Terror broadcast

The picture gradually transforms from the stillness of the photo to the dynamic state. Naturally, the fluctuations in people's hearts also begin to change.

Su Yuhang's eyes were not staring at the camera at this time, but at Su Bai's back;

The feeling of thorns in the back still existed, but Su Bai had deliberately stabilized his heart.

I still remember that in the past, every time by chance, Su Bai would take a peek at his previous memory scene. Every time he was stared at by Su Yuhang, Su Bai would start to panic, and then he would have to force out the memory scene.

Of course, there was shock that Su Yuhang could see him, but the bigger reason should be that Su Yuhang completely occupied his past memory and regarded it as his home, so he was the one who drove Su Bai out. After all, with Su Bai's temperament and experience after becoming an audience, it is understandable that being scared by Su Yuhang once caused him to become uneasy and withdraw from the memory screen, but to be scared out several times in a row is a bit unbelievable. Su Bai is not that fragile.

This time, if we compare the forces to each other, they are a bit like Yuan Shikai who stole the fruits of the revolution after the Revolution of 1911. If the broadcast had not wanted to get rid of the former Su Bai, Su Yuhang would not have resisted. When the two sides confronted each other, Su Yuhang Bai succeeded in taking what he wanted, otherwise, it would be difficult for him to have such an opportunity.

Envy, confusion, confusion......

This is the inner activity of the young child at this time. He really hopes to stand with his parents and take a family photo, but he doesn’t know why he has to kneel here motionless. This makes him very confused. He doesn’t know that he has done something wrong. I didn't know what I should do, because my parents didn't seem to tell me what I should do to make them happy, and they never consulted me. Even when I used to wander around the house, They also often ignore themselves.

Still no hate, still no hate,

Su Bai slowly savored the feeling at this moment. The baby in the first scene had no hatred in his heart, and the young self kneeling here still had no hatred in his heart. He even looked forward to being with the man and woman. Standing together to take a family photo, my heart is filled with this desire.

At first, Su Bai couldn't understand it, but slowly, when Su Bai completely replaced himself at that time, he slowly felt relieved. For a child of this age, how much love and hate can you ask him to understand? The meaning of hatred and freedom is indeed a bit unrealistic. He only cares about what he can see in front of him.

For example, why can’t I stand with everyone when we take a family photo?

Su Bai took a deep breath. Perhaps, without this experience, it would be difficult for him to truly understand himself. He thought that whether it was himself as a baby or as a child, his heart should be filled with endless thoughts. Hatred and resentment, he was even ready to accept such emotions, but there was none at all, really none!

This picture began to shrink, and then, another picture appeared in the surrounding open area. In the picture, a young man was floating slowly in a glass container filled with culture fluid in a room.

The glass was very clear, and therefore, the young man deliberately saw things in the room clearly.

Su Bai's figure appeared outside the glass. He saw a black cat crawling on the table opposite, turning over the scroll after a while.

This is auspicious.

It's just that Ji Xiang obviously can't see himself like Su Yuhang. It's still doing its own thing. A picture scroll is a story and an experience, and the theme of the picture scroll is mostly about the happy moments of children and parents together.

Some practice calligraphy with their father, some practice piano with their mother, and some travel to the Nurgai grassland with their parents. As the sun sets, the grassland is dyed with orange light. The young man leans on his mother's back and watches. The sunset, looking at the grassland, watching the herds of cattle and sheep.

When Su Bai saw this scene, his heart began to twitch uncontrollably. In fact, the experiences of being held by Su Yuhang and rinsed under the faucet when he was a baby, and the experiences of kneeling in the corner with affixed talismans on them, were completely incomparable. This picture.

Su Bai could accept the forced torture and humiliation, but this kind of beautiful deception was the most tormenting and hurtful. Su Bai still remembered that he had just learned that his childhood was completely painted within a painting. At that moment, it seemed as if all the strength had been drained from the whole person, and I was so distressed that I couldn't breathe.

Jixiang was still continuing his work. He seemed a little bored. He looked at the scenery in the scroll and at Su Bai in the glass petri dish.

It still has the same high B-level appearance as if it is light and breezy, as if all this has nothing to do with it. If the calculation is correct, it has only been a few years since Jixiang was brought out from the place of enlightenment by Su Yuhang.

So, the reason why Jixiang in later generations fell in love with the little guy and took good care of it is because Jixiang was infected by the secular world?

At this time, it is actually similar to Ruyi in the place of enlightenment now. Ruyi will not take care of the child or even come over with fresh milk for the child.

Su Bai hesitated for a long time. He looked at himself in the petri dish next to him. He did not dare to close his eyes to establish an inner connection, because Su Bai could guess what kind of person he was in the petri dish. mood.

Taking a deep breath and exhaling it heavily, Su Bai paused. The slight trembling of his palms indicated that Su Bai was not at peace at this time.

At this moment, the young man in the petri dish suddenly started to flutter, and the culture solution shook. Su Bai was startled. Looking over, he saw his young self naturally posing with his hands in front of him in the petri dish. The posture with legs slightly spread apart is a bit like the horseback riding dance that was once popular all over the world.

He turned back and looked at the scroll. In this scroll, Su Yuhang and himself were riding horses. He was nestled in front of Su Yuhang, holding the reins with both hands and looking ahead with excitement.

The wind is very light, the clouds are light, and the sunshine is pleasant. Riding a horse and walking at this time is definitely a very enjoyable thing.

The horse bumps from time to time, which makes you a little scared, but then you feel the stalwart and warm embrace of your father behind you, and you suddenly feel extremely peaceful inside. This is out of trust in your father. At this age, almost every normal family In the eyes of a boy, his father is the first idol in his life.

He can take himself to buy toys, tell himself stories, give himself pocket money, and sit astride his neck and shoulders.

However, Su Bai knew in his heart that he could not afford to hesitate too much, because if he missed this opportunity, it would be difficult for him to escape the fate of becoming a pawn.

Sighing, Su Bai stretched out his hand and put it against the glass vessel. Slowly, Su Bai's heart began to connect with himself in the glass petri dish.

joy,

happy,

satisfy,

pride,

good,

wonderful,

All kinds of gratifying emotions began to be transmitted to Su Bai through himself in the petri dish,

But these beautiful emotions failed to bring any happiness to Su Bai. On the contrary, Su Bai's heart felt as uncomfortable as being twisted.

Every joy, every satisfaction, every pride, every admiration was like a sharp needle piercing Su Bai's heart.

Su Bai still persisted and continued to accept these beautiful emotions. Even if they were poison, Su Bai had to face them.

Because this is the lost self, the memories of my past, and now, I must find them back, otherwise I will be either complete or defective.

In a daze, Su Bai raised his head, and suddenly found himself in the glass petri dish with his entire face pressed against the glass container, looking at him calmly.

Su Bai panicked for a moment, because this kind of gaze made him feel suddenly scared. Yes, when he faced his past self, he actually felt an emotion called "fear".

How is this going?

The other party changed from the dreamy riding state before, with his face pressed against the glass, looking at him motionlessly, with a hint of gloom in his eyes, as if a resentful spirit was watching you from the top of your bed.

Su Bai actually didn't dare to face the other party's eyes.

"Ah ah ah ah ah!!!!!!!!"

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!"

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!"

The young self in the petri dish began to howl like crazy, his hands and legs kept beating the petri dish, and hysterical screams came out of his mouth, as if everything in front of him was the object of his venting. All are outlets for one’s own violence.

He is angry,

he growled,

He is crazy,

He was flopping around like a madman, like a mentally ill person. He was struggling, he wanted to leave the petri dish, he was flopping upwards, he was like a drowning man desperately trying to get his face out of the water. Take a breath of fresh air, even if it’s just a breath, you can’t wait!

This scene made Su Bai very familiar.

this,

It’s clearly the same person he was when he was sick!

The self that was left here as a child to fill in memories turned out not to be ignorant. Every time it discovered that all this was false, it would get angry and roar. The more beautiful the picture in the scroll, the louder his roar and struggle. It's intense!

At this time, the door was pushed open, and a man's figure walked in. His eyes first fell on the young man in the petri dish, and then he looked at Su Bai on one side, but his movements did not stop. He reached out to grab the young man in the petri dish, and flicked Su Bai's forehead with his fingertips. The young man in the petri dish shuddered, as if he had been hit hard, and his violent eyes dissipated instantly, leaving only confusion.

Then, the confused young man's attention gradually began to fall on the beautiful picture in front of him.

There was a beautiful and happy look on his face again,

Like crazy,

Drunk...

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