys and went out.

This kid. He wanted to say what kind of solution this was so clueless.

One update. Six thousand words. . It was fine when I was pregnant. When my sister-in-law was pregnant, she would vomit whatever she ate. That's uncomfortable. . Aye. Being a mother is actually quite hard.