Steel Steam and Flame

　　 Kasya was a semi-destroyed supply station that arrived half an hour later. There was no one, but the lights were on and they were not turned off. No longer going down the main road, Cassia dragged his luggage in to rest, sat by the window, wiped off the fog condensed on the window with his hands, and watched on both sides of the Big 6 waiting for the arrival of the vehicle.

　　 There was a dark world outside, and Cassia felt a sigh of relief in his chest. I stayed in the military school for a few months and did not come out. When I came into contact with such a scene again, I always felt that I was looking at abstract paintings that I had never understood. The eyes did indeed see it, but the various senses on the body did not have corresponding real feelings.

　　 The snow flakes hit the glass with a slight noise, and Cassia looked at the snow flakes while waiting. When there was a real car coming by, he checked his watch. It was already noon, and the sky outside became brighter at this time, but the snow was still not small, but it was getting brighter and brighter. The inside becomes bigger.

"It's been several days. If it weren't for the wind, the road would have been covered with snow and the car would have been too late. I heard that the train station has been delayed for a long time and a lot of people were crowded there." The driver's age was Middle-aged, dressed very thickly, with hot air in the car, but always talking about cold. And Cassia didn't feel any of these, and she sullenly nodded in agreement.

　　 When I arrived at the train station, the situation was not much different from what the driver said, the situation was only slightly better. A bunch of people crowded into the waiting hall to avoid the severe cold outside, and the air became extremely dull. At this time, the fresh air delivered by the purification system could not circulate the air.

　　 Cassia went to buy a ticket and wanted to find a corner to stand and read a book, but the environment in the waiting hall really cannot be described as chaotic. Even Manoma, as the center of the empire, its train station was designed to cope with a high number of people, but in the face of the current number of gatherings, it eventually lost.

　　 The ears are full of noisy sounds. There are people talking unscrupulously with each other, there are unscrupulous laughs, there are children crying, and there are reprimands that can feel the saliva splashing in the air. The sound of coughing was also mixed in, and Cassia, who was sitting on her salute, suddenly found her original feeling about the scene in front of her. This is a sight and a sound I have never seen again in the school. I once remembered these pictures in my head, but the degree of retention of the memory did not seem to be as long as I thought. In less than a year, even though these things have been with me for more than ten years, under the erosion of the environment, they are still disappearing without a trace.

　　, on the contrary, are the models of various types of firearms, as well as their corresponding bullet caliber, power size, magazine capacity and shooting, etc., the clearer it becomes in the head at this time. Looking at the face of an ordinary person, I can no longer feel a touch of kindness, and of course it is no stranger. I was completely isolated from everyone in the entire waiting hall. Even though the air I breathed was the same, the smell I felt and the temperature I felt were already two different values.

　　 "It will definitely be different, no matter if I walked into the military school or Imperial Heavy Industry." Until he got into the car, Cassia thought like this. The surrounding is the most real living environment of the empire, but Cassia has also discovered a fact that he can't deny, he can no longer find the feeling of his true existence.

　　 Sitting on a soft seat, the light from the overhead lamp is very soft, without dazzling feeling. The temperature is just right because of the adjustment of the air circulation system, and even brings a pleasant aroma. The floor under my feet is made of wood, and I stepped on it to make a refreshing sound of "dongdong", which would not be considered annoying in my ears. These are the feelings that nature gives Cassia, and these feelings are far more real than the feelings given to him by others around him.

　　 I didn’t have this illusory feeling when I went out to perform tasks before, because I knew there would be so-called "similar" things around me from time to time? The answer is unknown, but at least Cassia thinks so now. He knew that it was an expression of peace of mind, and now he felt that he was abandoned, farther and farther away from where he should belong.

　　 In the military school, I still think that it is meaningless to take what Delya gave him. But now, he also has to admit this, only the things in the black box can give him the feeling of real existence in a certain sense.

　　 It should have been the joy of finally being able to leave the military school for a while, and then return to his normal life. But now, Cassia only felt that he was walking in the fog of unknown direction.

　　 He was thinking about other things all over his head. Thinking of the hard glass on the window next to me, I could easily break it with my elbow. I thought that even though the train was running high, I would just jump down like this, and rely on the coordination and agility of my body to roll dozens of times on the ground and then stand up without injury. Thinking about the flight attendants' waists, even with their pistols, they could easily twist their necks just by relying on the strength of their fingers. Thinking that as long as there is a need, in a few minutes, he can start from the front of the train and clean everyone on the entire train without leakage.

　　 I don't know when it started, these thoughts settled in his own head.

　　The spirit began to become unstable from this moment, and Cassia knew that there was indeed a problem with his condition, and he had to adjust it immediately. But there is no way to alleviate this situation. It is not a warning that life is threatened, but a wonderful feeling like a lone wolf being thrown into a world with only Aries.

　　 wanted to relieve mental instability through lethargy, but the abnormal physique of the surgeon and his always-energetic spirit became more powerful at this time. To reach the small city under the peak of Lilac Mountain, even the high train has to go forward for eight consecutive days. It’s not as frequent as relisting, but it will be ten days later when you actually arrive in the small town. During this period, Cassia only surpassed the tolerance limit due to mental pressure on the seventh day, and after sleeping, even if he closed his eyes at other times, other keen senses on the body could make the surrounding scenery clear. The earth reflected in his head.

　　 In the afternoon, Cassia felt the speed of the train slow down. Through the fuzzy glass with a layer of ice, one can still see a piece of low building connected together not far away. There should be no wind, and several dark plumes of smoke are rising upright into the sky. Cassia felt his nose move, as if smelling a strong smoky smell again.

　　 Arriving at the station, the train hurriedly spit the only one of Cassia on the broken platform, and hurriedly left here like an escape.

A person dragged two salutes, and Cassia walked towards his home along the buildings and streets that have not changed in his memory~www.readwn.com~ The footsteps increased unconsciously, and the white breath he exhaled was also It became rush as the distance got closer and closer.

　　 His chest overflowed with joy, and there were no people on the street. At this time, they were probably all rushing to produce. After all, the empire relisting was coming soon.

　　 Turning the corner, it is the street of my house. With excellent eyesight, Cassia quickly found her house where she lived for several years. The old wooden doors have been replaced, and the house has been repainted.

　　 speeded up his pace and walked over. There was still less than fifty or sixty meters away, and the door suddenly opened with the sound of "clicking". A little girl who was not up to Cassia's waist poked her head out of it, as if watching whether the snow that had been falling outside had stopped.

　　 was wearing light red cotton clothes, with his head scattered around his head, as if he had just woke up. The eyes glanced around outside the door, and the hazy eyes exuded a bright look after seeing Cassia.

　　 "Brother!" Lilia ran out, jumping around.

　　 Cassia put down the salute in her hand, walked a few steps forward, picked up Lilia, who was running, and held it above her head.

　　 Just about to talk, he heard a cry of crying in his ears, and then a drop of cold water fell on his face, Lilia was crying.

　　 "My brother doesn't love Lilia anymore..." Lilia's little hands were desperately wiping her tears, and her voice became blurred after that.

　　 Cassia's hands stiffened there for a few seconds, and all the circuits in his head were disconnected there. When thinking about returning, there was only one voice in my heart.

　　 "You don't belong here anymore." 8