There’s a Dragon Girl in the Desolate Sea

Chapter one of the sixty-first piece: (eight)

Compared with Linglong, Zhou Shutong's grades are not so good. Before Linglong came to Tianhai City, she could guarantee the top ten in every exam. Basically, as long as there are no accidents and the status quo is maintained, the key universities are appropriate.

But her psychological endurance is too bad.

Linglong never targeted her from beginning to end, and even the number of times she talked to her was counted by ten fingers, and there was no hint that others would isolate her together. Zhou Shutong herself couldn't stand it. She watched Linglong becoming famous and crazy day by day, up and down as if everyone liked her, and everyone could hear people compliment Linglong wherever she went...In comparison, how bleak and ordinary she was. what!

Even the solo ballet dance she was so proud of in the National Day Art Festival failed to create any splashes. After Linglong arrived, everyone couldn't see herself.

Living under the aura of such a person, a girl like Zhou Shutong who is so arrogant and accustomed to being held by the stars cannot accept it! She always couldn't help thinking wildly, especially when she was in the same class as Linglong, who had to meet every day, even if the other party had never taken the initiative to take care of herself, Zhou Shutong felt useless. She knew that Linglong looked down on herself at all, so she deliberately ignored her, isn't it because she is not Zhong Xuguo's biological daughter!

In this case, how could Zhou Shutong have the intention to review it! She was impetuous and couldn't learn. At this juncture, Peng Yue divorced Zhong Xuguo again. The twins stayed justly, but Zhou Shutong had to leave with her mother. Everything seemed to indicate that she was just a fake daughter, which made her very painful.

Therefore, the college entrance examination results are unprecedentedly worse, even worse than the previous three-mode time. It can only pass a line, and the university has no worries about not going to the university, but she doesn't even think about it at Capital University Tianhai University!

Compared with the top scorer in the college entrance examination with full marks, Zhou Shutong felt like a small gray mouse, shrunk in a corner to accomplish nothing.

She hated this kind of herself, but couldn't cheer herself up, so she had to transfer her resentment to Linglong, thinking that if it were not for Linglong, she would not become what she is today.

If Linglong doesn't come back, she will still be the daughter of the Zhong family, the goddess of school tyrants sought after by her classmates, or the darling of the teachers-she shouldn't be the now listless look, all this is caused by Zhong Linglong !

For a daughter with excellent grades in the college entrance examination score so poor, Peng Yue did not comfort or understand. She only felt disappointed. She accused Zhou Shutong and said: "How much did your mother give for you, ah? How much effort has been devoted to you by your mother! You pass the exam like this? Look at the other person Zhong Linglong! From the small county town! How can the learning environment and the conditions compare to you? But people are likable, why can't you? Why did I give birth to you? Are you here to collect debts?! Look at your score! I'm ashamed to say it! How can I see people in the future!"

Zhou Shutong lowered her head and remained silent. She didn't think she was wrong, but Peng Yue's words became more and more awkward. She has always been more authentic in front of her daughter, and will not maintain the dignified and gentle appearance in front of Zhong Xuguo.

"...I knew that I would not take you away! Let you go with your useless dad!"

This sentence suddenly hit Zhou Shutong’s sore spot, and she suddenly raised her head: "What is the use of what you say now?! If you had the ability, you would have let me change my surname long ago! Did you take me for me? Not because I give you a long face! Now if I fail the exam, you can scold me, then go to the one who did the exam well! See if others want to recognize you as a stepmother!"

With a snap, Peng Yue slapped Zhou Shutong in the face!

Zhou Shutong covered her face and glared at her mother with red eyes, her eyes full of resentment and resentment. After a while, she stood up and ran out, no matter what Peng Yue yelled behind her, she didn't look back.

She went to Linglong.

At the end of the college entrance examination, Linglong stayed at home waiting for dinner. She raised a small orange cat and picked it up in the community. When she first came, she hadn't opened her big eyes before she slapped her, and now she is covered with fat. Usually Zhong Xuguo takes care of him, but whenever Linglong is at home, the little orange cat only recognizes Linglong and ignores his old father who has worked so hard to nurture him. Zhong Xuguo has been dissatisfied for a long time, saying that this is a white-eyed cat with no conscience at all. He obviously eats and drinks with Lazar and plays with him, but in the end he only sees his daughter!

Linglong thinks that's not the case. This little chubby cat doesn't like her so much as it... fears her.

Yes, fear.

When she picked up the little orange cat in the community, it was being held by her own mother. The female cat was very fierce. Many cat lovers in the community wanted to catch it for sterilization but had to be severely scratched. Linglong only heard her name but didn't see her cat, but when she saw her for the first time, the female cat lost the little orange cat in her mouth, and then disappeared like lightning!

Linglong thought, very good, at least now I can rule out the possibility of being a rat spirit.

The little orange cat was too small, so she had to carry it back. As long as the little cat saw her, as long as she was at home, she would be surrounded by Linglong. Later, Linglong went to the zoo by herself. Her intention was to see if there were any animals that would make her feel excited when she glanced at it. The result was no, not only not. The big guys even squabbled on the ground when they saw her. , Many tourists are still taking pictures, not knowing what these beasts are afraid of.

Linglong began to wonder what her origin was, because she had no impression of her past except for the memories of these lifetimes.

The only thing that is certain is that she will not forget the memories of previous lives, her brain is very smart, and her intelligence is beyond the scope of human beings. In addition, it is the fear of her by animals. Compared with humans, animals are obviously more sensitive to danger.

The phone rang and Linglong looked at it. It was Zhou Shutong who asked her out to meet. Linglong wondered what friendship they had between them. However, Zhou Shutong was very emotional. She wanted to go and see it. The two met in a milk tea shop near the school. Before going out, the little orange cat jumped and pulled the delicate pants. She was dressed very fresh and blue today. White striped shirt and washed white wide-leg jeans, hair is loosely tied into a ball head, and there is a cherry hairpin, which is very charming and lively.

She thought about it, and stuffed the little orange cat into her shirt pocket. Although the kitten has gained a lot of weight, it is still a milk cat in essence. There is huge room for improvement in body shape, and it is still possible to put it in her pocket right now.

Zhou Shutong was already waiting in the milk tea shop. She chose a secluded corner. Linglong ordered a cup of matcha milk cap before sitting down. Zhou Shutong asked her at first, "Why are you coming back?!"

The little orange cat rubbed and squeezed, sticking out a small furry head from Linglong's pocket. It was not as leathery as at home. When he was around Linglong, he was always extraordinarily well-behaved and human.

Linglong showed an unbelievable expression: "I wonder if my registered permanent residence is still in Tianhai City, can't I come back?"

"Before you appeared, I was the best one!" Zhou Shutong gritted his teeth and said, "But as soon as you appeared, you took everything from me and caused my mother to get divorced. You—"

"You made a mistake." Linglong raised an index finger and shook it. "Zhong Xuguo is my biological father. Emotionally speaking, he should love me. Legally speaking, he should nurture me, and you My mother has taken my living expenses since I was eight years old. How do you think your mother owes me? For the divorce, I didn’t put a knife on my father’s neck to force him. It was his own choice. Huh? As for stealing everything from you... Stop it, I didn't **** it, you are too useless."

what? ! What is she saying! Zhou Shutong is angry, how dare she say this!

Linglong pulled out her ears, and even if time went back, she still said, "You can't get my dad's love, and your grades are not as good as me. My brain is not as beautiful as I am and I am not as likable as me... …Isn’t it that you’re too bad? You should find the reason from yourself? Blame me for being too good?"

She smiled and was not angry at all. Just when the milk was covered, she took a habit and took a big mouthful: "Don’t think I don’t know. Before I enter the class, you will chew your tongue with your classmates, suggesting that I am Didn’t I treat you like this to the poor students from the country? You know, if I wanted to clean up you, you would have suffered a long time ago. Why, if you say bad things about me, dare you still dare to blame me for stealing your things?"

"What does it matter to me that your ridiculous sense of superiority can't be used on me?"

Linglong inhaled half a cup of milk cover. Hey, she came today to laugh at Zhou Shutong and fire another shot on the other's fragile heart. "You are a trash, you don't deserve to be my opponent at all. I'm lazy to even look at you."

After saying this humiliating sentence, she got up and left.

Can't blame her, who told Zhou Shutong to send her to the door and humiliate her?

Originally, the water in the well does not matter how good the river is, but she has to look for trouble. Does she really look like a bully?

Zhou Shutong never expected to be the person of her nightmare, and actually looked down on herself. She was stunned on the spot, and her heart was almost like a blunt knife scratching her, causing her to bleed and hate her to grit her teeth!

Unfortunately, such a bit of resentment is meaningless to Linglong.

She took the little orange cat home. Zhong Xuguo had already cooked the lotus root ribs soup and was waiting for her. Seeing her back, he smiled and greeted her for dinner. Linglong looked at her father, and slowly, she also raised a smile.

This smile is mysterious, beautiful, and weird.

No feelings.

Her university chose to study in the capital, and Zhong Xuguo was basically stationed in the capital to take care of her. As he said, he wanted to return his owing sixteen years of paternal love, even if he had to abandon the twins because of this. Linglong thinks she is very kind, but she didn't insist that Zhong Xuguo should not associate with anyone surnamed Zhong. She felt that this was already a very benevolent behavior.

But Pan Heng, who could not get her forgiveness, had a very bad life. Under the double pressure of nightmares and guilt, Pan Heng’s mental state was deteriorating. The happy family life that had made her nostalgic had become impossible to put on her neck. With the shackles removed, the higher Linglong's achievements and reputation, the more sad and regretful she will be.

Before the start of university, Pan Heng's children and stepson found Linglong, hoping to talk to her.

Linglong took the little orange cat to go out again. This fat cat was fattened in just half a month. When the hair of other cats got wet in the bath, it could be seen that it was puffy. It was different. It was bright and fat. The meat, one pinch, is soft and tender.

"...I don't know if cat meat hot pot is delicious."

The little orange cat seemed to understand and was frightened.

Linglong rubbed the tips of her furry ears. It was a pity. Before going out, I heard a group of grandparents feeding cats and aunts regretfully discussing that the stray cats in the community have disappeared recently, and I don’t know where they are all gone. It would be terrible if caught by a cat dealer.

Linglong never admits that this is because she is too terrible.

Pan Heng’s sons and daughters are all good-looking, but her stepson, the child adopted by Song Yi, is a junior this year and is studying at Tianhai University. He has very handsome features and good temperament. He is very reliable. I feel very stable. Today, I obviously came to **** my younger siblings. Linglong heard that their family of five has a very good relationship. Although it is a reorganization of the family, it is happier than the average family.

Pan Heng’s daughter is in the first year of high school this year, and his son is in the second year of high school. She looks a bit nervous when she sees Linglong. In addition, she is more repulsive and hostile—although they are trying hard to cover up. But how can human emotions escape Linglong's eyes?

"Sister Linglong, can we call your sister?" Pan Heng's daughter Song Pian asked politely, and she could see that her manners and manners were very good, thanks to the family education.

Linglong didn't care about it. "It's up to you."

"I hope elder sister, you can visit mother." Song Pian was very serious with a sullen face, "Mom's mood is very bad, I think the person she wants to see most must be you."

Linglong didn't speak, Song Pian and her elder brother couldn't help looking at her. After more than ten seconds, Linglong said, "What will happen if I go? I'm not medicine."

"But she fell ill because of you!" Young boy Song Zhi said anxiously, "Mom never used to be like this before, you made her become like this!"

"Oh." Linglong said, she was really beautiful, but what she said was really unsympathetic, "but what does it have to do with me? I gave her a chance, but she didn't catch it. "

"Don't you think you are too selfish like this? Your mother now has a new family, but you ask her to divorce and come back to you because of your own selfishness. You know it's impossible for her to continue with your father!" Song Pian couldn't help being angry when she saw her attitude like this.

"I didn't force it, little sister." Linglong laughed. "What did you do to me so much? I didn't force her to divorce. Whether she is guilty or regrettable is her own business, she can't get out of it by herself. , But want to have both, how can there be such good things in the world?"

"She is your mother—"

"No, she is not."

The smile on Linglong's face disappeared instantly, and Song Pian was stunned. I don't know how anyone in the world can change their face so quickly. She was still very happy and joyful one second before, and she looked for even a little smile in the next second. No, it was coldly shocking.

"I said that the only way to compensate me is to get divorced and come back to me. She doesn't want to, then forget it. It is impossible for me to see her under the excuse of being sick. She can abandon her daughter. Ignoring her daughter, her daughter can naturally give her back in the same way."

Song Qun, the eldest brother of the Song family, who has not spoken, said: "We are looking for you today, just hoping that things can turn around..."

"Impossible, no."

Linglong simply rejected it, but it was a pity that she didn't give it any sex.

"She is your biological mother, how can you ignore her!" Song Zhi stood up with anger.

"I'm her biological daughter, won't she leave me alone for sixteen years?" A smile slowly appeared on Linglong's face, somewhat weird and weird, "Admit it, if I am a county girl with average grades today, She is introverted and unpleasant, and she can't do anything. Will she still feel guilty? Will she still want to make up for me? Will she still be what she is today?"

You don't need to personally verify Linglong to know that it won't.

Song Pian is undoubtedly an excellent girl. Linglong heard from Pan's family mentioning her. She has good academic performance, has a lively personality and can act like a baby. She can play the violin and can speak three languages. If Linglong was not Linglong, but another daughter who had been forgotten for 16 years but was picked up suddenly, she couldn't be found out of the crowd even though she was thrown into the crowd, would Pan Heng still be like this?

Will not.

But because Linglong is more dazzling than the sun, everyone wants her to hang at home and feel the radiant light, which makes the world admire.

She does not deny that Pan Heng loves her, but this love is too pitiful, like a charity to a poor bug.

Linglong doesn't be a poor bug.

She also didn't know why she made such an assumption. Maybe she didn't regard herself as the daughter of Zhong Xuguo and Pan Heng from the time she remembered her previous memories. Zhong Xuguo was willing to divorce and return to her, Linglong gave him this opportunity to be a good father. Pan Heng did not want to, she did not force it, but Pan Heng couldn't resist the harshness of his heart. What did it have to do with her? It wasn't she who made Pan Heng sad.

It's just not related.

Sister Song Pian and Song Zhi grew up in a happy family full of love. They never knew that they still had an older sister in the county seat, let alone that this older sister was so ruthless. They all talked about it, but she still refused to forgive her mother, and she refused to even take a look!

"You want mom and dad, and we want mom and dad. Is it because you want to break up our house?"

Linglong sighed and stuffed the little orange cat's head back, "Didn't I say it before, I don't force it, don't you understand?"

"You said you don't force it, but mother she—"

"That's her own choice." Linglong took out 12 points of patience. She raised her hands on the table and said earnestly: "My temper is really not very good. You two have heard that your brains are too good. Not stupid, but why can't you understand human words?"

She didn't care about Pan Heng or Pan's family. Whether they were alive or dead, she didn't care. Is this core idea so difficult to understand? Don’t play any family cards with her, don’t talk about parental ties, that kind of thing is nothing, it is not a necessity, Pan Heng has missed the best time to come back to her, even now crying and shouting to come back, Linglong I won't want her anymore.

Whether you can get out of this emotion or not depends on Pan Heng herself. Linglong guesses that she won’t be able to get out, because she will definitely not be silent in the future, she will only shine in this world and make everyone unforgettable. , Unforgettable.

In this way, Pan Heng will only be more uncomfortable.

The emotional adjustment is not good, and the sad person is not Linglong, how can she worry about it?

The conversation broke up. When he returned home, Zhong Xuguo anxiously told Linglong that the little chubby cat was gone again, but as soon as he finished speaking, the little orange cat meowed in Linglong’s pocket. Zhong Xuguo stiffened on the spot and Linglong patted him. Shoulder: "Dad, I have to say, you made a wise decision."

That is to divorce Peng Yue, abandon everyone and return to her.

Although this father's love came late, she didn't dislike it. As for Pan Heng's love, she gave it too late, so she didn't want it.

Zhong Xuguo was confused by his daughter's praise, but it did not prevent him from secretly joying, and hurriedly followed up and asked Linglong if he wanted to eat. The father and daughter talked and laughed, and Linglong didn't mention Pan Heng from beginning to end.

Sixteen years ago, whether they were young or impulsive, since they chose not to have her, they had to pay the price.

Not loving Linglong is the original sin.

Linglong has lived more than a hundred followers in this world again. She found that she had an unexpectedly long life and was not easy to grow old. She never saw Pan Heng again in her life. Even if Pan Heng was willing to divorce and come back to her later, she did not see her again. She, Pan Heng deliberately came out of the bad mood, but there are exquisite news everywhere, even if you don’t see her, you will use many of the techniques she developed in your life. Seeing things and thinking about people, Pan Heng will never be able to Linglong has forgotten, and will never be able to return to the beautiful and happy family in the past.

She spent her whole life in regret and pain. Until she died, Pan Heng flashed countless pictures like flowers. In the vagueness, she seemed to have seen her own daughter, who was still 16 years old, but she didn’t. She looks like Linglong, with a beautiful appearance and average grades. He can't even use a code lock, so clumsy and rustic is frustrating.

She still couldn't give birth to any maternal love, probably because she gave it to her and gave birth to a pair of children.

She gave her money and took her to live at home, but her daughter was still unable to integrate into her life. In this way, day after day, the 16-year-old daughter never progressed, her grades became worse, and people became less visible. Pan Heng was busy at work and didn’t have the time to spend her mind... Zhong Xuguo and her house moved back and forth, but became more and more silent, less and less talkative, and only liked to be alone.

Before the college entrance examination, she committed suicide by cutting her wrist in the bathtub.

But her parents don't know what happened to her.

They didn't love her after she died, as if she was just born.