Technician’s Manual
Chapter 1044: I have no home
Yaxiu walked along the East Lake for a long time without finding anything. Just as he was about to go back, he suddenly caught sight of the small garden next to the library. There were three black-clothed magicians guarding the lawn entrance. These three magicians have two gold and one sanctuary. As a guard, this configuration is too luxurious.
Ash's heart moved, and his figure jumped to the tall lamppost next to him. From above, he saw two blond beauties sitting in a small pavilion in the garden, one of them was Felix.
And sitting across from her, is one of the five nobles with high status in the Star Kingdom today, a swordsman genius who used to be comparable to Sonia, and also Felix's only blood relative—
Timi Vosloda.
"...I can make the throne room ignore you this time, but if you continue to work with them, even I can't continue to cover you up." Timi's voice was full of exhaustion and helplessness, and he looked at his sister with a stern expression in his eyes. With a hint of pleading.
He was wearing a blue robe and silver armor. Although he was gorgeous, he couldn't hide the essence of his combat armament. I don't know if it was for safety reasons, or he wanted to show his behavior.
"Don't you think you want to be the most just and kind noble?" Felix didn't care about his good intentions at all, and said coldly: "If you inherit the title, you should immediately learn the favoritism of the nobles? The pollution effect of power is really beyond mine. imagine."
Di Mi was silent for a moment, then rubbed his temples and said, "If you are bewitched..."
"No, I was completely out of my heart and volunteered to follow Miss Lena against the starry sky." Felix said, "But you will definitely say that I am bewitched by this. In short, my will cannot be my will, I must According to your idea, it is indeed the kind of man who likes to arrange other people's fate, so is it time to marry me?"
"Within a month, "Noble ***" will take effect again." Di Mi ignored her provocation and said seriously: "This is my last chance to help you... When I accept the blessing of the stars and officially inherit the title of Casting Star, The will of the nation will prevail over all, and the enemy of the stars is the enemy of Voslodar."
"Since the beginning of a generation of ancestors, Fusloda has been the sharpest sword of the stars, and the shield that sacrifices one's life the most. The inheritance is unbroken, and it goes out with the stars." Di Mi picked up the steaming black tea and looked at his reflection in the cup. : "I will be no exception."
"Congratulations." Felix folded his hands on his chest and said indifferently: "Next time we meet, you can try to show your loyalty with my head. But I remind you, I am already a sanctuary magician now. It has always been my dream to be able to kill a Duke Voslodar with my own hands.”
Di Mi put down the teacup and took a deep breath: "You follow them, what do you want? Power? Dream? Friendship?"
"Why should I tell you?"
"Because I know you don't even know what you want!"
Di Mi suddenly slapped the marble table heavily, and the table top burst into cracks, and he couldn't hold back his anger. Felix was stunned for so many years, and it was the first time she saw her angry brother.
"You only joined the Four Pillars Religion against the Stars because you hated Vosloda, the nobility, and were bewitched by people like Daedalus. You don't believe in the teachings of the Four Guis Religion at all, you just want to vent about yourself. The grievances and anger accumulated from childhood to adulthood, you want to take revenge on this world, this country, you hope that your father can ask for your forgiveness... It's like a child running away from home, I hope adults can reflect on themselves!"
"But father is gone," Di Mi covered his face with his right hand, and his voice suppressed a faint cry: "You can't wait for his apology anymore... I can't wait either."
"Felix, enough trouble, go home."
"I won't interfere in your life, you can do whatever you want, I'll be the Duke of Vosloda, and I will do my best for the stars. You don't need to take the responsibility of Vosloda, just enjoy the glory of Vosloda... unless the stars Fall, I will keep you happy all your life."
Felix stared at him blankly, as if he didn't expect his brother to say such a thing.
After a long time, she looked away, and the sharp paranoia on her face disappeared quietly. She supported her cheek with her left hand, and said softly, "It's now that you're posing as a brother?"
"If you hate me—"
"No, I don't hate you." Felix shook his head gently: "You are the most perfect brother I have ever met... Although I have not met a few... But I know you are very good, you have always cared about me, Cover me up and try to deal with Beverly. If it wasn't for you, I might have died a long time ago, how could I hate you?"
"I'm just alienating you," she said, "because you're the perfect brother, but not mine."
Di Mi stared at her blankly, as if she didn't understand her words.
"You strive to be the perfect heir, the perfect son, the perfect brother, the perfect student, the perfect nobleman," Felix said. "You strive for perfection in everything, even relationships. Because you are perfect. Son, so you can't stop your mother with thunder, even if she sends people to assassinate me again and again; because you're the perfect brother, you can't kill me as a bastard, you can only do your best to protect me."
"Mother she-
"No, Timi, trust me, I didn't mean to reprimand you." Felix shook his head. "Beverly dealt with me because of you. How could I be angry that my son didn't rebel against his mother's good intentions? I just I think you are too similar to... father."
Timi was completely stunned, not knowing whether it was because of Felix's comments, or because Felix called his father for the first time in many years, not the man'. "
You always think that the world has a perfect balance, a perfect solution, that is, both sides of conflicting interests can coexist. Felix said, "Father he was wrong, so Beverly became a selfish and malicious mother, and you and I became victims."
"Now you think that I can coexist with Beverly, because you are the Duke, you have the power to suppress Beverly's power, and you have the power to give me freedom... Do you think so?"
Timi was a little confused: "Can't it be done?"
"My father also thought that being a duke should be able to have a wife and a lover at the same time," Felix said. "As a result, my mother never stepped into Vosloda's house in her life, because my father believed that the wife was at home and the lover was outside was the balance point. ”
"At that time, my father didn't love him anymore, he was just running away, he couldn't face the conflicts and quarrels that would break out when they were together."
"When love is mixed with escape, there is only a balance of interests left."
Felix looked at his brother: "Dimi, you have never loved others with all your heart, whether it's your mother or me... It's not that you have to deal with one for the sake of the other, but what you pursue has never been us. We can all be satisfied, but our balance "under certain grievances". "
Di Mi shook his head: "But there are grievances and conflicts of interest between you. You hate my mother to the core, and my mother also hates you... You can't wait for each other to disappear immediately, it's impossible for everyone to be satisfied... Only if both sides make a step back, It's a good ending for everyone."
"You don't even try, you just say it's impossible, because your love is also full of avoidance, full of trade-offs." Felix said: "You just want to pay the minimum price to maintain relationships, even if it costs you The grievances of a loved one."
"But just like my father, if our mothers were allowed to live together, they would definitely hate each other and fight, and the result would be a lifetime of pain and grievance for everyone." Timi couldn't help but stand up and retorted: "Isn't it better to be separated? Choice?" Felix looked at him quietly, without speaking. Di Mi also realized that he was being said impatiently, he sat down and covered his forehead, and said bitterly, "So you...are you not going home?"
"In my opinion, there are two kinds of scumbags."
Felix drank the black tea, stood up and said, "One is like my father, with escape in love, and rationally devised a plan for everyone to reluctantly coexist."
"The other is that you love everyone with your whole heart, and emotionally fantasize about the possibility of finding everyone happy together."
"The former is wisdom and politics. The latter is likely to torture each other until they are destroyed, but miracles may also occur."
"I don't know what I want, though." Felix turned around
Leave, "but I'm definitely not looking for the former kind of love."
"Timi, that's your home, not mine."
"Brother, goodbye.
She walked straight out of the garden, and the guard at the door wanted to stop her, but after seeing Dimi shaking her head, she let her go. After she walked some distance, she heard a farewell from the cold wind:
"Sister, goodbye."
*
Felix opened the miracle bracelet, only to see the contact notification sent by Sonia just now. Although they all used miracle bracelets with other people's identities, it was impossible for Di Mi to monitor the communication situation in this area, and she did not dare to call back, so she went back quickly.
As soon as he turned a corner, he saw a can of carbonated beverage thrown in front of him, Felix caught it subconsciously, and saw a cult leader sitting on the roadside steps.
She looked back subconsciously, Ash pulled the tab, the drink made a pop, he took a big mouthful, sighed contentedly, and said, "No one is following you."
Since he had said so, Felix naturally felt at ease. She thought about it and sat next to her, but she didn't drink or speak.
When Ash was almost finished drinking, Felix finally couldn't help but ask, "Do you have anything to say?"
"Huh?" Yaxiu blinked, thought about it, and said, "Today, I swam with Jian Ji in a circle of sword flowers, slid across the ice on the East Lake, met her roommate, and held hands with her just now. Well, what a beautiful day."
Felix chuckled: "What kind of child's composition is this, even the feelings are so innocent."
"However," she said thoughtfully, "I hear you show off your relationship with Sword Princess... I feel nostalgic."
Ash murmured, "I don't always show off..."
"You eavesdropped?" Felix asked unceremoniously.
"There are some sounds from the wind, not eavesdropping."
"Then you have nothing to say?"
"No."
"Don't you think my reasons are... casual?"
"I have three friends," Ash held up three fingers, "the first wants to be the best hospice and corpse artist, the second wants to kill all the bad guys in the world, and the third wants to find life just like you. Meaning, but unlike you, he lies everywhere."
"Compared to them, you are already a more tame type."
Felix glanced at him and snorted: "What about you? Do you want to open a harem where all the members are demigods?"
Yaxiu's face darkened: "I won't talk about you anymore, how can you repay your kindness and revenge?"
"You only brought Jian Ji out for a date today, the witches are very angry." Felix raised his eyebrows and asked, "Have you thought about how to compensate them when you go back?"
"this…"
"Don't you realize that they are very dissatisfied with Miss Lena? Miss Lena's beauty is not inferior to theirs, and she is willing to dedicate herself to you at any time. She looks exactly like the Firefly Lady, and she has four-pillar sense of touch, in various senses. They are all full of danger, and although you have repeatedly stressed that you have no other intentions, they will inevitably think that you have no intentions.”
"I just haven't figured out what to do with her." Ash was a little depressed: "I can't let it go, I don't want to kill it, I can only take it temporarily."
"It's not Miss Lena, it's you," Felix said. "They don't feel safe about you at all, and no one knows if you'll suddenly fall in love with someone, and it's not just for fun...suddenly To fall in love with other women and work hard for other women, who can stand it?”
"They are fighting against Sword Princess, have you thought about how to solve it?"
"The witch keeps shouting to go to the gospel, have you thought about how to deal with it?"
"Everyone thinks you've been watching us take a shower, is that true?"
"No!" Yaxiu, who was almost curled up after being scolded, immediately raised his head and said, "Demigods are very sensitive to their vision, and if they peek, they will definitely be discovered!"
"What is your experience that you seem to have peeked through?
what's the matter..."
Felix glanced at him with contempt, propped his chin and said, "Anyway, take care of yourself first, scumbag."
"Am I mistaken?" Ash looked at her, "But I remember that you used to call us the Demon Seat of the Swordsman."
"I'm in a bad mood today, can't I take a rest?"
"Ah?" Ash blinked, "You just severely reprimanded Duke Vosloda, abandoned Vosloda's surname, and completely cut off the connection with the past. You shouldn't feel refreshed. Why? Why are you still in a bad mood?"
Felix hugged his knees: "You are so annoying, how on earth did you deceive so many girls?"
Yaxiu smiled lightly and said, "Although Jian Ji had made up her mind early on, when it came time to say goodbye, she was still very reluctant to part. It's not that easy to say goodbye to the past. Whether you like it or hate it, it's all yours. In life, without the past, there would be no you now. How could it be so simple to just pack it up and throw it away?
"There are always people and things that you have to reconcile with, because without them your life would be impossible. But the way to reconcile is up to us. In Kenji's words, "it's as sad as me to be an apology." "
Ash could see that Felix didn't really hate her brother. Even if she speaks so ruthlessly, it is already an attitude that she is willing to talk to Di Mi, and she clearly knows who is kind to her from the bottom of her heart.
She just didn't want to accept Di Mi's arrangement, even if it was a well-intentioned arrangement...because she had already accepted too many "I'm for you" arrangements. She was going to leave Vosloda and Gales. If it was said that rebelling against the stars was out of rebellion, then this time she just wanted to control her own life.
Felix was silent for a moment, slowly raised his head to look at him, and sighed helplessly.
"Has anyone ever told you that you are a poor comforter?"
"…Have."
"And you still quote your lover's words, and you have to point out the source... Are you writing a paper? You will make me think that you are showing your affection."
"Yes, is that so?" Ash blinked, "I didn't expect this kind of detail at all!"
"That's why you're a scumbag..." Felix shook the drink in his hand: "It's fine if you comfort someone to buy ice, but you also buy carbonated drinks. You always buy a bottle of wine, right?"
"But don't you want to drive?"
Felix looked at the fool's expression: "I'm going to run away with you, do you still care about me driving while drunk?"
She pouted: "I'm a sanctuary magician, and I'm still a poison sanctuary. As long as I don't want to get drunk, I can drink spirits as water."
"And... I've always been a good drinker." Felix glanced at him. "Don't you know?"
"How do I know..." Ash scratched his head and stood up, "Okay, I'll buy it for you, but I'll drive it for you later."
As soon as Ash turned around, she felt her back being lightly leaned against. The silk thread of missing lightly hooked his soul, like a kitten pulling the small claws on the corners of his clothes.
Don't turn around. "
"Don't look back."
"I don't need someone like you to comfort me."
"I don't have a home anymore..."
On the other side of the corner, Sonia leaned against the cold wall, holding a cup of milk tea that was no longer warm. The sky has dimmed, but the street lights have not yet turned on. At the junction of yin and darkness, the red-haired girl is biting on a straw, and the shadows around her are like a mad beast of resentment.
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