The Words of the Number One

three

After Jiujiu woke up, Ji Yu originally wanted to find time to have a good chat with her, but she ran away suddenly.

She knew that she could only live for three months without the antidote, but she still ran away.

Angrily, Ji Yu immediately went to look for her, but was held back by Xin Ran. Xin Ran taught him a lesson with the attitude of someone who has experienced it, and she said - Miss A Zhi is willing to do this for you, you should know your weight in her heart. You can't insist on getting her back and betraying her again.

Xin Ran counted his various faults with his fingers. Once the disguise was removed, he was a man who spoke with thorns that made it difficult for others to see through. The road to revenge.

Xin Ran was talking about how to love someone, and when she talked about the love story between her and Qing Ningjun, all the brows that were originally frowning opened up, as if she was back in those good years and smiled happily, her tone was full of happiness.

At that time, he suddenly thought, if only he could see Jiujiu so happy.

He knows that he is not a good lover, he does not even have the qualifications of a lover. He was already mired in a dark quagmire, he rejected all the hands that tried to save him, and walked to the end of both with one mind.

But that day, he said to Xin Ran - I see.

— I will change.

Xin Ran was surprised - so many, all?

-all.

Because he imagined the happy expression on the face of that slender and calm girl, and suddenly felt happy too. For the first time in the endless anger, hatred and unhappiness that began when he was fourteen, he felt happy.

He hoped that this girl who had been trembling all the way, so lonely that even her warmth would hurt her, would be happy. If she would not come, then he went to her.

On the day he learned of the news of the unexpected death of the emperor, he felt as if he had fallen into an abyss, angry and panicked. In the past eleven years, he was filled with hatred and personally settled the enemies one by one, from Yan Wang, Yan Shizi, Yan Guo, Cai Guo to Pei Mu and Shen Baiwu. The emperor was the last one, and he hated that he was second only to Yan Wang and Yan Shizi.

For this reason, he has been struggling for so many years, even at the expense of turning himself into a villain like the emperor, just to make the emperor die of pain one day. He has tortured the emperor for many years, and he is only a little short of the final success.

The Son of Heaven died just like that, so lightly, suddenly, and disappeared in an instant. Why? How should his pain and anger be dealt with? He wished that the emperor would come back to life and die again.

At the moment of his breakdown, the girl hugged him. She stroked his back and said in an unskilled comforting gesture—cry if you want to cry, Ji Yu will be fine if you cry.

It was as if in a sinking abyss, in the endless darkness, someone held him up and lifted him out of the water.

He hugged her and cried. When he was betrayed by his best friend, when his sister, brother, and mother died, and when he broke up with the friends he had been with since childhood, he didn't shed a single tear, letting his anger and hatred crush his grief. But now he was crying, crying uncontrollably in this girl's weak arms.

This world is crazy and absurd, vicious people die well, and cruel people are sought after. He didn't intend to be nostalgic, but only in this world can he meet Jiujiu.

He suddenly thought that if he really got that far, he would kill Zhou and force his father to death. Can he continue to love like that? Can Jiujiu still believe what this lunatic said? Can he still make Jiujiu happy as he imagined?

Thinking of this, he suddenly felt that even if the emperor died so suddenly, he could try to accept it.

He said thank you to Jiujiu. But Jiujiu didn't know what he was grateful for.

Later, on Jiujiu's birthday, she hugged him under the sky full of fireworks and said she believed in him, and his heart softened. When he learned to let go and began to seriously think about their future life, he gradually felt scared. In fact, in his original plan, the end of revenge was that he destroyed the emperor and then he died.

This is actually raising Gu.

His brother, sister, and mother were killed by his father, and he used it to hurt others for revenge. Hatred spread like a plague, and the cycle could not be stopped. Zi Chen, Qin Yu, Mo Lan, and Ling Chang all had red eyes and blood on their hands.

All of this should end on him, after his revenge is over, he will be the most poisonous Gu, the damned monster. This long-standing hatred was wiped out when he died. So he once broke with the closest person and took on everything alone, and he never imagined another ending.

until this girl appeared.

He liked her so much that he was lucky enough to wish he could start over.

In the cave of the Mountain of No Return, Jiujiu fell asleep quietly in his arms. He looked at her peaceful sleeping face, she didn't know that when she fell asleep, she pouted slightly, like a silly child, completely different from her usual calm and sharp.

She lied to him that she had taken the antidote. The girl said she believed him, but she still didn't believe it in her heart. She always said that she was not suitable for him, and always felt that he would fall in love with others easily.

He did joke with her all the time, saying she couldn't do without him. But he knew very well in his heart that without him, he would still live a good life despite being sad, but for him, there was no reason to continue living without Jiujiu.

Ji Yu shook her head helplessly, then bent down gently to kiss her forehead. Can Jiujiu understand what she means to him?

In the past, his wish was revenge, but now it is her.

Jiujiu said that she couldn't save him, and she really didn't reach out to save him in the torrent. But as long as she stands on the other side, he will go through the torrent, kill the demons in his heart, remove the spikes all over his body, and walk in front of her.

She doesn't have to save him, he is willing to save himself to love her.

four

Ji Yu often felt that the Son of Heaven might have crazy factors in his blood, that's why he had one crazy son after another.

For example, him, and Ji Yang in front of him.

He went through an extremely strict **** and was sent to Luoyi, where he was imprisoned in the water prison in the palace. All kinds of chains wrapped around his body meticulously controlled his every move, so that he could only submerge in the water half waist deep, unable to move. During this period of time, Ji Yang's pleasure is to release the water to admire him struggling in the water because of suffocation, and then drain the water leisurely.

Sure enough, Ji Yang spent half of his national power like crazy to catch him back. It would be a pity to just kill him, and he was ready to torture him for a while.

Standing in front of him, this tall but burly man dressed in fine clothes actually looked more like Mrs. Cai than the emperor. He no longer remembers what Ji Yang looked like when he was a child, but he is sure that Ji Yang at that time was not as sullen as he is now, and his eyes clearly churned with madness.

"The number one lobbyist, the number one son of Kyushu, Ji Boyan, do you still have today?"

Ji Yang's tone was very resentful.

Ji Yu raised her head and glanced lazily at Ji Yang, but ignored her. These days, from Ji Yang's sarcastic words, he gradually understood why Ji Yang hated him so far. It was probably during the years when Ji Yang was promoted to be the prince after Ji Li's death, Ji Yang was constantly compared with him by the emperor.

In these years, Ji Yu has traveled around the world and made ups and downs. Everyone knows that he is powerful, and his reputation is already higher than that of any prince. Although the emperor regarded him as a thorn in his side, he had to admit his strength.

"It's not as good as Ji Yu here, and it's not as good as Ji Yu there. No matter what I do as a father, I won't be satisfied. Everyone is talking about these young masters of Zhou. It's a pity why you, Ji Yu, defected. .”

"I'm the crown prince! I'm the next emperor! But as long as you live, I can only live in your shadow. What's so great about you? Isn't it just using your lips to play tricks and tricks? Why do everyone think so highly of you?" You? I want to step on you!"

So what does it matter to him?

Ji Yu was speechless. For him who had experienced countless **** storms, Ji Yang's accusations were too naive and unreasonable, so unreasonable that he didn't even bother to refute them. But after thinking about it, the Son of Heaven is indeed the best at grinding people to death with soft knives. During the long eleven years of repeatedly suppressing doubts, he probably wanted to motivate Ji Yang, but he did not expect to drive Ji Yang crazy.

This father is really the source of all tragedies, and the ridiculous thing is that the victims are still killing each other.

Ji Yu looked at Ji Yang for a while, then smiled and said, "It's my father who compares you with me everywhere, not me, and it's the ministers who lift me up and belittle you, not me. If you hate me so much, shouldn't you hate them even more? Look at it this way Come on, father's death is not that simple, is it?"

Ji Yang's face changed for a moment, and he slapped him on the face: "What nonsense are you talking about, he fell down by himself!" Ji Yu felt the **** taste in his mouth, and looked back at Ji Yang nonchalantly. This reaction showed that he guessed right.

That old fox was smart all his life, how could he think that he would die at the hands of this son who he single-handedly promoted to be the crown prince, and the Zhou Dynasty Tyranny that he worked so hard to build was completely destroyed by this son. She calculated all her life's fame, and ended up in such a hasty and absurd end.

At first he thought the emperor died too easily, but now he felt that this way of death was embarrassing enough.

Ji Yang grabbed his collar, his eyes wished that he would immediately fall into **** and be devoured by thousands of ghosts: "Aren't you afraid? How can you be so arrogant?"

Ji Yu was already covered in wounds, and when she laughed, she was still full of disdain and pride. He said slowly, "Ji Yang, don't you envy me?"

Before Ji Yang was furious, Ji Yu said, "Do you know what the most terrible pain is? It's not feeling pain. I once woke up one day and found that I couldn't see anything. After a few days, I couldn't feel my pain." Existence of limbs, paralysis of the whole body. I don't know whether I am awake or dreaming, alive or dead, no matter how I struggle, I can't move. It took me seven days to regain consciousness, and a year to see the light again. If it weren't for me, I couldn't move. I would have committed suicide a long time ago."

"Ji Yang, since you envy me so much, why don't we change? You go to the country of Yan to detoxify for me, you are betrayed by my best friends for me, you lose my brother, sister and mother for me, you fight against my father for me, and then You gain fame and hypocrisy to exploit each other."

Even Ji Yang, who was as furious as Ji Yang, was stunned by Ji Yu's words, Ji Yu laughed too much and opened the wound on his face, and a stream of blood flowed down his cheek.

He thought that his appearance was probably not inferior to that of a ghost.

"Ji Yang, let me tell you, the so-called fame, admiration and admission are bullshit! The happiest time in my life was when I was scolded for being uneducated and incompetent! Do what others want you to do? Why live according to other people's expectations? Why do you want them to take away your important things in a grandiose way? If you want me to say that when your father first used me to suppress you, you should tell him clearly, go to hell!"

Ji Yang's eyes were full of confusion. He didn't seem to know what to say, so he could only shout: "I'll kill you! I'll kill you!"

"It's up to you! I didn't expect to be alive after my revenge, but I really didn't expect you to kill me in the end. I have sorry for too many people, but I have never sorry for you, Ji Yang."

In the end, Ji Yang left in a hurry, her steps chaotic as if she was running away.

Ji Yu watched his leaving back, and exhaled slowly with a forced breath. He was extremely exhausted and put his strength on the chains that involved him, thinking that this person hadn't figured out the situation himself, so he just ignored him and found someone to vent his anger on.

In the end, he did not fall into an elaborate trap, but fell into the desperate jealousy of a lunatic. His enemies are not smarter than anyone else, but more open-minded than anyone else.

But Ji Yang himself probably doesn't know what he wants, this is really difficult, how can he deal with a person who doesn't have much sense?

Ji Yu let out a long sigh, he had to find a way to get out sooner.

Jiujiu is still waiting for him.