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"I am a left-behind child and live with my grandfather. My parents don't come back all year round. The other children often make fun of me, saying that I was born but not raised by my mother."

"This made me relatively introverted and had low self-esteem at that time. I didn't dare to fight back when bullied."

Gu Panyan smiled self-deprecatingly, "Although my grandfather had started to teach me how to fight at that time, I had no strength but no courage to fight with them."

"Every time, I would cheer myself up in my heart and say, if those people dare to say that I was born but not raised by my mother again, I will beat them up. But when I was really bullied, I still didn't have the courage to resist. ”

"Do you think I was useless at that time?" Gu Panyan suddenly asked him.

"It's human nature, it's normal." Wang Ge comforted, "Courage is never something that can be obtained so easily."

"……you're right."

Gu Panyan chuckled, "At that time, I was too timid and afraid of too many things. I was afraid of dogs, the dark, being bullied, my grades would drop, and my grandpa would be disappointed."

"What I fear most is the evil ghosts that may be lurking in the darkness. For this reason, I dare not turn off the lights every night, otherwise I will be too scared to sleep."

"In order to eliminate my fear, grandpa carved the evil spirits out of wood and then asked me to split them open with an axe."

Gu Panyan smiled silently, "When I first saw those wood carvings, I was so scared that I couldn't even hold the ax steady and almost hit my foot."

"But later I discovered that they are not scary at all. As long as I use a little force, I can split them all."

Wang Ge took the wood carvings over, raised his eyebrows and asked, "Is this how these wood carvings came to be?"

She said "hmm" and smiled sarcastically: "The original purpose of my tattoo was not achieved at all. Although it did drive away some flies, it attracted more flies.

I stuck this thing on my body on a whim, and it helped me a lot. "

"You were most afraid of them before, so you stuck it on your body..." Wang Ge thought for a while and guessed: "Is it because you want others to be afraid of you?"

"No."

Gu Panyan shook his head and said, "It's courage."

"Courage?" Wang Ge was confused.

"right."

She pointed to her tattoo: "All the evil ghosts on it were carved by my grandfather and then chopped open by me one by one."

“I want to always remember that feeling, the feeling of lifting an ax for the first time, facing fear, resisting fear, and overcoming fear.”

She said, "This is courage."

"When grandpa was still alive, I never had this kind of thing. Even if I was teased and spread rumors, I would still cowardly escape. This is the reason why I attract so many flies."

She smiled mockingly again, "After my grandfather passed away and I was tortured crazy, I finally had the courage I had dreamed of."

Wang Ge didn't say anything, just hugged her gently.

"But this is not enough," Gu Panyan continued, "I began to realize that no matter what you do in this world, you need courage. It takes courage to accept my grandfather's death. It also takes courage to change your current situation."

She pointed to the evil ghost sculptures in Singer King, "So I put them on my body."

"They can't make me fearless. What they can do is that when I feel fear, I can still have the courage to lift an ax and resist."

“When I resist and even defeat the things that scare me, they no longer scare me.”

"Face the suffering of reality and the fear in your heart, accept what cannot be changed, and resist what should be changed."

"That's what courage means, and it's the most valuable thing I gained from this experience."

She looked at Wang Ge and raised the corners of her mouth: "To be honest, I should be grateful for this experience, otherwise I would still be the timid, cowardly and inferior waste I was before."

Wang Ge hugged her gently, shook his head and said, "Suffering is never something worthy of praise. If possible, I hope you will never experience that."

"I've already gone through it, can I still change it?"

Gu Panyan leaned lazily in his arms and lifted his chin with her fingers, "Besides, if I hadn't experienced that, would you still like me? Would you like the timid, cowardly and inferior me?"

"Of course I will." Wang Ge said matter-of-factly, and then hummed, "This way I can turn over and be the master without getting beaten. I can let you beat me on the back and squeeze my shoulders every day, and even let you give me a hand at night." Warm the bed!”

"But I can't do it anymore." Gu Panyan looked into his eyes, "I will find you a scumbag disgusting. It's best to stay away from me."

Wang Ge: "..."

Gu Panyan looked at him, then raised her head and kissed him on the lips.

"It takes courage to accept the departure of a loved one. It takes courage to accept the brokenness of a family. It also takes courage to accept that the person I love is a scumbag, doesn't it?"

Wang Ge's body stiffened slightly.

"I can rub your back and shoulders, or I can warm your bed." Gu Panyan hugged him and whispered in his ear, "But, young master, you must hide those messy relationships of yours." Okay, don’t let me discover you.”

"Accept what cannot be changed, and resist what should be changed. Grandpa passed away, my parents are not in harmony, these are things I have no choice. But if I find out about your messy relationship..." She blew a breath in his ear gently, "Do you think I will accept it or resist?"

Wang Ge thought for two seconds, and then said with expectation: "If possible, I want to experience back massage and shoulder massage first."

Gu Panyan was silent for a moment, then punched him hard on the arm, "Go to hell!"

Then she stood up, glared at him, and went back to her room.

"It hurts so much..."

Wang Ge rubbed the place where he was beaten and smiled bitterly.

Although he was often beaten before, it didn't hurt so much.

He knew that such an answer might make Gu Panyan angry, but there was no way, how else could he answer.

When he decided to be a scumbag, he was destined to face this kind of question, and no matter how he answered, it would be wrong.

It's really hard to be a scumbag.

Life is not easy, Wang Ge sighed.

There is no way, who made him greedy and want to have it all.

This is something he must bear.

…

The next day, Wang Ge got up early, cooking and cleaning.

Gu Panyan was dismissive of his flattering behavior, but she didn't get angry with him.

In the afternoon, Gu Panyan went out to buy something, and Wang Ge sat in front of the computer to check his grades.

He checked his own first, 739, one point short of 740, a little regretful.

But it shouldn't be a problem to win the provincial champion.

His mouth slightly raised.

He turned around and checked Gu Panyan's grades, 614, about the same as expected, not low, there would be no problem to go to Changchuan University.

The moment he saw Gu Panyan's grades, the system's voice sounded in his ears:

"Ding~"

[Congratulations to the host for completing the task: saving the bad girl. ]

[Rewards: Physical fitness +1, points +6140, special ability "teaching without distinction" becomes permanent and effective for everyone. ]

[During the mission, the host successfully established a romantic relationship with Gu Panyan and received an additional reward. 】

[Congratulations to the host for obtaining the special ability: the courage of happiness]

[Special ability: the courage of happiness]

[Introduction: You will have the courage to obtain happiness that ordinary people cannot match. In the face of fear and suffering, you will have the courage to face it, dare to resist, and be invincible]

[Effect: When you choose to face fear and suffering, your all attributes +1, all skill levels +1, until you overcome this fear and suffering]

[Cooling time: none]

PS: Courage is the most important spiritual core of the character Gu Panyan. After a long time of preparation, I finally wrote it out.

Xixi has a towering pursuit of freedom, and Yanbao naturally has to have the courage to take root in the ground, so that he can compete with it.

Don't say I am biased anymore, I give the same love to both characters.

It's just that compared to Xixi's freedom, Yanbao's courage will be more difficult to understand. After all, courage should be a topic that everyone has written about in junior high and high school essays. What's there to write about?

I can understand, so I didn't write too deeply, after all, it's an online novel. I am afraid that some people may not understand this or may have different opinions from me and criticize me.

I have borrowed a small part of Adler's "Psychology of Courage" here. If you are interested, you can go and learn more about it.

Please read on!