This is your world

Outside the room door.

Qiuyue was pacing in place.

Her eyes would stay on the room not far in front of her from time to time, with an extremely troubled look on her face.

Her eyes were full of complexity.

It seemed like he was going through some kind of tangled struggle.

Every time she tried to get closer to the room, she stopped again.

After hesitating for a long time, I finally didn’t have the courage.

She lowered her head slightly.

At this moment, Qiuyue no longer had the arrogant and indifferent aura she had before.

Some are just inner struggles that are extremely painful.

After struggling for a long time, she still didn't dare to take that step.

Finally, she slowly stopped.

Looking at the room in front of him, many, many pictures came to mind for no reason.

She thought of that winter many years ago, of the war and chaos that year, and of that figure that year...

Finally, Qiuyue's heart suddenly calmed down.

It was as if some thought had become firm in his heart.

She took a deep breath, and her eyes gradually became firmer.

Finally, she came to the door of the room.

He raised his head and was about to knock on the door.

At this moment, a voice came from the room.

"Is it Qiuyue?"

At this moment, Qiuyue, who had already mustered up her courage, suddenly panicked instinctively for some unknown reason.

"Little Miss...yes, it's me."

"come in."

Qiuyue hesitated and struggled with her eyes, and finally gritted her teeth, opened the door and walked in.

in the room.

Qiuyue was sitting in front of the dressing table, looking at herself in the bronze mirror.

In the bronze mirror, a delicate and pretty face was reflected.

Without any powder, it looks as if it were made by nature, just like the beloved child of the Creator.

Su Shan seemed to notice the footsteps behind her, and then she turned around slightly.

"You came?"

Qiuyue looked at the young lady in front of her, and for some reason, she was speechless for a moment.

The words that were originally unspeakable became even more unspeakable at this time.

The look on her face also turned gloomy at this moment.

However, Su Shan didn't seem to see any change in Qiu Yue's expression, but said, "Why are you standing there in a daze? Come here and take a look at it. Does my hairpin look good?"

Qiuyue finally came back to her senses, put away the complicated look in her eyes, and came behind the young lady.

Looking at herself in the bronze mirror, Qiuyue took a closer look and said, "It's very beautiful... Miss, she looks good no matter what she wears."

"It's as if you didn't say anything."

Su Shan rolled her eyes boredly, gently and carefully removed the hairpin from her hair, placed it on the dressing table in front of her, and shook her head.

"The hairpin is a good hairpin, but I don't like it very much."

"If Miss doesn't like it... you can ask your servant to change it. I just heard recently that a new batch of silver hairpins have been imported from Beizhou. I will ask my servant to send a batch to Miss.

"No need!"

Su Shan shook her head.

She just said it.

She is not particularly interested in these things.

I just had a sudden whim today and wanted to give it a try.

After putting down the hairpin, Su Shan glanced at Qiu Yue behind her, and then noticed the expression on Qiu Yue's face.

"What's wrong with you? Are you unhappy?"

"No, no?"

Qiuyue forced herself to calm down and shook her head.

However, the complicated look in her eyes betrayed her interest.

"well."

Su Shan sighed faintly: "It's hard for you too..."

"Fortunately, you have been by my side all these years, taking care of me and not abandoning me. Thank you for your hard work these years!"

Qiuyue lowered her head and said with a smile: "Qiuyue is the lady's slave, and she should take care of her..."

Su Shan looked at Qiuyue and shook her head: "I have never treated you as a slave. I have always treated you as my best sister. Over the years, you and I have depended on each other. Without you, would I be able to live until now? An unknown number..."

Qiuyue said: "If the young lady saves this slave, then she will be my young lady for the rest of my life..."

"I saved you, why didn't you save me?"

Su Shan smiled and looked up at Qiu Yue, with no visible emotion in her eyes.

"Qiuyue, you are... not young this year, are you?"

"Miss, Qiuyue is... eighteen years old this year."

"I'm eighteen...she's already a big girl!"

Su Shan looked at Qiu Yue and said, seemingly intentionally or unintentionally: "It's time to find a husband."

Qiuyue was shocked: "Miss..."

However, Su Shan interrupted Qiu Yue and shook her head.

"When I was chatting with Divine Doctor Li just now, he asked me what I would like to do if my leg is really cured and I can really stand up..."

"If I can really stand up, there are actually quite a lot of things I want to do... I want to see the outside world. I never had the chance before. If I can really stand up, I really want to go outside. Look at the world..."

"Go to Zhongzhou to see the various sects in the world, and look for the legendary Medicine King Valley. Or go to Beizhou to see the most chaotic place in the north... Back then, Qi was known as the capital of happiness. The people live and work in peace and contentment, and the people of Northern Qi never forget Qi State... I really want to go and see..."

"If I can really stand up again, I still want to go to many, many places..."

For Su Shan, there are many things she wants to do in her life, but she has no chance to try them.

For most of her life, she lived in constant danger of death.

If you are not careful, you may lose your life.

Therefore, she can't go anywhere.

She could only live in such a small county town and live day by day.

Maybe he died suddenly that day.

She also has many things she wants to do and many sights she wants to see.

This is her dream and the scene she most longs for.

Listening to the young lady's description, Qiuyue felt a little sad for some reason.

Over the years, she has followed the young lady.

No one can understand the young lady's mood at this time better than her.

"Miss, you're going to be fine!"

Qiuyue looked at Su Shan and said seriously: "When Miss you recover, wherever you want to go, Miss, Qiuyue will follow Miss to protect you..."

Hearing this, Su Shan just shook her head.

Turn back and look at Qiuyue.

After a moment of silence, she smiled and said, "Qiuyue, you have been by my side for so many years, and I have really suffered and wronged you... You have basically been around me for the first half of your life..."

"Now that you are not young, it is time for you to live for yourself..."

Listening to the young lady's words, Qiuyue's expression suddenly changed for some reason.

What does Miss... mean?

Miss, she... doesn't want herself anymore?

Qiuyue's face instantly became extremely pale: "Miss, you, do you... don't want Qiuyue anymore?"

"how come?"

Su Shan looked at Qiuyue and shook her head: "You will always be my best sister, but you really should have your own life... continuing to be with me will only delay you. For me, this is my What I don’t want to see…”

"When I can really stand up, I can take care of myself. You are not young anymore. If you don't find someone from your husband's family, it will be difficult to marry in the future. I will take a look at that time and help you find someone... …”

"Miss, I don't want to marry!"

Who knows, Qiuyue suddenly shook her head in panic: "Qiuyue is not going anywhere, Qiuyue will only stay with the lady..."

Su Shan looked at Qiuyue, was silent for a moment, and suddenly sighed: "Qiuyue, why are you doing this?"

At this moment, Qiuyue suddenly knelt down in front of Su Shan with a plop.

"Miss...I was wrong...all this is my fault. Everything is my fault...Miss, please don't drive me away..."

Qiuyue suddenly knelt down, which surprised Su Shan.

She said on her face: "Get up quickly. Why are you kneeling down? Get up quickly!"

However, Qiuyue remained silent.

She lowered her head, not daring to raise her head to look at Su Shan.

At this moment, the thoughts in her mind finally made up her mind.

"Miss...actually...you already knew that, right?"

Qiuyue clenched her fists, her delicate body trembled, and her voice trembled.

"Miss, you already knew... I was one of theirs. If you had known earlier, I, I..."

"I'm the one they placed next to you, right?"

"..."

Su Shan suddenly fell silent.

In an instant, the room became extremely silent.

There was no sound at all.

After saying these words, Qiuyue seemed to relax all over.

It was a sense of relief, a last-minute honesty.

Everything...has been settled.

As for what to face, it no longer matters.

For Qiuyue, the heavy burden on her heart was finally lifted.

Over the years, she has been burdened with guilt and lived in guilt.

Every time she saw the young lady, she always felt anxious and uneasy in her heart.

The lady was so kind to her, and she...

So at this moment, Qiuyue didn't even dare to raise her head to see the young lady.

She didn't dare.

She was afraid of seeing the young lady's angry, blaming, questioning eyes.

I'm even more afraid that the lady has no expression at all...

At this moment, the room was quiet.

The only sound left in silence was the breathing of the two of them.

Qiuyue's breathing gradually became faster.

As a master, he should have already mastered the restraint of his breathing very well.

But at this moment, Qiuyue's heart was in confusion.

Everything is messed up.

As the room grew heavier and heavier, Qiuyue's heart became heavier and heavier.

Finally, it seemed like a century had passed.

Qiuyue was tortured in her heart.

But there was still no sound in the room.

After Qiuyue finished speaking, the room remained silent.

Finally, Qiuyue mustered up some courage.

She slowly raised her head and looked at Su Shan.

When her eyes fell on Su Shan's face, she was stunned.

Su Shan was looking at her quietly.

Eyes calm.

There was no wave on his face.

No surprise, no shock, no anger.

Not even a hint of blame.

But this reaction made Qiuyue even more tormented inside.

"Miss, I..."

Qiuyue's voice trembled, not knowing what to say.

She couldn't say a word.

"Get up first."

Finally, Su Shan spoke.

She looked at Qiuyue and spoke softly.

Qiuyue didn't move.

She didn't dare to get up.

She was ashamed.

She has no face.

"If anything happens, let's talk about it when you get up."

Su Shan spoke again.

"Are you planning to kneel here all day?"

Qiuyue lowered her head again.

The calmer the young lady is, the more uncomfortable she feels inside.

She would like the young lady to be very angry, furious, and even... kill herself.

If death can make up for the young lady, wouldn't it be a relief for her?

Seeing Qiu Yue making no movement, Su Shan spoke again: "Do you want me to get up and help you up?"

This time, Qiuyue finally reacted.

She looked up at the young lady again.

Finally, after experiencing intense inner suffering, Qiuyue slowly stood up.

Then, there was another long silence.

"You're right!"

Finally, Su Shan broke the silence.

"I did already know that."

The autumn moon is silent.

Sure enough, what she was thinking, Miss...it turned out that she had known something was wrong with her for a long time.

"That……"

Qiuyue's lips trembled, and she didn't know what to say for a long time.

"Miss, why didn't you... come earlier, earlier..."

Qiuyue didn't know what to say.

"I'm also curious as to why I didn't expose you earlier."

Su Shan nodded to herself. She looked at Qiu Yue with calm eyes: "Maybe it's because I feel... you haven't harmed me, right?"

The autumn moon is silent.

But I was extremely ashamed inside.

She couldn't help gritting her teeth: "Miss, how did you...discover me."

Qiuyue thought that she had concealed herself very well. Over the years, she often even forgot that she had another identity and another mission.

It wasn't until Li Beifeng appeared that Qiu Yue realized that she might have been exposed.

That guy... he's so good at reading people.

"Probably...a long, long time ago."

Su Shan shook her head: "I forgot, I have forgotten for a long time... Although you concealed it very well, there is no airtight wall in this world? But at the beginning, I did just doubt you and was not sure."

"It wasn't until that day when Divine Doctor Li suddenly mentioned this matter to me that I could be completely sure... that you are one of theirs..."

Qiuyue's heart suddenly sank.

He immediately knelt down again.

"Miss, I'm sorry..."

"Get up, you're not sorry for me...at least I'm not dead yet, right?"

Su Shan looked at Qiu Yue and said calmly: "You have been with me for so many years, taking care of my life... If you really wanted to kill me, I would have died ten thousand times. But you didn't, you never harmed me. …”

"So, you didn't feel sorry for me."

"Miss……"

Qiuyue's voice gradually became choked with sobs.

"It wasn't until that day when Divine Doctor Li suddenly mentioned this matter to me that I could be completely sure... that you are one of theirs..."

Qiuyue's heart suddenly sank.

He immediately knelt down again.

"Miss, I'm sorry..."

"Get up, you're not sorry for me...at least I'm not dead yet, right?"

Su Shan looked at Qiu Yue and said calmly: "You have been with me for so many years, taking care of my life... If you really wanted to kill me, I would have died ten thousand times. But you didn't, you never harmed me. …”

"So, you didn't feel sorry for me."

"Miss……"

Qiuyue's voice gradually became choked with sobs.