The days of retirement with the singing queen

"But...it's okay..."

Zhang Suxin said softly again.

Lu Anzhi understood what she meant and put Zhang Suxin down with a gentle "hmm".

Zhang Suxin loosened her arms around Lu Anzhi, feeling a little lost for a moment.

"One more time, one more time!"

Xianxian didn't know what fun it was to watch her father carry her mother on his back, so she dragged Zhang Suxin onto Lu An's back.

Lu An picked up Xianxian with his hands and said, "Xianxian, be good, can you carry her on your back from now on? If dad wants to hold Xianxian, he won't bother carrying mommy."

Xianxian pointed at Zhang Suxin and said, "Dad carries mom on his back."

Lu Anzhi said: "Then don't you want dad to hug you?"

Xianxian thought for a while and said, "I think so."

Lu Anzhi said: "Then you still let dad carry mom?"

"Hmm~"

This "um" was roundabout and full of reluctance. The little guy buried his head on Lu An's shoulder and stopped moving. It seemed that he wanted to occupy this "high ground" and refused to come down.

Lu Anzhi couldn't help but smile, turned around and said to Zhang Suxin, "Let's go."

Zhang Suxin suddenly felt a little unhappy. Why does Lu Anzhi look so indifferent? Why are you struggling here alone? !

But it was hard for her to say anything. Originally, all this was just my own thoughts, how could I tell others?

She looked at Lu Anzhi's head tilted over his shoulder to look at her slender figure, and pursed her lips.

"hey-hey!"

Xianxian suddenly smiled at her, as if declaring victory.

Zhang Suxin laughed unconsciously and scratched her slender little nose.

"What's wrong with you?"

Lu Anzhi suddenly asked.

Zhang Suxin's heart skipped a beat and she quickly said, "No...nothing..."

Lu Anzhi said: "I think your mood is not right. Is it because of just now?"

"Well……"

Zhang Suxin suddenly panicked, and was actually a little afraid that Lu Anzhi had misunderstood her. She hurriedly said: "No...no...just...just..." The words came to her lips, but she couldn't say them out for a while.

Lu Anzhi walked beside Xianxian quietly, without urging Zhang Suxin to speak.

Zhang Suxin struggled for a long time, and finally summoned up the courage to say, "I... I didn't mean anything else just now, I just... I just felt... it was too fast..."

"Um."

Lu Anzhi nodded.

Zhang Suxin gritted her teeth and said, as if she was giving up, "Although we... although we already have Xianxian, we are actually just acquaintances, right?

"With Xianxian here, I will definitely not look for anyone else. Although it sounds a bit selfish, I don't want you... you to look for someone else.

"Don't think too much, it's not because of you, it's for Xianxian's sake. This is a bit selfish, but as a mother, I can't help but make this mistake when thinking about my children. I hope you can forgive me. But I’m just thinking about it and won’t ask you for anything.”

The more she spoke, the smoother she became and she stopped stumbling.

Lu Anzhi listened, nodded and said, "Yeah." Zhang Suxin's emotions were over, and he felt that it was better not to interrupt and disturb Zhang Suxin's speech. After Zhang Suxin finished speaking, it was not too late to speak.

Just listen to Zhang Suxin continue to say: "Just now...just now you just carried me on your back, and I asked you to put me down. In fact, I didn't mean to...not to...reject you. On the one hand, I felt that was too fast; on the other hand, I'm afraid you think I'm too casual... I used to be in the entertainment industry, and I know what most people think of the entertainment industry. It's really chaotic, but I didn't join in. At that time... that time three years ago... ...You should also know...I took the sheets away..."

Having said this in one breath, Zhang Suxin finally finished what she had been holding in her heart. Although the words are a bit inconsistent, the meaning is always clear. She felt that Lu Anzhi should be able to understand.

I wonder what kind of reaction Lu Anzhi will have?

Was she a little uneasy again?

Lu Anzhi laughed and said, "I said why I couldn't find the sheets at that time, and the hotel asked me to pay for the sheets. Besides, today is just casual for Xianxian, not for the two of us. What are you thinking about?"

Xianxian blinked her big confused eyes, raised her hands and shouted: "Xianxian wins!"

"Pfft..."

Zhang Suxin couldn't help laughing and rolled her eyes at Lu An. It's just that in this look, the emotions are inevitably a bit complicated, a bit relaxed, but also a bit resentful.

Lu Anzhi said: "I understand what you mean. Don't worry, I actually feel the same as you. As soon as you tell me, I will understand what you think.

"Speaking of it, the relationship between us is indeed a bit awkward now. When men and women sit down under the tea pavilion and talk about their intentions to get married and have children, they all feel that it is too fast.

"We already had Xianxian without even talking about it. Later, because Xianxian got to know each other and gradually got in touch with each other, she was different from others, so I always felt a little awkward..."

"Um."

Zhang Suxin nodded and waited for Lu Anzhi to continue.

Lu Anzhi said again: "I won't say much else, I don't know what to say. How about we just pretend that we are also those people sitting under the tea pavilion and having a blind date?"

Zhang Suxin's heart suddenly jumped heavily, and then she seemed to miss a beat. I was a little confused for a moment, and in a daze, I forgot to answer.

"How about it?"

Lu Anzhi asked again.

"Ah... um."

Zhang Suxin came back to her senses, panicked for a moment, and nodded hurriedly.

Lu Anzhi smiled and went through the formalities and said, "Okay, then we will be officially on a blind date from now on. My name is Lu Anzhi."

Zhang Suxin's cheeks were slightly red, but she still said, "My name is Zhang Suxin."

Xianxian added, "Xianxian's name is Xianxian!"

Lu Anzhi and Zhang Suxin looked at Xianxian at the same time and laughed. Lu Anzhi asked: "What's that Xianxian's name?"

Xianxian announced her name word by word: "Zhang! Xian! Xian!" She nodded her head every time she said a word.

Lu Anzhi and Zhang Suxin laughed again.

Zhang Suxin said: "If there is no problem in the future, we will change Xianxian's last name so that she has your last name."

Lu Anzhi smiled and said: "Look at you, you are talking so early. We have just been on a blind date. It is too early to talk about whose surname the child will have."

Zhang Suxin blushed even more, turned away and said, "Yeah."

Lu Anzhi said: "Whose surname does the child have? She already knows that her name is Zhang Xianxian, why change it again? If you want the child to have my surname, then just have another one in the future."

Zhang Suxin's face was completely red now, she rolled her eyes at Lu An and said, "Rogue!"

Only then did Lu Anzhi realize that he was really being abrupt. While you were talking nicely, you suddenly got carried away. You really shouldn't have. Seeing that Zhang Suxin didn't mean to be angry, Lu Anzhi breathed a sigh of relief.

"Lu Anzhi."

Zhang Suxin suddenly called out in a low voice.

Lu Anzhi heard this and said, "Huh? What's wrong?"

Zhang Suxin still turned her face away, facing the opposite direction to where Lu An was, and said, "When we get along slowly, and when we get to that point, come here again... just carry me on your back, okay?"

Lu An was stunned.

Zhang Suxin asked again: "Is it okay?"

Lu Anzhi laughed softly: "Okay."