The Pentium Era - South to North

"I remember the day my daughter was born, his parents came from Lingao. When they arrived at the hospital and I was about to be pushed into the operating room, his mother said to me, guess what she said? Haha, she didn't tell me not to be afraid. , relax a little, and instead tell me, you must have a son. It’s a joke, as if I’m in the operating room and I can give birth to whatever I want.

"I entered the operating room, and he and his parents were in the corridor outside. Because of abnormal uterine contractions, I was in labor for more than an hour before I gave birth to my daughter. I felt like I was going to die. The nurse walked out, When he told them that he had given birth to a girl, his parents stood up and went back to Lingao, not even wanting to look at my daughter.

"The nurse pushed me out and went to the corridor outside. I vaguely heard them shouting for Gu Shufang's family members, but there was no one in the corridor. At that moment, I cried. I really missed me. My parents, I know that if my own parents were here, even if I gave birth to a freak, they would not leave me alone.

"He later defended me, saying that his parents didn't know how to take the bus back. He sent them to the station to take the bus. God knows where he was. You said, with such parents-in-law and husband, what else can I do?

"I know that when I was pregnant, he was looking for women outside. At that time, he was still running the guest house. At a young age, he was the deputy manager of the catering department. He was very proud of himself. How many girls were there in the guest house? Some colleagues have already told me I can tolerate it even if you say he is messing with this or that, but you can never throw me and my daughter into the corridor no matter what.

"In the few days I was hospitalized, he came once and stayed for less than ten minutes. He asked me what I needed. Of course I said I didn't need anything. You weren't there when I needed you most. What else do I need from you? ?

"He asked insincerely. I said I didn't need it, and he was relieved. Really, I could feel him relieved.

"I stayed in the hospital for three days. I did everything by myself. Even the family members of other mothers in the ward couldn't stand it anymore. They all came to help me. I know the way they looked at me, they must have thought I was very pitiful. , a mainland girl, my parents-in-law don’t want to see me, and my husband is nowhere to be seen, so they think I must be very pitiful.

"But I don't feel sorry for myself at all. When I am alone, I will feel very pitiful for myself. But now that I have a daughter, we are two people. With my daughter, I don't feel pitiful for myself at all." For my daughter, I can endure any hardships, I am willing to do anything, and I will do it.

"I stayed in the hospital for three days. I left the hospital alone with my daughter in my arms. I called a caravan and returned home. At that time, the house had just been built. When I returned home, I saw He was in our bed with a woman. That woman was my colleague at the guest house. She was the one who came to me and told me that he was having sex with this or that woman.

"I stood at the door. When they saw me, they were frightened and thought I would be angry. But the strange thing is that I was not angry at all. I just wanted to laugh. I just wanted to laugh. I told them, you continue, When you're done, go next door and we'll talk it over.

"After saying this, I held my daughter in my arms, went next door, sat down and breastfed.

"Of course they didn't dare to continue. He quickly put on his clothes and ran over. I told him, go to the street and buy me a new bed. I couldn't leave. He said yes. I told him again , you take this bed away, or burn it and chop it up, don’t let me see it, he said again. I said you buy the bed, then go, there is no room for you in this home.

"He asked me to forgive him, saying that he was confused for a moment. I told him, you are not confused for a moment, you are this kind of person. It was me who was confused for a moment, and I didn't even listen to my parents and ran to this hellish place with you.

"It was useless for him to say anything else. I told him, do you believe I will kill you? He believed it and knew that I would do it. After buying a bed, he really moved away."

Zhang Chen was painting while silently listening to Gu Shufang's narration. He didn't need to say "um" or "ah". Gu Shufang was a very good narrator. She talked about her tragic experiences very calmly and without any emotion. Excited, as if telling someone else's story.

Maybe it's this calmness that makes people scared. Not to mention Mr. Fu, even Zhang Chen feels that Gu Shufang is not Liu Ligan. She doesn't have so many words and doesn't have so much reason. She has murderous intentions.

Zhang Chen also understood why Gu Shufang said that the hospital was an unforgettable experience for her.

There is one thing that Zhang Chen doesn't understand. According to Gu Shufang's character, she is not the kind of person who is procrastinating. She has her own decision-making ability. Zhang Chen wanted to say it, but held it back.

"What do you want to say?" Zhang Chen's actions still did not escape Gu Shufang's eyes. She looked at Zhang Chen and asked.

"I want to ask, in this case, why did you..."

"Why don't you divorce him, right?" Gu Shufang asked.

Zhang Chen nodded.

"Why should I let him go?" Gu Shufang sneered, "I built this house together. I know every penny he squandered. Whether it is in the guest house or Wanghai Tower, I am an accountant, and I am still very A good accountant, I will know if there is something fishy about any amount of money. Don't even try to escape my eyes, I will tell him to spit it out.

"Do you believe it? Although I am no longer in Wanghailou, I can see Wanghailou's monthly accounts. I still know where there is something fishy, ​​and he can only continue to vomit obediently."

Zhang Chen thought to himself, maybe not necessarily, at least you don't know what is going to be stored in Mr. Fu's secret room. Many things can be found by looking through the ledger.

"Is Mr. Fu just going to listen to you like this?"

"He has no choice. He knows that I will not only kill him, but I can also throw a bomb at any time and kill him. People outside call him 'Hai Batian'. If you live in prison, you can still be 'Hai Batian'." Is he a tyrant? If a person like him doesn’t have an official position, he’s nothing.”

Gu Shufang paused and continued: "I will not let him go. My daughter can be without a father or a mother, but she cannot be without money. I want her to receive the best education and be a real princess. "

When Gu Shufang said this, she looked at Zhang Chen and sighed: "Perhaps, I shouldn't tell you this. In the past ten years, I have never spoken so many words to anyone, let alone so secretly. If so, I believe you and him are not the same, I can see that."

Zhang Chen smiled: "I just do my own thing."

Gu Shufang nodded and said, "These words don't matter to you. Anyway, you know that the Wanghai Tower project is not clean. You know this project, why is he so excited?"

"Why?"

"I promised him that after completing this project, I would let him go and divorce him. I would go back to Suzhou to be with my parents and daughter. My parents are old and they only have a child like me. I don't want to spend the rest of my life with him. Just spend it on him."

Zhang Chen sighed and said, "You are right to leave."

"There is nothing right or wrong. It's just me who feels tired." Gu Shufang sighed.

The two were silent again. On the screen, Gu Shufang's eyes had appeared. Zhang Chen looked at the time and saw that it was almost twelve o'clock. He said to Gu Shufang, Sister Shufang, let's stop here today.

Gu Shufang said yes.

Zhang Chen paused and said, "Thank you for trusting me and telling me so many things."

Gu Shufang was stunned for a moment, and then said: "I also want to thank you. It's the first time in more than ten years that you let me express my feelings."

Gu Shufang came over and stood next to Zhang Chen, looking at the paintings on the easel. She stared at those eyes and did not move away for a long time. After a long time, she sighed softly and said: "These eyes , It’s really scary, this woman must be scary too.”

Just as Zhang Chen was about to speak, Gu Shufang continued: "The painting looks very similar. I saw myself. This is what I look like."

Zhang Chen said: "I think it's very complicated."

"Yes, it's terrifyingly complicated." Gu Shufang said. It seemed that she was determined to associate herself with terror.