There is Room for Rebirth in the 1950’s

After eating and drinking enough, he left the gate of Cheng's house. Lin Lishan, who was full of smiles, was carrying the package, walking on the path with a relaxed pace, humming a song.

Not far away came a beautiful figure. Although it was hard to see from the front, it could be seen from the back and walking posture that the other person must not be ordinary.

Lin Lishan glanced at her, frowned slightly, and murmured in her heart, why is Qu Xiaoyue back again? Isn't it good to stay in Lao Maozi? Don't you still give up? Immediately, she rolled her eyes, ignoring that the other party stopped and turned to face her.

Shanshan, what's the matter? Don't you know me?

Lin Lishan pretended to suddenly realize, So it's Miss Xiaoyue, I thought it was some big girl. When will you come back? How is your body training this time?

Qu Xiaoyue frowned and put her hands on her heart, You are old, what a big girl. You are as young and beautiful as ever. Where did you come from?

Lin Lishan looked at herself seriously, then looked at the other person, and shook her head, It's incomparable. A beautiful woman is still a beautiful woman. You look like a Xi Shi, and it makes me feel uncomfortable to see you. Did the doctor tell you what disease you have this time? ?”

Qu Xiaoyue frowned, and said sullenly: I didn't say anything, just let me continue to recuperate. My illness may not get better.

Lin Lishan was not interested in chatting with her. Seeing her standing there quietly, she kept looking behind her. A flash of light flashed in her mind, could it be that she wanted to meet her own man by chance?

Lin Lishan was sure she didn't need a doctor's diagnosis. She knew that this woman was suffering from a neuropathy—there was definitely something wrong with her brain. Her own man has nothing to do with her, but it just seems to be abandoned. She secretly despised the other party, with a wicked heart but not a guts—a kind of not to run away as soon as she saw Brother Zheng.

You can do whatever you want, I'll go find my dad first. After speaking, Lin Lishan started to leave.

Hey... don't rush away. Talk to me a few more words.

Lin Lishan raised the package in her hand helplessly, I have to deliver the package that my Jiaojiao gave to her grandfather. Tell me, what do you want to say?

Qu Xiaoyue looked at her face from her hand, and said quietly: You are lucky, and you have a daughter. Unlike me, there is no one who cares about you.

Lin Lishan opened her mouth to say something, but found that she couldn't find words to comfort her. Could it be that your life is pretty good, apart from being unable to have children, you are no worse than yourself?

Shanshan, do you know? I envy you the most in my life. If I was as brave as you back then, how happy I would be now. I have a loving husband and a smart daughter.

Lin Lishan shook her head with a wry smile. What is there that makes her envious? She is enjoying life, and she lives in pain every day. She has a pair of parents who love her dearly, but what about herself? Only want to drain his own mother. She has a brother who loves her like a treasure, but she has nothing.

Immediately, Lin Lishan thought of her husband, her daughter, her son-in-law, and her little grandson, and then she smiled happily.

Lin Lishan smiled and said: Fate does not depend on bravery. You are very good, but you are not suitable for Brother Zheng. My family Jiaojiao said that some things cannot be forced. I think it makes sense. Except for you back then, I was more beautiful than you, and my family background was richer than yours. The good thing is that there are no brave people, but you see, Brother Zheng chose me, an ordinary person.

And you are not me, you are not as good as my feelings for him. If I were you, I would never have married back then, and I would have been watching him silently.

For me, brother Zheng is heaven, nothing is more important than him. but can you you can't do it. I know you have been dissatisfied with me in your heart, thinking that I am not good enough for Brother Zheng, and many people think that I am not good enough for Brother Zheng. But I think I'm definitely worthy of Brother Zheng. I don't compare external things with you, I compare a heart, I can live for him, I can die for him, those of you who say you loved him, can you?

Qu Xiaoyue stared at Lin Lishan closely, and for a while, the two women looked at each other in silence.

Auntie, don't give it away...

Zhou Xiaozheng's voice came faintly, awakening Qu Xiaoyue and Lin Lishan.

Lin Lishan watched Qu Xiaoyue run away desperately as if encountering a ghost again, and disappeared in the blink of an eye. She covered her mouth and laughed muffled. She confirmed again that Qu Xiaoyue was really suffering from a mental illness.

Hearing the sound of the conversation getting closer, Lin Lishan stuck out her tongue, hurriedly walked lightly, and walked forward quickly. She is not stupid, and she must not let her man know that there are women who want to hit him again.

In the study of the Lin family, Mr. Lin lovingly wiped the wooden warehouse on his hand with a flannel cloth.

He was taken aback when he heard laughter coming from outside. Is something good going on with the Zhou family?

As the conversation between Lin Lishan and her aunt ended, a burst of footsteps came to the door.

Mr. Lin shook his head with a smile, Still coming in?

The study door was pushed open, and Lin Lishan's smile came in, I'm afraid to disturb you. Dad, why don't you eat, do you know what time it is?

Mr. Lin beckoned, Come in quickly. What kind of happy event happened to make you so happy? Tell Dad quickly. It will make Dad happy too. It's been a long time since we heard laughter at home.

Dad, what do you think this is? Jiaojiao gave it to you specially. Are you happy? I just finished drinking and left. I'll take a sip with you. Dad, you must pay attention to your health and don't miss meals on time. After finishing speaking, Lin Lishan Stepped forward and pulled him, telling him to go out. If you don't go out for a walk, how can you be in a good mood.

Mr. Lin laughed happily when his eldest daughter pulled him like this. He didn't shirk, and followed her back to the dinner table following her strength.

Lin Lishan disconnected the thread, took out things from the bag, and found that although the quantity was small, there was no shortage of basic things. She put a plate on the plate, and tied up the rest of the cooked food again, planning to hide it in the study for the old man to eat later. As for the two pieces of wild boar that were frozen hard, she directly asked her aunt to explain it to the old man for dinner tomorrow.

Why did Jiaojiao think of sending something here? Is she planning not to go home for the New Year this year?

Lin Lishan nodded, and bought a glass of wine for the old man, I can't justify the letter two days ago, it's too troublesome. Her father also let her go. Anyway, Brother Zheng said that when the two-year deadline is up, he has to go home if he doesn't go home.

Well, it's good to go home early. Dad is relieved that you have Jiaojiao to accompany you. The child is a good child, but it's a pity that our family is sorry for the child.

Lin Lishan giggled a few times. She can't say things like it's okay. Some things have already broken the hearts of her family, and she doesn't want to mention them again.

Mr. Lin took a sip and put down his glass, Did Jiaojiao prepare for the Cheng family this time? Remember to write to her and tell her not to send anything. We all have supplies and there is no shortage of things.

Lin Lishan said with a smile: Her aunt has been sending things over. You know that this child doesn't want to owe favors. This time I heard that all the things of her godfather's uncles were sent by her.

Mr. Lin glanced at her. After a moment of silence, he said, Shanshan, you should go see your mother. No matter how bad your mother is, she gave birth to you. Dad doesn't say she is right or wrong, but she is pitiful now. As a daughter, you can't harden your heart. Ignore her.

Lin Lishan restrained her smile when she heard this, and frowned tightly. After a while, she lowered her head and said, Dad, it's not that I won't go, but that I will go. She just can't speak, but she still hits me with something. Her eyes wish I could die. I'm also sad. How can I be sorry, Mom? up?

I have been afraid to tell you. Last year, before our two families had an accident, my mother cursed brother Zheng and Jiaojiao in front of me, and said very ugly words, wishing them to die. Except that brother Zheng didn't come to the door at that time, Jiaojiao didn't feel sorry for her. I'm not stupid, my mother hates Brother Zheng for coming back alive, and even more hates Jiaojiao for getting the money back.

Mr. Lin sighed for a long time. Alas...the mother and daughter are separated.

He believed that what the eldest daughter said was the truth. My wife is confused, what's the use of asking for money. Now besides the eldest son who often accompanied her, who else would go there? Even the youngest daughter who loves the most often says that she is busy with work.