The man in Conan is the mastermind behind the scenes

With a sense of confusion and fear, Yingsheng's calm voice mixed with the cold night wind floated into her ears:

"Is there such a possibility, Xiaolan.

You don't actually care whether they are happy or not. What you expect is a warm picture like ten years ago. You just want to have a complete home again.

What is actually going on in the minds of family members, whether they like that life, is not important.

As long as they play the role of mom and dad, under the warm lights and at the steaming dining table, they say the words "I'm starting" in unison.

Will you feel happy because of this?

In places you can't see, in corners you haven't noticed, no matter what kind of petty or cunning happens, you actually don't care at all.

As long as you think your family is happy, then everything is enough.

Oh, it seems that I have been immersed in the memories of ten years ago. The person who doesn't want to grow up is you.

You are just like a seven-year-old girl, you don’t need anything, you just want a party and a drink.

Do not you think so? "

Time passed slowly, and the night became darker and darker.

The two people on the bench were immersed in the endless night. In a trance, they were some kind of lonely silhouette and some kind of wandering soul that was not easy to detect.

Especially the one on the left.

Her face was so pale and fragile, like a faded paper-cut with the word "囍", without any blood, and even most of the human vitality had disappeared.

Her fingers were equally pale and she twisted her clothes tightly. A drop of colorless liquid suddenly fell from the sky and landed on the back of her hand, turning into a deeper chill.

"Why……"

She whispered, her voice trembling.

"Sorry, I was just rambling."

The voice that answered her was as calm as water.

"Why do I have such thoughts?"

She had a hint of crying.

But this seemed to cause ripples on the surface of a lake somewhere, making the man laugh softly.

"It turns out I'm just struggling with this. Did you know that there is a saying in Buddhism that with the snap of a finger, there are sixty moments, nine hundred births and deaths in one moment, endless thoughts. What I said is just a stray thought of yours. There is no need to go too far. care."

The people next to him were just silent, so Yingsheng asked again:

"What do you smell now?"

"Nothing at all."

"No, take a deep breath, follow my rhythm, take your time, inhale - exhale - can you feel it? In the garden at night, there is a faint fragrance of flowers, inhale - exhale - and the smell of moist earth , inhale - exhale -

The moonlight shines through the sparse clouds.

Inhale - exhale -

He raised his eyes and looked at the ground in front of him. There was a breeze blowing through the treetops and the shadow of the moon was dancing.

Inhale - exhale -

Now, imagine them all shattered, and in an instant, heaven and earth topple. "

“!!!!!!”

Xiaolan's blurred eyes suddenly trembled violently, and she suddenly turned her head to look at Yingsheng. Her eyes were red and tears were rolling, but her eyes were full of shock and confusion.

Yingsheng smiled: "Don't look at me, look at the world, look at the night sky, look at the clear wind."

Xiaolan turned her head blankly.

What fell into her sight were unknown flowers, gently swaying grass, the unreal winding Milky Way, and pebbles coated with a faint silver glow...

She seemed to see everything, and yet she seemed to see nothing.

But for some reason, she felt a little cold.

A warmth suddenly appeared on the back, cutting off the chill of the night. Yingsheng's gentle voice sounded together with the warmth:

"Have you discovered that the world is still the same?

Thoughts rise and fall, but they are just a wisp of dust. As the saying goes, a gentleman ignores his deeds and does not care about his heart, that's all.

Or even, did you really think that way before?

Maybe most of them were guided by me.

There is no way, who told you to be such a little fool, unable to recognize your own heart.

well……

To be honest, you are so innocent that people can't bear to look at you. I feel that as long as I want, I can lie to you for a lifetime, and even if you are sold by me, you will still help me count the money.

But this at least verified something.

That's because of your childhood experiences, you do have a lot of insecurity, fear and inferiority buried in your heart. They follow you like a shadow, preventing you from being truly free.

I want to help you clear them out, okay? "

Xiaolan was silent for a long time and shook her head gently:

"not like this."

"what is that?"

"Yes, Suiyue-kun, I beg you, help me."

This voice was so trembling, but it seemed to contain a breath of new life and transformation.

Yingsheng smiled softly and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"Okay, I agree."

Chapter 81 The woman Concubine Yingli who was almost destroyed!

I talked some nonsense, but the problem will eventually come to fruition.

Yingsheng asked: "Can you determine the target now?"

Xiaolan nodded heavily: "As long as mom and dad can be happy, that's enough."

"Okay. To achieve this goal, we first need to clearly define what happiness is."

"Ah?"

Xiaolan didn't know how many times she was confused and wanted to ask Yingsheng: Are you serious?

But her previous experience has fully demonstrated to her that when facing Yingsheng, whose thinking level is far higher than hers, she is probably the one with the problem, so...

Xiaolan thought seriously for a moment, with a little complexity in her eyes:

"Mr. Shuiyue means that compared to forcibly sticking mom and dad together again, the separation they have chosen now is actually more suitable for them and happier?"

"Bingo!"

Hina said: "You are their daughter, and the relationship is indeed close enough, but after all, you are not the party involved.

You are not a fish, how can you know the joy of fish?

Look at the details you mentioned before, especially the comparison of lawyer Fei's life before and after several key life nodes. I think this is a warning to you.

When lawyer Fei was in Teitan High School, she was both talented and beautiful, and everyone chased her. She was called the Queen of Teitan. She gave up the admission quota to Harvard University and easily got into the extremely difficult law department of the University of Tokyo with full marks.

Say a word It is no exaggeration to say that she is a child of destiny.

And what happened after she married Mr. Maori?

First of all, she was given her husband's surname, and people began to call her Mrs. Maori instead of lawyer Fei.

And you said that your mother was a full-time housewife at that time, and your father worked as a tutor to supplement the family income in addition to being a policeman for economic reasons.

I don't know how much you know about the existence of full-time housewives, but you must have seen movies and TV shows. Their daily lives are so simple that they are outrageous.

Generally speaking:

Get up early to cook, say goodbye to the working husband and the school-going children, do the housework, make your own lunch, take a nap after lunch, and have nothing to do when you wake up. Either read a book, watch TV series, or arrange flowers to pass the time, or go out to chat with other full-time housewives. At about four or five o'clock, go to the supermarket to buy vegetables and cook, and then Just sit in the restaurant and wait. If her husband calls her to work overtime, she can only continue to wait.

It goes on and on, endlessly.

Put yourself in her shoes. How outstanding was Lawyer Fei in the past? Ninety-nine percent of people in this world can't even compare to her. They can only tremble under her dazzling brilliance. What about her after she became a full-time housewife?

Intelligence, energy, talent, glory!

Everything she had in the past, all of it was abandoned!

Your home is at 39, 5-chome, Beihua-cho. The location there is not bad, but please forgive me for being frank. It is definitely not a high-end residential area. People living there are most likely middle class, and their social class is not too high.

And except for Lawyer Fei, the other full-time housewives who live nearby and depend on men will only have a lower social class before marriage.

Ha, big Some of them graduated directly from high school, just found a job for a few years, and quit after finding a man they liked.

Can you imagine?

The scene when Fei Lawyer communicated with them?

In this world, the gap between people is greater than that between elephants and ants. The difference in the level of thinking between Fei Lawyer and those women must be a world of difference!

Japan seems to be a continental legal system. Cicero, Bartolus, Rousseau, Montesquieu, have those women ever heard of the name of a legal sage? In their barren world of thought, have they ever been bathed in the light of reason?

How could Fei Lawyer have a common language with such people?

It's really pitiful. How much torture did she suffer to barely tolerate those people's vulgar words and thoughts, so as not to say goodbye rudely.

I think, except for the first few attempts, Fei Lawyer would rather stay in the room reading books and immersing herself in her own world, rather than engage in low-quality, meaningless social activities that would only pollute the depth of her thoughts.

Let me ask you, have you ever noticed this?

Lawyer Fei became increasingly indifferent to the outside world, and those gossipers around her also found that a white swan was out of tune with them and began to spread rumors?

I don’t think so.

You were young and didn’t have the ability to understand the world as a whole. You only saw one side, that is, when Lawyer Fei was with you and your father, she would be very happy.

Of course.

Because you are the only communication partners left in her world. "

"! ! ! ! ! "

This is not a word, but a thunderbolt from heaven!

When the sky shook, one person had already become completely sluggish, turning into a lifeless clay sculpture or wooden statue.

The night wind blew gently, and Yingsheng, who had lost his coat, began to feel a little cold. He looked at Xiaolan, who was covering her mouth in shock and tears kept falling from her eyes. Yingsheng shook his head, got up, and walked out of the hospital.

Snap——

The hand was grabbed.

Yingsheng suddenly looked back and saw Xiaolan's helpless plea, and her pale lips kept trembling. Yingsheng sighed helplessly, exerted force on his hands, pulled her up, gently hugged her in his arms, patted her back, and then separated again.

"Silly, how can I leave you now? I just talked a lot and my mouth is dry. Let's go out to buy some water. Let's go together. "

Hingsheng wanted to let go of Xiaolan's hand, but she held it tighter.

Her eyes were red and she pursed her lips tightly, as if she was afraid of losing something again.

Hingsheng smiled, held her hand, and walked towards the hospital gate on the cobblestone path sprinkled with moonlight.

"What I just said may not be accurate. I haven't even met Lawyer Fei yet. How can I know what kind of person she is and what she thinks in her heart? Maybe I'm actually off topic. Her experience as a full-time wife..."

"It's very bad."

Xiaolan finally spoke softly.

"Oh? Have you noticed something?"

"I didn't notice it before, but now I think about it, every time my mother was scolded by my father, she would become helpless. I think it's just like what Mizuki said, her world is beginning to collapse."

"Well, maybe, Mr. Maori is really a piece of shit."

"…………"