There was something wrong with my past life

"Dad! You're back!"

It was already dusk, and the little Loli was sitting on the steps with her chin in her hands. When she saw Ning Ye coming back, she immediately regained her energy and ran over happily.

Ning Ye knelt down, picked up her daughter, touched her little head, and asked lovingly: "When dad went to school today, did Xiao Lian listen to auntie at home?"

She was sitting on the steps in front of the gate, waiting for Ning Ye to come back from school.

Ever since she knew her father's school time, she would sit there an hour early every day, watching the gate and waiting silently, rain or shine.

Because she was worried about little Loli's health, Chu's mother had advised her more than once to just sit in the house and wait. It was so cold on the steps outside, what if she caught a cold?

Only in this matter, the little Loli showed unusual stubbornness. She refused to listen to any advice, refused to go back to the house and waited, and insisted on sitting on the steps outside. In her original words, "What if dad gets lost again and can't find his way home? In this way, Xiao Lian can find his lost dad and lead him home."

It's a very naive and interesting children's talk that also has no logic.

But for some reason, when people hear these children's words, there is always a lingering sense of sadness between the lines.

In the end, there was really no other way. Worried that her body would catch a cold, Chu's mother made a plush warm cushion overnight for her to use on the steps.

"Xiao Lian has always been very good and obedient! Today I even helped my aunt clean her house. Dad must give me a big compliment!"

"Okay, okay, daddy knows that Xiao Lian is the best and best!"

After saying that, Ning Ye rewarded her with action and kissed her daughter in her arms on the left cheek.

After kissing the left side, the little Loli turned her face sideways, stretched out her right cheek, and coquettishly signaled to her father that he wanted one here too.

Unable to resist her daughter's cuteness, Ning Ye had no choice but to kiss her daughter's right cheek.

Looking at the joyful smile of her daughter in her arms, who was like a little angel, Ning Ye felt a warmth in her heart, as if there was a boundless ocean of warmth.

The daughter I picked up on the side of the road is fine in everything, but a little too attached to my fake father.

Well, but he also enjoys this feeling of being relied on!

After entering the house, they put their daughter on the sofa and let her watch cartoons. Then Ning Ye and Chu Ran planned to go to Chu's father's place first, then take a bath and change everything. After all, We have distinguished guests tonight, so we have to dress solemnly and formally.

It can be seen that Father Chu attaches great importance to the distinguished guest. Today, the entire Chu family's mansion has been cleaned on the inside and outside. The housekeepers, nannies, gardeners and gardeners have all put on a brand new uniform. And the main hall is filled with all kinds of beautiful and fragrant flowers as decoration.

"Ning Ye, I see that you like Xiao Lian so much, and you enjoy being a father so much. Why don't you just fake it and adopt her as your daughter?"

On the way up the stairs, Chu Ran suggested. He could tell that his gay friend Ning Ye really liked this little loli she picked up on the roadside, and she really took on the role of father.

In the warm and sweet scene at the door just now, there was absolutely no sense of disharmony between the father and daughter.

The reason why Ning Ye was asked to adopt Little Loli was because during this period, Chu’s father relied on his personal connections to investigate. Xiao Lian did not have any identity records in the police station, and it was impossible to find the so-called family members. , in short, a black account.

Generally, in this case, the child will be taken into an orphanage by the government, or some suitable families will apply for adoption.

After hearing Chu Ran's words, Ning Ye couldn't help but feel a little moved in her heart, but she was still hesitant.

Although he really likes this daughter, he is also happy to stay by her side and protect her as a father. However, everything must take reality into consideration after all...

He is only eighteen years old this year, and is still just a high school senior who is about to take the college entrance examination. Does he really have the ability to take good care of Xiao Lian and shoulder the heavy responsibility of being a father? Ning Ye felt a little unsure, or worried that she could not give her a good life.

However, if he was asked to give up Xiao Lian, the thought of waiting for Xiao Lian to leave and possibly never seeing her again would be even more unacceptable. During this period of time together, he really liked this little loli who was always clinging to him and relying on him. He wanted to be inseparable like this for the rest of his life. It's a very contradictory and complicated psychology.

In fact, what Ning Ye didn't know was that his worry was not just for him, but many parents who were about to become fathers and mothers had experienced such hesitation and worry.

As parents, we always want to do everything we can to give our children the best, but sometimes, many things really backfire, and we are powerless to face the reality.

Just like when you were a child, you stood outside the window of a toy store, looking at the exquisite and expensive remote control airplanes inside, and refused to move, begging your parents to buy one for you so that you could control it and fly it. Going up to the blue sky, what a wonderful picture it is.

But your parents are very "ruthless" and forcefully force you to leave. When you are young, you cry incessantly and stay on the ground refusing to move. You have to control the airplane to do it, saying, "Children in other families have toys. Why didn't I! You are so stingy and selfish, you don't love me at all." Then I was beaten by the most ruthless, cold and selfish parents in the world.

You are very angry and say, "You are the worst parents in the world, and I hate you the most!"

Many years later, when you grow up, become mature, sensible, and considerate, you may have become a parent. One day you will be touched by a certain scene, and suddenly look back on the past, and finally understand that the aircraft that carried you back then What did Blue Sky Dream's remote-controlled airplane mean to the parents who were in a poor financial situation at that time. I finally understand why your parents were so angry at that time, why they beat you, and why their eyes were strangely red even though it was you who was in pain.

There is a kind of love in this world that makes you want to fly but cannot give you wings.

The helpless heartache and self-blame.

"Anyway, there is no need to rush this matter. Ning Ye, please think about it slowly. If you really have the intention, you can ask my mother to help you. After your daughter came, my biological son has completely fallen out of favor. Wow, it’s so distressing... Hahaha! Xiao Lian is so cute, she can be said to appeal to all ages, no wonder Ning Ye likes this daughter so much."

Seemingly seeing Ning Ye's confusion, Chu Ran smiled and comforted her.

At this time, several luxury cars were parked steadily in front of the main entrance of the Chu family's mansion.