The Tip of the Gangster’s Heart

  Chapter 218 I'll Protect You (Qin Xu Fan Wai)

  ————————————————————————About Madam.

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my wife,

  I always think I don’t understand love.

actually,

  Why don’t you understand?

  Obviously, as soon as I saw her, I knew nothing about it...

  From the first meeting, I had an urge to not let her go.

why?

do not know.

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  But I know a little bit,

   Even she likes me very much,

  Although she rarely admits.

  Whether I am an ugly fool or not,

  She is willing to hug me, kiss me, and tolerate my unreasonable troubles.

  Really...

  My wife, how can it be so good?

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  Nine years in the cold palace, it has always been dark.

  Even if I was just a fool without threat, someone would step on me from time to time.

  But I did not expect that the peach tree that has been there will be the light of my life,

   will be what I want in my life.

  This morning, she lay in my arms, coquettishly, complaining about my overindulgence,

  The face is puffed, it's too sweet.

  I was thinking,

  How lucky I am,

  Wait until she comes back.

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  At that time,

  I watched her disappear in front of me with my own eyes,

   little by little, but I can do nothing.

  At that moment, I really wanted to go with her.

  But I’m not reconciled. I’m not reconciled to the outcome of two people,

  So I survived,

  To **** all those who are bothering me and the good-sheng,

  I want them,

  I can’t live, I can’t die.

  How did Guaisheng disappear,

  Those people, what will happen, little by little,

  Cut off the meat.

  In those days,

  I calculated frantically, went to my so-called father to please, to win connections,

  I got all,

   retaliated against those people,

   but still feel,

   Put yourself in the dark.

  That is the memory I least want to look back at, even beyond the days in the cold palace,

Because,

  I really miss her so much,

  Think of the heart hurting hard, like being cut piece by piece with a knife.

  Every night, I will guard her,

  I always think,

  Maybe one day, she will be the same as before,

   appeared under the peach tree,

   smiled and opened his arms to me, softly calling me white.

finally,

  I will fly over, hug her tightly,

  Said softly,

   "Just come back."

  Scenes like this have been replied thousands of times in my mind,

   Putting me in the cold night, I also feel a little warm in my heart.

  But something funny is that

  Scenarios like this have not been realized.

  As soon as I saw her,

  As soon as she saw such a soft smile,

   got a little temper inexplicably.

   is thinking,

  You hurry up to coax me, I'm not happy!

The results of it?

  My silly lady did run over, coaxing me very hard.

  Not a word about how she came back, whether she was injured, or whether she was sad.

  She always said that I don’t take good care of myself,

  But she is a fool,

  Do you take good care of yourself?

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  Last night,

Mrs.    excitedly cooked me a bowl of noodles, saying that this was what she had learned all her life.

  It happened to meet the conversation between me and the dark guard,

  She pretended that she hadn't heard anything. After setting up the dishes for me, she wanted to leave.

  I grabbed her.

I ask her,

  If I were a very bad, very bad, very scheming person, would you be afraid?

  She thought about it very seriously and said,

  She is a very powerful monster, not afraid.

I laughed,

   hugged her tightly and kissed her.

Mrs.    patted me on the shoulder and hugged me back very obediently.

   makes me think,

  How lucky this life is, someone can always tolerate themselves and go through a lifetime.

so,

  What is love?

  It’s just a thousand words, only to become you, nothing more...

  　 Good night duck~

  (End of this chapter)