This Cultivator Has A Dirty Heart

Lou Qingyu vaguely saw countless people standing in front of him, holding long swords and wearing armor, fighting towards the enemy.

They roared angrily and charged towards the enemy.

Some killed the enemy, and some were killed by the enemy.

And every one of those who were killed seemed to be looking at Lou Qingyu, their eyes full of unwillingness.

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In addition, another memory also emerged in Lou Qingyu's mind.

She saw a woman crawling out of a coffin and breaking open the ground.

It was raining heavily in the sky, and the woman's face and body were wet from the rain.

Surrounded by ancient gods hundreds of meters high.

The woman looked at those ancient gods, and she could feel the endless anger in their eyes, as well as a strong unwillingness.

I saw the woman pull out a broken sword from the ground and kill those ancient gods.

The ancient gods fell one after another and turned into "high mountains".

The woman and the ancient gods fought fiercely for months, and finally killed them all.

At this time, the woman's clothes were stained blood red, but the blood was obviously not the ancient god's.

She returned to the place where she climbed out before, and then frantically dug for something with her hands.

After an unknown amount of time, she saw hundreds of coffins appearing in front of her.

The surface of those coffins showed a light white color, extremely smooth, and seemed to be made of some kind of white jade.

The natural luster emitted after years of precipitation is as pure and deep as the clear spring in the mountains.

Under the reflection of the light, the coffin emits a soft light, like moonlight, shrouding the surroundings in a mysterious and solemn atmosphere.

It is carved with exquisite patterns, including cloud patterns, dragon patterns, phoenix patterns, etc. Each pattern is lifelike, as if it contains the mystery and wisdom of heaven and earth.

The lid of the coffin is tightly closed, as if guarding a piece of dusty history or an eternal secret.

Lou Qingyu saw the woman walking up to a coffin and using all her strength to open the coffin.

A corpse was lying quietly inside.

Lou Qingyu couldn't see clearly the person in the coffin, but for some reason, she felt a vague feeling of sadness and unwillingness welling up in her heart.

And almost at this moment, the woman who opened the coffin couldn't bear it anymore, knelt on the ground, and started crying...

Only then did Lou Qingyu realize that the unwillingness, anger and sadness all came from the woman in front of him.

But before Lou Qingyu came to her senses, she saw the woman turning her head, looking at her, and approaching step by step.

The woman finally walked up to Lou Qingyu, almost face to face.

Lou Qingyu saw many of the emotions he had felt before on the other person's face, and they were even more complicated.

But for some reason, she always felt that she couldn't see the face of the woman in front of her clearly, as if something was blocking her sight, preventing her from seeing clearly.

"Do you still want to give up?"

"Leave everything into the hands of others?"

"Is this what you want?"

The woman spoke, seemingly questioning Lou Qingyu.

Lou Qingyu felt a chill coming from the Tianling Gai, as if a thick iron needle was piercing from the top of his head and piercing into his brain bit by bit.

She gradually felt that she had lost control of her body, and it seemed that her soul began to wander.

"Is this what you want?" the woman asked again, her tone full of questioning and anger.

Lou Qingyu began to feel suffocated, as if he would die completely in the next second.

She couldn't bear all this anymore, and anger and unwillingness burst out again in her already dim eyes!

"No!!"

Lou Qingyu suddenly spoke, clenching her fists tightly and murderous intent blooming in her eyes.

A powerful aura burst out from her body, and the sea seemed to have fallen into a huge rock. Waves several meters high spread out around her with her as the center.

As the waves receded, the illusion in front of Lou Qingyu also disappeared, and the figure of the woman completely disappeared.

But I don’t know why, but the feeling of unwillingness and grief in my heart cannot calm down for a long time.

Lou Qingyu was stunned on the spot, not knowing what to do for a moment.

"That person just now...was me?"

Although Lou Qingyu never saw the other person's face clearly, she had an intuition that that person was herself.

The experiences of the other party are also my own experiences.

In other words, I have awakened my memory again.

It's just different from the previous memory. This time, Lou Qingyu no longer "acted" as herself, but became a bystander and watched the whole process.

She had had this experience before when her memory awakened, but it was only the first time, when she saw her own body.

After that, I almost always see the world from my "own perspective."

But in this issue, he became a bystander again.

And more importantly, that "former self" actually talked to her.

It's as if the other person is still alive and can see and talk to himself.

And when the other person asked me that question, it felt like someone had inserted a steel needle into my brain.

Lou Qingyu could clearly feel that her soul was being slowly stripped away, as if she had been taken away...

"Could it be the old me?"

A suspicion came into Lou Qingyu's mind, and her eyes became gloomy.

"are you still there?"

Lou Qingyu asked, as if he wanted to communicate with his former self and see if he could communicate with the other person.

But after a while, there was no response from her.

"can you hear me?"

"Do you know any other way to break through the fairyland?"

There was still no response from the other party.

"If you can't speak, can you give me any other inspiration?"

Still no response.

Lou Qingyu didn't want to give up, and used the power of her spiritual consciousness to check her whole body thoroughly.

But even so, it still has no effect.

"That's right. If I could detect it, I would have discovered it long ago."

Lou Qingyu sighed helplessly.

I don't know whether my former self didn't want to talk to her or was unable to talk to her.

Or is it just some illusion caused by the awakening of her memory, and the other party does not actually exist?

At this moment, Lou Qingyu felt like her head was in a mess, with no clue at all.

But at this moment, Lou Qingyu suddenly felt her consciousness move, and in the next second, countless information began to pour into her mind.

Lou Qingyu was stunned for a moment, then carefully flipped through the transmitted information, and was surprised to find that this information seemed to be the information that had not been fully received when he first awakened his memory! !