The Sage of Confucianism and Taoism

Because I didn't update much last month, I wanted to update more this month, so I updated five days in the first week.

Because I did it, I was in a good state at the time, and I thought I could update continuously, so I said I would update for ten days.

But I didn't expect that I had a stomachache the next day after I said I would update more, and then I caught a cold and had a fever. But I said I would update more, so I kept writing, didn't sleep all night, wrote one update at six in the morning, and then continued to write, didn't sleep after writing, and updated again at 11 in the morning.

Then I woke up after sleeping for two hours. Because of the problem of my biological clock, I couldn't sleep even if I wanted to sleep, and I was not in a good state, but I couldn't write books randomly, so I wrote very slowly.

At that time, I thought it was okay, just staying up late, it would pass in a few days, it's not like I haven't been through it before, but in the next few days, I was obviously not in good spirits, and the update speed dropped.

After another two days, I felt that my body seemed to have recovered, so I said I would update four times, and kept writing. The second time I didn't sleep all night, I wrote until more than eight o'clock the next morning, and I didn't sleep all night again, and I also updated four times.

Next, I was going to continue to update four times, but I found that I couldn't hold on.

I was a little panicked because my body was completely out of shape. As long as I sat for a while, I would feel sleepy and my head would be buzzing.

I wanted to continue writing at that time, and I tried every way to keep myself awake. I drank Red Bull, coffee, green tea, black tea, mint leaves, and took multivitamin tablets, but none of them worked. I mixed them and still couldn't get myself awake. And it was not night, but daytime.

At that time, I still thought that these things were not effective, so I set an alarm clock, slept for half an hour, got up and wrote again.

But at night, I found one thing. I almost kept repeating the same thing that day: sleep for half an hour, get up and write, write for a while, my mind is confused, and then go to sleep for half an hour, over and over again.

I used to be able to easily hold on until three or four in the morning, but this day I fell into a confused state from one in the morning. I drank Red Bull, coffee and various teas, but there was no effect at all, really no effect at all.

Sorry, I really drank everything, and I really couldn't wake up.

It wasn't until I woke up the next day that I thought about it for a long time before I understood what was going on. It wasn't that these things were useless, but that my body was not as good as before.

I'm no longer young.

I don't want to accept it, but it's the truth.

I was depressed all day and finally accepted the fact that I had changed from an older unmarried young person to an older unmarried middle-aged person, both in age and in body.

I said that I didn't finish the extra update in ten days, and I was wrong. I won't quibble or shirk responsibility. I just hope that everyone can forgive me once.

Really, I had a really good idea this month. I said that I would update the extra update every fifteen days, but I actually wanted to try to update the extra update for twenty days, and finally asked for tickets with pride, but... I was hit by such a bolt from the blue.

My work and rest schedule has been very chaotic these days, and the update time is not fixed. I'm very sorry. I will correct it and try to save up the manuscripts to make the update more stable in all aspects.

Thank you!

I'm sorry, I thought I was still young at that time.