Gu Panyan felt that Wang Ge was too naive.

Although he was good at studying and smart enough, he had not experienced the hardships of life after all, and he seemed arrogant and simple in some things.

Gu Panyan did not think that she needed help. It did not matter to her whether she took the college entrance examination or not.

So what if she passed the examination? Would she continue to eat and wait for death in college?

She had no life goals and no plans for the future. What life plans could a gangster who smoked, drank and fought every day have?

She had always lived with the mentality of "living one day at a time". When one day she encountered an accident, had a car accident, or had no money at all, and starved to death in a bridge hole, her life would be over.

She felt that her future was almost the same.

The years after her grandfather's death had exhausted her physically and mentally. She numbly accepted such an ending and was unwilling to make changes.

The world was beautiful. She certainly knew that her parents still had expectations for her, and she also understood it.

But she was stuck in the quagmire, powerless and exhausted.

I have no intention to witness those beautiful things, and I have no power to respond to that expectation.

I just want to find a place where no one is and lie down, and enjoy the last peace of life.

Those beautiful things and expectations will be left for the next life.

Gu Panyan thought so and did so, but today, the guy who had not been sitting at the same table with her for more than 24 hours actually said shamelessly that he wanted to change himself and wanted to help her get into college.

Who does he think he is? The great savior? Do I have to kneel down and praise his kindness and goodness? Gu Panyan wanted to taunt like this, but when the words came to her lips, she swallowed them again.

She turned her head and looked out the window.

The darkness was slowly fading away, the sun was rising, and the morning light sprinkled into the classroom, dispelling the coldness of the spring morning.

Long ago, it was in such a morning that her grandfather rode an old-fashioned bicycle to send her to school.

Grandpa always told her to study hard in school and not to play too much. She wore a clean and beautiful white skirt and responded to Grandpa's advice with curved eyebrows.

Turning her head, she complained in her heart that the old man was really nagging. He said these words every day, and her ears were about to be callused.

At that time, she was still a good child. Grandpa was good to her, so she listened to him and her academic performance was always among the top in the class.

Every time she showed her report card to Grandpa, Grandpa would happily pick her up, and his wrinkled face bloomed like a chrysanthemum, saying that our Yanyan was the best, and she would definitely be able to get into a good university and have a good future in the future...

Haha.

The pictures of the past stirred in her mind, Gu Panyan's eyes were deep, and an inexplicable emotion came out from a corner of her heart. This was an inexplicable feeling, like the product of throwing guilt, sadness, confusion and other complex emotions into a big pot and stewing them together.

This emotion actually existed a long time ago, but it had been suppressed in Gu Panyan's heart until today, when it was aroused by Wang Ge's words and grew rapidly, spreading throughout the body like a virus, occupying Gu Panyan's entire mind.

In a trance, she suddenly remembered that it was the same morning, some time after her grandfather passed away, when her parents who had been working outside the city for many years finally rushed back.

They did not bring back the fatherly and motherly love that she had always lacked, but only brought back two red divorce certificates.

Her parents asked her who she wanted to live with, and she looked blankly at the two faces that she looked forward to seeing every year but now felt so strange, as if someone had hit her head hard with a club again.

It hurts...

She heard the sincere words of her parents, and they did not push her out, and they were willing to share a new family and a new life with her.

But she did not accept anyone, her heart was full of pain and anger of being betrayed, and she madly asked them both to get out.

Get out of grandpa's house, get out of your own life.

Later, after several unsuccessful efforts, her father left a sum of money and hurried away. He would transfer money to her bank card every year.

In the past few years, her mother came to her house repeatedly and begged her again and again, but she coldly refused to let her in every time.

At that time, she was young and still resentful.

Gu Panyan remembered that the last time she saw her mother was a year ago. This woman loved beauty as before, and always tried to cover up the traces of time with heavy makeup on her face.

That time, her mother cried so hard that her makeup became messy.

The mother begged that she didn't expect her to forgive herself, but only hoped that she could live a good life and not give up on herself.

But she just turned away coldly, as if facing a stranger.

At that time, she had already understood that her parents had done nothing wrong. Everyone has the right to pursue a better life. Her unwillingness did not mean that others would not want to.

The reason why she still made such a choice was to make her mother completely disappointed in her and stop caring about her, so that her mother could run her own new family steadily.

A rotten person like me should die with my former family, and I should stop bothering her.

At this moment, when she recalled this incident again, her mother's tearful face appeared in her mind again, and she suddenly understood:

Only when she lived well could her mother really put her mind at ease and live the new life she had been pursuing.

Ah...

Gu Panyan's eyes became blank, the faces of her grandfather and mother kept flashing in her mind, and the words they said also echoed in her ears, good university, good future... live a good life, don't give up on yourself...

She closed her eyes and suddenly said: "No need to try, I believe you."

"Hmm?"

Gu Panyan turned her head and stared into Wang Ge's eyes and said word by word, "I believe you, I believe you have the ability to help me.

You can start teaching me now, I will cooperate with you."

After a pause, she whispered: "I hope you won't let me down."

Wang Ge heard this and immediately patted his chest to promise, with the corners of his mouth unconsciously raised: "Leave it to me! You will soon realize that my teaching ability is actually better than my academic performance."

At this moment, he seemed happier than he thought.

Wang Ge put the English composition between the two of them and said patiently: "Come, I will explain it to you word by word and sentence by sentence. If you don't know how to read a word, remember to ask me..."

There were less than 20 minutes left for the morning reading. During this time, Wang Ge broke down the key words and phrases in this English composition, as well as the long sentences, one by one, and told them to Gu Panyan in a very vivid and easy-to-remember way.

With Wang Ge's help, Gu Panyan memorized and digested the knowledge like a sponge, so fast that even Gu Panyan herself was surprised.

... When did my memory become so good? This thought flashed through her mind, and she had no time to think deeply because she was already drowned in the ocean of knowledge.

[Special ability: teaching without distinction]

[Introduction: Everyone, regardless of high or low status, whether good or bad students, can receive equal education. 】

[Effect: Your teaching skill level +3; when you teach, your students will be highly focused, memory +200%, comprehension +200%, learning efficiency +200%]

Wang Ge used to teach others to do questions and so on, and the skill [Teaching] already has two levels. With the blessing of the ability [Teaching without Discrimination], the skill [Teaching] directly reaches the fifth level, which is already the pinnacle. If he becomes a teacher, even if he is not doing his job, he will at least be a famous teacher.

Unfortunately, the ability [Teaching without Discrimination] is a benefit given by the task, and it is currently only effective for Gu Panyan.

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