There was something wrong with my past life

I heard that on the summer night when I was born, it was the rare waxing moon in January, and the moonlight shone brightly across the entire land.

As a direct descendant of the Dongfang family, my birth was actually not taken seriously by the family elders at first. Even my father was extremely disappointed when he learned that my mother was carrying a baby girl. The hope is placed on the other women, hoping that their bellies will be able to live up to expectations and be able to give birth to Lin'er and continue the incense of the Dongfang family.

Later, I heard my father, mother, and the respected elders in my family mention to me more than once how eye-catching and extraordinary the moonlit night when I was born was...

They said that when I was born, it was like the legendary scene where a saint came into the world, causing changes in the heaven and earth.

Even the originally bright moonlight seemed to be exaggerated by something and turned into a green color. A huge green lotus shadow enveloped the entire courtyard, and there was also a faint fragrance of lotus in the air...

But these are the key points. The most important thing is that when I was born, thousands of swords on the Sword Peak of the Dao Alliance roared in unison, and the sword energy battles soared into the sky. And I was once the person who had a great reputation in the spiritual world and was the sword cultivator in the world. The man who is respectfully called the Sword Master once used the sword, the Qingyue Divine Sword, one of the supreme Taoist weapons of the Tao Alliance, to leave the sword peak on his own and come to me as a newborn baby, and took the initiative to treat me as his master.

"The sword is made by nature and the talent is unparalleled. It is the hope for the prosperity of the Oriental family." This is the common evaluation of me by my father and the elders of the family.

Since then, as an infant, I have been carefully cultivated as the seed of hope for the rejuvenation of the family. When my mother was pregnant, my father, who had always been disappointed with me as a daughter who could not continue the family tradition, has also taken great care of me as a daughter since then. At the suggestion of many elders in the family, he promoted his mother's status from concubine to principal wife, and divorced all the previous women, leaving only her mother.

However, precisely because of my extraordinary aptitude, almost all the eyes of the whole family were focused on me. On the night I was born, the family took out various treasures of genius and rare treasures to cleanse my marrow and cut my bones to pave the way for my future cultivation. Several clan elders even sacrificed their longevity in exchange for a smooth path of my cultivation.

Therefore, while other children of the same age were cuddling up to their parents and playing happily with other friends, as I was responsible for revitalizing the Eastern Family, all I had to do every day was race against time to practice.

Maybe it’s because I have been living like this since I was born, so I have never felt bored in this kind of daily practice. On the contrary, I am very happy, because every time I achieve a breakthrough in practice , my father and the elders in the family would all praise me happily.

Only when I was praised by these adults did I feel that my life had some meaning.

When I was four years old, an injured little fox broke into the courtyard of the practice. It seemed that it had been bitten by some ferocious beast outside. It looked very pitiful as it was dying.

I know my father's temperament. If they knew that this little fox had broken in and disturbed my practice, they would definitely not be able to spare it.

So, I secretly hid it in the house, used elixir to heal its wounds, and gave it my own food so that it could regain its energy as soon as possible.

Those elixirs worked very well, and the little fox's injuries were completely healed the next day. It was jumping around me very affectionately, and kept sticking out its little tongue to lick my palm, as if to thank me for saving it.

Although I also like this cute little snow-white fox, I understand that it cannot stay here. If it is discovered, my father and his friends, who think it has delayed my cultivation, will never spare it.

After saying goodbye to the little fox, I reluctantly took it outside the yard and let it go. Even in order to prevent it from looking back, I pretended to be very fierce and fierce, and used the words I had just learned to The Taoist magic scared it.

It must have been frightened by me. Although it kept looking back at me, it finally walked away.

I was already used to being alone, but the night the little fox left, I felt like there was an empty space in my heart. I always thought about whether it was living well outside and whether it was being bullied by other bad beasts.

As a result, early the next morning, I actually saw the little fox at the door again, and there were several fresh and green fruits piled in front of it.

This was specially picked for me.

The second day, the third day, the fourth day...

For six consecutive days, every morning the little fox would come to see me with delicious fruits.

And in the early morning of the seventh day, I thought I could see it again, but it turned out that there was no sign of it outside the door, and it didn't appear until sunset. Just when I thought it wouldn't appear again, it limped outside the door at sunset, with one leg covered in bloody wounds, as if it had been bitten by some ferocious beast.

It came to me, and only then did I see that there was a fiery red fruit in its mouth.

I couldn't control it at that time, so I rushed forward and held it in my arms with great distress.

The outside world is very dangerous, the little fox is not having a good life, and there are many wild beasts bullying it, so I made the first decision in my life to go against my father and secretly adopted the little fox in my house.

I was very happy when I was with the little fox. Every day during practice, the little fox would lie quietly aside. When I was free, I would chat with it, even though it could not speak at all and perhaps could not understand. What am I saying, but this outpouring feels really good.

In order not to make my father and others suspicious, and in order not to disappoint the family, even though I had the little fox, I practiced very hard every day without slacking off...

However, the little fox was finally discovered by his father.

Then, the little fox was killed by my father in front of me. He also said that he would take me with a cane to the ranking of those sacrificed clan elders, saying that I bear the burden of family rejuvenation and cannot play with things to lose one's ambition. I devote my whole body and mind to Tao practice, otherwise I will be sorry for the elders who sacrificed for me.

"I'm not lazy..."

I really wanted to tell my father this sentence at the time, but in the end, I didn't say it out. I just looked at the spiritual tablets above, and then silently recited my father's reprimand in my heart, over and over again.

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When I was six years old, I was practicing in the forbidden room as usual. Suddenly my father and several other clan elders opened the door to the forbidden room and told me that a distinguished guest was visiting and asked me to seize this opportunity for my family.

After bathing and changing clothes carefully arranged by the maid, I was taken to the main hall of the family.

From a distance, I saw the back of the distinguished guest my father and the others were sitting there. The figure seemed to be that of a young man, but the long hair hanging down behind him was as pale as snow, and he seemed to be out of this world. His temperament It reveals an indescribable loneliness.

And for some reason, the others seemed to be afraid of this white-haired boy, and they were too timid to approach him, as if he was a ferocious beast that would be mercilessly devoured if he got close.

"The qualifications are acceptable."

The white-haired boy turned his head, glanced at me casually, and then commented lightly.

But I have to say that this boy is really very good-looking. He is so good-looking that there are no words to describe it. Even if he is better-looking than the most beautiful sister in the family, he is countless times better-looking.

As the hope for the rejuvenation of the Oriental family, I have heard others praise me for my supreme talent countless times since I was born. If nothing happens, I will definitely enter the realm of Dao within a hundred years and become a powerful Daoist.

But in the words of this white-haired boy with a cold temperament, as if he was concerned about everything in the world, my qualifications are only acceptable.

What surprised me even more was that when my father and others heard the other person’s comment of “fairly qualified”, not only were they neither disappointed nor angry, on the contrary, everyone’s faces showed expressions of joy and excitement, as if I could get a compliment from this person. , is something extremely glorious and worth showing off.

"Come back with me."

The white-haired boy seemed to dislike the courtesy of the outside world, and did not want to be polite, so he spoke directly.

From beginning to end, he only said these two sentences.

When my father and others heard this, their faces became even more joyful, and they immediately agreed on my behalf.

Later I found out that this snow-haired young man was the undisputed number one sword cultivator in the world. He was called the "Sword Master" by all living beings. It was indeed a great thing to be praised by such a being. A supreme blessing.

From then on, the other party became my master.

There is no one else on the Sword Peak except Master and me. What we face every day are the same rocks. However, I don’t think there is anything wrong with this at all. After all, compared with the forbidden room in the family, I can see Landscapes, morning dew, and sunset glow are already very beautiful things.

The days passed by as calmly as running water. Under the guidance of my master, who is the sword master, my cultivation has indeed improved rapidly.

And on the tenth year I came to Jianfeng, when I was fifteen years old, I received a letter from the White Crane family...

In the letter, it was mentioned that in order to agree to a golden match, the person who is my future husband is the young master of the Nangong family and has the reputation of being the number one spiritual genius in the past thousand years.

engagement? Husband?

I have never met Young Master Nangong, and I don’t understand what these things mean, and I don’t want to understand what they mean. Since the family has made arrangements for me, I can just follow them.

Even if you get married, it's just one more person around you. After all, what does such a small thing have to do with big things like revitalizing the family?

I always thought like this until that morning, when I was lost and lost my way away from the mountains for the first time in my life, I met the young man named Ning Ye.

You really can't blame me for getting lost. Who makes the outside world so big? It's not like Jianfeng at all. It really makes people confused about the direction.

I used to be very unhappy about getting lost all the time, but after meeting him, I suddenly felt very happy that I was a road fool, otherwise I might have missed it like this.

Later, I thought about it, it doesn’t matter even if I am a road addict all my life, he will always lead the way for me and take me home...

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In fact, at first, I didn't have any special feelings towards him. I just regarded him as an ordinary Taoist cultivator.

As a sword-wielding elder of the Dao Alliance, I still thought that as a reward for helping me lead the way, I would finally give him some advice on spiritual practice and give him some spiritual pills or something as a reward.

But I never expected that this man was a complete liar!

At first, he didn't even tell me his real name, but used a false name, which made me later think that he died using forbidden secrets to save me. I built a tomb for him, which was the first time in my life that I felt sad and sad. tears.

Later, when we met again, he began to bully me for not thinking deeply enough about the problem, and made up some old man's words in the ring to deceive me, which made me worried and distressed for a long time...

In short, this kind of deceptive behavior is really annoying!

The most annoying thing is that not only did I not pull out my sword and chop him into pieces, but I actually fell hopelessly in love with such a big liar.

Because of him, I understood for the first time in my life that there are many beautiful scenery and delicious foods in this world; because of him, I realized for the first time in my life that when I stay by my side, I don’t even say anything. Even if I don't do anything, I will feel warm in my heart; because of him, I realized for the first time in my life that life is not so monotonous. What happiness feels like when the person you like is by your side...

Because of his existence, I understand a lot of things, and I am not willing to just obey him in this life. I can't bear to be just a passer-by who is not by his side in this life. I am afraid that if I don't do some things, I will live in this world. Regret and remorse.

Therefore, for the first time in my life, I told my father and elders in my family that I did not want to marry...

I mustered up the courage to find him, wanting to express my feelings to him face to face, and wanting to be with him forever and never be separated.

Unfortunately, it was not successful...

In fact, it doesn't have much to do with it. At least I heard from him that he had been attracted to me and liked me at least a little bit.

Well, it really doesn't matter much, I will stay strong.

It's just that, if I can't see the direction again and can't find my way home, what should I do?

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